Here's something that's... happened for the second time now.

www.f-list.net/c/samantha%20va…

Somebody is pretending to be me.

The first time i saw something like this it was just a guy stealing the image of Samantha and using it on F-List but this guy is actually pretending to be me...

Poorly, i mean my english is way worse then that!

I just got noted by somebody about me agreeing to an art trade which, i wouldnt know off.
And this has me worried. Special thanks to this guy for letting me know about it too.

What has me worried is that this say's that he's taking commissions, or that I'M taking commissions, which are still closed. ofcourse.
That, is dangerous. DONT FALL FOR THAT.

If you pay this guy and expect a commission from me, YOU WILL BE SCAMMED.
Please be careful.

There's alot of weird, false info on here and alot of pictures i did, and some i got from friends and with trades.

Most importantly,

I DO NOT RP!!
I do NOT have an f-list account, and i will not make one either.
If you ever come across my characters on F-list THEN IT IS NOT ME!

If this guy made a false skype of Samantha or something and you fell for it, just get rid of it.

I contacted support and i hope they can get rid of this ASAP.

Never thought anyone would do something like this.

You know who you are.

Woof, keep forgetting to post journals on FA.

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I'm very sorry for the lack of updates guy's.
I've been wanting to draw alot but most of the time i can't really get anything done.

I drew a basic butt abit ago which i experimented with and i ended up making that Warmth picture with.
But other then that... not much, slight comic sketching i've been doodling with i spose.

I have been thinking about alot of things.
Namely what i should be focusing on next. I feel i could be doing alot more then just the basic butts every now and again.

I've been thinking of story comics and some expansion comics.

Been thinking of doing commissions again but i'm mostly afraid of those now.

And i've lso been thinking of a Patreon. I'm not sure how to go about doing yet however. ANd if i even need it... probably not.
Mostly i'm not sure what i could offer on a patreon.

I don't like Paywalls. Like seriously. You will not see my hiding my stuff and forcing you to pay to see it. I WANT people to enjoy my art. It makes me extremely happy.
I'm not going to say "NEVER" becaus who knows... i might end up getting financially unstable but it seems unlikely.

I'm not sure wether or not i've EARNED a patreon, i NEED one, or what i can OFFER you guy's and i post pretty much everything i make online.

Plus, i've gone on record of being extremely down towards Patreon as yes. it often IS just people making an easy paywall and hiding their content.
Making the same art they would ordinarily post for free but now getting cash to do it.
There's SOME that do this and i've come to realise it's none of my bussiness to think negativly about it.

But then i've heard people say something i didnt even think of.

Sometime people just want to support.

And i admire people like that. And you're right, theree's nothing wrong with donating to somebody for creating content and showing some appreciation. People do it on twitch for example.

Eh,-

I'll think about it. I just dont think i can offer anything special.
And again... wether or not i need it. I'm very self aware when it comes to other peoples money i feel. Which let's be honest... is just really really really stupid of me.
And why,-

When i DO get back to commissions. I will be raising my pricess. And think about why i go through so much stress about it.

Anyway i'm gonna pass out. My job is slowly killing me at this point.

Hey guy's!

Whelp...

I'm still not sure where to go with this.
I get notes and asks and questions about commissions relativly often and i find i have to keep turning them down.
Having abit of a hard time!

Currently, as of right now. I might be having an artblock.
After finishing the Mocha picture which i... honestly just adore. I dunno ijust love it, i feel that picture should have been another giant leap forward for me. But instead i got demoralised, which lead to laziness which lead too... well nothing. I'm still lazy.
Being in such a state i already don't feel comfortable doing commissions.

The other problem i'm having with them is that... i don't think i want to do them the same way.
I already said before that i'm no longer going to flip from a sketch commission to a full 4 page comic to a 10 part sequence sorta thing anymore. If i wanna do only single colors then i wil.
That was a nightmare the first time, second time i took forever once again.

Commissions often bring me down. I'm often feeling restricted by them in the sense of "i should be doing a commish but i wanna do something else" sorta thing... like homework. Hof's a genuine Bart Simpson.

However, i do still like doing em. I like hearing an idea, getting excited to draw it and then do it. But this means i'm gonna have to start picking favorites if ya know what i mean.
When it comes to commissions, it's difficult for me to say "I dont like your idea. Change it or i'm going to take another commissioner"
They're commissions! It's impossible for me to do that.

But that is the state i'm in. And thats's what's been holdingme back.

