Ok, to be fair, as far as I know, nobody has rumoured me demise, though I'm sure a few have probably wished it!

Realised my last upload here was just a touch over two years ago and the last journal over a year ago, so decided to spend some time this evening uploading the commissions I've had since then. I likely won;t upload any photography that's been done since then, as that'll be ahuge inbox bomb that I doubt anyone wants beyond the ulpoads I've made this evening!

I'm also going to be going through some of my submissions this eve. I've kept a loose check on them and binned any from the many thousands that I didn't want to look at closer frmo the thumbnail alone... but that's still left me with nearly 8.5k of them to look through and catch up on... so, uhh, if you're viewing my page wondering where the huge fave bomb on your old art came from, I apologise! It'll just be that I love your art and I'm catching up ona bit of a backlog!!

I've no idea how many of my watchers are still active these days, but I hope that you've all been well, then pandemic hasn't thrown too many negative curveballs into your life and that you've been progressing in your life in an onwards and upwards fasion, wether that be in health, your employment or your love life (or anything in between!)

Look after yourselves all and stay fluffy <3

Hey all, long time no speak :P
(Apparently a year since my last journal... Yikes. I'm still here though!)

Anyhow, long story short, I'm gonna be in the US (Florida) with family who have let me tag along for a Disneyland trip. Plans are loose though and my brother and I have been told we can wander off and do stuff of our own accord.. which leads me to Megaplex!
Apparently it falls within the dates I'm there, so I'm gonna do a day trip as basically my first experience of a proper con :P

So, if anyone, for whatever reason wants to say hi to a husky, give me hugs or whatever, gimmee a shout and I'll try and find you while I'm there!
I'll have my camera with me and I intend to use it plenty throughout the trip... So filling my camera card half full with Fursuit photos would be pretty neat xD

So apparently I've neglected this website, racked up nearly 7k filtered submissions to go through and haven't uploaded here in... months. Usually i used to post about once a month, but I've let that slide pretty hard, sorry!

I've gone back over the period of time since my last upload and selected out a few of my best shots from activities and furmeets I've gotten up to over the time passed, but that's still left me with about 20 images including one new commission, haha.
Apologies for the spam that's about to hit your inbox!

After this period of time I'd imagine I've possibly lost a few watchers or half or more of the accounts that watch me are just dead accounts, but ah well, I'm still alive and clicking (hah, photo pun) :P

...so, err... After having wanted to do a con pretty much since I joined the fandom,nice finally managed to find/scrape together the funds to hit a small one!
So, I'm gonna be doing Furcation for the first time! :D

Oh yeah, I'm also not dead, hope you've all been keeping well, whoever still follows this account :3

Err, so, I may have forgotten to upload a bunch of my photography here... as that's pretty much the only skill I really have to offer, I'm gonna go ahead and just update my gallery a bit with a selection of photos from the past two months of my life :3
Hope that's cooll with you... it better be, cause you can't stop me ;)

Apologies, it's been 6 months since my last journal update and 2 months since I showed any new content. I've semi-neglected my FA page, and to whoever out of the 471 fluffs that watch me are still active, I'm sorry!

I'm hoping to do a bit of a photo upload bomb tomorrow evening with any luck, just to bring my content here up to date! That's right, I haven't put my camera down just yet :P

I've mostly been active across Telegram and Facebook instead of here, so my chatting goes on with Telegram, and the rest of my life and photography gets blasted across the book of faces.

Life in general has been up and down, I've had many interesting experiences, I've formed some stronger friendships and I've also made a number of dick moves to people. I'm still an emotional mess deep down inside, but I've been working on a good cover up thing that basically involves keeping my mind permanently distracted with anything and everything else.
Advantage of that is that I've been getting out and socialising a lot more.
Disadvantage of that is that it's probably not the best way to deal with it.
Still, it's left me with a lot more spare holiday time at work, as it keeps my mind from being idle, so they're not complaining at least :P

Motorcycles are still on the road, I've not built or bought any more, nor have I dismantled or sold any! It's a constant battle to keep them going though!

