Check out  AleKiki's Free YCH raffle here:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44746281/

Good luck everyone!

This super cool raffle from  Adeptus_Furaffinitus ends soon! Check it out!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44874567

Cute Christmas Tree Raffle from  Gimka &  ExcitedCargoyle
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44846965/

Check out this raffle by  AJTheFennecFox
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44615188/

Free Art raffle by  YokoKato
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44607113/

Check out  CocoLine's awsome raffle and art!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44449703/

NSFW Raffle from  Zelendur
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44446792/

NSFW YCH Raffle by  Moito
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44476090/

Collab Raffle by  mosill and  seezera
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44352898/

Very cute pixel animation raffle by  8bitANAfur
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44450107/

Art raffle by  rinyaBjorn
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44305515/

Check out this Christmas YCH raffle by  Rosie.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44002787/

Very cute art raffle by  Erdfurry
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44244511/

 Rhixa is holding a raffle here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/44164767/

Check out  Volp3's raffle here
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43795547

 Alonsy is having a raffle!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43775868/

Almost to 400 watcher raffle by  SatanIsOk
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43736152/

Actually 400 watcher raffle by  hiroside
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43853765/

Ending really soon! Raffle by  vitpla
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43368449

Free art raffle by  sesamiie
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43923905/

New watchers Raffle by  CrowFlyProductions
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43688275/

 Elwiing is hosting a free art raffle here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43660692/

Don't alienate yourself from this raffle by  CompleteAlienation
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43693317/

Check out this Ref Raffle by  OtaniBird
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43502918/

Another free raffle with two prizes by  Envoiu
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42991211/

Free art raffle by  horitoy Check it out here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43546774/

Spooky Season YCH Raffle by  kesha_pelmesha
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43546859/

Free half-body art by  gummyfur
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43424696/

Cute art ruffle by  MelonPuff
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43488706/

Very cool raffle by  KazarArt
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43543900/

Check out this free raffle by  Parakary
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43483740/

ends Sept. 9th.

 meloninvanilla. is holding a cool raffle that will end near the start of July!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42334542/


 TairaK is celebrating 600 watchers with a free Lottery!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42275505/


Neat raffle from  OtaniBird Check it out!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41940320/


Cool Summer Raffle from  Murusun
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42289880/


Super Cute animation raffle by  Valeria_Fills
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41682985/


Check out this spiffy raffle by  kotik_rin
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41605151/


Cute YCH raffle by  Plutocratics
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42324609/


Check out this cool YCH raffle from  Felixlox
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42245026/


Very neat art raffle by  SKHIKARI
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41820223/


Awesome raffle by  HollyNight~HardDay
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41633257/


Smexy raffle held by an equally smexy username  Magicktits
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42029166/


Very nice painting raffle from  sadmishutka
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42076631/


 Ohmwreckt is holding a raffle for 500 watchers!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42061239/


 ruthelli is holding their first raffle, check it out.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42036135/


Neat YCH raffle is being held by  BillyHeart
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41837189/


This raffle is almost over from  potachi
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42069704/


Cool looking raffle from  unholysystemsinc check it out!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42028650/


Another cute raffle by  DustFox92
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9896256


A nifty raffle by  Bestuja
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42262233/


Wish  Rakimou a Happy Birthday in his HBD raffle!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42134952/


Last Day (June14) for this raffle from  AlienTiamat, and another is going on Twitter.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41875435/

Cool 3 panel TF sequence by  boxedtheatre
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9829356/

Check out this slick sticker raffle by  purrr-Evil
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41163620/


Cool line art raffle by  fireside.cooperative
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41090874/


YCH Raffle by  Lawaros. Check it out below!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41147174/


200+ Watcher raffle by  Korinkuroni Linky!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41085911/


Another awesome Raffle by  venyasunny
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40830167/

Cute raffle by  Neon-Chan
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40827067/

Another great raffle by  Narney
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/41193859/

 SiriussLy is holding a beautiful raffle until March 27 for reaching 300 watchers! Congrats!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40932968/

Last day to enter a raffle by  GrakerrBraconc

Good Luck!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9759627

Check out this raffle by  Galaxias69
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40638001/

Awesome raffle by  Tuma
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40448144/

Another cool raffle by  DasToertchen
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40698000/

400 Watcher Raffle by  hinata08
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40743484/

Check out  JaiZub's raffle here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40232194/

 bymyside has a cute male YCH raffle here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40332737/

Cute raffle by  galutine
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40360614/

Awesome thigh up raffle by  Fantum_FOX
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40228982/

Very neat raffle from  Skykristal
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40020805/

Cool raffle from  Agent-Cheshire
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40224794/

Awesome raffle from  sproogo
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40159740/

Check out this raffle from  shi_ffn
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40392749/

 Fraya-didlidu.YCH is offering to do cute butt shots for everyone and one person will win a pole dance YCH!

