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Including Comic illustrations/concept works.
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Character Design Auctions
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Quick Commissions Open!
Posted 9 years agoNeeding to make money for repairs so I'm offering some experimental wing-it pieces.
Sketches
£30 per char.
NSFW £50 per char.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19667309/
Color
£60 per character
NSFW starts at £100
Extra chars cost more.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21451464/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21450389/
Can do these in-stream.
3 slots open right now. Comment to claim one.
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Sketches
£30 per char.
NSFW £50 per char.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19667309/
Color
£60 per character
NSFW starts at £100
Extra chars cost more.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21451464/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21450389/
Can do these in-stream.
3 slots open right now. Comment to claim one.
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Would it be terrible of me to ask for help?
Posted 9 years agoIf you've been following my journals, you will see what's going on.
In any case, a very close friend of mine is going to be staying with me for a while as he's moving back to this country and will be homeless for a time. I'll spare you the long story, but he's a guy I'm pretty close to and confident he'll be able to build a life here. And it'll be damn great to have a friend and a second home in the end! (Kind of haha)
Anyhow, due to my current health I really can't overload myself with commissions. I need to recover. So The only choice I'm left with is to just straight up ask for help.
If you like my work and would be willing to support it, and me, I'd greatly appreciate it. And I won't have to starve while I recover, thats a bonus.
I'll also do some streams and perhaps take one or two in-stream things. But I'll only take in-stream commissions, so if you want one, be on the lookout for streams!
Those of you willing to help - hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal.
Thank you! <3
In any case, a very close friend of mine is going to be staying with me for a while as he's moving back to this country and will be homeless for a time. I'll spare you the long story, but he's a guy I'm pretty close to and confident he'll be able to build a life here. And it'll be damn great to have a friend and a second home in the end! (Kind of haha)
Anyhow, due to my current health I really can't overload myself with commissions. I need to recover. So The only choice I'm left with is to just straight up ask for help.
If you like my work and would be willing to support it, and me, I'd greatly appreciate it. And I won't have to starve while I recover, thats a bonus.
I'll also do some streams and perhaps take one or two in-stream things. But I'll only take in-stream commissions, so if you want one, be on the lookout for streams!
Those of you willing to help - hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal.
Thank you! <3
So what now...
Posted 9 years agoIf you didn't already, please READ THIS.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7850364/
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So what now? I'm not sure, I need to get better and perhaps work on some personal art. So I might as well ask what would you like to see from me? OCs? Ponies? Fanart? Give me some suggestions for things to do/practice. I'll see what I can do! I'd like to work on more ocs, maybe draw my WoW rp chars. Though there's also fanart I'd like to do. Mlp, pokemon, Doctor Who, some of my other favorite things. I just need to get drawing again and find my spark, which has kind of died.
In the meantime I'll have to live kinda broke for a bit, until I recover. But that's ok, I'd rather do that, refund people and be free of the stress so I can work on myself.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7850364/
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So what now? I'm not sure, I need to get better and perhaps work on some personal art. So I might as well ask what would you like to see from me? OCs? Ponies? Fanart? Give me some suggestions for things to do/practice. I'll see what I can do! I'd like to work on more ocs, maybe draw my WoW rp chars. Though there's also fanart I'd like to do. Mlp, pokemon, Doctor Who, some of my other favorite things. I just need to get drawing again and find my spark, which has kind of died.
In the meantime I'll have to live kinda broke for a bit, until I recover. But that's ok, I'd rather do that, refund people and be free of the stress so I can work on myself.
Whoa! Sorry guys! COMMISSIONERS READ
Posted 9 years agoSorry I've been a bit out of touch lately.
I'm still around if anyone needs me, please shoot me a message if you do.
But to fill you in on what happened, those of you following me a while will know some of the details.
Basically I suffered two deaths and an abusive family member in the last two years, it's been utter hell. My dad died first very suddenly of cancer, and my brother started acting up then. Me and my mum suffered around a year and a half of his pure bullshit before we kicked him out for good. Just before kicking him out, my Granny died (93, she was pretty dang old!) and because of my brother's ongoing bullshit we barely had time to breathe let alone grieve.
So now that he is out and I'm restablishing some control of my life and not fighting someone every day over nothing, my emotions have caught up with me so to say and I've been hit by a rather immense depression. Due to that I've really been losing any inspiration, or ENERGY to draw. I feel absolutely awful, especially considering I have commissioners.
