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EMERGENCY VET BILL (Tigress)
Posted 3 years agoTigress is having a major pet emergency. Please see their submission for details:
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https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48214384/Laptop Update
Posted 4 years agoSo, despite the MacBook officially having reached the ten year mark, it's also JUST experienced it's first catastrophic failure: It was the hard drive.
And it's currently being backed up while we wait for it's new one to arrive. Baby's getting another upgrade (I've increased the RAM twice now, because you can do that kind of shit with the older models).
My characters aren't lost!
And it's currently being backed up while we wait for it's new one to arrive. Baby's getting another upgrade (I've increased the RAM twice now, because you can do that kind of shit with the older models).
My characters aren't lost!
When it Rains...
Posted 4 years agoLet's just say I have a lot of characters and ref sheets in progress tucked away on my MacBook.
The MacBook that white-screened on me.
The MacBook that hasn't been backed up since two moves (and nearly two years) ago, before I lost the cord for its external drive.
I'm at my wit's end here... I've tried everything shy of disassembling it or throwing it out of the window. For several reasons, including trying to float my ex-roomie until he gets his stimulus checks (one of which he already owes me the whole of) $600 USD), I am not prepared to try to pull data from its hard drive. I don't have the energy. I haven't even finished all of this week's schoolwork (yeah, we're trying college again, which is only possible because one of my stimulus checks went toward grabbing a cheap laptop.
In short, I may well have lost 99% of the many adoptables that I've bought, ALL of my writing, a frighteningly large chunk of my music library, the ENTIRE Adobe Suite (which I only had because I got the MacBook from a prior school venture)....because that's my fucking luck.
Kill me now...
The MacBook that white-screened on me.
The MacBook that hasn't been backed up since two moves (and nearly two years) ago, before I lost the cord for its external drive.
I'm at my wit's end here... I've tried everything shy of disassembling it or throwing it out of the window. For several reasons, including trying to float my ex-roomie until he gets his stimulus checks (one of which he already owes me the whole of) $600 USD), I am not prepared to try to pull data from its hard drive. I don't have the energy. I haven't even finished all of this week's schoolwork (yeah, we're trying college again, which is only possible because one of my stimulus checks went toward grabbing a cheap laptop.
In short, I may well have lost 99% of the many adoptables that I've bought, ALL of my writing, a frighteningly large chunk of my music library, the ENTIRE Adobe Suite (which I only had because I got the MacBook from a prior school venture)....because that's my fucking luck.
Kill me now...
EMERGENCY ADOPT BOOST (KingBatman7)
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COMMISSION BOOST (LordWhiskey)
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Posted 4 years agoRabid Candles
Posted 5 years agoSo, once upon a time ago, I was working on a little startup candle company.
Some major shit just went down. You're proooobably gonna start seeing kind of a lot of candles coming from me soon.
I AM EXCITE
Some major shit just went down. You're proooobably gonna start seeing kind of a lot of candles coming from me soon.
I AM EXCITE
Mental Health Update: I Finally Did It
Posted 5 years agoSo, eleven days ago now, I was discharged from a branch of the Cleveland Clinic for psychiatric care after spending six days under their care. With everything that’s been happening to me over the past…forever, I’d gotten suicidal enough that I was edging toward a plan.
On June 6th, my caseworker and I spoke for the first time. She was actually going to call an ambulance for me if I didn’t just go on my own. I got an Uber, got myself to the ER, told them the honest truth, and was taken to a room to wait and have tests (including the COVID-19 test, of course) run. Nearly eight hours later, I was on my way to my destination hospital.
It was not at all what I expected and I actually miss it there. Group therapy was shocking beneficial for me. I’m back on medication, which has helped a ton. My caseworker is helping to hammer out some kinks (my financial situation is a major trigger; unemployment is another, because a lot of my self-worth has hinged on having a job; food instability is another story entirely).
I’m now doing both group and one-on-one therapy via telehealth; the former three times a week and the latter just once.
I say all that to say this: If you ever feel that you need help, get it. Get it sooner, rather than later. Be honest with these people; you’re not gonna end up drugged out of your gourd in a padded room and strait jacket, I promise. They will do their best to help. You just have to do your best to help yourself as well. Don’t be afraid of the prospect of group therapy, and don’t be afraid to speak to the doctors and nurses.
