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Posted 6 years agoHey all! So I know I rarely ever post here, and I really don’t keep up a lot?? I apologize sincerely, and will probably be leaving this account soon for a new one, to get a fresh start on everything. When the time comes, I will notify this account and link the new account! Thank you all so much for the support I’ve had on here!
WOW
Posted 7 years agoOkay so it’s been a year since I’ve used this. I’m not dead. I’m not allowed on this website due to being at a “christian” college and I can’t log in since it says there are “adult” things on here. They’re not wrong but it pisses me off. I miss this account.
I’ll be back on maybe in the summer when I’m home but for now I use deviantart, same name! Just don’t do much digital art anymore. My tablet is broken blehhhg
Okay bye!! Im really sorry I can’t be on here anymore!
I’ll be back on maybe in the summer when I’m home but for now I use deviantart, same name! Just don’t do much digital art anymore. My tablet is broken blehhhg
Okay bye!! Im really sorry I can’t be on here anymore!
Try and see my heart (story)
Posted 8 years agoIt'd been a year. Nothing too special. He did what he had to to get by, to feel alive. He experimented with a little of everything, and felt a lot of nothing through it all. Maybe a pang of nostalgia, maybe a thought of what it felt to be happy, some nausea, but mostly a lot of nothing. It'd been 365 days. Just another year of dragging along. But it'd been three years since the incident. The accident; something he wishes he could have controlled, but was mentally unaware, physically unprepared. Everything that happened during that time was a blur in his mind, and he never understood why he couldn't remember much of anything. Whatever happened then was dead and gone, nothing to worry about, yet he worried.
He couldn't say his life was terrible, because it wasn't. He was getting an education at a nearby college, had a job, and even a studio apartment. He was finally on his own, completely independent; he didn't need anyone to take care of him, for the most part. Of course, if he were low on cash, he'd make his rounds like he had the year before, doing what he could to please others for a bit of help.
Halloween came, made up of oily sweets and a pop punk looking outfit, accented with a red bowtie. He tucked his frayed hair into a beanie, riddled his face in fake gashes, and gave out goodies to the wandering children. After the trick or treating was over, he went back to his apartment, and called up a decent friend who he knew would share a few blunts. He deserved it right? He's worked his ass off for himself. Maybe this time he would feel happy?
He couldn't say his life was terrible, because it wasn't. He was getting an education at a nearby college, had a job, and even a studio apartment. He was finally on his own, completely independent; he didn't need anyone to take care of him, for the most part. Of course, if he were low on cash, he'd make his rounds like he had the year before, doing what he could to please others for a bit of help.
Halloween came, made up of oily sweets and a pop punk looking outfit, accented with a red bowtie. He tucked his frayed hair into a beanie, riddled his face in fake gashes, and gave out goodies to the wandering children. After the trick or treating was over, he went back to his apartment, and called up a decent friend who he knew would share a few blunts. He deserved it right? He's worked his ass off for himself. Maybe this time he would feel happy?
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Posted 8 years agoGOD BLESS GUYS IM BACK AT SCHOOL
which means I can post again!
Which means I can draw again!
im happy
which means I can post again!
Which means I can draw again!
im happy
BACK AT EM
Posted 8 years agoHey guys!! It's been a while. SO. I'm back for a long good while, and I have a few new things to talk about!
-First and foremost, I applied to SCAD! I'm so hoping to be accepted as a transfer student, but if not, I have a school to stay at.
-I have a new sense of purpose, and I've strayed from digital and pencil artwork, to pen and drawing ink artwork! Soon I will post pictures and offer commissions for demon like canines with ink washes. They can be based off a character of yours, color wise, or be based off of what I have already done.
I actually have a three piece sequence set of these for sale, and will be taking commissions of them as well. They will be the same three pictures, but you cannot replicate water and ink, so each will be unique!
-I will be opening commissions for digital chibis in the next few days. Stay alert!
-I do have a part time job which is keeping me incredibly busy this holiday season, so please bear with me if I do not get to a message quickly. I do try and check up every day, but it's been hard.
Thank you all if you read! Take care<3
-First and foremost, I applied to SCAD! I'm so hoping to be accepted as a transfer student, but if not, I have a school to stay at.
-I have a new sense of purpose, and I've strayed from digital and pencil artwork, to pen and drawing ink artwork! Soon I will post pictures and offer commissions for demon like canines with ink washes. They can be based off a character of yours, color wise, or be based off of what I have already done.
I actually have a three piece sequence set of these for sale, and will be taking commissions of them as well. They will be the same three pictures, but you cannot replicate water and ink, so each will be unique!
-I will be opening commissions for digital chibis in the next few days. Stay alert!
-I do have a part time job which is keeping me incredibly busy this holiday season, so please bear with me if I do not get to a message quickly. I do try and check up every day, but it's been hard.
Thank you all if you read! Take care<3
Update/Depression
Posted 9 years agoHey guys, hope all is well with everyone. Sorry for being in and out so much. I just feel so down recently and I've had no time to myself with work and homework. Winter break is two weeks from now though so I should be posting more then! I have traditional works I've done, but I always find it super hard to post those. I'll be back in two weeks, promise. Or sooner.
