Couple of things
Posted 4 months agoHello hello
So now that FA is back up and running, I am going to post a bunch of arts I have. Already posted a few things that i forgot to post previously, and some birthday gifts i got on the 6th. I am now 28 years old. In about a year, it will be 10 years when I made Hymin and became active in this community, so thats cool, how time flies! Anyway, I will post the rest of the stuff I have maybe on the weekend, i dunno im really lazy with this site.
Also a few furcons Ill be attending, as usual Ill be going to Confuzzled (finally got a room in the actual con hotel for once!!). Ill be at Anthrocon for a third year in a row (I will not be attending this con in 2026, going to US every year for it is expensive) and I should be going to Eurofurence for the first time this year too!!! All of these conventions I will be in partial! I should post a photo of me in partial on here!
Anyway, thats it... ok bye
So now that FA is back up and running, I am going to post a bunch of arts I have. Already posted a few things that i forgot to post previously, and some birthday gifts i got on the 6th. I am now 28 years old. In about a year, it will be 10 years when I made Hymin and became active in this community, so thats cool, how time flies! Anyway, I will post the rest of the stuff I have maybe on the weekend, i dunno im really lazy with this site.
Also a few furcons Ill be attending, as usual Ill be going to Confuzzled (finally got a room in the actual con hotel for once!!). Ill be at Anthrocon for a third year in a row (I will not be attending this con in 2026, going to US every year for it is expensive) and I should be going to Eurofurence for the first time this year too!!! All of these conventions I will be in partial! I should post a photo of me in partial on here!
Anyway, thats it... ok bye
Looking back at 2024, now onto 2025
Posted 8 months agoHeyo, I currently have the energy to make one of these (and post the backlog of stuff post since... halloween lamo) so lets get right into it
Looking back at the year, I dont really have lots to say but a few things i can talk on.
Firstly, at the beginning of 2024, I figured out that I am Non-Binary. Since then I have felt much more comfortable with myself and felt a bit more at peace with who I am. I have had nothing but support with this, though i havent told family members yet. Friends and coworkers have been all happy for me, and thats all i want. At the time, Jody, my demon character, was the only Non-Binary character I had. But as i represent myself as Ailu, my red panda uses They/Them pronouns too. Any other character of mine is He/Him.
I got a partail fursuit! Again, something I never really thought I would take an interest in having a fursuit, but here we are, we a partail, at least for now. Its of Ailu, of course, Hymin i have the plush that I carry around with. Now that I have this, i wouldnt mind going to more fur meets too. But I dont know many people that attend those. But I did check out London furmeet (in 2023) and that was cool tbf. But was mostly just like going to the pub with mates, but you could be more openly furry.
I went to the same 3 conventions again, Scotiacon, Confuzzled and Anthrocon. All 3 being very fun as I got to meet yet more friends I hadnt gotten to meet yet! And for AC was where I got to partial at a con for the first team (it was fucking boiling omg). I think the one thing about AC was I was only able to go for just the convention, and not to experience some time in the US with friends.
So, just a short and sweet one. But looking at 2025, I have the 3 cons again, im really trying to see if i can do a 4th one, but going to america once a year already for a convention is costly enough. And hoping to get out and about more in my own country and going for more hikes. Already did a small one in Wyre Forest this year, and did one in the Brecon Beacons (Bannau Brycheiniog) in Sept. Also I got one Chesnommed comic last year and would like to get more again, but who knows
Oki bye, time to mass post
Looking back at the year, I dont really have lots to say but a few things i can talk on.
Firstly, at the beginning of 2024, I figured out that I am Non-Binary. Since then I have felt much more comfortable with myself and felt a bit more at peace with who I am. I have had nothing but support with this, though i havent told family members yet. Friends and coworkers have been all happy for me, and thats all i want. At the time, Jody, my demon character, was the only Non-Binary character I had. But as i represent myself as Ailu, my red panda uses They/Them pronouns too. Any other character of mine is He/Him.
I got a partail fursuit! Again, something I never really thought I would take an interest in having a fursuit, but here we are, we a partail, at least for now. Its of Ailu, of course, Hymin i have the plush that I carry around with. Now that I have this, i wouldnt mind going to more fur meets too. But I dont know many people that attend those. But I did check out London furmeet (in 2023) and that was cool tbf. But was mostly just like going to the pub with mates, but you could be more openly furry.
I went to the same 3 conventions again, Scotiacon, Confuzzled and Anthrocon. All 3 being very fun as I got to meet yet more friends I hadnt gotten to meet yet! And for AC was where I got to partial at a con for the first team (it was fucking boiling omg). I think the one thing about AC was I was only able to go for just the convention, and not to experience some time in the US with friends.
So, just a short and sweet one. But looking at 2025, I have the 3 cons again, im really trying to see if i can do a 4th one, but going to america once a year already for a convention is costly enough. And hoping to get out and about more in my own country and going for more hikes. Already did a small one in Wyre Forest this year, and did one in the Brecon Beacons (Bannau Brycheiniog) in Sept. Also I got one Chesnommed comic last year and would like to get more again, but who knows
Oki bye, time to mass post
WILL BE AT ANTHROCON!
Posted a year agoHIHIHI,
very quickly because i just had to post what backlog i had before going to work very soon, hopefully i havent missed anything
anyway, im going to AC again! Ill be rooming with
waz653,
Null_Demon and
Kiba845
YEEEE
very quickly because i just had to post what backlog i had before going to work very soon, hopefully i havent missed anything
anyway, im going to AC again! Ill be rooming with