And if you’re ever in a Cleveland Clinic hospital, order the meatloaf and mashed potatoes.
On June 6th, my caseworker and I spoke for the first time. She was actually going to call an ambulance for me if I didn’t just go on my own. I got an Uber, got myself to the ER, told them the honest truth, and was taken to a room to wait and have tests (including the COVID-19 test, of course) run. Nearly eight hours later, I was on my way to my destination hospital.
It was not at all what I expected and I actually miss it there. Group therapy was shocking beneficial for me. I’m back on medication, which has helped a ton. My caseworker is helping to hammer out some kinks (my financial situation is a major trigger; unemployment is another, because a lot of my self-worth has hinged on having a job; food instability is another story entirely).
I’m now doing both group and one-on-one therapy via telehealth; the former three times a week and the latter just once.
I say all that to say this: If you ever feel that you need help, get it. Get it sooner, rather than later. Be honest with these people; you’re not gonna end up drugged out of your gourd in a padded room and strait jacket, I promise. They will do their best to help. You just have to do your best to help yourself as well. Don’t be afraid of the prospect of group therapy, and don’t be afraid to speak to the doctors and nurses.
And if you’re ever in a Cleveland Clinic hospital, order the meatloaf and mashed potatoes.
Help...? [Need phone bill money to keep working]
Posted 5 years agoI'm in a jam that's forcing me to ask for help that I normally wouldn't ask for, and...sell something that I truly did not want to sell.
I need to scrape together $52 to get my cell phone bill turned back on, because it's required for my current/only line of work (Lyft driver). Just that will get me a hell of a lot closer to where I need to be (that is, back on the road to some tiny semblance of self-sufficiency).
I also need to drag together another $30 or so for gas money...and a whopping $407 to keep the car. I won't even get into the electric bill that I'm about to get hit with thanks to oversight by Cleveland Public Power...
That said, I'm selling/auctioning one of my favorite and most valuable possessions, The Black Parade is Dead, the coffin set with Bob Bryar's mask. I had plans for this, once upon a time ago, but...the desperation is real. If all you can do is share it, I'll still appreciate it.
Alternately, if you can, you could toss a bit of pocket change at me on one of the following:
If you even glanced at this, thank you.
I need to scrape together $52 to get my cell phone bill turned back on, because it's required for my current/only line of work (Lyft driver). Just that will get me a hell of a lot closer to where I need to be (that is, back on the road to some tiny semblance of self-sufficiency).
I also need to drag together another $30 or so for gas money...and a whopping $407 to keep the car. I won't even get into the electric bill that I'm about to get hit with thanks to oversight by Cleveland Public Power...
That said, I'm selling/auctioning one of my favorite and most valuable possessions, The Black Parade is Dead, the coffin set with Bob Bryar's mask. I had plans for this, once upon a time ago, but...the desperation is real. If all you can do is share it, I'll still appreciate it.
Alternately, if you can, you could toss a bit of pocket change at me on one of the following:
Cash App: $SpinCreep
Venmo: Please note me for my handle
PayPal: InkpawIf you even glanced at this, thank you.
Signal Boost: Art Theft Alert
Posted 5 years agoART THEFT ALERT
So, unfortunately, it’s come to my attention that there’s some major art theft going on, on YCH Commishes.
Adopt artists, in particular, seem to be this person’s target. In particular, some of the artists are those that I’ve managed to snag adopts from, so I will be keeping an eye out for my characters appearing in this person’s portfolio.
The impacted artists, thus far, are:
GurenAdopts 
HelisaAdopts 
Rumakon 
siiroitoriorika 
Andradopts
Keep an eye out for your/their work (and your characters) reappearing here!
Thief’s Account: https://portfolio.commishes.com/user/Kade_Wolf/
Original Journal: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9479289/
GurenAdopts
HelisaAdopts
Rumakon
siiroitoriorika
AndradoptsRaffle Boost
Posted 5 years ago
Dimi_Kendal_101Did she come to me to die...?
Posted 6 years agoMost of you didn’t know that I’d taken in a little cat two weeks ago this past Saturday. Most of you didn’t know that we had a struggle with her food, trying to get rid of her tummy troubles. Most of you had no idea that I was attempting to save up to get her to the vet, get her vaccinated, get her spayed…
I came home at around 5 this morning to that little cat struggling to find her voice. She couldn’t meow, but for two weeks before then, she’d brought me all of the mews the moment I got home.