So enough of my sob story.
COMMISSIONERS
Due to my current circumstances I can't be sure when I'd be able to complete your art. So if you would like a refund please get in touch. I would rather clear my list altogether than have people wait more. If the money doesn't bother you and you don't mind me keeping it, I would appreciate it very much but you are under do obligations to do that. Please, if you want a refund, tell me.
Much love everyone, and I'm so sorry.
I am by no means quitting art, however. I really think I just need time to focus on me right now.
I'm still around if anyone needs me, please shoot me a message if you do.
But to fill you in on what happened, those of you following me a while will know some of the details.
Basically I suffered two deaths and an abusive family member in the last two years, it's been utter hell. My dad died first very suddenly of cancer, and my brother started acting up then. Me and my mum suffered around a year and a half of his pure bullshit before we kicked him out for good. Just before kicking him out, my Granny died (93, she was pretty dang old!) and because of my brother's ongoing bullshit we barely had time to breathe let alone grieve.
So now that he is out and I'm restablishing some control of my life and not fighting someone every day over nothing, my emotions have caught up with me so to say and I've been hit by a rather immense depression. Due to that I've really been losing any inspiration, or ENERGY to draw. I feel absolutely awful, especially considering I have commissioners.
So enough of my sob story.
COMMISSIONERS
Due to my current circumstances I can't be sure when I'd be able to complete your art. So if you would like a refund please get in touch. I would rather clear my list altogether than have people wait more. If the money doesn't bother you and you don't mind me keeping it, I would appreciate it very much but you are under do obligations to do that. Please, if you want a refund, tell me.
Much love everyone, and I'm so sorry.
I am by no means quitting art, however. I really think I just need time to focus on me right now.
Holy heatwave
Posted 9 years agoSo it decided to suddenly heatwave here in Scotland, the past few days have been mega hot. I have no air con and my room turns into a firey pit of doom around 3pm every day when the sun starts to shine in my window.
I THINK it's meant to cool down again tomorrow, or at least rain or something. (We have weather warnings out for rain. But who can tell how reliable the weather forecast is.)
Untill then I'll probably just stick my head in the freezer or something.
PS - might be streaming tonight, if the place cools down enough for me to run my pc without worrying about it exploding form overheating
I THINK it's meant to cool down again tomorrow, or at least rain or something. (We have weather warnings out for rain. But who can tell how reliable the weather forecast is.)
Untill then I'll probably just stick my head in the freezer or something.
PS - might be streaming tonight, if the place cools down enough for me to run my pc without worrying about it exploding form overheating
Almost done!
Posted 9 years agoWith all the computer junk and reconfiguration.
All that's left in the art department is to download openbroadcaster.
So lookout for some streams soon!
All that's left in the art department is to download openbroadcaster.
So lookout for some streams soon!
Moar updates
Posted 9 years agoCurrently in the process of reconfiguring my art stuffs since most other nescesarry things are done. Computer is behaving fine aside a couple small hiccups which have been dealt with <3 Reconfiguring my actual brush settings is whats going to take the longest, since I had a ton of custom ones downloaded and shit from various places, I'm going to have to re-do all that, and redo all my keybinds DX Boring, time consuming shit, basically.
On the not so good side I might need to pay an emergency visit to the dentist tomorrow since I've had toothache since last night. Hopefully nothing too bad, the pain isn't extreme but it was enough to disturb my sleep.
On the not so good side I might need to pay an emergency visit to the dentist tomorrow since I've had toothache since last night. Hopefully nothing too bad, the pain isn't extreme but it was enough to disturb my sleep.
Computer updates
Posted 9 years agoI beleive my computer is more or less finished with its overhaul, except for the case and water cooling I'm getitng installed tomorrow. I need to reconfigure my brush settings and stream settings too but otherwise everything is up and running smoothly.
I also sorta crashed when coming home, needed to sleep, still kinda do. My friend who was travelling with me and shit is flying off back to Canada on the 4th, so expect to hear more from me after that!
Till then I'll more or less be working on my comp/resting xD
I also sorta crashed when coming home, needed to sleep, still kinda do. My friend who was travelling with me and shit is flying off back to Canada on the 4th, so expect to hear more from me after that!
Till then I'll more or less be working on my comp/resting xD
Home again
Posted 9 years agoHey guys!
Just some updates for you.
I'm back from travelling now, and I should be back to updating in a week or less.