I should be attending both the Southampton Furs and London Furs Winter parties that are coming up very shortly, so to any UK furs who see this, I hope to see you there! ;)

Hope you lot out there are keeping yourselves well! <3

Ok, a little late posting it here as I'm now 23 hours through my 23rd birthday, but hey :P
Happy birthday to me :3
No strange fursuit picture this year, sdidnt exactly have the time... whoops >.<

Realised that 4 months on, my rather depressive and shit situation journal was still acting as a welcome to anyone who visited my page... Not exactly hard to miss given its length either!

Had a good day today out riding and taking photos today and yesterday afternoon/evening was spent over at place for a good old chill out... Always nice to do with them!
Trying to pick my life up a little with a bit more of a care free attitude (not that I've ever been all that stressed of a person to be honest), no idea how long that vaguely motivated streak will last, not long if the past is anything to go by, but one can hope!

As a very vague update to it all from the last journal regardless, relationship was not repaired, still a bit broken in the head and I have my ups and downs, but as I type this, the past week I have been in a reasonable frame of mind compared to some of the past few and I hope that holds up!

Ok, title alone should tell you that this isn't a happy journal. I need somewhere to vent some stuff out as I'm A: No good with words and venting in person, and B: Not able to throw this up on Facebook with family members etc without problems.

I think that's it's universally agreed that this year has been a monumental fuck up of a year. I challenge you to find one person who will say that overall, this year has been a good one. It hasn't. It's been a total clusterfuck of bad decisions, race, terror and sexuality issues, and death. A whole lotta death.

The more personal bit to me is nothing to do with the above. A select few may know that my relationship of nearly 5 years has come to a close. I tried to save things, but they were too far gone to save it seemed and it was lights out.

To put it bluntly, I'm pretty fucking broken right now. On the surface I'm managing to hide it well I think, but inside is just a whole lot of "well fuck."
The reason things came to a close is still not 100% clear in my head, but to summarise, I was no longer making it clear enough just quite how much I loved her. I did the same to her as I have done to everything I have in my life and I took her for granted, neglected her and ultimately lost her through my own incompetence and selfishness.

I shouldn't do but I need reminders and wake up calls to snap me back to realitya, and from what I understand, she was (quite rightly) tired of doing that.
I don't blame her either. I can be an enormously shitty person to people over time, and she put up with me for far longer than I could have ever deserved.

I'm in a pretty dark place right now as a result. It's a real fuckin strong case of "you don't know what you've got till it's gone."
I now know what I had was just about the best thing I have ever had in my life, and through who I am as a person, I fucking threw it away.

I still love her. Words I say or words I write won't ever be enough to express that properly. But I've had my chances and I've blown them. My spare fuse box is empty and there's no more left I can put back in the holder to fix things again.

The only very small silver lining on this fucking huge black cloud, is that we parted on extremely good terms. We are still aiming to remain very good friends, but we are no longer in a relationship.

I've lost track of how many days or weeks it has been since this lot all started to break down, and quite frankly I've stopped caring.
I don't know what to do with myself, I miss seeing her, I miss holding her, I miss a fuckin lot of things and I've just given up caring about anything else, but I need to come to terms with just quite how much I've managed to fuck my life up this time round.
She saved me from an extremely dark period in my life when we got together, and now that it's come to an end, I fear so so much that I'm going to slip back into the same place I was 5 years ago.

Sorry for being such a dick Rebekah, I hope you go far in your life and find happiness along the way. I'm sorry I wasn't the person I should have been and I'm sorry I let you down.

I'm also sorry to anyone reading this who's evening I've put a damper on of who simply had the misfortune of reading this journal. I just needed to let some shit out and this was literally the only place I could do it.

