YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! XD It was already yesterday when me and Magrad went through student's club Proxima doors to see our favourite band MOONSPELL playing for teh first time in Warsaw!!! YAH! :headbang: To be honest I never was on metal concert before (had nobody to go with), but damn people went crazy, it was so totaly wild and loud that till now i hear bells in my ears and must massage my sores and bruises XD BUt FUCK!!!! If i would have ocassion i would repeat that 20 more times XD Anyways me and Meg took the best place possible, right infront of the vocalist YAAAAAH! Crowd was at berserk pushing us at the barriers, we fought back, headbang, swinging with fists and "horns", screaming, yelling and growling- sounds like a war, huh?! but nobody payed attention on bruises and that somebody hits him with elbow or step on with heavy boots, no, people were hot, had fun!It was great! During then we also get to know that this concert was almost cancelled becouse capital goverment was protesting, but right then Fernando said greatest thing which boiled the blood amongst all crowd "No fashist christian is going to tell us where to play!!!!" (or something like that, was hard to hear becouse of the people screming ^^;) after that people went into jungle state screaming against politicians ;P REeallly lots to talk about all this event, i still ca't get my head in order! So I won't tell anything mre... Regert you werent there! XD
Hehehe! all most crazy and most drunken parties in my life don't compare to this concert. We went out from there walking with zig-zacs and circling sinusoids XD hearing almost notting, suffering from hurting backs from headbanging and shaking from excitment in overall and becosue outside was little cold too XD Was really worthy to go, see and went crazy over there! ^..^ i never forget it! Thank you MOONSPELL for comming to this world forsaken and lead by idiots place :kiss:
Now it makes me only to regret i forgot to buy tickets for Korn concert >.< *wacks herself over the head with wooden plank*

Yah, quitting my job was agood idea after all, I feel so free and unbalasted ^..^ It's not that that i didn't really liked my job, it was awesome to be honest, but I just can't seem to work fulltime when I have only 2 days for myself (weekend), not to mention this everyday routine: stand up before 8 am, till 8:14 time to wash and dress up, 8:14 - 8:20 make-up, 8:26 train (same people on teh station and in the train everyday), 9:00 work, 13:00 - 13:45 brake, 17:00 move ass home, 17:20 train station (same people every day waiting), 17:27 train, 17:56 reaching home... and after all that no strenghts or will to do anything <---now make it all x5 days of the week... i know, most of the people spend their days like that and they don't complain but it's not for me really ^^; specially when boss is an idiot and thinks and says that he knows everything better, to fuck with his 'gods have mercy' ilusions about himself...bleh!
So soon i am opening comissions and maby some trades too becouse i simply gained some time time <3

Damn i stress too much lately >.< Must calm calm calm!!!!

Sheesh! I can't believe i was a whiney ass for over a month ><; Okies, I had my reasons lost data, stupid disk problems, silly task at work XP no own compy for more then 4 weeks now :angry: which drived me completely nuts. But maby tomorrow will be the last day of my abstynency and i can finally get back to work, to myself and live again in my room and not in dad's office.
If durning that month for any chance i was unbareable, emo or if i hurted somebody then i am sorry, my brain was out of service, i know, stupid excuse but i don't have any other... and if by any chance people didn't resignated I can come back to finishing my comissions and trades as soon as possible (when i get my software back). Two games also wait for tryout Neverwinter Nights 2 and Doom 3 XD i have loots to work out, month is a really damn big amount of time >..<
Once again i am sorry for the drama :kiss:

Just my "luck"... I've lost all the data of my compy... ~~; Splendid! another year of my work lost, in overall counting it gives me three, three years of my sweat and toil, gone, I can shoot myself this instance >< too bad I don't have anything under my hand, except of the mouse but that would be rather slow... and with things that happen at my work, my nerves are set on RED ALERT. I won't be getting into details....
I am cancelling all my comissions <( Sorry people, I am too frustrated to even start them, maby in the future, but deffinetly not now... trades must wait too in such situation
So sorry <o

