Apparently i managed to do everything what i was suppose to do...and, i must wait till next year for the effects *sigh* I love bureaucracy! Dang... and becosue of the crisis there is no job for me either. ah well, we shall see in january what will come out from my runs and swears :)

I have one last thing to settle, and I will be able to sleep peacefully again. Monday or thuesday, and i hopefully will get back on tracks. Just don't wish me luck with it... I don't wanna jinx it ;)

I camed back and...hell! Gazillion of messages, unwatched pictures and gods know what else :P Sorry! I won't manage to see and answer on all that unless i will get a century for myself. Luckyly i managed to run PS again so it's not that bad, also my dad decided to give me back my tablet which he borrowed, so it's double good on this field. heh!

Just like the title says... only this is a pure sarcasm. Everything goes against me. Everything what had a possibility to be screwed, was fucked up. Not to mention that my net connection is acting funny for last few days and Photoshop died on me and is refusing to work >.< Heck if i know why, and taht's teh major reason why i can't finish comissions in time, for which i am sorry. I need to reinstall everything... and if my HD or external drive decides to die on top of all things, I will shot myself from my AK-47 plastic toy model.

notting new... working on commissions, looking for a job, sulking in a corner from time to time and keeping the diet.

Okies,like I care about xmass, but when everybody around you act in holiday spirit, you kinda catch it too. Except of lights on the trees, I actually don't like this holiday, and today I gained another reson to dislike them more. Today I got a message from my vet, that my cat has practically no chances to survive anymore. Yeah, his treatment didn't help him as much as it was expected. Thuesday I am taking him to a surgeon, and we shall see if there is a chance to perform really last operation on him, if not then i will have no choice then make a really crucial decision, which of course i prefer never to have. I am scared like hell.

...apparently, also I need to open my comission box again... So, people, it's opened.

I am alive people... just a reminder :D

I am sorry! I am totally out of everything lately. Artistically I am down under the carpet, I have notting to talk about and i relly don't enjoy throwing my problems on other's backs so that why mostly i am also silent on communicators *sigh* Just forgive me this, i have some bad period in my life.


I am Dead.... ARTBLOCK!

Heri is dead! ART_BLOCK!

That's right! There is only one HERISHEFT on the internet and that happens to be me!!! I was first to use this name, and for long time notting else but my pages popped up in browsers. Ha! I have reason to beproud here!!! :devilish:
Unfortunetlly, lately I am finding some people who use it as well! Goddamit!!! I guess my level of irritation is understandable to you... it's suddenly like i am stripped of my identity! *sigh* What can i say?... notting really... besides of... GO AND F**K YOURSELFS name thieves ;)
I am still the only ONE! FIRST AND LAST HERISHEFT! :D and if someboody claims diffrently?... F**K YOURSELF TOO... ;)
Tee hee! I am silly I know...

Yeah, i know i wasn't very active in last time but i had my issues with which i do not intend to share becouse tehre is no reason to do that... and also becose i do not want people to think that i am so halfass emo, just had bad period of my life, and it's all you need to know ;) I just want to annouce that i am alive so everybody who hoped diffrently and already started to prepeare funreal... HOLD YOUR HORSES! I am still breathing here and i don't intend to stop ;) Don't have the bestest mood of all in the world but i am trying to get better =^.^= If anybody is worrying then please stop ;)

Since my PayPay account was robbed and i had to block my credit card nubmer becouse of it... i must hang commissions for unmarked amount of time until i figure some alternative way to get paid *sigh* any tips people?
Bah! I know I wasn't very active lately but... I have my reasons, very fun reasons actually ;)
...and no! it's not a guy... or a gal for that matter :D

no worries, i am still alive and have bunch of sketches to finish ;) so stay tuned!