A few minutes later, I picked her up. She was panting and lethargic, a little bit limp. Not at all her aggressively affectionate self. She wanted to be put down, so I set her down. She shuffled toward her litter box, which she’d been fantastic about…but she couldn’t quite make it and had an accident on the floor.
I called an emergency vet. Took her there.
…found out that she had fluid on her lungs. Whether it was the result of infection or feline leukemia, I couldn’t afford to find out. Nor was I willing to let her suffer when she was declining so rapidly that she could hardly hold her head up. I lied to her on the way to those people. I told her they’d make her better. I told her she’d be okay…
I failed my little Min…
Now I have to scrape together $400 to pick up her ashes later on this week…and I just don’t have the energy…and I don’t know what to do…
I came home at around 5 this morning to that little cat struggling to find her voice. She couldn’t meow, but for two weeks before then, she’d brought me all of the mews the moment I got home.
A few minutes later, I picked her up. She was panting and lethargic, a little bit limp. Not at all her aggressively affectionate self. She wanted to be put down, so I set her down. She shuffled toward her litter box, which she’d been fantastic about…but she couldn’t quite make it and had an accident on the floor.
I called an emergency vet. Took her there.
…found out that she had fluid on her lungs. Whether it was the result of infection or feline leukemia, I couldn’t afford to find out. Nor was I willing to let her suffer when she was declining so rapidly that she could hardly hold her head up. I lied to her on the way to those people. I told her they’d make her better. I told her she’d be okay…
I failed my little Min…
Now I have to scrape together $400 to pick up her ashes later on this week…and I just don’t have the energy…and I don’t know what to do…
Just one little break...
Posted 7 years agoKnow what I need? For everyone to have a goddamn break. Just a little while where we aren’t in pain or hungry or sick or in fucking debt. A few days, even, where we aren’t the universe’s punching bags or some shit. It feels like everything is going wrong for everyone, all at the same time, and I’m exhausted by it, and I’m sorry that so many of us are hurting in so many different ways. I hate it. I hate everything about it…
I’m so tired of crying right now. I’m tired of being a waste of time and space and energy. I’m tired of fighting with my own brain to attempt to be a proper, responsible adult and still failing at it… Hell, I’m not even on my own internet right now because I can’t afford to pay the bill in full.
In a nutshell, my mother is rapidly forgetting everyone and everything (early onset dementia, caused by years of drinking, smoking, and finally a head injury that she refused treatment for) after many, many years of mental abuse and utter neglect toward me. I know I should try to be the good daughter and visit or something, but I just…can’t. I spent so much time being ignored until it inconvenienced her to do nothing, or laughed at when I told her outright that I was depressed and suicidal and she was one of the triggers, that it just doesn’t feel fair that she’s…basically allowed to forget everything…and I’m tired…
I’m so tired of crying right now. I’m tired of being a waste of time and space and energy. I’m tired of fighting with my own brain to attempt to be a proper, responsible adult and still failing at it… Hell, I’m not even on my own internet right now because I can’t afford to pay the bill in full.
In a nutshell, my mother is rapidly forgetting everyone and everything (early onset dementia, caused by years of drinking, smoking, and finally a head injury that she refused treatment for) after many, many years of mental abuse and utter neglect toward me. I know I should try to be the good daughter and visit or something, but I just…can’t. I spent so much time being ignored until it inconvenienced her to do nothing, or laughed at when I told her outright that I was depressed and suicidal and she was one of the triggers, that it just doesn’t feel fair that she’s…basically allowed to forget everything…and I’m tired…
Gotta Rant. Gonna Rant.
Posted 7 years agoI follow a number of artists who occasionally post journals that just make me rage, all with a similar subject: Financial Scamming.
That is:
1) Using someone else’s funds without permission
2) Intentional chargebacks
3) General payment-dodging
4) Other forms of payment fraud
The list probably goes on, but it’s after 2 in the morning and I’m not even half-functional right now.
I see artists reporting that a commission is finished and sent and, the moment the artist asks for payment…the commissioner and all trace of them disappears.
I see people dealing with chargebacks because of kids stealing their parents’ credit cards.
I see folks unwilling to even begin art without a downpayment on even their cheapest pieces.
I see artists refusing to even do commissions anymore because people keep screwing them.