YEEEE
looking at 2023, Now onto 2024
Posted a year agoIts that time of year, well I'm a little late to it, but making one nonetheless. I nearly didnt do one of these for this year, but i do like to enjoy and look back at all these previous journals I have made and see how much has changed. But anyway 2023 was...
better...
2022 was one of the most difficult years of my life. And at the end of that year I thought to myself... is it going to get any better? Am i gonna struggle like this for the rest of my life? 2023 was a year where i was able to put myself in a better headspace, at least for the most part. I still had moments where i felt like I was useless and a burden. But i felt like I was much more open, and talked to people about my struggles that year, rather than completely fighting a battle by myself. I dont really look back at 2023 and think of the moments where I struggled, unlike 2022, where I remember exactly what happened, and when it happened. The only thing that had such a huge negative impact on my life in 2023 was when my nan passed away. Someone who I was able to always speak to openly in my family about anything I wanted to, and although i have a lot of family who will help me with certain struggles, not everyone understoof them like my nan did. She was someone who would do anything for anyone! I will miss her dearly, but she is no longer suffering and she can now rest.
I did a lot of travelling! I visited South Korea. something I didnt think would ever do in my life, but given the oppourtunity to do it, i just had to take it. Thank you
Goobie for housing me while I was there and looking after me after alcohol poisoning. I had so many great experiences there! And as I was returning back to the UK, via Finland.... i had an allergic reaction on the plane, and honestly... i really thought I was going to die. I look back at that one moment and laugh about it now, but I cannot explain just how terriefied I was in that moment. High up in the sky, thinking I was about to die. And would have to make the plane do an emergency landing or something and disrupting all the people on the plane, weirdly the biggest concern on my mind at that time, guess that just my Britishness showing there.
I also managed to attend 3 furry conventions in 2023 too! Starting off with Scotiacon with
Null_Demon,
waz653,
BlueMoo,
AtrocityAtWork, and
Takeh. A also seea couple of familiar faces there too! Also, first time I have visited Scotland as well! UK officially complete now! But Scotia was a nice calm con, it wasnt too hectic and mostly just had a chill time! Then went onto Confuzzled with
Null_Demon,
waz653 and
Koryvali! And managed to meet some more cool people and familiar faces such as
Dolbycore,
TastyTales,
Azareus,
Mikhailchip and many more. just to name a few! Felt sad leaving this con as I had to leave a little early, couldnt get all the time off I wanted for it! And then lastly I got to attend Anthrocon for the first ever time. And my gosh! I loved it! That same feeling when I attened MFF for the very first time! I had a blast, going with
BlueMoo and meeting up with
spencemrlolcat who drove us through a bunch of US states to get to AC! A very cool journey where we stopped off at a town called Paw Paw, and bought moonshine! And of course meeting so many at AC such as
BluuTheFerret,
ZoruaND,
makar-ro,
Kiba845,
Nylla,
BillyBob11432,
Gyroball,
Renkindle etc. again, there was so many of you, i simply cannot name you all! And then after AC we quickly met up with Leafy too!
Throughout the year I also got moments to hang out with
Jakryth/
Ferax, on some occasiuons,
Auxy and
Bakap, at London Furs Meet and
VoxelCubed when they came to visit with others already mentioned.
So, 2024. May not be as packed as last year, or will it, I dont know? But Ill be attending Scotia, Confuzzled and Anthocon again! And maybe Eurofurence too???? Also I should also be visiting Turkey for a family holiday! Im also trying to get a fur suit too!
An lastly, I am Non-Binary! Which has made me incredibly happy since being open about that now!
I like, just wanted to quickly type all the 2024 stuff cuz lie, i need to cook dinner oh my! Oki Enjoy they year! mwah x ALSO I CBA TO PROOFREAD SO MAYBE SPELLING MISTAKES AAAA
better...
2022 was one of the most difficult years of my life. And at the end of that year I thought to myself... is it going to get any better? Am i gonna struggle like this for the rest of my life? 2023 was a year where i was able to put myself in a better headspace, at least for the most part. I still had moments where i felt like I was useless and a burden. But i felt like I was much more open, and talked to people about my struggles that year, rather than completely fighting a battle by myself. I dont really look back at 2023 and think of the moments where I struggled, unlike 2022, where I remember exactly what happened, and when it happened. The only thing that had such a huge negative impact on my life in 2023 was when my nan passed away. Someone who I was able to always speak to openly in my family about anything I wanted to, and although i have a lot of family who will help me with certain struggles, not everyone understoof them like my nan did. She was someone who would do anything for anyone! I will miss her dearly, but she is no longer suffering and she can now rest.
I did a lot of travelling! I visited South Korea. something I didnt think would ever do in my life, but given the oppourtunity to do it, i just had to take it. Thank you

I also managed to attend 3 furry conventions in 2023 too! Starting off with Scotiacon with






















