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Posted 8 years agoredo psych
Posted 12 years agoThis report compares you to other men between the ages of 21 and 40 in United States. It analyses you based on each of the five broad personality domains of the Five-Factor Model (Goldberg, L R. 1999), and the six sub domains at each level.
Neuroticism
90
Extraversion
1
Openness to Experience
60
Agreeableness
98
Conscientiousness
3
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice.
Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable.
Neurosis Average
90
Anxiety
98
Anger
21
Depression
96
Self-Consciousness
95
Immoderation
29
Vulnerability
99
You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
Extraversion
Overall Score
1
Friendliness
21
Gregariousness
4
Assertiveness
1
Activity Level
49
Excitement-Seeking
1
Cheerfulness
28
People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.
Openness to Experience
Overall Score
60
Imagination
51
Artistic Interests
70
Emotionality
65
Adventurousness
28
Intellect
49
Progressivism
72
You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.
Agreeableness
Overall Score
98
Trust
93
Morality
82
Altruism
69
Cooperation
81
Modesty
99
Sympathy
73
You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.
Conscientiousness
Overall Score
3
Self-Efficacy
1
Orderliness
18
Dutifulness
41
Achievement-Striving
26
Self-Discipline
10
Cautiousness
9
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.
I don't think they're right on some parts, but those might be colored by my own views (I don't think i'm hard working, though others tell me i am, etc.)
Neuroticism
90
Extraversion
1
Openness to Experience
60
Agreeableness
98
Conscientiousness
3
You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up, however you find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice.
Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable.
Neurosis Average
90
Anxiety
98
Anger
21
Depression
96
Self-Consciousness
95
Immoderation
29
Vulnerability
99
You feel tense, jittery, and nervous and often feel like something dangerous is about to happen. You may be afraid of specific situations or be just generally fearful. You rarely get angry and it takes a lot to make you angry. You tend to lack energy and have difficult initiating activities. You are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You do not experience strong, irresistible cravings and consequently do not find yourself tempted to overindulge. You experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress.
Extraversion
Overall Score
1
Friendliness
21
Gregariousness
4
Assertiveness
1
Activity Level
49
Excitement-Seeking
1
Cheerfulness
28
People generally perceive you as distant and reserved, and you do not usually reach out to others. You tend to feel overwhelmed by, and therefore actively avoid, large crowds. You often need privacy and time for yourself. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You lead a moderately paced life. You like some energetic activities, but also like to relax and take it easy. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.
Openness to Experience
Overall Score
60
Imagination
51
Artistic Interests
70
Emotionality
65
Adventurousness
28
Intellect
49
Progressivism
72
You are a moderately imaginative person who enjoys a good balance between the real world and fantasy. You love beauty, both in art and in nature. Sometimes you become easily involved and absorbed in artistic and natural events. Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person, however you are aware of and in touch with your emotions. You prefer familiar routines and for things to stay the same. You can tend to feel uncomfortable with change. You enjoy a certain amount of debate or intellectual thought, but sometimes get bored with too much. Often you exhibit a readiness to challenge authority, convention, and traditional values. Sometimes you feel a certain degree of hostility toward rules and perhaps even enjoy ambiguity.
Agreeableness
Overall Score
98
Trust
93
Morality
82
Altruism
69
Cooperation
81
Modesty
99
Sympathy
73
You naturally assume that most people are fair, honest, and have good intentions. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you. You find helping other people genuinely rewarding and are generally willing to assist those who are in need. You find that doing things for others is a form of self-fulfillment rather than self-sacrifice. You dislike confrontations and are perfectly willing to compromise or to deny your own needs in order to get along with others. You do not like to claim that you are better than other people, and generally shy from talking yourself up. You are tenderhearted and compassionate, feeling the pain of others vicariously and are easily moved to pity.
Conscientiousness
Overall Score
3
Self-Efficacy
1
Orderliness
18
Dutifulness
41
Achievement-Striving
26
Self-Discipline
10
Cautiousness
9
Often you do not feel effective, and may have a sense that you are not in control of your life. In general you tend to be disorganized and scattered. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. You are content to get by with a minimal amount of work, and might be seen by others as lazy. You find yourself procrastinating and show poor follow-through on tasks. Often you fail to complete tasks - even tasks that you want very much to complete. You often say or do the first thing that comes to mind without deliberating alternatives and the probable consequences of those alternatives.
I don't think they're right on some parts, but those might be colored by my own views (I don't think i'm hard working, though others tell me i am, etc.)
On trans philosophy
Posted 12 years agoI tried to illustrate this feeling, but it didn't go out well, so fuck it.
you know how trans/furs/etc. feel like they're a different gender/species/thing in their body, like they have the wrong soul? I've been thinking about myself in real life versus what I want to be, and what I feel like I am. The submissive, feminine persona feels like me, but not so. It feels like they share the body with me, and influence some things, but as i go through life, and it becomes more inconvenient to be that person, that they just fade away. I just don't feel like them lately at all, even alone when it would be alright to indulge in that, it just feels pointless. in social contact, if that side is brought up by others, I usually deny or repress it.