ADOPTS READY
Posted 9 years agoI HAVE SOME TEMPLATES READY TO WORK WITH AND IM GONNA COLOR EM IN WHILE HIGH
SUPER PUMPED
SUPER PUMPED
Commission alert
Posted 9 years agoGood afternoon you all! I hope all is well.
Well, thing is, here soon I'm gonna be in desperate need for money. I don't wanna beg or complain too much about it, but soon I'm coming out to the family. They will probably cut me off completely, meaning I will be living on my own, either on or off campus, but I will need money to pay for everything on my own from then on. My commissions will stay open until I can't handle anymore. My commissions go like this:
Headshot- $10 and $3 extra for shading
Sketchy colored- $5 and $3 for shading
Chibi- $10 and $5 for each character added in this picture. Shading is also $5 extra
Chibi reference- $15 and $10 extra for major details like clothing/ anthro form
Fullbody- $20, same goes as chibi
Fullbody Reference- $50, extra details added like clothing, or an anthro form will be $10 extra.
Custom adopt- $7 and above depending on difficulty.
I will do minor gore, but no nsfw!
Please spread the word! I'm scared of losing everything but with your guys' help, I should be able to stand strong. Thank you for your time.
Well, thing is, here soon I'm gonna be in desperate need for money. I don't wanna beg or complain too much about it, but soon I'm coming out to the family. They will probably cut me off completely, meaning I will be living on my own, either on or off campus, but I will need money to pay for everything on my own from then on. My commissions will stay open until I can't handle anymore. My commissions go like this:
Headshot- $10 and $3 extra for shading
Sketchy colored- $5 and $3 for shading
Chibi- $10 and $5 for each character added in this picture. Shading is also $5 extra
Chibi reference- $15 and $10 extra for major details like clothing/ anthro form
Fullbody- $20, same goes as chibi
Fullbody Reference- $50, extra details added like clothing, or an anthro form will be $10 extra.
Custom adopt- $7 and above depending on difficulty.
I will do minor gore, but no nsfw!
Please spread the word! I'm scared of losing everything but with your guys' help, I should be able to stand strong. Thank you for your time.
ima back
Posted 9 years agoey kiddos
imma be drawin some now yay
I hope all is well with you all ;-;
imma be drawin some now yay
I hope all is well with you all ;-;
um
Posted 9 years agoi wont be able to be on until school starts yay
im sorry guys
I love you all
im sorry guys
I love you all
finally
Posted 9 years agoI haven't had internet for almost a week now and its finally back I cry
here I am
I have a thing to post im so pumped
here I am
I have a thing to post im so pumped
owed art (again)
Posted 9 years agoJust to help me remember
Galaxyroyaltea on IG
Gift for Cactipilot on IG
Fursona design for Sarah
Galaxyroyaltea on IG
Gift for Cactipilot on IG
Fursona design for Sarah
My love for depression
Posted 9 years agoMe: i got a lot of sleep today and ima finish commissions!
Mental health: is that so lol
Me: crying and snapping at everyone
Commissions are gonna take a little longer than expected guys. Lemme get back on my meds for a few days. Sorry for any wait
Mental health: is that so lol
Me: crying and snapping at everyone
Commissions are gonna take a little longer than expected guys. Lemme get back on my meds for a few days. Sorry for any wait
keeping up with the kardashians (jk its my commissions)
Posted 9 years agoLol
Posted 9 years agoMom- don't be gay, transexual, liberal, and anything other than a conservative christian. You can have friends that way, but don't let them sway you.
Me- transexual, gay af, super liberal, agnostic, with lots of friends of every gender, belief, and political view. All i fucking care about is how my friends treat me, im not one to judge.
Mom- knows absolutely none of this and would condemn me to hell and kick me out if she knew
Me- eyy
Me- transexual, gay af, super liberal, agnostic, with lots of friends of every gender, belief, and political view. All i fucking care about is how my friends treat me, im not one to judge.
Mom- knows absolutely none of this and would condemn me to hell and kick me out if she knew
Me- eyy
•POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING??•
Posted 9 years ago-I just wanna warn everyone who watches me now that I could draw something that could be trigger worthy?
-I myself have Dermatillomania, minor Dermatophagia, and Trichotillomania (both forms of OCD), GAD, major depression, and manic depression (bi-polar disorder.)
-Dermatillomania is also known as compulsive skin picking, where I find pimples, old scars, scabs, etc, and pick until they bleed and I practically make holes in my body. They cover about half of my body at the moment, healed spots mostly. I'm really working hard to stop, but the feeling of having something inside you makes you itch and squirm and hurt so bad that you have to pick.
-Dermatophagia is known as compulsive skin eating. Yeah it sounds gross, but i do bite my skin off and do ingest it, around my fingers and inside my mouth mostly, but sometimes I do ingest scabs. As a kid i would chew my feet till they bled, but I rarely do that unless I'm having a breakdown.