Throughout the year I also got moments to hang out with





So, 2024. May not be as packed as last year, or will it, I dont know? But Ill be attending Scotia, Confuzzled and Anthocon again! And maybe Eurofurence too???? Also I should also be visiting Turkey for a family holiday! Im also trying to get a fur suit too!
An lastly, I am Non-Binary! Which has made me incredibly happy since being open about that now!
I like, just wanted to quickly type all the 2024 stuff cuz lie, i need to cook dinner oh my! Oki Enjoy they year! mwah x ALSO I CBA TO PROOFREAD SO MAYBE SPELLING MISTAKES AAAA
back to postin
Posted 2 years agoJust a quick one, so Im gonna start posting all my art that i get here again. but remember that im other places such as twitter and weasyl, maybe other places soon, if the worst is to happen at any point
posted 2 things for now, but i have... lets see here... ANOTHER 17 things! oki, ill do the rest at a later point
posted 2 things for now, but i have... lets see here... ANOTHER 17 things! oki, ill do the rest at a later point
Where to find me elsewhere
Posted 2 years agoWith all the happenings on this site, i haven't really got much to say other than what people have already said. Anyway, I won't be deleting any if my stuff, for all I care, if my page gets banned, it gets banned. But that being said, I won't be posting any new art I have received, at least for now.
Anyway, if you wanna find me elsewhere I have a twitter that I'm pretty active on, and also have a weasyl account from years ago which I never touched, but Im probably gonna start posting art to there?
https://twitter.com/hybridmind_?t=s.....e_WVg&s=09
https://www.weasyl.com/~hybridmind
So hope to see you there! Also I'm currently attending Confuzzled! So if you are about give me a wave ;3
Anyway, if you wanna find me elsewhere I have a twitter that I'm pretty active on, and also have a weasyl account from years ago which I never touched, but Im probably gonna start posting art to there?
https://twitter.com/hybridmind_?t=s.....e_WVg&s=09
https://www.weasyl.com/~hybridmind
So hope to see you there! Also I'm currently attending Confuzzled! So if you are about give me a wave ;3
Don't be alarmed
Posted 2 years agoMy profile picture/icon/avatar whatever you call it is no longer Hymin! If you werent aware, my main sona now is my red panda Ailu! It better represents me and have been making them the face of my pages on the likes of my Discord, Telegram and Twitter. Changing it on here was rather difficult because I really love that one of Hymin! But I know have one from the same artist with my red panda, and its a joint one with
Kiba845 who is yet to change it as I'm typing this, so I will be bullying them until they change it! Fear not by the way, Hymin isnt going anywhere! I will still be getting art of them and stuff! But yeah as Im very close to turning 26 in about a months time, a change felt very necessary now. The biggest of them all is whether I would prefer people to call me Hymin or Ailu. Thats still something Im debating on

Into 2023
Posted 2 years agoI thought I would quickly type up one of these yearly things that I do. Ive not really been feeling doing them, but it looks odd seeing the one from a year ago as the featured journal. So Im gonna be quick with this one.
2022, wasnt really the year I wanted it to be. It may have been one of my most difficult years in a long time. A lot of days went by where I didnt want to do anything, I didnt wanna be social and cried myself to sleep because i thought i was losing all my closest friends. It started with a break up, and from that point on, my mind told me time and time again that I was fighting every battle alone. I even at one point went radio silent on everyone for a few days. The situation with my parents hasnt gotten any better but I am on talking terms with my mom again and my nan has been diagnosed with cancer. It has been a real struggle. But even in the midst of all of that I went to Confuzzled with a bunch of friends, various places around the UK like Bristol, London, Belfast, Leeds and so on. Im so thankful for all the people I got to hang out with in 2022
Null_Demon,
waz653,
VoxelCubed,
BlueMoo,
Ferax/
Jakryth,
IzzyNomz,
Takeh,
TastyTales and
Auxy. And of course, those who i got to meet for the first time
ZapCatElement,
thirdspurs,
DoesNotExist,
Eevui,
Malific and
BlueMoonIceCream (and your friend too). Sorry if there was anyone i forgot to mention. I even got to travel. Visited France for a few days for my dads birthday.
Going into 2023 Im planning a lot of travelling. Mostly furcon related and stuff but this is what I have planned at least
Early Feb - Scotiacon (Confirmed)
Early March - South Korea
Late May - Confuzzled (Waiting on work situation)
Late June-Early July - Anthrocon (Not yet confirmed)
Spetember(?) - Eurofurence (dont know whats happening with their sudden change)
Anyway, hoping 2023 if better for us all! <3
2022, wasnt really the year I wanted it to be. It may have been one of my most difficult years in a long time. A lot of days went by where I didnt want to do anything, I didnt wanna be social and cried myself to sleep because i thought i was losing all my closest friends. It started with a break up, and from that point on, my mind told me time and time again that I was fighting every battle alone. I even at one point went radio silent on everyone for a few days. The situation with my parents hasnt gotten any better but I am on talking terms with my mom again and my nan has been diagnosed with cancer. It has been a real struggle. But even in the midst of all of that I went to Confuzzled with a bunch of friends, various places around the UK like Bristol, London, Belfast, Leeds and so on. Im so thankful for all the people I got to hang out with in 2022
