Since my computer crapped the fuck out just before I left I gave it a total overhaul (or rather my friend did <3). So it's beefier and better than ever, however there's still a ton of reconfiguring to do.
So give me a little to rest from all that travelling and get my shit sorted. I'll make a more in depth post about my holiday if you care to hear.
But I will say this much - I MET PETER CAPALDI! AHHHHH. AND PEARL MAKIE, DOUBLE AHHHHHH. Hugged the shit outta Peter <3 And Pearl too. Heeeee. They're both a pair of sweethearts.
Just some updates for you.
I'm back from travelling now, and I should be back to updating in a week or less.
Since my computer crapped the fuck out just before I left I gave it a total overhaul (or rather my friend did <3). So it's beefier and better than ever, however there's still a ton of reconfiguring to do.
So give me a little to rest from all that travelling and get my shit sorted. I'll make a more in depth post about my holiday if you care to hear.
But I will say this much - I MET PETER CAPALDI! AHHHHH. AND PEARL MAKIE, DOUBLE AHHHHHH. Hugged the shit outta Peter <3 And Pearl too. Heeeee. They're both a pair of sweethearts.
Commission Trello!
Posted 9 years agohttps://trello.com/b/eBLOzJo3/howli.....ce-commissions
Reposted for reference. It has contact details as well incase FA goes tits up again.
Reposted for reference. It has contact details as well incase FA goes tits up again.
Windows shit itself, again.
Posted 9 years agoSo I told my computer to shut down and went to bed. I get up to piss about 30 min later and windows 10 is halfway done installing itself.
Despite me telling it NOT to.
So fine, I let it install and whaddya know! My computer won't boot up. At all.
Not only that but I couldn't use any recovery option or go back to the windows 7 build. It would always freeze.
So reinstall windows 7, fine. Oh no can't do that without WIPING BOTH YOUR HDDs.
And now I finally have my computer working again one of my two HDDs is inaccessable. Probably corrupted.
Thanks windows 10!
Despite me telling it NOT to.
So fine, I let it install and whaddya know! My computer won't boot up. At all.
Not only that but I couldn't use any recovery option or go back to the windows 7 build. It would always freeze.
So reinstall windows 7, fine. Oh no can't do that without WIPING BOTH YOUR HDDs.
And now I finally have my computer working again one of my two HDDs is inaccessable. Probably corrupted.
Thanks windows 10!
Commissioners - PLEASE READ THIS, IMPORTANT.
Posted 9 years agoJust a forewarning for any who have commissioned me - I am likely going to be inactive for the month of June.
I finally have some GOOD news to post here, yey!
One - My friend from Canada is visiting for that month.
Two - I inherited some money from my Granny.
Three - We're gonna take a trip around the UK some.
I figured since my ass has been cooped up for literally YEARS, and I'm getting to meet and dear friend AND I have a little money to burn doing some shit I always wanted to I thought I'd sieze the chance to take a vacataion, see some parts of the UK, possibly meet my hero (Peter Capaldi, the Twelfth Doctor <3), see some landmarks I've never seen before etc.
I will be doing more art before I go, and resuming once I'm home again. Contact might be slow in Juna and I won't be able to do art since I won't be at home.
I'm sorry for the unexpected delay, I'll try to get as much as I can done before I leave <3
I finally have some GOOD news to post here, yey!
One - My friend from Canada is visiting for that month.
Two - I inherited some money from my Granny.
Three - We're gonna take a trip around the UK some.
I figured since my ass has been cooped up for literally YEARS, and I'm getting to meet and dear friend AND I have a little money to burn doing some shit I always wanted to I thought I'd sieze the chance to take a vacataion, see some parts of the UK, possibly meet my hero (Peter Capaldi, the Twelfth Doctor <3), see some landmarks I've never seen before etc.
I will be doing more art before I go, and resuming once I'm home again. Contact might be slow in Juna and I won't be able to do art since I won't be at home.
I'm sorry for the unexpected delay, I'll try to get as much as I can done before I leave <3
FA Farted.
Posted 9 years agoAnd I lost some waterchers and submissions.
DX
Reuploading them now.
For those who bid on the YCH I had up just before the site went down
morseapple won and has paid already.
For future reference there's links in my footer and profile page to other galleries.
DX
Reuploading them now.
For those who bid on the YCH I had up just before the site went down
morseapple won and has paid already. For future reference there's links in my footer and profile page to other galleries.
YCH up for grabs!