Holy crap I've hit 10,000 page views OwO
...only took me 6 years xD
Only happened to see it by chance as I scrolled down to read a page comment!
Also noticed Ive got way more watchers than I deserve, haha

Stay fluffy you lot! :3

Another mini update I guess!
Had an amazing time at the LondonFurs Winter Party last night and looking back through my camera got some pretty reasonable shots too!... So expect those hopefully later this evening as I'm just tweaking the last 12 I have :3

Was really nice to just get away and let loose and I definitely needed it! Fursuited more than I normally would and although I probably shouldn't have considering how much my back hurts at the moment, still danced a whole bunch as well x3

Was good to catch up with some peeps I hadn't seen in too long too. Although some people I saw breifly and then didn't see again for the rest of the night/didn't get a chance to chat with!
I'll probably throw the little video I got up on here as well in a bit :3

Stuff fluffy you lot!

Realised that my posting here has trailed off... which isn't so good!
I've posted a many number of photos top Facebook in the past god knows how many months, so though I'd update here to match up a bit!
That's pretty much all that's ever been on this page of mine here, so why not keep the trend up eh? It's hardly like I've stopped taking photos!

...though to be fair many of them are motorcycle related now, so most of what is now being uploaded I have tried to stray away from that!!

Just a bit of an update journal really, seeing as my last one was 4 months ago!

I'm still around and I lurk this site on a daily basis!

Life in general felt fairly good up until Saturday just passed, when things went from "alright" to "unbelievably shit" in the space of an evening.
As a result, if I happen to be a bit off with anyone, have a bit of a short fuse or I point blank don't respond, please don't take it personally, I'm just trying to regain some feeling and sense for things, as right now days are passing with a blur, I can't concentrate on much and I don't even quite know how I feel... distant maybe.

Regardless, apologies to all about this, hopefully I'll be back to some level of "me" without trying to pull a cover up in a month or two. No idea really.

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So that happened. My guess is about quarter of those are dead accounts by now too... I mean... I've been here 6 years and watched at least 3 mass exoduses to various websites (only for people to come crawling back like little bitches :P)

Hope you like that last photos that got put up anyhow!
Hadn't hit a furmeet/event in freaking ages so had an absolute blast and caught up with people I hadn't seen in at least a year, haha.

Stay fluffy :3

Well that came around fast...
Holy shit I'll be 22, where the hell are these years disappearing to now D:

Though to be fair, most anyone who knows or meets me still gives a surprised face when I say I'm 21 at the moment... especially with my the way I seem to be aging mentally x3
There's some maturity in there's somewhere, honestly!

Anyhow, yeah, birthday tomorrow, woop :3

Hey you bunch of fluff faces!

Noticed it was about 3 months since my last journal and that I was still wishing people a Merry Christmas as they visited my page... jeez I'm slacking D:
Sorry!

Long story short, I'm doing alright here, life's ups and downs being thrown at the usual rate and to be brutally honest I've hit a low point over a couple of things recently, but life will pick up!

Apologies to you all for the lack of photo uploads (or even commissions) to my profile!
I'm pretty active on Facebook in comparison to here photo wise and actually have a little photo page set up over there now! If you're at all interested in checking it out, then please feel free to!
I don't share random crap from that page and it should only ever be that way, with the occasional photo update and MAYBE a text post if I need to!
VVVHere's the page anyhow!VVV
https://www.facebook.com/ActuatePho.....raphy/?fref=ts

I've uploaded a couple more pics to my gallery here to at least bring it a bit more up to date with things and not make my gallery look so stale and dead :P

Hope you lot are all keeping well and looking after yourselves, Husky out!

By now, I'm sure yourr sick of reading these in tour inbox... but thought I should probably say it anyway!
Hope you all have a very Merry Christmas and get the things you wanted!

This also clears the grumpy rant journal off my page anyway ;)

Happy Christmas from the Huskybutt :3

Hell, I don't post journals often, but this shit (literally) is everywhere.

I have nothing at all against babyfurs and hell, I'll admit it can be cute sometimes... but fucking hell some of them are about the most mentally deficient people aboard this spinning ball we call a planet.
Steven Hawking has more control of his body than you dumbfucks seem to have over your stupendously retarded actions.