Going into 2023 Im planning a lot of travelling. Mostly furcon related and stuff but this is what I have planned at least
Early Feb - Scotiacon (Confirmed)
Early March - South Korea
Late May - Confuzzled (Waiting on work situation)
Late June-Early July - Anthrocon (Not yet confirmed)
Spetember(?) - Eurofurence (dont know whats happening with their sudden change)
Anyway, hoping 2023 if better for us all! <3
Another year older
Posted 3 years agoTurned 25 today. Birthday really crept up on me this year!
And as 2021 comes to an end, 2022 arrives
Posted 3 years agoNot long left now in this year here in the UK. So its time for my usual review thingy.
I moved out! -
This year was a very big one for me. Despite it being a year where not much could happen, quite a bit did happen. First off, as mentioned in a previous journal this year, I finally moved out of my parents house and now live with
AtrocityAtWork as room mates. It was quite a big step, moving literally a 100 miles away from home. But i have settled in now, and have just been concentarting on that. There is still quite a bit I wanna do to this house, specifically my room, but that'll be something for the new year! Its a completelt new area in England for me. Ive lived in the West Midlands all myself, so now to move to Lancashire, I can explore new area of the UK i havent been to. This is almost the furthest north Ive been in the UK (Blackpool being the most nothern Ive ever visited, I dont live to far away from their though now). But now Im closer to the likes of Scotland, which I have never been too, the Lake District, Yorkshire Dales etc etc. So new places to visit, yay! I have a job up here too which started out paying less than my previous one, but I am already on a much higher salary than the previous job now, and the salary will only go higher later into 2022. Now that i havent got my own place, getting art has simmered down a little, as Im now paying bills and what not. But right now I am very comfortable!
Parents -
I dont wanna talk to much on this, but it was something big that has happened this year for me. That being my parents split up (not divorced, they were never married). Ive gone through all the emotions, and whenever I go back home, I dont really like to talk about it. I'm very angry at my mom after all that she has done, but I never have the energy to tell her how I feel about her. All my focus has gone into being there for my dad. He's had it rough, and I just want him to know that I'm always gonna be there for him! Whenever I go back home, I usually arent as active, because my focus is on him. Ive accepted this situation now, and Im just moving on. This was pretty much the only thing that got me down this year. I have periods where I just fall into a depressive state, but I never really felt it this year, apart from this one situation.
Coffii -
I absolutely love you
Null_Demon! I know I mention this time and time again, but I wouldve been in such a worser place hadnt it been for you last year! We tried to see each other when things got better, but there was always some hurdle that stopped us. But this year, in the summer, we finally got to see each other. And even though it was just for a day. It was one of the best days of my life. Seeing you in the train station, I had some many feeling, and I finally got to give you the huge hug I said I would! I hated leaving that day, i missed you! And started immediately planning to see you again, this time for longer. Just a weekend this time, but again, some of the best days I have spent in my year. You complete me! And I cannot wait to see you again, very very soon ;3 Love you xxxx
Visiting friends -
I managed to meet up with a bunch of people again this year. It took a while, but like mentioned above, I got to see Coffii when me him and
Auxy went to London for the day, while I stooped at Auxy's place! Before visiting again, I got to meet
waz653 for the first time. It was also the first time I had a guest in my new house! It was so nice having someone stop over, It was always difficult to do at my parents. I always had to do it when no one was in. But now I can do it when I want! I had a great week with you here! And even driving around places, getting to visit
IzzyNomz and
Awoogasm too! And got to see Waz, Coffii, Auxy,
Goobie and
fuegodelalma on their last day in the UK for a weekend. Visiting various places and going out for a nice meal as a group. Its some of my favourite things to do! September was one of the best months this year for me! Thanks for those brillaint memories!
2022 -
I already have many things planned out this year. In about just over two weeks from now, Coffii will be visiting, and I'm going to absolutely spoil him! I will be having
ZapCatElement visiting, going to London and staying at mine afterwards! Hopefully I can plan on seeing many other friends again this year, even those for the first time like
Eevui would be super cool! And finally, I should be returning to my first convention since 2019. Confuzzled 2022! And I would love to have as many friends go as possible! I always remember when a bunch of friends, and friends of friends who i didnt really know, just sit around one big table in the hotel bar, some of us quite tipsy, and it just felt great! I was the happiest I could ever be! I already know some people going, and some people who are considering going. I would just love us to get in one big group in the evening, sit down have a few drinks (those that do drink) and just have a good time! I also want to travel again! I didnt get to leave the country this year! I may be going to either France, Ireland or Netherlands with some family next year. And I wanna see If I can go MFF again! But, things arent looking to great for that considering my current job! But fingers crossed. If I cant go then I would love to go to the States anyway, and meet up with some friends I know there! And If not that, I can still go visit a country in Europe with a friend maybe, who knows. I have the first half of the year planned out, but the later half, I'm still unsure. I wanna do the things I wasnt able to this year! Here is to a friend filled 2022!
Thank you xxx
I moved out! -
This year was a very big one for me. Despite it being a year where not much could happen, quite a bit did happen. First off, as mentioned in a previous journal this year, I finally moved out of my parents house and now live with

Parents -
I dont wanna talk to much on this, but it was something big that has happened this year for me. That being my parents split up (not divorced, they were never married). Ive gone through all the emotions, and whenever I go back home, I dont really like to talk about it. I'm very angry at my mom after all that she has done, but I never have the energy to tell her how I feel about her. All my focus has gone into being there for my dad. He's had it rough, and I just want him to know that I'm always gonna be there for him! Whenever I go back home, I usually arent as active, because my focus is on him. Ive accepted this situation now, and Im just moving on. This was pretty much the only thing that got me down this year. I have periods where I just fall into a depressive state, but I never really felt it this year, apart from this one situation.
Coffii -
I absolutely love you

Visiting friends -
I managed to meet up with a bunch of people again this year. It took a while, but like mentioned above, I got to see Coffii when me him and






