So I pretty much woke up with a really bad pounding in my head and there was some stranger in my bed. Kinda freaked me out so I got up and discovered that the room was covered in glitter. I went to my window and saw that someone had threw all of the pink flamingo's i had into the pool. I didn't really care about it since i had to take a shower due to the fact i smelt like a mini bar. So after i got out of the shower i noticed there was a mark on my neck and didn't know if it was a hickie or a bruise. i was like great now i have to go out with this thing on my neck, but luckily i found a dress shirt with a nice big enough collar to cover it. After I got dressed i checked my Facebook and discovered that pictures from friday night ended up online and i thought that i was screwed.Oh well I'm a party person anyway. I couldn't remember much since it's a black top blur but I'm pretty sure it ruled.

oh sweet, apparently i didn't get knocked out after all :), at least i may have a shot at advancing this time since im not put up against a really well known suiter.

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/132318.html

so vote for me and i may give you a cookie or something ^^

over the next few days im going to pretty much gather all of the stuff i no longer use and try to sell it online, might throw some stuff on here. It would mostly be stuff like comics,books, old videogames, toys,etc. I will pretty much compile a list and start pawning it off.

I often don;t do these things but whatever, just need to get this out of my system. You can give it a read or just blow it by, whatever ya prefer.

So the dilemma that Im in at the moment is that if i don't find a job by the end of May, I am kicked out of my house. Basically I do have somewhat of a job now. Im working for this fashion designer that i've known for a year and already did work for him. Now he is going to legitly sign me to his company, will pay me $10 bucks a hour for 2 days out of the week to start. This is still a start up business so we both wont see any large bucks until we do our part of getting the cloths out there on the market. So i will probably get more days to work after a few months and more pay. I told my family this and they said thats its not good enough and that its not a real job. This is coming from the same people who said they wanted me to get a job, that is on the books. They just completely changed the what they said around just because its not a full time job. I told them its a start up company and it will take a while to actually get to the point i'm working more days, but they said i need a full time job now. I have been looking for jobs and there is nothing out there for me. It seems that the only way you can get a job these days is through connections, and thats even with a college degree it seems. I mean i dropped out of college early cause i didn't feel ready and my parents pretty much forced me into it. I mean if this fashion job goes through and we start making big bucks then i'm already doing what i was going to school for.

I know there is no way that this company will take off by the end of may, it's a process that we have to go through. The designer said worst comes to worst i could move into his place, but I couldn't do that, i would feel like im intruding and all. I mean yeah we will get more stuff done for the Clothing line but still i don't know him all that well. I was thinking about just moving back to N.C and start over but again would have to spend a lot of cash just getting back there. I mean i got pretty much my own house down there but there aren't many photography or media jobs in the part i live. Also if i want to get to certain events it will be a hella expensive taking a plane or driving.

Right now i just don't feel very welcomed in my own home, seems like a negative energy is just in the air constantly. Pretty much grown apart from the rest of my family since i get the feeling i'm just a leech to them. I want to get out of here as much as they want me out but again, kinda nervous about taking that risk. I have lived in that "bubble" for awhile so kinda scared about popping it and growing to be my own person. I just don't like being a burden on anyone and apparently my own family is guilt tripping me into believing i am one, saying i'm preventing my grandmother from being happy and not being able to move back to N.C to live with her sister.

Hopefully all this shit will work out, and i can continue living in N.Y and do this job and be happy with what i do and start making the big bucks so i can tell my family to fuck themselves and prove there wrong. That would be a great feeling. Cause according to them, the risk i take and experiences I have aren't good enough or completely wrong since they didn't experience them the same way. It's my own experience dammit, and maybe my outcome will be different from there's. Isn't that what being your own person all about, first hand experiences, lessons,risks, etc.

Thats pretty much the end of this rant, if ya made it this for congrats! im out!