Ugh. i can't really organize this at all. I don't know what I am. There you go, have a good day.
you know how trans/furs/etc. feel like they're a different gender/species/thing in their body, like they have the wrong soul? I've been thinking about myself in real life versus what I want to be, and what I feel like I am. The submissive, feminine persona feels like me, but not so. It feels like they share the body with me, and influence some things, but as i go through life, and it becomes more inconvenient to be that person, that they just fade away. I just don't feel like them lately at all, even alone when it would be alright to indulge in that, it just feels pointless. in social contact, if that side is brought up by others, I usually deny or repress it.
Ugh. i can't really organize this at all. I don't know what I am. There you go, have a good day.
trying to be social again
Posted 13 years agoHit me up if you want to talk.
avatar >.>
Posted 14 years agonew avatar. not my work, sorry. >.> it's an interim thing
One last thing
Posted 16 years agoI'm gonna at least finish submitting my sketchbook before I go. I've got a few to finish first.
I'm gong to go back to dev-art under a new name, and reposting stuff. if you wanna know it, I'll tell, but I'm kind of just going from obscurity again. WHy? Because I want to start again without porn. The real reason: I'm an utter buffoon.
ALso:...I'm looking into 3d modeling again. Does anyone know any easy/free programs for modeling and texturing? I don't get blender again.
I'm gong to go back to dev-art under a new name, and reposting stuff. if you wanna know it, I'll tell, but I'm kind of just going from obscurity again. WHy? Because I want to start again without porn. The real reason: I'm an utter buffoon.
ALso:...I'm looking into 3d modeling again. Does anyone know any easy/free programs for modeling and texturing? I don't get blender again.
This is unlikely
Posted 16 years agoI guess my medication is not working properly, and this may just be another temporary effect of mood swings, but here is what I am saying:
I think that I will be leaving FurAffinity henceforth. Though I contacted most of you through this site, that is not what I have been using it for.
Furthermore, I remain unreliable as an artist. My works rarely include pornography, or even anthropomorphic art, for that matter, so it has degraded to a glorified blog, in that sense. I'm only part of the problem at this point, so it is better for me to leave.
Goodnight, friends and furs. I shall miss you.
Sincerely,
Ing
I think that I will be leaving FurAffinity henceforth. Though I contacted most of you through this site, that is not what I have been using it for.
Furthermore, I remain unreliable as an artist. My works rarely include pornography, or even anthropomorphic art, for that matter, so it has degraded to a glorified blog, in that sense. I'm only part of the problem at this point, so it is better for me to leave.
Goodnight, friends and furs. I shall miss you.
Sincerely,
Ing
Don't listen to this
Posted 16 years agoReally, it's just a vent. Meds aren't working, and I can write this god-awful crap better if I pretend I'm talking to someone than if it's just on notepad or something...I can't keep up with journals...hell...I can't keep up with anything at all...
I have no job...I'm only 9 credit hours into college this semester, and I can't get more...I know that I did poorly last semester.
To all the people who I owe drawings or anything at all to: Just forget them. I'm not going to be able to. I can't draw shit and I have no follow-through, so you're better off just forgetting that you asked for them. There's no viable excuse that I can use at this point. There's no reason why I'm doing this badly at getting myself to draw, or get up in the morning, or do anything at all. I'm just messed up. I don't know why you people think I'm some prodigy. I don't know why you think I'm smart, or cute, or sweet. I'm a scatterbrain, I'm riddled with so many little stupid stupid stupid mistakes, and I'm not worth all the fucking trouble you all put yourselves through for my sake.
There's nothing more to see here, so don't worry about watching me any more.
I'm not sure if that's an idle threat, or if I intend to back it up, but I don't contribute any more, so does it even matter, really?
I have no job...I'm only 9 credit hours into college this semester, and I can't get more...I know that I did poorly last semester.
To all the people who I owe drawings or anything at all to: Just forget them. I'm not going to be able to. I can't draw shit and I have no follow-through, so you're better off just forgetting that you asked for them. There's no viable excuse that I can use at this point. There's no reason why I'm doing this badly at getting myself to draw, or get up in the morning, or do anything at all. I'm just messed up. I don't know why you people think I'm some prodigy. I don't know why you think I'm smart, or cute, or sweet. I'm a scatterbrain, I'm riddled with so many little stupid stupid stupid mistakes, and I'm not worth all the fucking trouble you all put yourselves through for my sake.
There's nothing more to see here, so don't worry about watching me any more.
I'm not sure if that's an idle threat, or if I intend to back it up, but I don't contribute any more, so does it even matter, really?