2022 -
I already have many things planned out this year. In about just over two weeks from now, Coffii will be visiting, and I'm going to absolutely spoil him! I will be having


Thank you xxx
24
Posted 4 years agoChespin now 24 years old!
Edit: Will post bday art tomorrow, im back home and wifi is garbage
Edit: Will post bday art tomorrow, im back home and wifi is garbage
Just an update
Posted 4 years agoSo much has happened this year, I felt like making a journal about it.
- I have finally moved
For over a year I have been planning to move out of my parents house. Back in 2019 me and
AtrocityAtWork have been discussing moving in as room mates together as he was also moving out of his parents house. We planned to do it in 2020, but obviously because of COVID we put those plans on hold at least till 2021 because we were uncertain what the future held at the time.
But thankfully we have now finally moved in together as roomies after multiple times getting turned down every time we put an offer in for a place. We have been in this house for over a month now, and i have settled in rather well. Cain didn't move very far since its still his home town, where as I have moved about a 100 miles up north.
Currently I'm still employed at my work place back home because I'm on furlough, though come mid May it might be an issue for me. I'm still job hunting at the moment and I'm hopeful I will get something soon. I had to turn down one offer because their wasn't enough hours available for me.
- Suddenly I have 3 new characters
So I'm mostly known for my Pokesona Hymin the Chespin but I have got another character which I have had for a long time, that being Ailu my red panda. I've also got my avali, which I've had for some time to, though I don't get much art of them, its sort of a 'every now & then' kinda thing. I know I mentioned wanting a Meowstic for ages but its just not happened, whether it still will I don't know.
I've always said to myself that 2-3 characters is enough for me. But as of recently I've just had the urge of having more characters to own. I dont wanna go overboard and own like 15+ characters because i know that there will probably be some that get forgotten about. But I have recently gotten some new OC's which i have been posting recently.
So along with Hymin, Ailu and my avali. I now have a Mystimew character (which is a closed species from
corvidcurse), a demon OC called Jody and very recently my squirrel OC, which is still currently unnamed but I will think of one soon. The later has received a lot of attention and lovely comments from so many people, I'm really glad that so many of you like them! Some already had drawn vore of them! There will be one more OC for sure, as i have really had the urge of having a bird character, and I'm pretty settled on having a crow! But that wont be yet.
- Birthday soon
And finally, I just realised that i probably could've posted this on my birthday, which is a week from now. But I'm gonna be 24! I made Hymin and started getting art of him when i was 18, and I still never would've believed that i would've been making friends and even going to furry conventions in America. Its still quite mad!
- Lastly
Here in the UK my age group is still waiting on our first part of the vaccine, fingers crossed that they get to us soon because I want to travel and see friends!!! And the one thing I'm looking forward to the most, is to finally see
Null_Demon! <3
Stay Safe xxx
- I have finally moved
For over a year I have been planning to move out of my parents house. Back in 2019 me and

But thankfully we have now finally moved in together as roomies after multiple times getting turned down every time we put an offer in for a place. We have been in this house for over a month now, and i have settled in rather well. Cain didn't move very far since its still his home town, where as I have moved about a 100 miles up north.
Currently I'm still employed at my work place back home because I'm on furlough, though come mid May it might be an issue for me. I'm still job hunting at the moment and I'm hopeful I will get something soon. I had to turn down one offer because their wasn't enough hours available for me.
- Suddenly I have 3 new characters
So I'm mostly known for my Pokesona Hymin the Chespin but I have got another character which I have had for a long time, that being Ailu my red panda. I've also got my avali, which I've had for some time to, though I don't get much art of them, its sort of a 'every now & then' kinda thing. I know I mentioned wanting a Meowstic for ages but its just not happened, whether it still will I don't know.
I've always said to myself that 2-3 characters is enough for me. But as of recently I've just had the urge of having more characters to own. I dont wanna go overboard and own like 15+ characters because i know that there will probably be some that get forgotten about. But I have recently gotten some new OC's which i have been posting recently.
So along with Hymin, Ailu and my avali. I now have a Mystimew character (which is a closed species from

- Birthday soon
And finally, I just realised that i probably could've posted this on my birthday, which is a week from now. But I'm gonna be 24! I made Hymin and started getting art of him when i was 18, and I still never would've believed that i would've been making friends and even going to furry conventions in America. Its still quite mad!
- Lastly
Here in the UK my age group is still waiting on our first part of the vaccine, fingers crossed that they get to us soon because I want to travel and see friends!!! And the one thing I'm looking forward to the most, is to finally see