-Trichotillomania is known as compulsive hair pulling, which I do often. I have made bald spots in my hair, but I've calmed a bit from that, just pulling out what feels uneven and wavy. The feeling of kinks in my hair makes me anxious, so I take them out to maybe make my hair look better? I pluck my leg hairs almost daily as well. Along with skin eating, I've also been known to ingest hair follicles.
Now, I don't want this to be a pity party, I've actually never put this out there. I hate admitting this shit. But as a warning for everyone who reads, this could all be involved in my artwork. Thank you to the ones who read. And i guess for those who don't, good luck pals.
-I myself have Dermatillomania, minor Dermatophagia, and Trichotillomania (both forms of OCD), GAD, major depression, and manic depression (bi-polar disorder.)
-Dermatillomania is also known as compulsive skin picking, where I find pimples, old scars, scabs, etc, and pick until they bleed and I practically make holes in my body. They cover about half of my body at the moment, healed spots mostly. I'm really working hard to stop, but the feeling of having something inside you makes you itch and squirm and hurt so bad that you have to pick.
-Dermatophagia is known as compulsive skin eating. Yeah it sounds gross, but i do bite my skin off and do ingest it, around my fingers and inside my mouth mostly, but sometimes I do ingest scabs. As a kid i would chew my feet till they bled, but I rarely do that unless I'm having a breakdown.
-Trichotillomania is known as compulsive hair pulling, which I do often. I have made bald spots in my hair, but I've calmed a bit from that, just pulling out what feels uneven and wavy. The feeling of kinks in my hair makes me anxious, so I take them out to maybe make my hair look better? I pluck my leg hairs almost daily as well. Along with skin eating, I've also been known to ingest hair follicles.
Now, I don't want this to be a pity party, I've actually never put this out there. I hate admitting this shit. But as a warning for everyone who reads, this could all be involved in my artwork. Thank you to the ones who read. And i guess for those who don't, good luck pals.
yeesh
Posted 9 years agowhen youre a lonely fucktard with nobody to hug
UGH I hate being jealous of other people's relationship
I hate being a jealous and possessive person
I just wanna be able to like someone and them like me back for a good while at least?
I miss being able to care too
maybe that's why im single
im sorry
UGH I hate being jealous of other people's relationship
I hate being a jealous and possessive person
I just wanna be able to like someone and them like me back for a good while at least?
I miss being able to care too
maybe that's why im single
im sorry
that was scary
Posted 9 years agoi was even scared to log back in and setting a new password due to the attacks oh man
ima back hello
and im about to post tons of adopts and a ych!
ima back hello
and im about to post tons of adopts and a ych!
Out of school!
Posted 9 years agoIm out of school officially which is pretty cool. I'll be going back in August though. But until then, ima work, draw, nap, eat, and take care of a bunch of stuff.
Tonight i worked a wedding and this guy was so sweet to me, even yesterday at the rehearsal dinner! Well, today he sang and oh man he was so good! When i went to talk to him he talked about his boyfriend and omg it was so cute and he said i was cute and kept calling me sweetheart and honey i could puke
Tonight i worked a wedding and this guy was so sweet to me, even yesterday at the rehearsal dinner! Well, today he sang and oh man he was so good! When i went to talk to him he talked about his boyfriend and omg it was so cute and he said i was cute and kept calling me sweetheart and honey i could puke
SCREAMING
Posted 9 years agoIM GOING TO SEE TØP NEXT YEAR I HAD TO BUY THE TICKETS A YEAR AHEAD OF TIME BUT IM GONNA SEE TØP AGAIN EMOTIONAL ROADSHOW HERE WE GO
finals and shit
Posted 9 years agoI have two art finals. One today and tomorrow, and I'm working my everloving ass on these things
I'm happy to be able to draw what I want but man oh man is it hard
I've been in love with this person since like junior year of highschool
And they're leaving again on Thursday
It hurts
I don't want this again
I'm happy to be able to draw what I want but man oh man is it hard
I've been in love with this person since like junior year of highschool
And they're leaving again on Thursday
It hurts
I don't want this again
guess im not leaving the room
Posted 9 years agoit's storming outside and I cant stand storms
ive always had a fear of em since a tree almost fell on our house once
I wonder what the professor will think
I guess I could work on art projects
ive always had a fear of em since a tree almost fell on our house once
I wonder what the professor will think
I guess I could work on art projects
things are moving
Posted 9 years agoim drunk
drank
enver drink grapeftuit vodka it burns your soul and your well being
im eating mcdonsalds and lemme tell ya im ptetty satisfied with what I got
but I need a water
burping is not good
grsvy
gravy
mm
drank
enver drink grapeftuit vodka it burns your soul and your well being
im eating mcdonsalds and lemme tell ya im ptetty satisfied with what I got
but I need a water
burping is not good
grsvy
gravy
mm
Go help this cutie out!!
Posted 9 years agoWorking on art starting Monday
Posted 9 years agoI've hit another low in my depression, so I'm going home for the weekend to relax some. On Monday I'll really start working on things.