Becuase of this i'm not sure if i start working with a list like i used too. Or to just... accept anyones notes, hear an idea and then SELECT 5-10 myself.
Or maybe just do one every once in awhile. Just one. I dunno!

It's tough for me.

I'll figure it out but first, gonna get outta this down.


http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.com/
http://h0f.tumblr.com/

Hello people of FA.

I'm sorry i don't post here very often. Truth be told... i'm not totally a fan of how this site works and i'm often too bored to post stuff here.
I do check for content daily so i suppose you can see me as more of a lurker.

I will post some of the more larger projects i do or full paintings and whatever. But for little mundane sketches and my full gallery i suggest you check out either my Tumblr or DA.

http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.com/
http://h0f.tumblr.com/

I might change my mind, there's definetly fantastic content on here from fantastic people and artists, but so far that's the only thing i've gotten out of this community.
It might be because i myself do not have any personal interest in doing Furry related art. I will... think about it in terms of trades or comissions.

But i'm an expansion lover for human woman.

And that's here too don't get me wrong! But that is not the content that's activly celebrated i feel.

http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.....TION-513078975

Remember to read the rules!

Allright so FA works again!

I've posted this on my DA yesterday and alot of the slots have already been taken... but i still wanna toss this your way.
Who knows.. i might add a few more slots.

http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.....ions-420236199

If you have questions, place em here.
If you want a slot send me a note! Preferably on DA, that way i can see everything fine.
But here works fine too.

Hello? FA?

I,- i know we don't speak much but... i was wondering...

Would you guy's be interrested in commissions in the future?

Vote for my design as the best Femshep!
http://berggie.deviantart.com/journ...../poll/3684031/

And we will get to see this character expanded like MAD!

TELL YOUR FRIENDS!

Hey everybody, how's it going?

First off i should adress the previous journal.
I was able to use a tool and SALVAGE a huge chunk of my lost files.
Not all of it unfortunatly, i may have to try again. But i did get back... pretty much all of my PS files! Yeah! I got those back.
Unfortunatly they mixed all the layers together and some of the options refuse to work cause the files are damaged, but i can work with them okay.
Fortunatly, now that this mess has happened, and i got a new job as i said... i have been feeling more motivated to draw, which is great!
However due to my job i make long day's and i dont really have the energy to stay up very long.:P

I'd like to thank all the comments i got to make me feel better and some of the advice given to me! And i'm sorry i didnt reply to you in person.

Hey everybody, how's it going?

First off i should adress the previous journal.
I was able to use a tool and SALVAGE a huge chunk of my lost files.
Not all of it unfortunatly, i may have to try again. But i did get back... pretty much all of my PS files! Yeah! I got those back.
Unfortunatly they mixed all the layers together and some of the options refuse to work cause the files are damaged, but i can work with them okay.
Fortunatly, now that this mess has happened, and i got a new job as i said... i have been feeling more motivated to draw, which is great!
However due to my job i make long day's and i dont really have the energy to stay up very long.:P

I'd like to thank all the comments i got to make me feel better and some of the advice given to me! And i'm sorry i didnt reply to you in person.

GOD....DAMNIT!

Noooooo...

Ah... i feel the need to be angry but i can only be FUCKING depressed at this...
Allright here's the story, today i felt my computer was incredibly slow at... everything really.
I realised there was just a ton of unneeded crap on it so, i decided to refresh my computer by putting a new windows on it.
I saved all the files i wanted on my USB, refreshed my comp, updated it, got all the drivers for it and updated those, got some basic software i use like skype and steam and chrome n stuff. Put in my usb to get my files, got my music... but then... oh yes, you guessed it.
One archive i saved decided not to work. Which was it...? You guessed again.

ALL of my drawings.

All of it.

And not just mine, this also includes a ton of stuff from other people i collected over the years.
It's gone, all of it. i tried using a repair kit, doesn't work, i tried different software to desperatly try and recover it, doesn't work.

None of it... fucking...works.

I've been hammering at it for hours and now... at last... i feel i lost all hope for it.

I dunno what went wrong, or why i assumed nothing WOULD go wrong, but i lost it all. All the great content i collected stings like hell, and it's a shame i lost all the original PS files, but those, i uploaded on the web, mostly DA and i can get them right now. say for the Hinata comic that doesnt seem to make it on DA.