They’re pressed to ask for IDs. Terms of service are becoming increasingly elaborate in order to protect them and their wellbeing. They virtually all have to invoice you before payment can be rendered and products transferred.
What the actual FUCK, man?!
Why the fuck have a terrifyingly rapidly growing number of “commissioners” made it so difficult for these people to just do their fucking work? I get that they don’t care about the new hoops that the honest among us commissioners and adopt-buyers then have jump through to get a piece/design from these artists. They clearly don’t care that this is probably/usually the artists’ livelihoods they’re fucking with.
But why? People are fucking struggling out here and scammers are only making matters that much worse when these people then have to double down just to pay off the fees and negative balances so that they can hopefully feed themselves and pay their damn bills. They may make back the money, but they will never get back that time. They will never “get over” what was done to them.
WHY?
There has to be a name for what’s wrong with these fucking thieves.
I hope that artists know that those of us who honestly love your art and are willing to pay, be it for a design, a sketch, a painting, a sculpture, a plushie, a fursuit, or whatever it may be, because we want this badly enough and because we want to help if we can, we’re still gonna follow any existing (and future terms of service) laid out by you. A picture of me with my ID? Fine. Send the invoice. Request the video chat. Do what you must and we’ll do what we must, because y’all deal with enough bullshit and disrespect as it stands.
At least, that’s how I feel about it.
That is:
1) Using someone else’s funds without permission
2) Intentional chargebacks
3) General payment-dodging
4) Other forms of payment fraud
The list probably goes on, but it’s after 2 in the morning and I’m not even half-functional right now.
I see artists reporting that a commission is finished and sent and, the moment the artist asks for payment…the commissioner and all trace of them disappears.
I see people dealing with chargebacks because of kids stealing their parents’ credit cards.
I see folks unwilling to even begin art without a downpayment on even their cheapest pieces.
I see artists refusing to even do commissions anymore because people keep screwing them.
They’re pressed to ask for IDs. Terms of service are becoming increasingly elaborate in order to protect them and their wellbeing. They virtually all have to invoice you before payment can be rendered and products transferred.
What the actual FUCK, man?!
Why the fuck have a terrifyingly rapidly growing number of “commissioners” made it so difficult for these people to just do their fucking work? I get that they don’t care about the new hoops that the honest among us commissioners and adopt-buyers then have jump through to get a piece/design from these artists. They clearly don’t care that this is probably/usually the artists’ livelihoods they’re fucking with.
But why? People are fucking struggling out here and scammers are only making matters that much worse when these people then have to double down just to pay off the fees and negative balances so that they can hopefully feed themselves and pay their damn bills. They may make back the money, but they will never get back that time. They will never “get over” what was done to them.
WHY?
There has to be a name for what’s wrong with these fucking thieves.
I hope that artists know that those of us who honestly love your art and are willing to pay, be it for a design, a sketch, a painting, a sculpture, a plushie, a fursuit, or whatever it may be, because we want this badly enough and because we want to help if we can, we’re still gonna follow any existing (and future terms of service) laid out by you. A picture of me with my ID? Fine. Send the invoice. Request the video chat. Do what you must and we’ll do what we must, because y’all deal with enough bullshit and disrespect as it stands.
At least, that’s how I feel about it.
Bweeeeh--
Posted 8 years agoMuch has changed and I haven’t journaled in ages. Honestly, it doesn’t make any sense to leave my last journal (from over a year ago now) as my featured. It’s no longer entirely valid, basically. I should probably take the time to update it.
The sheer number of forms and characters has increased exponentially (heaven help us). We’ve established a new club on Second Life (and we’re hiring!), which I’ll likely pimp events and stuff for here periodically.
Gotten a new job! The work is hard, but incredibly satisfying. People think I’m nuts for preferring to unload a truck over stocking shelves, but that’s a thing. Yeah, I’m on a freight team now. There’s a lot of yelling and cursing. Brilliant stress relief.
I also have no idea where else to go with this, so I’m just gonna…I’ll be over there.
The sheer number of forms and characters has increased exponentially (heaven help us). We’ve established a new club on Second Life (and we’re hiring!), which I’ll likely pimp events and stuff for here periodically.
Gotten a new job! The work is hard, but incredibly satisfying. People think I’m nuts for preferring to unload a truck over stocking shelves, but that’s a thing. Yeah, I’m on a freight team now. There’s a lot of yelling and cursing. Brilliant stress relief.
