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Posted 15 years ago
I love you more than anything!
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HyperKinetic and I knew eachother since I was in grade 4. We used to play pretend games during recess, going to the far parts of the field re-enacting our favorite scenes from Zelda and Star Wars. He was a grade behind us. Some things happened between us that I wont get into here that lead me questioning who I was. Being a grade ahead of him, there was a time for about a year where we didnt talk that much.
When he started highschool there was something different about him. I'll admit it, we started to drift a bit but luckily we remained friends. For some reason, when he came out to me as gay, I didn't want to believe it. I think maybe it had to do with the questions I had about myself. Anyway, while recovering over an extremely messy breakup with a girlfriend, I spent lots of time thinking about who I was. During the start of my final year in highschool, I slowly came out to myself. Then a few friends. With my foot nervously planted in the closet door, on Thursday Feb 14th, 2008, I worked up the balls to ask Hyper out.
The main reason, I think was he was the only gay person I knew. I wanted to know what being in a gay relationship was like. Looking back now I realize that I probably had feelings for him for a long time, at least since I was in grade 10, maybe longer. We were both a bit apprehensive about starting to date, being such close friends we weren't sure if we wanted to risk what we already had to try something that might not work out. After a while, we realized that it worked.
We've had our ups, we've had our downs. But through all of that, when he's in my arms, I'm happy. The happiest I can ever remember feeling. It feels so right to feel his skin against mine, the touch of his soft lips against mine. I don't what the future holds for us, I don't know if there's gonna be a year 3 for us but I sorely hope there is. If I spend the rest of my life in your arms, I'll be the happiest man in the world. I am sure of one thing in this life, and its that I love you. Truly, deeply and profoundly.
I love you.
100 Truths
Posted 15 years ago01. Real name → Ryan
002. Nickname(s)→ Muffin, muffinbutt, husk3h
003. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → -redacted-
006. Middle School → -redacted-
007. High School → -redacted-
008. Hair color → Brown
009. Long or short → Short
010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → Hahaha, no
014. Drink or Smoke? → I drink sometimes, and I started and quit smoking in the same week
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → You could say that
016. Eat or Drink → Eat
017. Piercings → In theory...
018. Tattoos → See above
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes
020. Been in a relationship → Yes
021. Been in a car accident → No
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → none
024. First best friend →
:
025. First award → Some garden club thinger
026. First crush → Some girl in 4th grade
028. First big vacation → Road trip from Toronto to Newfoundland
029. Last person you talked to →:
030. Last person you:
031. Last person you watched a movie with → My bro and a few friends
032. Last food you ate → Butterfingers Chocolate bar
033. Last movie you watched → Pineapple Express
034. Last song you listened to → "No Cars Go" Arcade Fire
035. Last thing you bought → That chocolate bar up there
036. Last person you hugged →:
FAVES:
037. Food → STEAK
038. Drinks → Steamwhistle Pilsner
039. Clothing → Jeans, t-shirt, sweater and a nice black coat
040. Books → The Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy
041. Music → Music in general
042. Flowers → No preference
043. Colors → Blue
044. Movies → Its a tie between Avatar, Children of Men and Kenneth Branagh's stellar and unabridged production of Hamlet
045. Positions → Missionary
046. Subjects → English, history and anthropology
IN 2009 I....
047. [x] kissed in the snow.
048. [] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] Came out of the closet
053. [] gotten pregnant
054. [] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [] pretended to be happy
059. [] met someone who changed your life.
060. [] pretended to be sick.
061. [] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [] traveled to high mountains.
064. [] ran a lot on the beach
065. [] live on a beach
066. [] stayed single a whole year... HA HA
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Naught
068. Drinking → Naught, again
069. I'm about to → Finish this and pay attention to my lecture
070. Listening to → My prof talk about Anthony and Cleopatra
071. Plans for today → Start and mostly finish an essay
072. Waiting for → Valentines day dinner
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Kinda, yeah
074. Want to get married? → I would love to
075. Careers in mind → Teacher or... something else?
OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → Shorter (sorry babe ><)
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Either or
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Tummy!