But... good god i lost all my WIP. This... it just depresses me so... last time i whined about not getting anything done and letting people wait on all the favors i still need to do. but now what i DID have is gone! It's FUCKING GONE.I can't believe i have to let you guy's down AGAIN because i'm a fucking idiot. My trade with Eika, lost. My trade with Berggie, lost. some of my own stuff, lost, some of the gifts i was doing, lost. All of it...

My only saving grace are some of the WIP's whih i shared with people over the Stash. But, those are incomplete compared to the ones i had on my comp.
I honestly just... i feel so bad, i feel so fucking horrible for losing everything. Mostly for the people i owe.

Forgot FA! Happy new years n shit!

Also i have a Tumblr now, i'm not entirely sure what to do with it yet, as i don't even know how it works.
I was thinking of sticking to an "Ask a Character" Blog thing for now. http://h0f.tumblr.com/

Hey beautiful people on FA how's it going?
Welp i've got something to share, i basically wrote it for my DA and i'm just copy-pasting that whole thing here and letting you know what's what.

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Allright so... *sigh* things haven't been going so hot here lately.

Obviously there's been an insane drop in content on my page and i'm again just kinda stuck.
Simple put, drawing isn't fun for me anymore. I'm trying to stick to it on a daily basis but i'm just so bored and uninspired, nothing i've made the past few weeks i've been really happy with. And for me it's been very demoralising. I've still got alot of things in the works that need completing but it's been difficult to bring myself to working on anything.

I tried to remedy it with several things, i've tried to do some fun Art-Trades with people , which partly worked and i'm still gonna finish those when i can.
I've tried doing some fun sketches but i don't have any idea's, and everything comes out looking crap in my eyes.

It's just... GAH. Not only that but i feel myself less interrested in DA or any art site or whatever. I mean i wasn't a huge commenter but i still loved looking and searching for great art and meeting people but even that's lost to me nowaday's. Interrest for it is fading and with that interrest for me and my work is fading aswell. But i don't blame you guy's for that it's my own fault. I still feel it play's a big factor in me keeping things up. All the nice comments and faves and stuff like that, it's basically the reason why we all post stuff here. Otherwise there'd be no point to sharing things online.

*sigh* i've just got to find a way to make this FUN again. I think my next option is to try and stream abit in the future. As whenever i did stream i managed to draw for hours on end in most cases, which is great! Let's hope that can get the engine running again... Maybe tonight or tomorow, whenever i feel up for it. Stay tuned.


Phew with all that outta the way i got oooone major thing left i wish to share.
Despite me just whining about the lack of interrest in me that's only partly true, for my own stuff.
But lately a really nice really talented artist has been giving me just a truckload of awesome fanwork! Unfortunatly he doesn't seem to have much confidence in his own work and i can't seem to be able to convince him to share his work abit more.
But he deserves you're love more then i do at this point.

So far he's made a great spin on my Ravenous Jacqueline comic and you can view everything on his FA Account over here!
> http://www.furaffinity.net/user/megapol/ <

It's really good stuff and i plead you guy's to check it out. Even if the whole vore/eating growth thing isn't your bag. Megapol deserves much more attention.

Check it out!

Hello good people on FA!
I'm High-On-Fairydust, but i prefer to just be called HOF~

First of, thanks for the warm welcome! I really appreciate it.

Athough my art is new to FA i've been active for a couple of years, a few forums, Eka's portal but primarily on Deviantart
I've been on FA for a while actually but as a lurker, and as of today i'm upgrading myself to an active member!

Now, i'm not EXACTLY sure wether or not i should upload every single piece i have on DA to FA but for now i'll upload a handfull and see where this gets me.
But ofcourse if you have a DA and would love to see everything i got so far then head on down! http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.com/

You may have noticed already i havent really made much Furry stuff, or any actually.
The furthest i've taken it is just some ears and tails... and to be completely honest i'm probably not gonna stray to far from my comfort zone. But hey, things can change amirite?

What you can expect of me is lots of curvy women, expansion, vore, GTS, Breast Expansion, Butt Expansion aaaaall of that good stuff.
But i wont do Male or Futa... from my time as a lurker i know those two are quite popular here which has been holding me back abit.
That and i thought FA would strictly be for Furry artists. But some people assured me FA isnt a strict place at all! So here we are!

I hope to expand my audience abit, meet some new people, make some friends, it's all for fun!
So welcome to my page and i hope you'll like what i have to offer!

And again, check out my DA, it has most of my content: http://high-on-fairydust.deviantart.com/