This link should give anyone not in the know the general rundown. Picture 1 should just about sum up how brain-dead some furs are (NSFW):

http://imgur.com/a/qcPC8

Having never yet personally attended a con (I spend my money on bikes and food instead) I can't comment on what a con experience should be... but I'd have thought it sure as hell shouldn't be an experience of watching manchildren wander round a business establishment literally shitting themselves in nothing more than fetish gear and a diaper.

What you get up to in your own room, so long as it's between consenting peeps is none of my business... but as soon as it leaves those doors into the view of general public, those under the age of 18 and people who really don't want to be subjected to the smell of your rancid shit, you've crossed a pretty massive red line.

Just.. Wow.. I know furs can be some of the most socially awkward, messed up, twisted, cringeworthy dickweeds out there, but for me, I think you've hit a new level.

...and that's not to mention the vandalism to the building... water damage, broken elevators, intentional hot-tub damage.. the list goes on.

Tazon Out.

Journal on my page was taking up WAY too much room...

I'm alive. Somehow.
Sold my moped.
Have an engine in bits in the middle of my living room.
Have made an amazing bike fur nearby.
I now have decent surround sound linked up.
Londonfurs Summer Party was cool.
Still fluffin up the UK.
Feelin' pretty shit the past few weeks.
It'll pass and I'll get my head straight.
Money's a bitch.
The sky is blue.

Hope you lot are alright!

Yeah... as per the title... if you can be bothered to go through this lot Ill be amazed! Took flipping ages to fill :/