I also have no idea where else to go with this, so I’m just gonna…I’ll be over there.
One of those Q&A thingus
Posted 9 years agoI stole it from 
DJTrance
Name: Hobo/Dana
- Single or taken: Taken by
shaefemboy
- Sex: Character's is morphable; real life gender is female
- Birthday: December 28th.
- Sign: Capricorn
- Hair color: Dark brown
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 5' 6"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: VO5 or Suave; if I can afford to spoil myself, LUSH's BIG shampoo.
- What are you listening to right now?: The Redtails on Axon.
- Who is the last person that called you?: Mom and her caretaker. X3
- How many buddies are online right now?: Um...four.
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Rabbit
- Dog: Pit bull. Lovable smooshes!
- Colour: Red, black, purple...
- Drink: Vodka and pineapple.
- Element: Fire.
- Food: The edible kind?
- Game: Second Life, if that counts...Minecraft.
- Movie: LotR, Harry Potter, Haggard, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, Van Helsing--
- Song: 'Elysian Fields' by Vibe & Direct.
- Subjects in school: English.
- T.V.: Criminal Minds, Doctor Who, Hemlock Grove.
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Do dogs, cats, or bunnies count?
- Smoked?: Never.
- Bungee jumped?: Nupe.
- Made yourself throw up?: Fuck no.
- Skinny dipped?: Newp.
- Ever been in love?: Yesh.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I've never made myself cry; it just happens.
- Pictured your crush naked?: ...duh?
- Actually seen your crush naked?: *whistles*
- Cried when someone died?: ...yes.
- Lied: Who hasn't?
- Fallen for your best friend?: Nope.
- Used someone?: If they've used me first, it's easy to use them back...or it should be.
- Done something you regret?: Yup. That's life.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: A t-shirt. Guys, it's hot.
- Desktop picture: My TWI wolf avi bein' cute.
- CD in player: None. I don't trust my CD player to spit it back out. The system is old...
- DVD in player: Redtails, I think?
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Douge.
- Hugged: Douge.
- You kissed: IRL? I can't remember...
- You IMed: shaefemboy
- Talk to online: My Redtails. X3
- You sexed it up with: These hurt.
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: I try to be.
- Open-minded?: Yes.
- Arrogant?: Nope.
- Insecure?: Ugh, yes...
- Random?: Always and forever.
- Hungry?: My lasagna is cold in the middle... HURRY UP!
- Smart?: Smart enough to admit that I am probably not all that smart.
- Moody?: I have bipolar disorder. I swing at the drop of a hat. Yes.
- Organized?: ...sometimes?
- Shy?: In SL and online, not so much. In real life, absolutely.
- Difficult?: Yeah...
- Bored easily?: Yep.
- Entertained easily?: Eeeeyup.
- Obsessed?: ...my fluff. Mine.
- Lazy?: Fatigued =/= Lazy
- Angry?: Often.
- Happy?: ...I don't know what it feels like, honestly. o.-; Depression.
- Hyper?: Rarely.
- Trusting?: Yes and no. It depends on the person and how they've treated me.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I'm probably just getting to sleep.
- Love is: Enduring the fact that you can't hold your other half when you want to because there's a fuckin' state between you.
- I dream about: Everything and nothing. Music cuts into my dreams and turns them WEIRD, though.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Personality. Then the eyes. Then everything else.
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: My bunnies and my friends. Also prat falls and stuff.
- Makes you smile: Musical memories.
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Like, all of the Vibe Tribe, especially the three goobs at the core of it. Also, The Kin. All three of them, too. It's not sexual. I just love them to fucking death for helping to keep me sane and I kind of want to laugh, cry, and cling to them all at the same time, but I resist because I don't want to look like that chick.
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I don't have to.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: I would never transition, but yes. Yes, I do.
- Wish you were younger?: Sometimes, but then I remember the shitshow that my childhood was...
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Sometimes, yes.
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Every lost friend, and that includes the deaths of pets. Lost count...
- Of Cd's: I'm not counting those. XD
- Of scars on my body: Tattoos, scars in places I won't mention, and one on my left wrist from a slip in art class in middle school that I didn't even notice. o.o; So 4 tattoos, one scar of note, then several random scars.