Cost of innocence
Posted 16 years agoNatural Hair Color:
[] Brown - $100
[x] Blonde - $50
[] Black - $15
[] Bald - $5
[] Other-$75
Eye Color:
[] Brown - $1
[] Green - $75
[] Blue $50
[] Hazel $100
[x] Other - $15 (it differs, if posible)
Height:
[] Over 7' - $200
[] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[x] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[]4'9" to 5'4" - $45
[] Under 4'9 - $45
Age:
[] 31 to 40 - $100
[] 26 to 30 - $75
[] 21 to 25 - $50
[x] 19 to 20 - $25 (just turned)
[] 0 to 18 - $100
Birth Order:
[] Twins or more than twins - $300
[x] First Born - $300
[] Only Child - $250
[] second born - $150
[] Middle child-$100
[] Last Born - $100
[] third born - $100
[] fourth born - $100
[] fifth born - $100
Drink:
[x] No - $400
[]Only Holidays - $250
[] Sometimes - $215
[] YES - $200
[] Only weekends - $350
[] Every other day - $50
[] Once a day - $15
[] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$
Vision?
[] perfect vision -$300
[] need or have glasses/contacts but dont wear them - $200
[] No correction $100
[x] Glasses $50
[] contacts $25
[] Surgical correction - $1
Car(s) Color:
[] Pink - $2,000
[] Maroon - $800
[] Gold - $700
[] Gray - $600
[x] Blue - $900
[] Obsdian - $800
[] White - $475
[] Black - $450
[] Red - $400
[] Green- $350
[] Silver $300
[] Purple- $250
[] Metallic - $200
[] Yellow - $100
[] Primer - $75
[] Tan- $20
[] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0
[] Other - $ 50
Shoe Size:
[x] 13+ - $300
[]12.5 to 13 - $250
[] 11 to 12 - $700
[] 7 to 10 - $500
[] Under 7- $550
Favorite Color:
[x] Green-$750
[] Red - $600
[] Black - $100
[] Yellow -$475
[] Brown - $50
[] Purple - $225
[] White - $400
[] Aqua - $350
[] Orange - $300
[] Blue - $300
[] Pink - $100
Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[] Yes - $0
[x]no- $1000
[] on some - $550
I cost $4040
1. Smoked
2. Drank alcohol
3. Cried when someone died
4. Been drunk
5. Had sex
6. Been to a concert *
7. Gotten/given a hand job *
8. Gotten/given a blow job
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed *
10.Verbally/sexually harassed somebody
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 3%
11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up *
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend
15. Been to prom.
16. Cried at school *
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
18. Went streaking
19. Given or received a lap dance.
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. *
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 6%
21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house
23. Kissed a stranger
24. Hugged a stranger
25. Went scuba diving
26. Driven a car *
27. Gotten an x-ray *
28. Hit by a car
29. Had a party (I wouldn't call them parties)
30. Done serious drugs
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 8%
31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball
32. Got paid to strip for someone
33. Run away from home.
34. Broken a bone.
35. Eaten sushi *
36. Bought porn
37. Watched porn *
38. Made porn
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex *
40. Been in love
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 11%
41. French kissed *
42. Laughed so hard you cried *
43. Cried yourself to sleep *
44. Laughed yourself to sleep
45. Stabbed yourself
46. Shot a gun
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day *
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. *
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. *
50. Watched an animal die (I would like to say I did..)
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 17%
51. Watched a person die
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
53. Pranked somebody.
54. Put somebody in the hospital * (it should have been me)
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex *
57. Dressed punk
58. Dressed goth
59. Dressed preppy
60. Been to a motocross race
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 19%
61. Avoided somebody *
62. Been stalked
63. Stalked someone
64. Met a celebrity.
65. Played an instrument.
66. Ridden a horse
67. Cut yourself
68. Bungee jumped.
69. Ding dong ditched somebody.
70. Been to a wild party.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 20%
71. Got caught stealing something.
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls.
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
74. Gone out with your friend's crush.
75. Got arrested.
76. Been pregnant.
77. Babysat
78. Been to another country.
79. Started your house on fire.
80. Had an encounter with a ghost.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 20%
81. Donated your hair to cancer patients.
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. *
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex.
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. *
85. Sat on your butt all day *
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
87. Had a job. *
88. Gotten cut from a sports team.
89. Been called a whore.
90. Danced like a whore.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 24%
91. Been mistaken for a celebrity.
92. Been in a car accident. *
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. *
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. *
95. Raped somebody.
96. Danced in the rain.
97. Been rejected.
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face. * (once when I was a kid)
100. Been raped
TOTAL: 28%
:/ I like to think I'm innocent. This is going to bother me
Tablet!/OC!?
Posted 16 years agoSo, my tablet works now. Will this increase my productivity!?...most likely not, considering who I am.
Also, I have a version of OpenCanvas that speaks to me in net-slum. How do I draw with other fellows using 1.1, or do I need a bigger version?
Lastly, playing Deus Ex using the tablet pen in lieu of the mouse is both frustrating and completely awesome. I think it's what being drunk is like, so I intend to switch devices whenever the game simulates the effects of drugs.