Would you ever go out by yaself to suit in public or you and a friend both in suit go out in public without some type of handler? I think its a bad idea since you dont know how people would react to 2 masked people just randomly in a area

All wrapped up in a neat little Zip. file. Get em' while ther hot!

http://bobdbob.com/~rtrabbit/doodah.....Dah%202012.zip

Im slowly uploading all the photos from doodah this past week. I have them all on my fb so far, so if ya have me on there u can steal them from there but if not i will be uploading them in batches for the next week. There are over 288 photos and will upload as many as i can so the people that was a part of them can fav or take them or whatever.

here is my fb with all the photos so help yaself, i would of used flikr but they said i cant upload a shit load of photos at one time so fb is the best choice.


http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?.....467&type=1

awesome props to  aht1991 for being a awesome photographer and not breaking my cam :).

also i have uploaded 2 vids from the parade too

Leave a kink/fetish in a comment, and I'll reply and say if it's a turn-on or a turn-off to me

That simple, and this should be very interesting

Stolen from  Destiniihusky


1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Nick

2. How tall are you?
about 5' 4" or 5'5"

3. Natural hair color?
Dark Brown

3. What about eye color?
Brown

4. What orientation are you?
Bi

5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
yup im taken by  destiniihusky

6. What do you do in your spare time?
photography, make films, edit photos, fursuit, play games, hang with friends, relax

7. What's your job?
freelance photographer and videographer

8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
able to learn new things fast.

9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
my anxiety

10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
im shy and kinda awkward

11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any at all?)
egonostic

12. Do you drink?
yup

13. Do you smoke?
nope

14. What are your fears?
death,flying,roller costers

15. What are your dreams/goals?
be successful in something i do

16 .Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
yup yup, im pretty sure everyone has had one or 2

17. Who's your best bud?
my non fur friend Ty back in NC

18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
anything sweet

19. Favorite drink?
Coke

20. Favorite color?
red

21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
patience

22. Favorite movie?
to many to think of

23. Least favorite food?
stew

24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
pasta with mushrooms lots of spice and alfrado sauce

25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
i dont drive but would love a Camero or Corvette

26. Most disliked bug?
spiders

27. Most hated pet peeves?
hypocrites and ignorant people

28. Dislike in life?
not taking chances

29. Most annoying?
furries! (yeah i said it)

30. Most disliked TV show?
Any reality show on tv now

31. Favourite TV shows.
Dexter, Oddities, Pawn Stars, Impractical Jokers, Walking Dead, Comic Book Men, Battlestar Galatica

has anyone developed there character or characters further then when you first created them? Like gave them a certain personalty and then a year later completely change it. Or gave them new markings or characteristics over time (ex: piercings, new hair styles, colors,etc). I been thinking of changing my sona's personality to more of a cocky prick. I mean i kinda had that personality for him to start with but i kinda want to take it further. Make him seem full of himself, think his better then everyone else, arrogant,etc. I mean i try to do that in suit already but end up being too nice and all, kinda can't stay in character since i feel like people think that is the real me. Also has any suiter ran into this "wall" where u want to portray a character but get nervous since you don't know how people would react to it?

just some stuff i was thinking about.

Stolen from  sharpiesabre

Here's how you play:
1. Get your favorite media player
2. Set your player to shuffle
3. Pick the first 15 song titles
4. Add "in my pants" at the end of them

1. Urupan Breaks in my pants
2. Stealing Situations in my pants
3. S.F.H. Theme in my pants
4. Third Floor Lingerie in my pants
5. Satyagraha in my pants
6. Get the Time in my pants
7. I Ain't Worried in my pants
8. Perfidia in my pants
9. Collect Call in my pants
10. Slap the Sun in my pants
11. Plain Gold Ring in my pants
12. Pieces in my pants
13. Nothing Better in my pants
14. Lights in the Sky in my pants
15. One O'Clock Jump in my pants

oh murr lol

enjoy!!

there was a vid of this Devils kid flipping off a hockey player during some game, and the kids face was so damn serious when he gave the finger i burst out laughing and had to make a GIF out of it. So i made it my icon.

I just want to say thanks to all the peeps who made this con awesome. Travling all the way from NY to Atlanta was worth it, even if it took almost 26 hours. So here is a quick little rundown of what went on.

The ride down to Atlanta was actually fun since i got to travel with  pichu912,  ska,  aht1991, and  DJRavi. Was awesome basically living on a bus together and having a laugh. Also being able to chill out around the con together also

Like to thank all the cool people i got to chill with at the con itself, like some of the Tiny Chat Crew, you know who ya guys are! was fun partying at the Dead Dog dance. Also a awesome shout out goes to the Southern Crew of  dustythemare,  the_nosey_basterd, southernpup_neon, and  Tsuki_the_nightwolf. You guys made me and my mates con experience really fun by almost getting us into fights with drunken atlanta people, and tearing up the dance floor to the point of passing out, and also mindfucking the anime people at momocon! U guys rock!