Posted 9 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/view/19974254/
If the AB is met I will complete the picture in a couple of weeks.
Needing some extra money for food and bills atm =< Commissions are otherwise closed so this is the only oppurtunity to get art from me for a while.
If the AB is met I will complete the picture in a couple of weeks.
Needing some extra money for food and bills atm =< Commissions are otherwise closed so this is the only oppurtunity to get art from me for a while.
Updates on abuse story.
Posted 9 years agoWe've p much decided my brother is never getting back in here. Not after this shit. He's been back one yesterday to pick up some stuff, not wtihout huffing around the place and shouting and claiming he was going to kill himself or 'die in his car' cause thats where he's been sleeping.
I was very sick all day yesterday and I still am today, vomiting and and whatnot. I haven't been eating nor sleeping properly despite my attempts to rest my mind is just too active and too worried.
Brother will becoming back today to pick up his computer, so he must have somewhere to be now. Here's hoping he doesnt cause a tornado of drama when he picks it up.
As for art I'll try and get some done, still working on my commissions backlog and such. I just haven't been able to get much done the past few days. I stil need to make money for bills and such but I honestly can't open for more commissions at this moment, I'm simply far too stressed and ill from it so my only other option is to ask for donations.
If you feel like helping me out some hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal. I'll still try and stream if I can so you can at least come talk and see what I'm working on etc.
Thanks everyone for your kind words and support <3
I was very sick all day yesterday and I still am today, vomiting and and whatnot. I haven't been eating nor sleeping properly despite my attempts to rest my mind is just too active and too worried.
Brother will becoming back today to pick up his computer, so he must have somewhere to be now. Here's hoping he doesnt cause a tornado of drama when he picks it up.
As for art I'll try and get some done, still working on my commissions backlog and such. I just haven't been able to get much done the past few days. I stil need to make money for bills and such but I honestly can't open for more commissions at this moment, I'm simply far too stressed and ill from it so my only other option is to ask for donations.
If you feel like helping me out some hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal. I'll still try and stream if I can so you can at least come talk and see what I'm working on etc.
Thanks everyone for your kind words and support <3
Happy Birthday to me... (abuse story?)
Posted 9 years agoSo I've been awake around 36 hours now. Yesterday (May 7) was my 29th Birthday. And for my brithday I got a shit ton of abuse and drama from my brother, culminating in him getting thrown out.
Rant inc...
I realize now I've probably been living in an abusive household. It isn't normal to have vicious names screamed in your face because you told someone to pay for their own bills and food. Or having to live with someone who bullies you for money all the time, takes your food and stuff and when confronted about it just yells in your face that he "has to eat!!!" ...and I don't? I pay my bills, I buy my food, I have somewhat of a job with my art (thanks to you lovlies) and I worked my ass off all my life building my skill. He claims art 'isn't a job' because I don't leave my house basically and because "you like drawing". Uh huh, my friend who's a vet nurse likes animals, does that make her job not a job?
He tells all sorts of lies about me and my mother (who has heart disease and multiple sclerosis). Even going as far to claim my MUM is the one who's mentally unstable when it's HIM all up in her face yelling "YOU'RE A VICIOUS NASTY CUNT!" he came very close to hitting her today and I put my foot down. No more, he's not living here. He caused a fuckfest full of bullshit for around 5 hours before finally leaving. My mum has been paying for his rent, his food his fucking CAR, everything! And that's how he thanks her. And me too, I buy food for the house and pay my share to keep us in this place, I pay for the internet connection he uses. He thanks me by taking my meals then yelling at me for it. He never takes us anywhere with his car, or go and get us anything. For example I needed bird food for my parrot, and the shop that sells it isn't on any bus route but its a tiny 5 min by car. Would he go, would he fuck. Needless to say my poor bird still has no food and I've been feeding him what I can until I can either afford a taxi or find someone else to give me a lift.
when he didn't get something he wanted, namely money or tobacco or something, he would stand in our rooms, blocking the door, or pushing the door open if we tried to close him out, basically standing and demanding until he got what he wanted. He also on loads of ocassions asked to borrow small amounts £10-20 and promised to pay back. He never did. Though he likely owes my mum way more than me.
EIther way we don't fart money. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety SEVERELY atm, and he's probably a huge part of it.