1: Full name.
- Declan "Something"
2: Zodiac sign.
- Taurus
3: 3 fears.
- Small enclosed spaces
- Death
- What the future holds
4: 3 things I love.
- My OH
- Huskies
- Pizza
5: 4 turn on’s.
- Collars/Leash
- Fem clothes and femboys
- Things whispered in my ear.
- Fur (fake)
6: 4 turn off’s.
- Excessive body hair
- Excessive fat
- Bad hygiene
- Dirty talking
7: My best friend?
- I don't have one. No friend takes true priority in my mind!
8: Sexual orientation?
- Pansexual
9: My best first date?
- My second one! - Just a little cafe/restaurant ordeal in Winchester called The Corner House.
10: How tall am I?
- 5ft 8" from memory!
11: What do I miss?
- Being able to blow money on useless shit without the worry of bills looming over my head!!
12: What time was I born?
- I actually don;t know! Birthday is 11/05/1994 though!
13: Favorite color?
- Red or Black
14: Do I have a crush?
- Not currently
15: Favorite quote?
- If everything is going well you've probably overlooked something.
16: Favorite place?
- Home.
17: Favorite food?
- Lasagne or Pizza
18: Do I use sarcasm?
- Nooooooooo, I'd NEVER do ANYTHING like that... (in other words, yes!)
19: What am I listening to right now?
- https://soundcloud.com/bombs-away/o.....-away-squats-1 (Well, not currently, but it was what I listened to before work this morning!)
20: First thing I notice in new person?
- Facial features and build
21: Shoe size?
- 9
22: Eye color?
- Bluey Greeny Greyish... As a kid they used to actually change daily... no they're just a right mashup!
23: Hair color?
- Brown, Don't reckon I'd suit dyed hair!
24: Favorite style of clothing?
- Depends on my mood. One moment I love bouncing around the house in a skirt and thigh-highs or something, and the next moment I like wandering around in a full blown suit like I'm on a mission xD
25: Ever done a prank call?
- Listened in on Skype whilst others did, but didn't actually get involved!
26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?
- Black
27: Meaning behind my username?
- Character was originally supposed to be a hyper sort... and the husky bit is obvious... never bothered changing name because so many know me by this one!!
28: Favorite movie?
- 9 was one I thoroughly enjoyed.
29: Favorite song?
- Can't say... I genuinely don't have one!
30: Favorite band?
- Read the above!
31: How I feel right now?
- Excited, bored, average.
32: Someone I love.
- My OH
33: My current relationship status.
- In one!
34: My relationship with my parents.
- Relationship with Dad's side of the family is amazing, relationship with mums side of the family not so strong but by no means bad.
35: Favorite holiday.
- The U.S.... Would go back in a heartbeat!!
36: Tattoos and piercing I have.
- None and None!
37: Tattoos and piercing I want.
- Again, None and None!
38: The reason I joined FA.
- I saw it as my first step in getting into the furry community! I originally assumed you weren't really a fur until you were on FA xD
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
- I hate him for what he did. I have a feeling it's not the same the other way round though.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?
- Occasionally :)
41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?
- No! ... It was a total stranger I last text as I was answering a question about an item I was selling!!
42: When did I last hold hands?
- Within the last week.
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
- 20 minutes xD I savour my time in bed before legging it out the door to get to work on time!
44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days?
- Yes.
45: Where am I right now?
- At work!... Lunch break time!
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
- Whoever happens to be nearby. I've only ever been drunk to that point once, I keep myself sober enough to get myself home!
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
- Loud!!
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
- Not anymore... somewhat wish I did though as life was so much cheaper!
49: Am I excited for anything?
- I don't think so?...
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
- Yup.
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
- Very very rarely! I hide most emotion and bury sadness, but a smile is never fake :)
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
- About 4 days ago?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
- I actually don't know.. It's not something I'd ever thought through.
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
- Nope.
55: What is something I disliked about today?
- I had to sit in an office while the weather outside is gorgeous :/
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
- Probably Liam Howlett from The Prodigy?...
57: What do I think about most?
- Bikes. Without a doubt.
58: What’s my strangest talent?
- I lack talent... I wish I could answer this one!
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
- Not to my knowledge.
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
- Both! I love taking photos... but I also love being a glorified selfie whore (most of my gallery and scraps) xD
61: What was the last lie I told?
- No idea... I rarely get lied to or ever know the truth if I have been lied to.
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
- Talking on the phone... I basically never video chat.
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
- Yes and yes. When I was a kid I believe I have seen a UFO.
64: Do I believe in magic?
- Not so much...
65: Do I believe in luck?
- Yes.
66: What’s the weather like right now?
- Hot, humid, sunny.. anything but indoors weather :P
67: What was the last book I’ve read?
- Books? The hell are they?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
- YES! DEAR GOD YES!
69: Do I have any nicknames?
- Huskybutt to a few, other than that, nope!
70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?
- Head on collision with a 4x4 resulting in smashed knee and ankle joints as well as a busted scaphoid in my wrist. (http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9982219/)
71: Do I spend money or save it?
- Spend it... I REALLY need to learn how to save.
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
- Nope...
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
- The LG logo on the 3 monitors in front of me!
74: Favorite animal?
- Huskies! (Cat's in general come a close second though)
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
- Sleeping!
76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?
- McBacon cause it kinda rhymes)
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
- A smile always spreads across my face when most any track by The Prodigy is played!
78: How can you win my heart?
- Food.... and not being an asshole. :3
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone
- "Nothing of importance was lost"
80: What is my favorite word?
- I don't really have one!
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?
- Not on Tumblr.
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
- "What the hell is going on!"
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
- Nope.
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
- Ability to teleport... that would make lie so much easier.
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
- Another one I'm not quite sure of the answer to!
86: What is my current desktop picture?
- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6593478/ <-- That! Has been since I moved into my own place!
88: Bought condoms?
- Yup!
89: Gotten pregnant?
- To my knowledge MPreg isn't actually possible?
90: Failed a class?
- Not yet!
91: Kissed a boy?
- Yes!
92: Kissed a girl?
- Yes!
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
- Yes!
94: Had job?
- Yes... and held it! :P
95: Left the house without my wallet?
- Yep.
96: Bullied someone on the Internet?
- Not to my knowledge?...
97: Had sex in public?
- Nope... no thanks :/
98: Played on a sports team?
- Nope. Definitely not my thing!
99: Smoked weed?
- Nope.
100: Did drugs?
- Nope.
101: Smoked cigarettes?
- Nope. (vaped is as close as it comes)
102: Drank alcohol?
- Obviously :P
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
- Nope. I like my bacon :3
104: Been overweight?
- Doesn't appear to be physically possible... I find it hard to put on weight!
105: Been underweight?
- Yep.
106: Been to a wedding?
- Yep.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
- ...and the rest!
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
- Probably as a kid, barely watch TV now.
109: Been outside my home country?
- Numerous times :)
110: Gotten my heart broken?
- Yup.
111: Been to a professional sports game?
- Nope... wouldn't intentionally go either!
112: Broken a bone?
- A few.
113: Cut myself?
- More times than I can think of, though not in a self harm way.
114: Been to prom?
-Yep... went in ears, paws and tail xD
115: Been in airplane?
- On a few occasions :)
116: Fly by helicopter?
- Nope!
117: What concerts have I been to?
- None... Seeing STOMP in a theater was as close as it comes!
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
- Yep
119: Learned another language?
- Nope... I failed miserably at learning French and although German interested me more, I never furthered it and thus forgot basically everything I learned xD
120: Wore make up?
- Did once, hated the look and immediately removed it... probably don't know how to use it properly xD
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
- Yup.
123: Dyed my hair?
- Nope!
124: Voted in a presidential election?
- I have voted, though not for a president, just a political party...which was hard because they all suck balls in a bad way.
125: Rode in an ambulance?
- Unfortunately!
126: Had a surgery?
- On 3 occasions so far!
127: Met someone famous?
- Been in the same place as Rowan Atkinson/Mr Bean, but never actually met up fave to face.
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
- Probably!
129: Peed outside?
- Yep.
130: Been fishing?
- Nope, doesn't interest me in the slightest!
131: Helped with charity?
- Donated to on a few occasions, but never helped out with organised events or anything.
132: Been rejected by a crush?
- Nope. Have had to do so to those with a crush on me though >.< Makes me feel like a dick :S
133: Broken a mirror?
- Not that I can remember!
134: What do I want for my birthday?
- My birthday just passed and I had no idea what I wanted then!... A road legal monkey bike would be amazing though :P
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
- Don't really want kids... If There ever ended up being a boy in the family though I like the name Diego.
136: Was I named after anyone?
- I don't think so?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
- NO! I hate it! I have such a messy unreadable scrawl ;_;
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
- Probably my Lego, my Scalextric or My Tomy train sets!
139: Favorite TV show?
- Mongrels... shame they cancelled it :/
140: Where do I want to live when older?
- Possibly the US or Canada... fat chance of that happening though unless I win the lottery methinks.
141: Play any musical instrument?
- Nope. I learned drums as a kid for a while as well as electric guitar, but both fizzled out.
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
- One on my ankle, earlier mentioned motorbike crash that smashed up that joint.
143: Favorite pizza topping?
- Anything and everything... all at once?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
- On my own in a quiet environment outside of my bed, yes.
145: Am I afraid of heights?
- Depends... Not cripplingly so though.
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
- Yeah, though not sneaking out! Parents weren't best pleased to find Id disappeared in the night once and just left them a note and no prior notice xD
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
- Being brutally honest, I rarely try my hardest... Just enough to get it done... as a result, I don't think Ive ever been disappointed as a result of that!
148: What I’m really bad at.
- Most things :3 (I.E: Cooking, drawing, anything athletic, throwing things, general knowledge, carrying heavy things, Anything that requires a particular skill outside of I.T, being motivated, leading anything, managing my money... the list goes on :P)
149: What my greatest achievements are.
- I'm just not gonna answer this as I'm not sure there's anything I can put here without some SERIOUS thought...
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.
- I thank my memory for allowing me to forget things like, there will be things, but I block things like that out and ignore.... or make light of it and move on!
151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery.
- Pay back my parents whatever money Ive ever borrowed from them, buy myself a place outright and have a shit-ton of bikes... and probably do a few random acts of kindness here and there when I feel like it which involve money. Id love to be able to do that xD
152: What do I like about myself?
- I have a reasonably slim figure and Ive managed to get my life somewhat on track!
153: My closest FA friend.
- Don't think I have one... springs to mind immediately though :3
154: Something I fantasies about.
- Being able to blindly afford anything I need without a second thought?... Haha.
155: Would I enjoy being in the Garden of Eden?
- Probably not. A little too much nature, lack of people to socialise with and nothing for entertainment... plus side I could walk around nude?
155: Tag people.
- No... I wouldn't wish this upon anyone xD