Also, I have a version of OpenCanvas that speaks to me in net-slum. How do I draw with other fellows using 1.1, or do I need a bigger version?
Lastly, playing Deus Ex using the tablet pen in lieu of the mouse is both frustrating and completely awesome. I think it's what being drunk is like, so I intend to switch devices whenever the game simulates the effects of drugs.
How stupid meme
Posted 17 years agoJacked from NNY, then stolen from Krizzle:
[ ] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[X] You have run into a glass/screen door. (Once.)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (maybe? I cannot recall)
[X] You have run into a tree/bush. (I think.)
[X] You have been called a blonde. (I used to be blonde, but I have been called stupid)
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. (I'm past that trick. I already know it's not possible for me.)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same tune.
[ ] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (Kindergarden)
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[X] You type with three fingers or less. (I type with two when I can't be bothered to use both hands)
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling. (in bed)
[X] You have fallen asleep in class. (once)
[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (yeah...)
[X] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. (I often forget what I'm doing in a room)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice". (I have friends to tell that to)
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math. (only complex math, thanx :3)
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident.
[X] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (that's why they make these)
[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. (to be fair, one of my long sleeve shirts is designed
[X] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket. (too often)
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[X] You break/lose a lot of things.
[X] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before. (once or twice)
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[X] You say "what" and "huh" a lot. (I have bad hearing and I don't really click well when people tell me things. I'll ask it three times occasionally)
[ ] You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you.
[X] You have run into a glass/screen door. (Once.)
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks. (maybe? I cannot recall)
[X] You have run into a tree/bush. (I think.)
[X] You have been called a blonde. (I used to be blonde, but I have been called stupid)
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow. (I'm past that trick. I already know it's not possible for me.)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same tune.
[ ] You sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (Kindergarden)
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it
[X] You type with three fingers or less. (I type with two when I can't be bothered to use both hands)
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling. (in bed)
[X] You have fallen asleep in class. (once)
[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (yeah...)
[X] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. (I often forget what I'm doing in a room)
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice". (I have friends to tell that to)
[ ] You use your fingers to do simple math. (only complex math, thanx :3)
[ ] You have eaten a bug by accident.
[X] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. (that's why they make these)
[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. (to be fair, one of my long sleeve shirts is designed
[X] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket. (too often)
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[X] You break/lose a lot of things.
[X] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before. (once or twice)
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[ ] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[X] You say "what" and "huh" a lot. (I have bad hearing and I don't really click well when people tell me things. I'll ask it three times occasionally)
What now? (technical help)
Posted 17 years agoSo. I got a tablet for my birthday. Awesome and yay. Now, I have gimp, and gimp's pressure sensitivity is wierd with brushes, as it acts like a watercolor tool, when I want it to act like a marker, not a coloring tool.
So, I might have CorelDraw, but I'm not sure.
Does anyone possibly know how to set pressure sensitivity to width, rather than value.
So, I might have CorelDraw, but I'm not sure.
Does anyone possibly know how to set pressure sensitivity to width, rather than value.
Fetish Meme
Posted 17 years ago...Shouldn't I just post my rabbithole page for this instead?
[KEY]:
(+++) Fuck yeah m8.
(++) Greatness.
(+) Yus.
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not really.
(--) Urgh.
(---) For fuck sake.
(?) Never seen.
Anal on Males (+)
Anal on Females (+)
Breasts (+)
Breast Expansion (~)
Weight Gain (~)
Bondage (+++)
Clothing (+++)
Leather (++)
Stockings (++)
Shoe/Boots (+)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (-)
Muscle, Female (-)
Herm (~)
Cub (+)
Baby/Diaper (+++)
Transformation (+++)
Macro/Micro (~)
Impregnation (++)
Pregnancy (++)
Lactation (++)
Anal Vore (?)
Soul Vore (?)
Cock Vore (?)
Standard Soft Vore (~)
Standard Hard Vore (---)
Paw/Foot (+)
Incest (+) depends on the relation.
Yuri (F/F) (+++)
Yaoi (M/M) (+++)
Hetero (M/F) (++) I feel wierd about this...
Bi (?) I'm sory. What?
Girly Boys (++++)
Butch Girls (+)
Mind Control (++)
Rape (+)
Uniform (++)
Orgy (+)
Subbing/Doming (+++)
Biting (++)
Cheesecake (+)
Solo Masturbation; Male (+)
Solo Masturbation; Female (+)
Scat (~)
Inflation (~)
Fat/Pudge (~)
Tech (~)
Watersports (++)
Glasses (~)
Tentacles (+)
Oviposition (++)
Masochism (++)
Sadism (++)
Multiple body parts (~)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore/guro (---)
Snuff (---)
Hyper (~)
Zoophilia (++)
Electricity (-)
She-males (++) I'm not sure why they intruigue me
Cross-dressing (++++)
Skunk spray (-)
Oral (++)
Asphyxiation (--)
Wet-look (?)