Check it out here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9753339/

Check out this raffle by  morrirylet

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40267157/

Check out this free raffle with art by  YakoAlyarin

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40189325/

Last year was a shitshow. Yes 2021 isn't starting off on the right foot, but I'm not sure how I'm handling things emotionally. I still have problems with letting go. It's been so long and it should have happened already, but the situation we live in right now amplifies those empty and lonely feeling. I was hoping to have been able to do a few things by now, but events have prevented any of it from happening. I look forward to someday hanging with my furry friends again and maybe even... trying to explore myself further and... be less... idunno... urgh.





I miss you...




one of my reasons for posting this, is to take my last featured journal down...

Check out this raffles!

Raffle for art by  valenochek
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40237449/

Raffle for art by  banzai.puppy
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/39997899/

Raffle for art by  stelladraco
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40096363/

Raffle for art by  artMynx
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40038859/

Raffle for art by  NyaShik_art
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/38574818/

Raffle for art by  Tellarasa
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40104724/

Raffle for art by  YukiDrimurr
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/40004427/

Check out this raffle by  Finsternis457

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28711435/

Come join this cool raffle by  PaperPony

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/25.....#cid:125408231

I've had a pretty shitty weekend. Had one of my worst nightmares come true, followed straight up by another...

Love, trust, and faith have been burned out of me and I've found myself sitting on angry vile vindictive thoughts... and I don't want to be that guy. Hell, through it I thought I'd try to be something different... make things stronger, but if it's a one sided effort, then why.

I've heard "I'm so sorry" far later than I should have. I've cried... I've yelled... I've punched the air in frustration. I did my best to put the pain aside to make some semblance of this mess work. I may not be a great guy, but he had every part of me. He just needed to be brave enough to take it. He betrayed me and I was willing to do everything in my power look past it. I loved him more than I have loved anything.

I've been in bad relationships... Horrible relationships... he knows this. He knows how hard I fight for them... and he wasn't willing to take my hand and stand with me, deciding instead to hide behind fear. I protected him. I loved him. I waited patiently, because I knew... I knew this man. I knew I would be by his side forever if he'll have me.

...but he didn't. He "couldn't"... He wouldn't...

This hurts me to say... after 6 years of holding my pure heart,  Tomleo crushed it. We are not a couple...

I don't know how to make this better, but I feel like he's treating me like a character in one of his gay romance novels. Something to hurt and come back to.

And the fucked up thing is I still love him. I'm still angry, and I still love him. He did this to us, and I still love him... Because for him... this has been over for a while, but for me everything hit me like a speeding freight train.

In an attempt to heal some I have moved art of us into scraps, some of the best art in my gallery. Wonderful art we've collected from friends, events, memories. Most of them have a story behind them, a wonderful memory.

I'm lucky to have the supportive friends and family that I do, and I worry about him, bottling this up. But somehow I feel he will find an outlet... as painful as that thought is...

 ZehPurz is doing a free raffle for a pixel headshot. Looks awesome! Enter quickly it's only for 24 hrs!!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8489051/

Hey all. If you are reading this you may know me. Let me know if you are going to FC! This is my FC meme. Ask me questions. Also, still have roomspace available for thurs-mon!

Room will have a crazy big set of Cards Against Humanity!

Days staying:
Thurs Afternoon through Monday Morning

Staying at:
The Marriott Thursday night, then transferring to the blissful Hilton

How are you traveling?
Rental car from So Cal to the con

Who are you rooming with?
 tomleo
 kordix_hybrid
We have a bed available for up to 2 more ppl!

Who will you be with?
Mostly Tomleo and Kordix.

Where will you be?
Dealers Den, fooding, wandering, room, other peoples room... Depends

How is the best way to find you?
Maybe twitter? I'm hypnoflow123. For those that know me, ask for my number!

What do you look like?
Glasses, maybe beard or goatee, might be wearing a spider-man hoodie. I haven't decided.

What is your gender?
I is a boy!

How old are you?
35

Are you mated/in a relationship?
Never get tired of this, Tomleo is my boyfran! <3

How tall are you?
5'10"

Can I talk to you?
Yes? I mean, that's how to meet ppl. I get super excited about conversations on movies, comics, and Funko Pops.

Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
Snuggles only in appropriate piles, hugs are fine. If you know me, surprise hugs are acceptable.

Are you nice?
I try to be.

Are you cliquey?
My joints click sometimes? I tend to hang with the people I know, but there's room for that to grow.

Are you fursuiting?
No but I'd be curious to try one on.

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
Birthday suit?

Can I try on your suit?
Ew.

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Wave, say hi, politely get my attention.

Stage Performance?:
Where?

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Please?

Can we hang out?
Depends on a lot of things really. We can try!

Can I talk to you?
Do you want to?

Where will you be eating?
Psycho Donuts, Pita Pit Pizza My Heart, And where people may drag me.

Can I come to dinner with you?
Maybe, ask?

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
Yes plz? I can haz fud?

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
I'm a wallflower.

Can I buy you drinks?
Drink at best? I'm not a drinker.

Do you attend parties?
Depends on if I'm invited!

Can I take your picture?
Sure?

May I kidnap you to my room?
>.> who are you?!

Attending any events?
For sure the Hypnosis panel, the Divisions party then I don't know what!

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Have a good time, get a sketch or two, see lotsa ppl who are hopefully nice. And as always, spend time with my love.