All right people, i know i had more comissions to do but unfortunetlly i utylized somewhere my list with all informations and i don't know who?when? and what? So, if somebody ordered from me in the past and dosen't know what is going on with his/hers comission and if you didn't loose apetite yet, please remind me about it ^^; also i am trying to be pretty much opened for new ones as well, so if anybody's interested then we can make a deal... I'll try not to miss that data file again ^^;
(Commision info in my footer)

*Also lovely  ladyshinva takes comissions as well, so feel free to drop by on her page and ask ;)

* ladyshinwa is taking comissions! so go go! XD

*Pheew! My sickness is practically over, just some last effects like delicate cough and slight fever in the evenings, but I am okay now ;P I was sketching and made some concrete amount of doodles which i'll try and turn into finished artworks if my lazybone allows that is XD
i also manged to contact with few of my "long time no see" friends and that really lift me up at some point ^.^ they still remembered me and were wondering what was going on for all those years. good to know that they are still alive ^..^
i also have a chance to get a new job soon, as games beta-tester, as soon as some new projects arrive into company for which i want to work =^.^= i am looking forward to it

I got sick, wouldn't be weird if not the fact that this is my first serious sickness in at least 7 years. YAY! Just before new year ^^;
I feel like shit (i am not saying that earlier was any better), but i also guess that fever boiled up my brain (or whatever i store in my skull) and i notice really high creativity flow XD at least that part is good ^^;
holiday of the forest!

I'm pretty much dead so don't try to contact me in any way (sms included) for next few days becouse i won't be on... See you till later then!

OOOOKays, I decided to kick my ass to work... FINALLY! i slightly got enough of artistical cork ;P I am working over comission sketches, still ahve trades in meantime and Private Exchange to be doned but i am moving through all this... pheeew!

I'd like to apologize for all my commision and trade delays, but i've been having some nerve breakdowns and i couldn't really work :( Please, be patient i am getting on it. I know, this happens to me often but it is just how it is and the reason is mostly that I need job quickly and can't find any so i am kinda freaking out *sigh*
thanks for understanding

I am opening comission slots again, but i am not doing anything for next 2 weeks, simply becouse this week i have already taken and i am not at home on next one. my price table and guide lines are available HERE ---> http://herisheft.deviantart.com/journal/10048549/

besides of that life sucks like usual ;)

My life'o'meter shows that today I hitted my 26th click XD

YaY! i am old hag now

Got back home, London was not a very lucky place for me, none of my CVs got answer and i was freezing to death, not to mention that at night i thought i hear my cat somewhere and also i had bad headaches all the time, and i accidentaly made some damages and i had to pay for them which seriouslly lighten up my wallet... badluck after badluck, thank you!
But notting bad really, I can again open up commisions and work over them without stressing ^..^ also need to do few other things which i couldn't becouse of frustration ><

So that's it, day has finally come to put my ass into the plane and invade british lands XD Hopefully it will greet me with open arms and possibilities ^..^ I don't know how long i am going to stay there... two months, three, half year? who knows, it depends really, and hopefully it ill be weather which will chease me out from there and not lack of work ;) but i am of good thought.
I'm of, but I am taking my tools with me so I can work on my drawings and comissions when i finally settle down^..^

baaaaaa bais! and see ya soon!

Woot! now there happened a thing which didn't took place in like 2 million years... or better ~~; I've send two finished works in less then 24 hours that deserves a special mention *faints*... *is exhausted*
Other thing is that i spotted that i can't read fairy tales. No, not becouse they are for kids mostly they just make me sad ^^; all always ends up with happyly (at least mostly for main heroes) and there is often this great love theme i feel like stabbed with the dagger when i get to the end of each story...

heh! Hot days are here along with the late spring, that means more legs and puss shaving, more cream on the face, less clothing and sleeping nekkid XD Wooot! i love summer!

Standard boredom, standard problem and artblock again >.< so i sit here, but not for long though one more month and i am getting my ass away from this place, heh, even from this country. Little sad to leave home, all silly people and own room... my kitty ;___; *sigh* No future here, they always try and make you work for minimum salary, and this minimum is sometimes not even enough to pay all the bills *sheesh*screw it!!! I am going where they can rip my ass for minimum but at least it will be worthy minumum, for my standards at least ;) London here i come and be afraid XD YEAH!