Mud/Quicksand etc (?)
Sinking (?)
Spooge (++)
Body Paint (?)
Plants (++)
Tickling (~)
so there?
[KEY]:
(+++) Fuck yeah m8.
(++) Greatness.
(+) Yus.
(~) Indifferent/undecided
(-) Not really.
(--) Urgh.
(---) For fuck sake.
(?) Never seen.
Anal on Males (+)
Anal on Females (+)
Breasts (+)
Breast Expansion (~)
Weight Gain (~)
Bondage (+++)
Clothing (+++)
Leather (++)
Stockings (++)
Shoe/Boots (+)
Suit and Tie (~)
Muscle, Male (-)
Muscle, Female (-)
Herm (~)
Cub (+)
Baby/Diaper (+++)
Transformation (+++)
Macro/Micro (~)
Impregnation (++)
Pregnancy (++)
Lactation (++)
Anal Vore (?)
Soul Vore (?)
Cock Vore (?)
Standard Soft Vore (~)
Standard Hard Vore (---)
Paw/Foot (+)
Incest (+) depends on the relation.
Yuri (F/F) (+++)
Yaoi (M/M) (+++)
Hetero (M/F) (++) I feel wierd about this...
Bi (?) I'm sory. What?
Girly Boys (++++)
Butch Girls (+)
Mind Control (++)
Rape (+)
Uniform (++)
Orgy (+)
Subbing/Doming (+++)
Biting (++)
Cheesecake (+)
Solo Masturbation; Male (+)
Solo Masturbation; Female (+)
Scat (~)
Inflation (~)
Fat/Pudge (~)
Tech (~)
Watersports (++)
Glasses (~)
Tentacles (+)
Oviposition (++)
Masochism (++)
Sadism (++)
Multiple body parts (~)
Partial Nudity (++)
Gore/guro (---)
Snuff (---)
Hyper (~)
Zoophilia (++)
Electricity (-)
She-males (++) I'm not sure why they intruigue me
Cross-dressing (++++)
Skunk spray (-)
Oral (++)
Asphyxiation (--)
Wet-look (?)
Mud/Quicksand etc (?)
Sinking (?)
Spooge (++)
Body Paint (?)
Plants (++)
Tickling (~)
so there?
(meme x.x) character traits?
Posted 17 years agoEh. One person will reply to this, tops, but since I have about eight-hundred characters on the shelves of my portfolio, I may as well ask.
Name a character that you know I write/draw or have written/drawn, and I'll tell you:
a. What initially prompted me to write/draw them.
b. One of their best traits.
c. One of their worst traits.
d. How easy/difficult I find it to write/draw the character.
e. The moment where I feel that I truly captured the character.
f. My plans to write/draw the character in the near future.
Name a character that you know I write/draw or have written/drawn, and I'll tell you:
a. What initially prompted me to write/draw them.
b. One of their best traits.
c. One of their worst traits.
d. How easy/difficult I find it to write/draw the character.
e. The moment where I feel that I truly captured the character.
f. My plans to write/draw the character in the near future.
100 random facts (Skippable meme)
Posted 17 years ago001. Name → Ing/Iff/Ics/Ikhas (and technically: Ikkibi/sejin/Nikesh/Ishke/Shalia/Erein)
002. Nickname(s) →erk...see above?
003. Status → Alive
004. Zodiac sign → the last one
005. Male or female → Androgenous
006. Elementary → ASFL
007. Middle School → See above
008. High School → Lee high school (not named after the confed general, but the highway near the school that was named after the confed general)
009. Smart → People think that, yes.
010. Hair color → Blond, but browning
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Meek and underspoken
013. Sweats or Jeans → Cargoes
014. Phone or Camera → Phone's easier
015. Health freak → Not as much as I wish
016. Drink or Smoke? → Never
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Is it still a crush if returned?
018. Eating or Drinking → ...!?
019. Piercings → 1, and no more
020. Tattoos → When I have a sharpee handy :3
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My sister paid me ten bucks to let me pierce my ear. I wanted it on the right until she told me that wasn't a good idea
024. First best friend → ...
025. First award → I won my first sketchbook in a prize drawing
026. First crush → First is irrelevant. Second was a wolf-girl. Not sure if she thinks she's a fur...
027. First pet → A nice dog who used to be bad
028. First big vacation → Went to the beach a lot
030. First big birthday → Who pays attention to those?
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → I'm no slob
050. Drinking → It's hard for me to drink if it's not soda. I'm horrible
052. I'm about to → ...go to class?
053. Listening to → my computer hum
054. Plans for today → Class and other things that won't help
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → I doubt that would work in current relationship xD >.>
059. Want to get married? → If the other does
060. Careers → Drawing :3
SOMETHING ABOUT SEX:
068. Lips or eyes → ...?
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller, if possible
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → ?