I'm fed up being more or less stolen from, lied to, called names, bullied, told to die of a heart attack etc, feeling threatened and having to pay for his sorry ass. I need to afford my own food, and take care of my own health. I haven't had anything close to a CHANCE of doing that since my dad died of cancer 2 years ago. Ever since around then my brother just became a total asshole, he has problems, he needs help and we've TRIED to help him and tried to encourage him to seek professional help and we even said we wouldn't abandon him we just CAN'T live like this.
He left in a huff, claiming we're not family anymore. Whether he sticks to that or comes crawling back when he runs out of money is another matter.
Either way, I miss who my brother was. I miss the funny, cheerful, friendly person he used to be.
All this just feels like I've lost yet another of my family members.
And on my birthday no less.
Rant inc...
I realize now I've probably been living in an abusive household. It isn't normal to have vicious names screamed in your face because you told someone to pay for their own bills and food. Or having to live with someone who bullies you for money all the time, takes your food and stuff and when confronted about it just yells in your face that he "has to eat!!!" ...and I don't? I pay my bills, I buy my food, I have somewhat of a job with my art (thanks to you lovlies) and I worked my ass off all my life building my skill. He claims art 'isn't a job' because I don't leave my house basically and because "you like drawing". Uh huh, my friend who's a vet nurse likes animals, does that make her job not a job?
He tells all sorts of lies about me and my mother (who has heart disease and multiple sclerosis). Even going as far to claim my MUM is the one who's mentally unstable when it's HIM all up in her face yelling "YOU'RE A VICIOUS NASTY CUNT!" he came very close to hitting her today and I put my foot down. No more, he's not living here. He caused a fuckfest full of bullshit for around 5 hours before finally leaving. My mum has been paying for his rent, his food his fucking CAR, everything! And that's how he thanks her. And me too, I buy food for the house and pay my share to keep us in this place, I pay for the internet connection he uses. He thanks me by taking my meals then yelling at me for it. He never takes us anywhere with his car, or go and get us anything. For example I needed bird food for my parrot, and the shop that sells it isn't on any bus route but its a tiny 5 min by car. Would he go, would he fuck. Needless to say my poor bird still has no food and I've been feeding him what I can until I can either afford a taxi or find someone else to give me a lift.
when he didn't get something he wanted, namely money or tobacco or something, he would stand in our rooms, blocking the door, or pushing the door open if we tried to close him out, basically standing and demanding until he got what he wanted. He also on loads of ocassions asked to borrow small amounts £10-20 and promised to pay back. He never did. Though he likely owes my mum way more than me.
EIther way we don't fart money. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety SEVERELY atm, and he's probably a huge part of it.
I'm fed up being more or less stolen from, lied to, called names, bullied, told to die of a heart attack etc, feeling threatened and having to pay for his sorry ass. I need to afford my own food, and take care of my own health. I haven't had anything close to a CHANCE of doing that since my dad died of cancer 2 years ago. Ever since around then my brother just became a total asshole, he has problems, he needs help and we've TRIED to help him and tried to encourage him to seek professional help and we even said we wouldn't abandon him we just CAN'T live like this.
He left in a huff, claiming we're not family anymore. Whether he sticks to that or comes crawling back when he runs out of money is another matter.
Either way, I miss who my brother was. I miss the funny, cheerful, friendly person he used to be.
All this just feels like I've lost yet another of my family members.
And on my birthday no less.
Screwed up my arm
Posted 9 years agoI fucked up my shoulder and arm pretty badly, I think all that drawing caught up with my poor arm lmao. It's sprained, likely from using my cintiq too long. (22hd, its pretty heavy!)
It’s really painful and I can barely move it so I’m kinda forced to rest it for a bit.
It’s anoying, I wanna draw!
Also it’s my b-day on saturday, I don’t wanna have a bday of painnn DX
Commissioners - I'm working through my list, you've likely seen all the updates, trying to get my backlog out the way and start with a fresh batch. I'm going to make and post a trello as well so keep an eye out.
It’s really painful and I can barely move it so I’m kinda forced to rest it for a bit.
It’s anoying, I wanna draw!
Also it’s my b-day on saturday, I don’t wanna have a bday of painnn DX
Commissioners - I'm working through my list, you've likely seen all the updates, trying to get my backlog out the way and start with a fresh batch. I'm going to make and post a trello as well so keep an eye out.
Updates and shit.
Posted 9 years agoBarely!
Sorry I've been dead, my life just doesnt like to let up on me.