Stay Safe xxx
Reflecting on 2020 and Looking into 2021
Posted 4 years agoAnother year goes by, so its that time again to type up a journal of what happened in my life and what I'm looking to do in the future.
So lets be quick with a certain topic. Covid-19 happened. We all know what it is by now, so I'm not gonna go on about it. But, I will have to mention one thing about it, and that was, it fucked up my plans for 2020! Moving Out? Nope, I'm still at home, still at my same job. Going to old furry cons and new ones? Yup, obviously didn't happen! Meeting friends? Well, i managed to meet some, but not everyone that i wanted to meet.
I guess moving out before all the lockdowns and such may have been even worse though, as I don't know what the future would've held for me during that time, so at least I will still getting furlough and at my parents during that long lockdown we had. And it also gave me the excuse to try and talk to my friends again as much as I did. Since I usually never start conversations and I'm usually always working, or sleeping, or distracted. So being at home with not much to really do, I was able to be a little more confident when talk again. Lets hope I can keep that up!
Despite that travel restrictions and what not. I did get to meet
Goobie,
Auxy and
fuegodelalma when we chilled at theirs and took photographs on some old ruins!
Jakryth when we went out to get something to eat on a very windy February!
Diorexity and
Guzame in The Netherlands for a week when we did lots such as celebrate Carnival, met up with
Yosher and went to the theme park!
LordDragon36 when we went to watch Parasite together not long before lockdown! And again, after lockdown went to see Goobie and Auxy, along with Taki when we visited the Roman Baths and watched Wallace & Gromit!
A few other people to quickly shout out because i really wouldnt have gotten through this year without this lot
Eevui,
waz653,
Awoogasm,
DoopBoop,
Kiba845,
ShinyZorua,
AtrocityAtWork
spampharos,
Ottwott,
tinyfiend,
Koryvali and many others. And of course, the one person that really really helped me grow as a person, helped me when I needed them, kept me company, and always made me smile was
Null_Demon. You are amazing! I cannot wait to meet you!
Well, as for 2021, well, I really don't know what to expect. I guess I would still like to try and do what I couldn't last year, but we'll just have to wait and see. But I promise you, I am seeing that hecking bui whenever I'm able too!
All the best for 2021!
So lets be quick with a certain topic. Covid-19 happened. We all know what it is by now, so I'm not gonna go on about it. But, I will have to mention one thing about it, and that was, it fucked up my plans for 2020! Moving Out? Nope, I'm still at home, still at my same job. Going to old furry cons and new ones? Yup, obviously didn't happen! Meeting friends? Well, i managed to meet some, but not everyone that i wanted to meet.
I guess moving out before all the lockdowns and such may have been even worse though, as I don't know what the future would've held for me during that time, so at least I will still getting furlough and at my parents during that long lockdown we had. And it also gave me the excuse to try and talk to my friends again as much as I did. Since I usually never start conversations and I'm usually always working, or sleeping, or distracted. So being at home with not much to really do, I was able to be a little more confident when talk again. Lets hope I can keep that up!
Despite that travel restrictions and what not. I did get to meet








A few other people to quickly shout out because i really wouldnt have gotten through this year without this lot












Well, as for 2021, well, I really don't know what to expect. I guess I would still like to try and do what I couldn't last year, but we'll just have to wait and see. But I promise you, I am seeing that hecking bui whenever I'm able too!
All the best for 2021!
Birthday Today! (Plus! 1000 Wacthers!)
Posted 5 years agoAnd just like that another year goes by! Actually to be honest, felt like it has been a while since my last birthday. Odd. Any who, I turned 23 years old today. A lovely lockdown birthday. Completely the opposite to last year where I spent it in another country l3
Also, last night, I finally reached 1000 watchers on FurAffinity! I honestly never expected anything like this! So thank you to all that are following me here, enjoying the bunch of artwork I get of Hymin, Ailu and Hyvali! More art to come, business as usual! Also Chesnommed 8 is currently in the works too!
Thank you all xxx
Also, last night, I finally reached 1000 watchers on FurAffinity! I honestly never expected anything like this! So thank you to all that are following me here, enjoying the bunch of artwork I get of Hymin, Ailu and Hyvali! More art to come, business as usual! Also Chesnommed 8 is currently in the works too!
Thank you all xxx
Friday, more like, Q&Ay..........i....i...
Posted 5 years agoGimme your tasty little questions.... now! Do it now! Go on! Come on hand them over! And while youre here bitch, you gotta dollar? So I can go get a slushie.
spam upload done
Posted 5 years agoOkay, spam uploads done. Just had a few backlogs I needed to get posted. I probably missed something didn't I...
Was just recent stuff, stuff I never posted, and MFF stuff. I'll also post my con badge I got which is super good, but I cant be arsed right now. im going to bed
Was just recent stuff, stuff I never posted, and MFF stuff. I'll also post my con badge I got which is super good, but I cant be arsed right now. im going to bed
2020 here (2019 review, 2020 plans)
Posted 5 years agoHad 2019 ended in say in Autumn, I probably would have said it was one of the worst years I had. June-November weren't really that great. I fell into a depressed state, my new job was killing me and I was doing the same thing day in day out. I felt as if I was not waving, but drowning. Earlier in the year one of my uncles passed away (although I wasn't close with him, it was still upsetting) and last Sunday my nan passed away (again, not super close with her, but still very upsetting). At least I got to say my goodbyes to the both of them since both deaths were coming.
I thought 2019 was my worst year in a long time. But I'm looking back on it now, and the good stands out more than the bad. May was the best month! I celebrated my 22nd birthday in the Netherlands with
Auxy,
Diorexity and
Guzame. Just hanging out with friends getting drunk and high was all I could've asked for. Honestly one of the better birthdays I've ever had. And then later that month was Confuzzled, my first furry con. Meeting up with friends and taking them around my home city, getting drunk and just having a good time. I had so much fun during those days! I met up with
AtrocityAtWork and started discussing stuff about moving in as roommates in 2020! And even went to the Pokémon Centre in London with him and sort of
Goobie. I had Doopy stop over for Christmas which was super nice having her to spend Christmas with! I got my driving license and now I'm driving on the streets like a maniac. And of course, I went to MFF and got to meet so many of my friends! Like, it was surreal. I actually got to meet up with all of you and it was the best few days of my life!
2020 will be another big year. I'm finally going to be moving out from my parents and out the West Midlands to move up north of England. I think that will be the biggest thing I will do this year! I will be attending Confuzzled again. Fingers crossed I get to go MFF again! And also possibly Eurofurence! I think once I have settled in to my new surroundings, I'm gonna try and focus what I wanted to do career wise, as I've put it on hold for quite a while, and its about time I focused on it! Happy New Year everyone!
I thought 2019 was my worst year in a long time. But I'm looking back on it now, and the good stands out more than the bad. May was the best month! I celebrated my 22nd birthday in the Netherlands with