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → Bit of both
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → numerous times
081. Ran away from home → Contemplated
084. Broken someone's heart → One person. Been on the other end a few times
085. Been arrested → Nooooo
087. Cried when someone died → I wish I could, but no. Dry at a funeral
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Trying to. Not sure if I can
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Takes a few times
092. Heaven → Waiting to see
093. Santa Claus → Ahahahahhano
094. Sex on the first date → Really, is this something to believe in?
095. Kiss on the first date → See above
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Getting there
099. Do you believe in God → there might be?
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: Sen, Mug, Kidou, Ashley if she watches...Eh, Malwulf, too
002. Nickname(s) →erk...see above?
003. Status → Alive
004. Zodiac sign → the last one
005. Male or female → Androgenous
006. Elementary → ASFL
007. Middle School → See above
008. High School → Lee high school (not named after the confed general, but the highway near the school that was named after the confed general)
009. Smart → People think that, yes.
010. Hair color → Blond, but browning
011. Long or short → Long
012. Loud or Quiet → Meek and underspoken
013. Sweats or Jeans → Cargoes
014. Phone or Camera → Phone's easier
015. Health freak → Not as much as I wish
016. Drink or Smoke? → Never
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Is it still a crush if returned?
018. Eating or Drinking → ...!?
019. Piercings → 1, and no more
020. Tattoos → When I have a sharpee handy :3
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → My sister paid me ten bucks to let me pierce my ear. I wanted it on the right until she told me that wasn't a good idea
024. First best friend → ...
025. First award → I won my first sketchbook in a prize drawing
026. First crush → First is irrelevant. Second was a wolf-girl. Not sure if she thinks she's a fur...
027. First pet → A nice dog who used to be bad
028. First big vacation → Went to the beach a lot
030. First big birthday → Who pays attention to those?
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → I'm no slob
050. Drinking → It's hard for me to drink if it's not soda. I'm horrible
052. I'm about to → ...go to class?
053. Listening to → my computer hum
054. Plans for today → Class and other things that won't help
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → I doubt that would work in current relationship xD >.>
059. Want to get married? → If the other does
060. Careers → Drawing :3
SOMETHING ABOUT SEX:
068. Lips or eyes → ...?
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller, if possible
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → ?
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → Bit of both
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → numerous times
081. Ran away from home → Contemplated
084. Broken someone's heart → One person. Been on the other end a few times
085. Been arrested → Nooooo
087. Cried when someone died → I wish I could, but no. Dry at a funeral
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Trying to. Not sure if I can
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Takes a few times
092. Heaven → Waiting to see
093. Santa Claus → Ahahahahhano
094. Sex on the first date → Really, is this something to believe in?
095. Kiss on the first date → See above
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Getting there
099. Do you believe in God → there might be?
100. Post as 100 truths and tag: Sen, Mug, Kidou, Ashley if she watches...Eh, Malwulf, too
Charity for a friend
Posted 17 years agoNo, I'm not begging for money, or anything.
A friend of my Master is in a horrible place, financially, physically, legally, and etc.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/508561/ (his journal)
I really can't offer anything. My money is tight enough as it is, and I really can't offer commissions or anything, but, if anyone who follows me has anything to spare, please read.
Sorry to bug you, but this is the least I can do for him, you know? x.x
Sincerely, ICS
A friend of my Master is in a horrible place, financially, physically, legally, and etc.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/508561/ (his journal)
I really can't offer anything. My money is tight enough as it is, and I really can't offer commissions or anything, but, if anyone who follows me has anything to spare, please read.
Sorry to bug you, but this is the least I can do for him, you know? x.x
Sincerely, ICS
(request) Show me your S4!
Posted 17 years agoSo, I've been looking for people to play a game called S4 with me. For those who don't know, S4 is a team-based FPS with an anime style to it. It's akin to Gunz in the gameplay, but nonbastardized (or so I've been told). The weapons and levels are balanced out well, the visuals are good, and it has a quirky and fast pace to the matches.
For information, check out (http://s4.alaplaya.eu)
If anyone does play it, look up IffKitty, and I'd be happy to add you.
Thanks, all.
-ICS
For information, check out (http://s4.alaplaya.eu)
If anyone does play it, look up IffKitty, and I'd be happy to add you.
Thanks, all.
-ICS
Side-track: Evil puppy test
Posted 17 years agoA while ago, there was an argument about which FF villain was more evil. Most fanboys will say Sephiroth is pure evil, others say Kefka's laugh will make you want to play through the game just so you can kill him. I'm quite partial to "Krazy Cu Chaspel" from Ring of Fates, but these can fall into bias and speculation.
So, in the interest of making a quantifiable argument of who's the 'Baddest of the Bad', I submit to you the 'Evil Puppy Test". Here is how it works:It's a scenario test, based on character traits, motives, and abilities. Basically, you have to question how easily/willing a villain would kill a puppy and why. It half-supports my view on Cu being one of the better examples, so it may have a bias, but oh well.