Yeah, meant to make a journal, but didn't really get the chance!
I turned 21 yesterday... my youth is slipping away from me fast :P

Worked as normal through the day and had a nice Lasagne in the evening!
Nobody had any idea of what to get me, so for the most part I received money (which was greatly received!) though my other half got me an awesome bike hoodie :P (http://www.grinfactor.com/shop/hoods/)

So yeah, 2 months since my last journal update, but hey... happeh birfday to meeeee :3

So, uh, yeah... hi again!
Haven't posted a journal for 3 months so thought I'd best do so!

Life updates:
- I have my first place of my own! (And it's pretty cool :3)

- My job became full time permanent and my pay went up... a nice amount! (Which is also pretty cool :3)

- I'm more broke than ever despite the point number 2, because of point number 1! (This... this is not so cool :c)

- I'm trying to pick up on the photos a little more since I let them lapse a little... I was never a frequent uploader, but it was getting a bit barren!

- New icon i scratched up together... idea totally not stolen/influenced by at all >.>

How have my watchers been these past few months anyhow?... keeping well I hope?

First off, FA seems to be pretty much back to normal! Woo!
How long do we call till the next shitstorm?... A week?

Secondly, 3 days ago I was home alone when our dishwasher caught fire, didn't trip the electrics and trashed the kitchen, more with smoke damage and burnt plastic smell, but the flames were touching at the ceiling.
2 fire engines turned up, I ironically got cold, shaken up a bit and the house has been declared uninhabitable for up to 6 months.
So yeah.. That wasn't fun.

My Bandit is running like a bag of crap unless I thrash the tits off it everywhere.
Ratbug (My moped) needed £140 worth of new engine, finally got it fitted and plumbed in last night but needs some tweaking.
My Mito needs a full bottom end engine rebuild for crankshaft seals.

Other than that. I'm all ok though!

On a lighter note than all the depressing shit above... who's going to the LondonFurs Winter Party this weekend!?

Odd question I know, but as the titls says!
As I am the subject in most of my photos, you all know what I look like with and without fursuit.

The reason I ask is that my current wardrobe/cupboard of clothes remains pretty much unchanged for the past 3 or something years. I buy the odd shirt here and there on a rare occasion, but it really is rare!

I recently bought myself a new hoodie jacket thing (See here: https://secretsales-prod-product-im.....c0b214ef_l.jpg )
...and I absolutely love it! Its comfy, and quite figure fitting which feels nice x3

So, what do you think I would look good in, give me an idea of some clothes to try (can be of either gender) because after getting this hoodie its made me realise how long its been since I got myself some new clothes!

Edit: Thinking about it, I'm slightly worried as to what suggestion are going to come up ;)

Not leaving here and this will likely be my main home to be fair, but I will try my best to keep both updated to the fullest extent!
That didn't work so well with my DA, but hey ho, I can try again!

It all looks new and confusing to me after having used pretty much nothing but FA for the past 4 years.

Anyhow, if any of you lot are on there and fancy giving me a watch on my currently blank (but will be filled) profile, please feel free... please? (attention-whore-mode-activate)

https://www.weasyl.com/~hyperhusky