Also finally got to meet my wonderful and loving mate  destiniihusky in person after almost a year and half together. It was a amazing time and im so happy to have been able to spend the past few days with her in her arms and being able to experience our first time at FWA together.

Also i enjoyed meeting all the new people i ran into, and i hope we can all hang out again in future times and be able to keep in touch more. There are just too many of ya to name or remember.

Thank you guys so much, peace out, stay frizzy fresh and always use protection!!!!

thanks for all the people who stalk my ass on here! Hope u enjoy future pics and vids i will post in the future!!

stolen from  destiniihusky

so this is my name....

J=Hot
A=French Kisser
C=Will kick your ass
K=Crazy
S=Damn Sexy
O=Different
N=Cool Person

H=Freaking hot

W=Makes people laugh
O=Different
L=Beautiful eyes
F=Loves it hard

Some of its true cept the liking it hard part..im fragile lol








A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3179612/

come on, ya know ya want too. Its a contest of awesomeness!!!

so i want to enter it this year and all and experience it. so nominate me if ya like ^^. pretty much here is my info for it they ya send to them.

http://fursuittourney.livejournal.com/120797.html


- Name of the fursuit: Jackson H. Wolf
- Owner of the fursuit: Jackson H. Wolf
- pic of suit: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6202562/
- Contact information of the owner: Crimsonknight9x[at]aol.com
- Builder of the fursuit:Fruity Furs http://www.furaffinity.net/user/fruityfurs/
- Species of the fursuit: Punk Wolf
- Your name and account link: ___________[include your livejournal if you have one]


Email it to fursuittourney(at)livejournal(dot)com

Thanks peeps. ^^

Its now jackson_wolf , pretty much same account just changed name

was wondering who else from NY were going by mega bus?

just got my Megabus Tickets for my trip to FWA. going to be almost a day and a half journey to get there so cant wait for a epic road trip with a few fellow NY furs. I will make sure to film most of the trip and make a feel good indie road trip film out of it

call me whiney or not, but i feel that the badfur page on LJ is low. Making fun of other furs suits and even making fun of them as a person behind there back and post it on the internet, specially when they didn't even do anything is pretty grimy. i mean i have made fun of people before buts its because they either fucked with me somehow or they deserved it. Agree with me or not but i just find that the badfur page is a disgrace to what furries are suppose to be about. Ya know caring, supportive, non judgmental. I mean isnt that why we started a fandom like this, to get away from all the negative bashing from society. Sure everyone gets up in arms when CSI or MTV makes fun of us, but furries bashing other furries in the same way is completely fine. i'm saying, dont make fun of someone and bash them if they did nothing wrong to ya and all. Same goes with Creepers here in the fandom. Sure there creepy and weird and all that shit, but if they didn't do shit except stare at ya, then don't bash the hell out of them and make them feel like shit. I mean if ur in a giant animal suit, people are going to stare even at cons, isnt that what we suiters want? People to pay attention to us. I mean if they start stalking ya, trying to grab ya nuts, ass, or tits, maybe stink up the place cause they didnt take a shower in a month then thats the reason u should use to get on them about and call them out on.I really don't know if any of this is making sense or not, just kinda speaking my mind, but just wanted to make a point and all.

Over the past few months i actually enjoyed pissing other people off and causing shit. Does that make me a bad person? i mean im usually a nice dude and i mean my character Jack is pretty much a complete asshole and prick to others. Maybe im just been really into character lately or maybe i have had it with being mr nice guy and rather take all of my built up aggression over the years and let it out on random people and go around looking for augments and fights. I would never be a dick to my close friends and all since im not like that, and if i was its mostly joking around. But when it comes to random people in general wanting something or stalking me or trying to get into my business i just let them have it. Im guessing my patience with people has diminished a lot over the past couple of years and certain factors in my life have influenced these actions. I mean is it right to "go off" on random people and be a condescending prick to them specially if they are annoying or is it better to throw on a fake smile and all. I don't im just kinda ranting at the moment about stuff thats been on my mind.

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http://tinychat.com/hookahhusky

come on by, its awesome up in here!!!