2020 will be another big year. I'm finally going to be moving out from my parents and out the West Midlands to move up north of England. I think that will be the biggest thing I will do this year! I will be attending Confuzzled again. Fingers crossed I get to go MFF again! And also possibly Eurofurence! I think once I have settled in to my new surroundings, I'm gonna try and focus what I wanted to do career wise, as I've put it on hold for quite a while, and its about time I focused on it! Happy New Year everyone!
Post MFF '19
Posted 6 years agoI'm back home in the UK. Died from the lack of sleep I got, but I think i've gotten my body clock back to where it should be already. But MFF is now over and I have a little bit of post con blues. I don't think its effected me too much since I can easily meet up with some of those people here in the UK, and knowing that I will always meet others in the future.
I wanna thank everyone who I met up with. You made my first MFF an incredible one. And getting to meet up with every single one of you, whether it was for a few days, a few hours or even just a few minutes, will be something that I fondly remember. Theres so many of you, I cant really tag everyone in fear of forgetting someone, because honestly I met up with so many of you! But what I will do however, is tag those who I need to give special thanks too.
Thank you to
Goobie,
Bakap and
Virulence, my roomates at the con. It was lovely have the three of us in one room, having drinks, and sleeping easily without disturbing each other. Couldn't ask for anyone better to share my room at my first MFF! Even if all 4 of us had different plans during the con.
Thank you to, including the first 2 in that previous paragraph ,
Auxy, the people I travelled with to the con. I don't think I would've ever been able to travel to MFF on my own for the first time. So having you guys put me at ease (even though the flight back was utter shit). Also I swear
Takeh basically snuck onto our flight there.
Thank you to,Doopy , who in general, is just a great person. I spent a lot of time with you at the con, and that's because you were honestly one of the highlights of my time there. I pretty much hung out with you a little every day! Ordering food for me, going sushi, picking up our commissions, going to the shopping mall. You had so much energy that radiated. While around you, I gotta then inner California Bay, that I never thought I had, and I became just, even more energetic than I already am. I look forward to seeing you again soon.
Thank you to,
Chawkolate,
SirahPrimrose,
Keno_Kun,
Ebony_The_Umbreon and
Spenzaroo, the crew I hung out with most the time. I was hanging out with a lot of people throughout this entire con, but it was this crew I hung out with the most. If everyone I knew was doing something, I knew I had you lot to hang out with, going for sushi, drinking in our rooms, mini golf (which I will get to in a moment), going for deep dish pizza. You made my visit an awesome one.
Thank you to,
1234567810,
ZoruaboyRich and the crew above (minus Keno and Spenz, who sadly couldn't make it), those I went mini golf with. This was just a fun thing to do, and I always love doing stuff like this. I wanna do more thing like this during a con, so whenever I go to another, we better be doing something like this again. I came 3rd, and Chocolate came second. We had a bet and I failed, but I was some damn close, so know he will cherish the 13yr old YouTube video of me. But I was fucking close! Results were:
1st: Nonine - 51
2nd: Chocolate - 59
3rd: Hymin - 60
4th: Goobie - 62
5th: Ebony - 68
6th: Robyn - 69 (nice)
7th: Rich - 75
Thank you to,
Sparky_the_chu,
Renkindle and Soul, for the drawing they did for me. I did get some commission, but this three did some surprise (sort of) drawings for me, and I will cherish them forever. Getting surprised with these drawing gave me a big smile. All of them can be found on my twitter (the Sparky one separate from the rest because vore l3) I will post them on here at some point. Also thank you
Sableyes, for including me in your Sparky thing l3
And last, but certainly not least. Thank you to, everyone else I met at the con. I loved meeting those I wanted to meet up with, those who recognised me and those people who were just strangers to me hanging out with friends I know. You all made my first MFF and truly amazing one!
Love ya all xxx
I wanna thank everyone who I met up with. You made my first MFF an incredible one. And getting to meet up with every single one of you, whether it was for a few days, a few hours or even just a few minutes, will be something that I fondly remember. Theres so many of you, I cant really tag everyone in fear of forgetting someone, because honestly I met up with so many of you! But what I will do however, is tag those who I need to give special thanks too.
Thank you to



Thank you to, including the first 2 in that previous paragraph ,


Thank you to,Doopy , who in general, is just a great person. I spent a lot of time with you at the con, and that's because you were honestly one of the highlights of my time there. I pretty much hung out with you a little every day! Ordering food for me, going sushi, picking up our commissions, going to the shopping mall. You had so much energy that radiated. While around you, I gotta then inner California Bay, that I never thought I had, and I became just, even more energetic than I already am. I look forward to seeing you again soon.
Thank you to,





Thank you to,


1st: Nonine - 51
2nd: Chocolate - 59
3rd: Hymin - 60
4th: Goobie - 62
5th: Ebony - 68
6th: Robyn - 69 (nice)
7th: Rich - 75
Thank you to,