3'rd week starts without my compy <( There is no telling if all the data will be retrieved, i deeply hope so >..< F**K! Better will for person who formated my disk to stay away from me till end of this decade or else blood will be spilled and counted in buckets! GAAAAAARRRR! :explosion: I am sorry if i allow you people to wait for comissions and trades, but i simply have no possibility to work comfortably ><;
Seriouslly!This couldn't happen at better time, just when i got week of holidays (actually this is my last day of it)... me and my luck, Murphy's luck
Sheeesh! Bored at home... I couldn't work, but I prefer to be bored at home then be bored at my job's place, specially that there was notting to do anyways(literally) >.< Luckyly project is finished, publishing date is set for 15 February, this means more work soon when boss decides what new thing we shall do next *hopes for texturing part*
Also there will be more work for me in next edition of "Crystalicum" ^..^ YAY! I was missing that XD but that is in april so i have like 2 months to prepeare myself psyhically for it ;)

Malfunction!!! I gaved some showof of stupidity and allowed wrong person to repair my compy...effect is that now my machine lays in clinic on memory retrieval operation >.< for how long? i do not know... I risk loosing all my works from passed year, not very promising perspective... all who comissioned or have trade with me, must wait, I am so sorry :(

One of our fellow artiststs Carrie  carrie-phox (http://carrie-phox.deviantart.com/) recentlly found herself in very bad situation. She is right now fighting bravely with skin cancer. Thanks to people who helped her few weeks ago she was able to afford for her first treatments, but now her situation went worseer since her familly got cut of from money source, so she is really in desperate need of support of any kind... please! I am willing to take comissions again in order to help her, also who can and have possibility to donate her or help her cause in any way, please do so... we are fighting for life

Information about details can be found here: http://carrie-phox.deviantart.com/j.....rnal/10796055/

Peple who get comissions in Carrie's cause:
 kynaru  ShawnWolf32  ladyshinwa

My Price table
(all my works are doned with digital media)
single character images:

Sketches:
5EU-simple
10EU-with background
linearts
15EU-simple
20EU-with background
full colour
25EU
full colour+background
30 EU
additional character
+5 EU for each

:bulletred: Dammit! I've read about art thievery so much in last days not to mention that few times found my works in places where they not belong, I got pissed so much that I decided to mark wy works with "watermark"...sorry! This will spoil my works somehow but it will at least make me feel safer... <( So I apologize deeply for it, but there is nobody else to blame then all those nice people who think that they can stole what others created in sweat... F*** YOU Parasites!!! >O

1. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A MEMBER OF FA?
some time..i don't remember...

2. WHAT MAKES YOU GAG?
Vision of one of my friends when she felt from the fence right into melioration ditch XD

3. DOES YOUR MOM SMOKE?
noes...

4. WHO'S PROFILE DO YOU LIKE THE MOST ON FA?
hard to tell... so many great people here...

5. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY CAR WHAT WOULD IT BE?
HAMMER! XD

6. HAVE YOU KISSED/HOOKED UP WITH ANYONE IN YOUR WATCH LIST?
noes... <(

7. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR BF/GF's PARENTS?
... first you need to have "folks in law"

8. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY?
with what exactlly?

9. HOW OLD WILL YOU BE ON YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
no way i am telling...

10. ARE YOU A LIKEABLE PERSON?
i guess...

11. WOULD YOU PREFER FRIENDS THAT ARE GIRLS OR GUYS?
i like both ^^

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO ON A MONDAY NIGHT?
blabbing on yahoo...

13. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?
i am terryfied of heights on man builded structures such as buildings, bridges, towers etc.... but i am not afraid to stand on the edge of the canion ^^

14. WHICH WOULD YOU LIKE BEST: A DIAMOND RING OR A DIAMOND BRACELET?
bracelet... i like when it shines alot...and i can always get more cash for it XD

15. WHAT IS THE MOST PAINFUL THING THAT YOU'VE EVER ENDURED?
nipple piercing...

16. WHAT IS ONE THING THAT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
hands...

17. WOULD YOU SAY THAT YOUR GLASS IS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
and what is teh diffrence?

18. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A GRAVE WHERE SOMEONE WAS BURIED?
yuh...to my guinea pig grave...is that any good...

19. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE DOCTOR?
month ago...

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORTS TEAM?
i don't like sports...

21. DO YOU PREFER SHOES, SOCKS, OR BARE FEET?
shoes and bare feet...

22. WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A SOCIAL DRINKER?
yuh...i drink only with company...

23. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR EX!
depends which one... the worsest? I really don't have enough curses...

24.WHEN YOU GO TO A BAR DO YOU TRY TO GET FREE DRINKS?
never tried...

25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR JOB?
depends when...

26. HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM?
almost all the time

27. IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
australia...

28. WHEN YOU NEED SOME ALONE TIME WHERE DO YOU GO?
my room... or bathtub

29. WHO DO YOU THINK WILL DO THIS SURVEY?
have no idea

30. WHO DO YOU TAG?
i give people peace with that XD

beat ups and head ups... damn, I really ahte when you work over something for long enough and you don't feel satisfaction...this is how my current work project is or more likely it's end, 5 months of work over a thing which has less chances of survive than a mouse cornered by snake... ~~; I really ahte my job sometimes...

*Arists of FA please if you do have the time or the money, please help a fellow artist out!. Tana-chan is in a very sticky and serious situation and needs money to help her get out of an abusive home.

Roxxy-chan Is willing to take her under her wings but first she must travel to her, and this is the part where me and few other people can help...

I am willing to do any commission work that comes my way to raise up the money for her. Or if you could spare some cash and make a donation would be great!

If you are willing to do commission works and donate the money towards this please note me...

I am consulting prices depending on level of difficulty... from sketches to full coloured pics maded with traditional or virtual media...

THANK YOU!

Hard to believe but finally after years of waiting and trying I got the job ^^yay! couldn't be any better since I am going to work for computer game developers as 2-d graphic and designer ^^... it saved me from garden accesory selling career >< *pheeew*

*Arists of FA please if you do have the time or the money, please help a fellow artist out!. Tana-chan is in a very sticky and serious situation and needs money to help her get out of an abusive home.

Roxxy-chan Is willing to take her under her wings but first she must travel to her, and this is the part where me and few other people can help...

I am willing to do any commission work that comes my way to raise up the money for her. Or if you could spare some cash and make a donation would be great!

If you are willing to do commission works and donate the money towards this please note me...

I am consulting prices depending on level of difficulty... from sketches to full coloured pics maded with traditional or virtual media...

THANK YOU!

There are stupid but extremely moments in life of everybody :P Like now... I putted together lyrics for Dies Irae performed by Helium Vola...yay!!! original version was written by Thomas of Celano but my precious group mixed it a little... ^^;

Helium Vola: Dies Irae

Dies irae, dies illa
Solvet saeclum in favilla,
Teste David cum Sibilla.

Quantus tremor est futurus,
Quando iudex est venturus,
Cuncta stricte discussurus!

Dies irae, dies illa
Solvet saeclum in favilla,
Teste David cum Sibilla.

Quantus tremor est futurus,
Quando iudex est venturus,
Cuncta stricte discussurus!

Iuste iudex ultionis,
Donum fac remissionis
Ante diem rationis.

Oro supplex et acclinis,
Cor contritum quasi cinis,
Gere curam mei finis.

Tuba, mirum spargens sonum
Per sepulchra regionum,
Coget omnes ante thronum.

Mors stupebit et natura,
Cum resurgit creatura
Iudicanti responsura.

Tuba, mirum spargens sonum
Per sepulchra regionum,
Coget omnes ante thronum.

Mors stupebit et natura,
Cum resurgit creatura
Iudicanti responsura.

Iuste iudex ultionis,
Donum fac remissionis
Ante diem rationis.

Oro supplex et acclinis,
Cor contritum quasi cinis,
Gere curam mei finis.

Dies irae, dies illa
Solvet saeclum in favilla,
Teste David cum Sibilla.

Quantus tremor est futurus,
Quando iudex est venturus,
Cuncta stricte discussurus!

Tuba, mirum spargens sonum
Per sepulchra regionum,
Coget omnes ante thronum.

Mors stupebit et natura,
Cum resurgit creatura
Iudicanti responsura.

Iuste iudex ultionis,
Donum fac remissionis
Ante diem rationis.

Oro supplex et acclinis,
Cor contritum quasi cinis,
Gere curam mei finis.

original by Thomas of Celano

*Arists of FA please if you do have the time or the money, please help a fellow artist out!. Tana-chan is in a very sticky and serious situation and needs money to help her get out of an abusive home.

Roxxy-chan Is willing to take her under her wings but first she must travel to her, and this is the part where me and few other people can help...

I am willing to do any commission work that comes my way to raise up the money for her. Or if you could spare some cash and make a donation would be great!

If you are willing to do commission works and donate the money towards this please note me...

I am consulting prices depending on level of difficulty... from sketches to full coloured pics maded with traditional or virtual media...

THANK YOU!


I am still updating my gallery with old trash :P I found tons of sketches and i will put them here as well if anybody is interested of course... ^.^

I am still updating my gallery with old trash :P I found tons of sketches and i will put them here as well if anybody is interested of course... ^.^