- Of bones I've broken: None, weirdly enough. (I'm clumsy as hell, yet...)
DJTranceName: Hobo/Dana
- Single or taken: Taken by
shaefemboy- Sex: Character's is morphable; real life gender is female
- Birthday: December 28th.
- Sign: Capricorn
- Hair color: Dark brown
- Eye color: Brown
- Height: 5' 6"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: VO5 or Suave; if I can afford to spoil myself, LUSH's BIG shampoo.
- What are you listening to right now?: The Redtails on Axon.
- Who is the last person that called you?: Mom and her caretaker. X3
- How many buddies are online right now?: Um...four.
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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: Rabbit
- Dog: Pit bull. Lovable smooshes!
- Colour: Red, black, purple...
- Drink: Vodka and pineapple.
- Element: Fire.
- Food: The edible kind?
- Game: Second Life, if that counts...Minecraft.
- Movie: LotR, Harry Potter, Haggard, Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, Van Helsing--
- Song: 'Elysian Fields' by Vibe & Direct.
- Subjects in school: English.
- T.V.: Criminal Minds, Doctor Who, Hemlock Grove.
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: Do dogs, cats, or bunnies count?
- Smoked?: Never.
- Bungee jumped?: Nupe.
- Made yourself throw up?: Fuck no.
- Skinny dipped?: Newp.
- Ever been in love?: Yesh.
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I've never made myself cry; it just happens.
- Pictured your crush naked?: ...duh?
- Actually seen your crush naked?: *whistles*
- Cried when someone died?: ...yes.
- Lied: Who hasn't?
- Fallen for your best friend?: Nope.
- Used someone?: If they've used me first, it's easy to use them back...or it should be.
- Done something you regret?: Yup. That's life.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: A t-shirt. Guys, it's hot.
- Desktop picture: My TWI wolf avi bein' cute.
- CD in player: None. I don't trust my CD player to spit it back out. The system is old...
- DVD in player: Redtails, I think?
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: Douge.
- Hugged: Douge.
- You kissed: IRL? I can't remember...
- You IMed:
shaefemboy- Talk to online: My Redtails. X3
- You sexed it up with: These hurt.
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: I try to be.
- Open-minded?: Yes.
- Arrogant?: Nope.
- Insecure?: Ugh, yes...
- Random?: Always and forever.
- Hungry?: My lasagna is cold in the middle... HURRY UP!
- Smart?: Smart enough to admit that I am probably not all that smart.
- Moody?: I have bipolar disorder. I swing at the drop of a hat. Yes.
- Organized?: ...sometimes?
- Shy?: In SL and online, not so much. In real life, absolutely.
- Difficult?: Yeah...
- Bored easily?: Yep.
- Entertained easily?: Eeeeyup.
- Obsessed?: ...my fluff. Mine.
- Lazy?: Fatigued =/= Lazy
- Angry?: Often.
- Happy?: ...I don't know what it feels like, honestly. o.-; Depression.
- Hyper?: Rarely.
- Trusting?: Yes and no. It depends on the person and how they've treated me.
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: I'm probably just getting to sleep.
- Love is: Enduring the fact that you can't hold your other half when you want to because there's a fuckin' state between you.
- I dream about: Everything and nothing. Music cuts into my dreams and turns them WEIRD, though.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Personality. Then the eyes. Then everything else.
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: My bunnies and my friends. Also prat falls and stuff.
- Makes you smile: Musical memories.
-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Like, all of the Vibe Tribe, especially the three goobs at the core of it. Also, The Kin. All three of them, too. It's not sexual. I just love them to fucking death for helping to keep me sane and I kind of want to laugh, cry, and cling to them all at the same time, but I resist because I don't want to look like that chick.
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I don't have to.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: I would never transition, but yes. Yes, I do.
- Wish you were younger?: Sometimes, but then I remember the shitshow that my childhood was...
- Cry because someone said something to you?: Sometimes, yes.
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Every lost friend, and that includes the deaths of pets. Lost count...
- Of Cd's: I'm not counting those. XD
- Of scars on my body: Tattoos, scars in places I won't mention, and one on my left wrist from a slip in art class in middle school that I didn't even notice. o.o; So 4 tattoos, one scar of note, then several random scars.
- Of bones I've broken: None, weirdly enough. (I'm clumsy as hell, yet...)