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Trouble-maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → No
084. Ran away from home → No
086. Killed somebody/thing → Do bugs count?
087. Broken someone's heart → I hope not...
088. Been arrested → No
089. Cried when someone died → Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Mostly
091. Miracles → Miraculous circumstances yes, divine intervention in times of need, not really.
092. Love at first sight → Maaaybe
093. Heaven → Not really
094. Santa Claus → Nah
095. Sex on the first date → I don't think its for me but it sounds like fun
096. Kiss on the first date → If you get the signal
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Dear lord yes!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Pretty much! ^^
099. Do you believe in God → Ehnnn, not really
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → Yeah-no
002. Nickname(s)→ Muffin, muffinbutt, husk3h
003. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
004. Male or female → Male
005. Elementary → -redacted-
006. Middle School → -redacted-
007. High School → -redacted-
008. Hair color → Brown
009. Long or short → Short
010. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Phone
013. Health freak → Hahaha, no
014. Drink or Smoke? → I drink sometimes, and I started and quit smoking in the same week
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → You could say that
016. Eat or Drink → Eat
017. Piercings → In theory...
018. Tattoos → See above
HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yes
020. Been in a relationship → Yes
021. Been in a car accident → No
022. Been in a fist fight → Yes
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → none
024. First best friend →
:025. First award → Some garden club thinger
026. First crush → Some girl in 4th grade
028. First big vacation → Road trip from Toronto to Newfoundland
029. Last person you talked to →
:030. Last person you
:031. Last person you watched a movie with → My bro and a few friends
032. Last food you ate → Butterfingers Chocolate bar
033. Last movie you watched → Pineapple Express
034. Last song you listened to → "No Cars Go" Arcade Fire
035. Last thing you bought → That chocolate bar up there
036. Last person you hugged →
:FAVES:
037. Food → STEAK
038. Drinks → Steamwhistle Pilsner
039. Clothing → Jeans, t-shirt, sweater and a nice black coat
040. Books → The Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy
041. Music → Music in general
042. Flowers → No preference
043. Colors → Blue
044. Movies → Its a tie between Avatar, Children of Men and Kenneth Branagh's stellar and unabridged production of Hamlet
045. Positions → Missionary
046. Subjects → English, history and anthropology
IN 2009 I....
047. [x] kissed in the snow.
048. [] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] Came out of the closet
053. [] gotten pregnant
054. [] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [] pretended to be happy
059. [] met someone who changed your life.
060. [] pretended to be sick.
061. [] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [] traveled to high mountains.
064. [] ran a lot on the beach
065. [] live on a beach
066. [] stayed single a whole year... HA HA
CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Naught
068. Drinking → Naught, again
069. I'm about to → Finish this and pay attention to my lecture
070. Listening to → My prof talk about Anthony and Cleopatra
071. Plans for today → Start and mostly finish an essay
072. Waiting for → Valentines day dinner
YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Kinda, yeah
074. Want to get married? → I would love to
075. Careers in mind → Teacher or... something else?
OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Eyes
077. Shorter or taller? → Shorter (sorry babe ><)
078. Romantic or spontaneous → Either or
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Tummy!
080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Trouble-maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → No
084. Ran away from home → No
086. Killed somebody/thing → Do bugs count?
087. Broken someone's heart → I hope not...
088. Been arrested → No
089. Cried when someone died → Yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Mostly
091. Miracles → Miraculous circumstances yes, divine intervention in times of need, not really.
092. Love at first sight → Maaaybe
093. Heaven → Not really
094. Santa Claus → Nah
095. Sex on the first date → I don't think its for me but it sounds like fun
096. Kiss on the first date → If you get the signal
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Dear lord yes!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Pretty much! ^^
099. Do you believe in God → Ehnnn, not really
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → Yeah-no
My fine is 315.1
Posted 16 years ago****************************
The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.
Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
Tally it up and put it on your status as: "My Fine Is..." (nothing else) then repost
Wow, didnt think I was that bad.
The Rules: This is fun to do. Just read the 'offense' and if you've done it, you owe that fine.
You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.
NOTE: fines to be added once, not for how ever many times you have done it. And be honest.
Smoked weed -- $10
Did acid or pills -- $5
Ever had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace/Facebook/Bebo/FA? etc -- $25
Had sex for money -- $100
Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Cross dressed -- $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Ever drive and drank -- $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend -- $20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a vehicle while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video or took pictures -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in public -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex --$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars-- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under the age accepted by rule of thumb (half your age plus 7) -- $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Pissed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
Tally it up and put it on your status as: "My Fine Is..." (nothing else) then repost
Wow, didnt think I was that bad.
A wild meme has appeared!
Posted 16 years agoReply to this journal and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.