My brother, while he's beenm an astronomical dickhole lately, discovered a lump on himself. Now he has to get it tested at the hospital and stuff... But on the plus side, since this scare he's calmed down on his asswad behavior. Nonetheless though, it's been worrying. There's a possibility it could be cancer, and having just lost my dad to cancer, and then losing my gran too.... ugghhh.
My family just seems to be dissappearing all around me, I really hope it doesn't turn out to be serious....
Why can't I just live in a good environment and not have those closest to me die all the time? That'd sure be fantastic.
Sorry I've been dead, my life just doesnt like to let up on me.
My brother, while he's beenm an astronomical dickhole lately, discovered a lump on himself. Now he has to get it tested at the hospital and stuff... But on the plus side, since this scare he's calmed down on his asswad behavior. Nonetheless though, it's been worrying. There's a possibility it could be cancer, and having just lost my dad to cancer, and then losing my gran too.... ugghhh.
My family just seems to be dissappearing all around me, I really hope it doesn't turn out to be serious....
Why can't I just live in a good environment and not have those closest to me die all the time? That'd sure be fantastic.
Whoa Picspam!
Posted 9 years agoSorry for the pic spam.
I decided to start uploading more of my stupid doodles...instead of...y'know, deleting them.
I've always been shy about posting my doodle work, buuutt if you guys like what you see I'll continue to post them =]
I decided to start uploading more of my stupid doodles...instead of...y'know, deleting them.
I've always been shy about posting my doodle work, buuutt if you guys like what you see I'll continue to post them =]
I need glasses...
Posted 9 years agoSo my eyesight has been crapping out on me lately. Things are blurry or I just have trouble focusing on anything. I also suffer from a lot of migraines. I'm pretty sure I need glasses.
Sadly while the eyetest itself is free here in the UK, Glasses are not, and they cost around £100.
I need to get them ASAP, I kind of...need my eyes ^^;;
So, if anyone would like to buy a commission let me know? Donations are also welcome. hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal.
Thanks everyone! Also I hope you've been enjoying my livestreams, I've been trying to do them somewhat regularilly ^^
Sadly while the eyetest itself is free here in the UK, Glasses are not, and they cost around £100.
I need to get them ASAP, I kind of...need my eyes ^^;;
So, if anyone would like to buy a commission let me know? Donations are also welcome. hv[at]howlingvoice.com is my paypal.
Thanks everyone! Also I hope you've been enjoying my livestreams, I've been trying to do them somewhat regularilly ^^
Trying to get back into art
Posted 9 years agoHey guys.
Just a note to say I'm still here. Thanks for your patience with me in this tough time. I'm gonna try doing some warmup stuff to get myself back into the swing of art. I havn't really been drawing since my gran's passing, been in a horrible rut and I'm trying to pull myself out of it.
Hopefully will be posting again soon =3.
Just a note to say I'm still here. Thanks for your patience with me in this tough time. I'm gonna try doing some warmup stuff to get myself back into the swing of art. I havn't really been drawing since my gran's passing, been in a horrible rut and I'm trying to pull myself out of it.
Hopefully will be posting again soon =3.
I'm alive... Sorry!
Posted 10 years agoHey all, sorry I've been dead for a bit, the death has been hard to deal with but the funeral and everything is over now at least. Though some things still need to be paid for...no idea how though v_v;
Anyway I'm sorry for the lack of art, and the halt in commissions. I'm hoping to get back into then soon, thanks so much for your patience! <3
Anyway I'm sorry for the lack of art, and the halt in commissions. I'm hoping to get back into then soon, thanks so much for your patience! <3
Another family death. Please read this.
Posted 10 years agoHi all, afraid I have some bad news.
My granny died last night at 1:55am. She was 94 years old. We knew this was coming after all she wasa fair age and getting slowly weaker. Thankfully she passed peacefully, in her sleep. For those wondering it was my dad's mother and my last living grandparent. Well she'll be with my dad now I suppose.
I was very close to her and spent much of my childhood, teen years and early adult years with her, staying over at her house and such. She was a very large part of my life. She was a sweet little thing who seen no wrong in anybody. I loved her so much. And I'm gonna miss her like hell... (Heck I already did, she was moved to a nusing home about a year ago and such...).
Last night I suffered the worst migraine/panic attack of my life, I can't even describe how much pain I was in, except maybe 'extreme', 'paralyzing' and 'fucking terrifying'. It was my last chance to see my gran and I literally could not move and could not stop throwing up. I seriously thought I was gonna need to be hospitalized. Needless to say I feel rather shitty about that. It really felt like a part of me was dying or being ripped out... I don't know, there are no words.