First, you have Sephiroth. Sephi isn't evil, he just has a cause to carry out, if it is a bit demented. Should he encounter a puppy, would he kill it? Not likely at all. The puppy isn't in the way, and has nothing to do with his goals. He would more likely ignore it.
Next, Kefka,
Kefka, however, has evil motives. Should he encounter one, he -would- kill it. His motives would either be simply because he is able, or because he felt like it on a whim.
And finally, Chaspy,
Now, he's another likely candidate, but his methods are different. He's the classic psychotic/martyr type. He's more than likely to do such a thing with little or no provocation, simply because he wants to hear it scream, or so forth.
I want to put others on this at some point, so please, reply to this and argue who the worst is. Doesn't have to be FF. Hell, it can even be your own. Even you!!!*
and no, I'm not trying to be sick. Just having fun
So, in the interest of making a quantifiable argument of who's the 'Baddest of the Bad', I submit to you the 'Evil Puppy Test". Here is how it works:It's a scenario test, based on character traits, motives, and abilities. Basically, you have to question how easily/willing a villain would kill a puppy and why. It half-supports my view on Cu being one of the better examples, so it may have a bias, but oh well.
First, you have Sephiroth. Sephi isn't evil, he just has a cause to carry out, if it is a bit demented. Should he encounter a puppy, would he kill it? Not likely at all. The puppy isn't in the way, and has nothing to do with his goals. He would more likely ignore it.
Next, Kefka,
Kefka, however, has evil motives. Should he encounter one, he -would- kill it. His motives would either be simply because he is able, or because he felt like it on a whim.
And finally, Chaspy,
Now, he's another likely candidate, but his methods are different. He's the classic psychotic/martyr type. He's more than likely to do such a thing with little or no provocation, simply because he wants to hear it scream, or so forth.
I want to put others on this at some point, so please, reply to this and argue who the worst is. Doesn't have to be FF. Hell, it can even be your own. Even you!!!*
and no, I'm not trying to be sick. Just having fun
(silly notice) Altercations
Posted 17 years agoOkay, I forgot what that word meant. Feel stupid for it, but la-dee-dah.
I'm going to try and become a more respectable example of an artist. I feel that I'm only becoming more and more like the normal that is looked down upon, and I'm trying to justify it with arbitrary evidence of character that can't really be proven one way or another.
So, from this point on, I'm leaving FA permanently.
Goodbye,
-Ing
Hahahahano. How dramatic would that be (well, not much, honestly)?
-Anyways, I'm trying to do things to improve myself as an artist on here. Namely:
-I'm separating my work from my personal problems. You people have enough trash without that in your journal folder. If you -really- want to know how my day went (which I don't recommend), you can catch me on MSN or whatever you use. I've probably deleted a few of you during an episode (sorry)
-Secondly, as little difference as this makes, I'm separating myself from porn. Which means I don't do it, other than a commission that I have to finish. The closest I might get is a drawing of people in scant/girly clothing. Obviously the rena project is far dead and gone.
-I'm not really into doing commissions, or requests to an extent. I'm probably at the point where I would like to have my own source of income, but I don't think I could do the work with justice and diligence. I want to make myself more reliable before that happens. If I do make a commission, then it's their property, and I won't be posting it on here unless they give me permission or suggest it and what have you.
This probably means I'm going to talk less...Hmm...
Anyway, I know people put up a fit about not getting comments/faves, and I'm not the first. From what I've seen, comments are mostly a signal of fame and little else here, and I don't' want that. While I do like input, it's probably not happening here. I intend to start commenting more on people's work, as well as thin out artists (mainly people that were added for...reasons) that I watch so that the people I know can get more attention.
So, thank you for reading this, hopefully past the part where I said 'I quit'. Have a nice night,
ICS
I'm going to try and become a more respectable example of an artist. I feel that I'm only becoming more and more like the normal that is looked down upon, and I'm trying to justify it with arbitrary evidence of character that can't really be proven one way or another.
So, from this point on, I'm leaving FA permanently.
Goodbye,
-Ing
Hahahahano. How dramatic would that be (well, not much, honestly)?
-Anyways, I'm trying to do things to improve myself as an artist on here. Namely:
-I'm separating my work from my personal problems. You people have enough trash without that in your journal folder. If you -really- want to know how my day went (which I don't recommend), you can catch me on MSN or whatever you use. I've probably deleted a few of you during an episode (sorry)
-Secondly, as little difference as this makes, I'm separating myself from porn. Which means I don't do it, other than a commission that I have to finish. The closest I might get is a drawing of people in scant/girly clothing. Obviously the rena project is far dead and gone.
-I'm not really into doing commissions, or requests to an extent. I'm probably at the point where I would like to have my own source of income, but I don't think I could do the work with justice and diligence. I want to make myself more reliable before that happens. If I do make a commission, then it's their property, and I won't be posting it on here unless they give me permission or suggest it and what have you.
This probably means I'm going to talk less...Hmm...
