Nothing new happening... I think. Just wanted to make a new journal for the heck of it.

The way I've been living these past few months is that I... hm.. how do I do I say this? I really don't know. Well, I've just been doing everything in my power to make the days go faster. I've also been kind of mindless too, like doing everything mechanicallly. Also, for me, everything is just not enough to satisfy me. For example: sleep. I get ten to twelve hours of sleep now, but it's still not enough. I'm still so tired. Also, I never have enough time and yet I want it to go by faster. What sense is that? And I have no patience for anything either since it's not going fast enough and yet I want to slow down to enjoy things.. what the fuck is up with me?

That all seems to not make sense or it's out of order or something..
Well anyway...
I beat [PROTOTYPE] today. The ending is not what I expected but it was a fun game.
Now to work on beating F.E.A.R. 2, Assassins Creed, and Fatal Frame 2.... actually FUCK THAT. I'm gonna sell F.E.A.R. 2 and someday beat the other two. They're good games... I just one day stopped playing them for no reason. :/

Going to be hanging out with an old friend who moved away to evil North Carolina. It's gonna be fun! :D

It feels kind of creepy that just a week after I actually post a picture of myself online for the first time, a photo meme pops up.

I just thought that was creepy. You may continue and snacks are in your kitchen. :D

Installed it yesterday. It works pretty well, better than Vista. However, it still has those annoying security features. It ruined my WoW too(made every setting on it I had reset upon every log in) but I fixed it.
Don't know if it's Windows 7 related but a mysterious box appeared on my desktop for a bit. It was completely blank except for four text boxes and a button that said UnLoad. Strange.. >>

I also remembered I don't have Word on this computer, at all! So I have to find one.

All I have been doing lately is playing World of Warcraft... and I'm sick of it. But I have nothing else to do. I don't have a job and I won't be going to school for a few months so I have nothing to do during my day. I would love to hang out with friends but some are still in school, live too far away, or are busy. Although, I have been playing WoW with one of my close friends so that makes it better.
But still...
And I've been in a strange mood. I feel sick but I'm not sick. Guess I just feel like crap? *shrugs*
I've been wanting to draw and write but my mood forbids it. :/

Yeap.

Sooooooooooooooooooo guess I'll just endure it for now. I'm sure it will get better. :)

I am now Theo the Hollowed on World of Warcraft. That is all. 8D

My laptop came yesterday!! My Alienware M17 laptop! :D

It's awesome! It plays games like they're nothing! Unlike my old computer that had to have all the settings turned way down.

I'm still putting games on it and pictures and files from my old computer. The only frustrating thing is Windows Vista. I have no clue where anything is and it's annoying, I hate it! Luckily I have a free upgrade to Windows 7 when it comes out. :O

So it's 5:16 am here in my creepy town in New York (Heard something out my window) and I have to wake up in three hours whoot!! For some reason a sleep aid I took is making it harder for me to sleep! What the hell!?

I hate being a night time person sometimes. :/

I moved into my new bedroom. It's much bigger than my old room and looks alot nicer. I really like the setup.  joshiro helped me with the moving and the construction of my new desk. But that was all about four or five days ago from today.
I'm still having trouble adjusting to my new room though. I feel really weird not going into my old room and the first few nights it felt like I was at a friend's house.
I ordered my laptop too and it should be here in about a week I hope. I'm so excited about it!! ><

I bought Halo: ODST the day it came out and beat it that very same day. My friend beat it the day BEFORE it came out (he really did to) and bragged to everyone because he's just awesome like that lol. ODST is fun but it doesn't feel like Halo at all. But the ODST are MUCH cooler than Master Chief. And Firefight is just horrible! But in a good way. It's fun but hard and scary at times!

I'm moving into a new bedroom soon! It's bigger and has more light!
I'm also ordering my new laptop in a day or two!! :O It's an Alienware computer, M17 laptop! :D

So when all my moving is done I will have to get myself set strait. I must stop procrastinating!!!

Well after camping I went back to playing Elder Scrolls Oblivion and trying out the Shivering Isles expansion. I beat that and I am now the Madgod, cool huh? I'm insane!! ...moving on. I've also been playing Assassins Creed and F.E.A.R. 2 (which is much better than the first in my opinion) and I mustn't forget World of Warcraft!! I hate my life...

Okay I don't really hate my life I'm just BORED out of my mind!! And sleepy!

..I need to get a camera...I don't have one and want one. But I'm spending all my money on a new computer, which I'm always changing my mind about.