So I'll likely be scarce for a while, got a funeral to plan and pay for etc... Commissions will be on hold for now. Sorry guys. If you would like to help out any my paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com and any help is hugely appreciated. I still have bills to pay as well v_v; They don't stop because my life did, ugh.
I will get back to working on commissions and art asap. But for now it seems I got some grieving to do...
Thanks for reading, Thanks for understanding adn Thanks for your patience. I love you all and I'm sorry to have to be the bringer of yet more shitty news D=
Also I hope your New Years was good/going better than mine is haha <3
My granny died last night at 1:55am. She was 94 years old. We knew this was coming after all she wasa fair age and getting slowly weaker. Thankfully she passed peacefully, in her sleep. For those wondering it was my dad's mother and my last living grandparent. Well she'll be with my dad now I suppose.
I was very close to her and spent much of my childhood, teen years and early adult years with her, staying over at her house and such. She was a very large part of my life. She was a sweet little thing who seen no wrong in anybody. I loved her so much. And I'm gonna miss her like hell... (Heck I already did, she was moved to a nusing home about a year ago and such...).
Last night I suffered the worst migraine/panic attack of my life, I can't even describe how much pain I was in, except maybe 'extreme', 'paralyzing' and 'fucking terrifying'. It was my last chance to see my gran and I literally could not move and could not stop throwing up. I seriously thought I was gonna need to be hospitalized. Needless to say I feel rather shitty about that. It really felt like a part of me was dying or being ripped out... I don't know, there are no words.
So I'll likely be scarce for a while, got a funeral to plan and pay for etc... Commissions will be on hold for now. Sorry guys. If you would like to help out any my paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com and any help is hugely appreciated. I still have bills to pay as well v_v; They don't stop because my life did, ugh.
I will get back to working on commissions and art asap. But for now it seems I got some grieving to do...
Thanks for reading, Thanks for understanding adn Thanks for your patience. I love you all and I'm sorry to have to be the bringer of yet more shitty news D=
Also I hope your New Years was good/going better than mine is haha <3
Christmas Wishes
Posted 10 years agoSo Christmas is just around the corner, someone suggest I post a wishlist, so here goes!
I don't want much. I love the 12th Doctor to bits. So anything 12th Doctor is sweet. <3
You could also draw my OC, Valesti - http://howlingvoice.deviantart.com/.....esti-574126287 human http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13642231/ anthro http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17999771/ pony.
I wish I could draw those two more. T_T Something of them together would be amazing. SFW or NSFW either's good with me! (Heck I'd draw it myself if I had enough time/money. I dont get much time for personal works.)
I'd also like FF14 playing buddies! Anyone on Hyperion or willing to move to Hyperion? (I can't move, I have a house and too much gil, I dont wanna lose them. My guild is also pretty dang swank.)
Steam Games are also appreciated! My handle is HowlingVoice, I have a wishlist =3 Also playing buddies totally applies here too!
and finally a bit of spare cash never goes wrong. Maybe you'd like to sponsor a personal piece of art? That would be awesome! Or a simple gift is fine too. My paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com
And of course, I wish for everyone to have an awesome happy day too, whther you spend it with family or get wasted of your arse (Or both! Both is good!) Have an awesome Holiday season <3
I don't want much. I love the 12th Doctor to bits. So anything 12th Doctor is sweet. <3
You could also draw my OC, Valesti - http://howlingvoice.deviantart.com/.....esti-574126287 human http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13642231/ anthro http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17999771/ pony.
I wish I could draw those two more. T_T Something of them together would be amazing. SFW or NSFW either's good with me! (Heck I'd draw it myself if I had enough time/money. I dont get much time for personal works.)
I'd also like FF14 playing buddies! Anyone on Hyperion or willing to move to Hyperion? (I can't move, I have a house and too much gil, I dont wanna lose them. My guild is also pretty dang swank.)
Steam Games are also appreciated! My handle is HowlingVoice, I have a wishlist =3 Also playing buddies totally applies here too!
and finally a bit of spare cash never goes wrong. Maybe you'd like to sponsor a personal piece of art? That would be awesome! Or a simple gift is fine too. My paypal is hv[at]howlingvoice.com
And of course, I wish for everyone to have an awesome happy day too, whther you spend it with family or get wasted of your arse (Or both! Both is good!) Have an awesome Holiday season <3