Anyway, I know people put up a fit about not getting comments/faves, and I'm not the first. From what I've seen, comments are mostly a signal of fame and little else here, and I don't' want that. While I do like input, it's probably not happening here. I intend to start commenting more on people's work, as well as thin out artists (mainly people that were added for...reasons) that I watch so that the people I know can get more attention.
So, thank you for reading this, hopefully past the part where I said 'I quit'. Have a nice night,
games
Posted 17 years agoI've been in a gaming mood, especially online.
If anyone plays some good online games that I do, or can reccomend any to me, I would love to have a friend to play with
List:
S4 (works now!!!)
SystemShockII
warcraft three (maybe)
Secondlife (laggy as shit)
Malbinogi (barely play)
PSOBB (I need a reason to play this again)
Grand Chase (new!!!)
Most of these are free, Just So you Know
If anyone plays some good online games that I do, or can reccomend any to me, I would love to have a friend to play with
List:
S4 (works now!!!)
SystemShockII
warcraft three (maybe)
Secondlife (laggy as shit)
Malbinogi (barely play)
PSOBB (I need a reason to play this again)
Grand Chase (new!!!)
Most of these are free, Just So you Know
Obligated fad
Posted 17 years agoCollege shit going on, but I don't care to recite it right now.
Anyways, forwarded from a friend.
If you comment, then I will:
1) tell you how I know you
2) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
3) tell you something I like about you,
4) tell you a memory I have of you,
5) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
6) tell you my favorite pic of yours, if you have one
In return, you can post this list (or maybe add onto) on a journal of yours.
Anyways, forwarded from a friend.
If you comment, then I will:
1) tell you how I know you
2) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
3) tell you something I like about you,
4) tell you a memory I have of you,
5) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
6) tell you my favorite pic of yours, if you have one
In return, you can post this list (or maybe add onto) on a journal of yours.
Insecure?
Posted 17 years agoDoes it wierd anyone else out when you see a fave or watch removed? It makes me paranoid...
projects that no-doubt distract me from importance...(read?)
Posted 17 years agoThere's the possibility of a recreational side project involving re-working some final fantasy jo outfits. Now, the three games I have that involve jobs are: 3, tactics and TA. tac advance might not be a good idea as bengaa and mogs might complicate them, so I might stick with the trees in Tactics, as it's broad, but workable.
If anyone has ideas for the basics (red/white mage, etc. I already have BM figured), then please comment...
If anyone has ideas for the basics (red/white mage, etc. I already have BM figured), then please comment...
Oh. Also
Posted 17 years agoRead through "Watchmen". It is a very good and very satisfying book (aside from the ending, in which my favorite character dies in a rather unsatisfying way, and the rest of the ending is an anti-climactic cliff-hanger that might have worked better if it had ended a chapter ago and left everyone asking 'why?', rather than give some gaudy epilogue of the aftermath.
I draw because:
Posted 17 years agoHonestly, there are fifty of them somewhere. If I am the first you have seen this from, then you live in a cave and I also love you for watching me more. Stole it from Patches-Nanaki, Regardless.
B~U~T~...I draw because it is an outlet. Not a creative one all the time, but it has always been the default outlet. The one hopeful thing I can turn to get my mind out of the world around me and out of my own mind. Where I can put my demons; my fears; my heroes all on paper and out of mind. It is frustrating at times, all good things are. Any artist knows how frustrating mistranslations can be, and there are few exceptions and large examples of it. I try, when I can, to draw for friends and family, but mostly it is a release...
Now that the stupid stuff is over, I have a stupid announcement:
There's the possibility of a recreational side project involving re-working some final fantasy jo outfits. Now, the three games I have that involve jobs are: 3, tactics and TA. tac advance might not be a good idea as bengaa and mogs might complicate them, so I might stick with the trees in Tactics, as it's broad, but workable.
[edit] If anyone can get me a decent working list of the jobs in a FF game, with the original pictures, I'd appreciate it. I think I still have the tactics manual, and that is something to work off of.
B~U~T~...I draw because it is an outlet. Not a creative one all the time, but it has always been the default outlet. The one hopeful thing I can turn to get my mind out of the world around me and out of my own mind. Where I can put my demons; my fears; my heroes all on paper and out of mind. It is frustrating at times, all good things are. Any artist knows how frustrating mistranslations can be, and there are few exceptions and large examples of it. I try, when I can, to draw for friends and family, but mostly it is a release...
Now that the stupid stuff is over, I have a stupid announcement:
There's the possibility of a recreational side project involving re-working some final fantasy jo outfits. Now, the three games I have that involve jobs are: 3, tactics and TA. tac advance might not be a good idea as bengaa and mogs might complicate them, so I might stick with the trees in Tactics, as it's broad, but workable.
[edit] If anyone can get me a decent working list of the jobs in a FF game, with the original pictures, I'd appreciate it. I think I still have the tactics manual, and that is something to work off of.