I've also been wanting to draw really bad lately but..I'm not in the mood or something still. I can't really explain it, maybe I'm just procrastinating though. *shrugs*

Well that was fun... well it killed some time. Yeap.

Me and  Joshiro went camping with two other friends for the weekend. Spent Wednesday and Thursday night our friend's house then went camping Friday afternoon till Monday morning!
It was awesome!! And creepy!! :D

There was cheese burgers, more cheese burgers, gross pies, gross smores (I hate them), and Soda!
We just sat around and talked and complained most if the time, but it was fun. We all just wished our one friend's grandparents didn't go. We hate them. :/

I'm sleepy (when aren't I?).

Gonna try to get a few drawings done over the next few days. I have some ideas in mind but I've been to...lazy and preoccupied to draw them.

My graduation ceremony is tonight! :D
My last day of being in that horrid High School!!!

World of Warcraft...that vile game! I've been so bored lately it sucked me back in again! Oh well, I have fun hanging out with friends and killing things mindlessly for hours.
..Yeah, I'll quit it again eventually XD I always get tired of it :P

I would love to draw something and submit it but... I haven't been in a drawing mood lately. I want to draw, but I'm not in the mood or have ideas.

And when I'm not on WoW I'm usually just sitting around with my best friend  Joshiro

I don't know what to draw and stuff.

Yeap...

Been getting a bit more sleep, but I still don't feel like myself.
I also went to an optometrist and now I have glasses! I don't need to wear them all the time though. They just help my vision slightly when it comes to distance and detail of objects. I'm a tad farsighted, my eyes take longer to adjust to far distance objects but I can still see well (can still read the bottom line of an eye chart :])

Yeap...nothing else to report. Been slacking in doing the things I want to do but I have sleep to blame or lack thereof.
I really want to draw something. :(

I've been feeling really crappy lately. I can't think to clearly and my vision is a tad blurry, been like this for awhile now. It's all because I don't sleep. I have a lot of trouble doing it and it doesn't help I have to wake up early all the time. I get around an hour or two of sleep a night. So I feel like pure shit. I should get my eyes checked out too.

That's why I haven't submitted anything lately. I'm in no condition to draw. I would really love to but most of the time I can't remember what I'm doing and it feels like I'm in a dark room.
So hopefully I'll get some sleep and get better. When I do draw something I'll be sure to submit it!

Yeap... I'm bored. I hate the boredom that follows after having so much fun hanging out with friends then sitting around alone.
I've been finding myself playing Fable 2 a lot lately, which is weird because at first I hated the game (still hate the first one though). I bought it along with Resident Evil 3, Silent Hill Homecoming, and FEAR for my Birth Day last month. I found I hated all of them but RE 3 :/
RE 3 is ALOT more exciting than 1 and 2 (But I shall always love the opening movie to 1 XD), probably because Nemesis is always chasing me.. Silent Hill 5 was a huge let down. It basically had the same plot as SH 2 but stupider and less drawn out. More annoyingly SH 5 was all about dodging..ooo fun. And last and least is FEAR. Now I played the demo for FEAR 2 and I thought it was awesome, my friend recommended playing the first one since it would help me understand the story and he said it was good. I hated it though and sold it two days after buying it.

Well that was interesting and all. As anyone who reads this can guess my favorite games are of the survival horror genre. Then followed by real time strategy. ( I grew up playing Age of Empires. Oh and DOOM.)

I won't quit. I can't give up now. I told someone I wasn't so...I won't. I wouldn't be happy if I quit since I really want to draw and get better at it. (And my best friend *cough*Joshiro*cough* would hurt me in some way if I quit. XD)

I was just in a bad mood since my entire day sucked. And it effected me greatly. But I still kinda think that my art won't be as good to people since I don't do digital.

I hate summer. It's hot, humid, there's bugs, I hate it! I only like the thunderstorms, they help me sleep. But there's been a lot lately so it hasn't been to hot here. Summer is also just boring to me. I can't wait for fall and winter!

I also hate summer because I miss my friends. I haven't seen them since the beginning of June at my birthday. :(

Just saw the movie Carrie! It was awesome, but I feel really bad for Carrie. :(

Am I the only one who doesn't have photoshop nor like it? It seems like everyone has it but.. that can't be!

Mostly typing this out of boredom.

I hung out with my best friend today and then saw fireworks with my sister. Now I'm bored, tired, and kinda wanna draw... but don't know what.

I'll get to putting more stuff up as time goes by and hopefully draw some more things too.