And last, but certainly not least. Thank you to, everyone else I met at the con. I loved meeting those I wanted to meet up with, those who recognised me and those people who were just strangers to me hanging out with friends I know. You all made my first MFF and truly amazing one!
Love ya all xxx
Midwest FurFest 2019
Posted 6 years agoA quick heads up. I'll be attending my second convention and my very first convention outside of my country in less than a month, that being MFF. I'll be arriving in Chicago on Thursday afternoon and leaving late Monday night. I would arrive earlier but work, plus the 7-8 hour flight oof.
So maybe say hi or something. But I'm also a nervous wreck. Managed to get in the main hotel with
Goobie,
Virulence and
Bakap. But I'll be hanging out with a bunch of others too, there are just loads to name.
Hopefully see ya there!
So maybe say hi or something. But I'm also a nervous wreck. Managed to get in the main hotel with



Hopefully see ya there!
Ask some Qs
Posted 6 years agoHaven't done one in a while. Ask me some questions before I go to sleep
Bitch
Except Robyn. You're not allowed
Bitch
Except Robyn. You're not allowed
Post Confuzzled 2019 (+MFF this year?)
Posted 6 years agoI got back home from Confuzzled on Monday, but have been taking some time to relax, well trying to relax l3
This was my very first convention and a nice one to start at since it was close to home. I didn't really spend to much time at the convention but visited a few events hat was going on while there. It was nice hanging out with friends who I have met up with before, and those who I met up with for the first time. And it was nice to meet new people while there too. I actually had a lot more fun then I thought I would and after the convention, I really want to attend other cons.
Its no secret that I have wanted to attend MFF. Its the big one! Where I know a bunch of people! But sadly with my work, I'm not allowed to book time off during November and December. So its been impossible for me to attend it in the past, especially that I would have to get like a 9 hour flight to get there and such. But im at a new job now, though the same rules still apply.
Yesterday I had to go into work for a team meeting, and I thought I would give it a shot and ask for a certain amount of days off, and come right into work when I get back, and just suffer the jet lag. And to my surprise, my manager said that it would be fine! Better yet! She said I can book a week off! She didn't mind since its early December!
So, I guess I will see you all at MFF this year! It will be my first time in the USA and my first convention abroad too.
Edit: Also I have a few thing from Confuzzled which I will post soon today! And some other stuff when they get completed
This was my very first convention and a nice one to start at since it was close to home. I didn't really spend to much time at the convention but visited a few events hat was going on while there. It was nice hanging out with friends who I have met up with before, and those who I met up with for the first time. And it was nice to meet new people while there too. I actually had a lot more fun then I thought I would and after the convention, I really want to attend other cons.
Its no secret that I have wanted to attend MFF. Its the big one! Where I know a bunch of people! But sadly with my work, I'm not allowed to book time off during November and December. So its been impossible for me to attend it in the past, especially that I would have to get like a 9 hour flight to get there and such. But im at a new job now, though the same rules still apply.
Yesterday I had to go into work for a team meeting, and I thought I would give it a shot and ask for a certain amount of days off, and come right into work when I get back, and just suffer the jet lag. And to my surprise, my manager said that it would be fine! Better yet! She said I can book a week off! She didn't mind since its early December!
So, I guess I will see you all at MFF this year! It will be my first time in the USA and my first convention abroad too.
Edit: Also I have a few thing from Confuzzled which I will post soon today! And some other stuff when they get completed
Confuzzled Friday
Posted 6 years agoDid mention this before, but I will be attending Confuzzled this Friday till Monday. I'll be hanging out with
Auxy,
Goobie,
bakap,
ShinyZorua,
Takeh and a few others too. Hope to see you if you're attending too <3





May 6th: 22 years old
Posted 6 years agoAbout uploads
Posted 6 years agoSo I have a bunch of stuff to upload to FA soon (kinda waiting to see if something I have a WIP of, is completed before I go to do it), but I wanted to know, how should I post stuff to FA in the future?
I have been posting whatever I get when I typically have at least 7 things to post, but sometimes that takes a while trying to post everything in one big chunk. I don't mind it but perhaps you would prefer it differently?
I can keep on what I am doing, maybe I could continue it, but wait till I get a little less, so like if I have at least 4 things to post. Also I can always post stuff whenever I receive a completed commission and when im able to. So let me know what you think? Which would you prefer?
Also If you have time, why not check out my first ever vore story I commissioned: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30071809/
I have been posting whatever I get when I typically have at least 7 things to post, but sometimes that takes a while trying to post everything in one big chunk. I don't mind it but perhaps you would prefer it differently?
I can keep on what I am doing, maybe I could continue it, but wait till I get a little less, so like if I have at least 4 things to post. Also I can always post stuff whenever I receive a completed commission and when im able to. So let me know what you think? Which would you prefer?
Also If you have time, why not check out my first ever vore story I commissioned: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30071809/
Confuzzled 2019
Posted 6 years agoHello, I'll be attending my first convention this year. Im starting off with the biggest one in the UK, Confuzzled. Im going to this one because its pretty much in the city where i work everyday so at least I'm very close to home. And i know where I'm going around the city ;3
Anyway, I'm not fursuiting or anything, but i hope to see you all there and get some photos of people in the fursuits :3 <3
Anyway, I'm not fursuiting or anything, but i hope to see you all there and get some photos of people in the fursuits :3 <3