Last night out of no ware my stomach just started hurting really badly, like REALLY bad! So the first thing i thought was "i must be hungry" so I ate toast and drank tea and it didnt help
... and then cramps. and more stomach pain. back pain comes in too then.
really really bad pain!
So im crying and trying to sleep and NOT throw up
i threw up 3 times last night and kept waking up throughout the night from sudden bursts of pain.

Im all sore today from that last night, it doesnt hurt anymore, i just feel fragile and soar like a huge bruise of a person... ;-;


I always get like this when i get my period, its always just this bad, but im not on my period, there is no blood.
This is the second time this has happened now, it happened last month on about the same day, i got all that pain (not AS bad as this time) and didnt get my period, then about a week and a half later i get all this pain again and actually get my period!

IT WAS BAD ENOUGH ONCE A MONTH NOW I HAVE TO FEEL THIS TWICE A MONTH. AND WHEN IT HAPPENS IT FEELS LIKE IM DIEING AND I WISH I WAS DEAD SO I DIDNT HAVE TO FEEL IT ANYMORE IT IS THAT BAD.
AND WHEN IT HAPPENS MY FACE BREAKS OUT AND IM EVEN MORE UPSET ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I HAVE A CON TO GO TO ON SATURDAY.
WORST THING EVER.

CHECK MY NEW ICON YO! its made by  MimiMarie
I think shes still open for some! their ONLY $3!
GO GET ONE YO!
 iluvcookiess  iluvcookiess  iluvcookiess












yoyoyo!

Check out this raffle for a free partial!! When you enter be sure to say that i referred you in your comment :D <3
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:42984194

NO! nope.
Went trick or treating with boyfriends sister kids and got a buuuunch of candy! C:
Im turning 21 in the next couple months and im still going out dressed up to get candy, and ill go out next year too!
and when i have a kid.. ill be going up to doors with them and getting my own candy!
and maybe... if i still like candy or can even eat candy anymore, when im old im going trick or treating!

but it was raining and im all wet and sniffly and reaallyyy dont wana get sick ;-; but ... *sob* its the price i must pay for free treats

did you go trick or treating and get your own candy and not steal your kids candy?! XD

Commissions are OPEN! Ill take any number of commissions right now as Im trying to make as much money as I can to cover my kitties vet bills! I will have everything done as fast as I can after receiving payment!
If you buy multiple things I will give you a discount depending on what/how many you buy!

Payment is through paypal only, in USD
My paypal is: keekat_feenicia04[at]hotmail.com
DO NOT PAY UNTIL I HAVE ACCEPTED YOUR COMMISSION REQUEST!
lastly if you want a commission please message me over here  iluvcookiesscommissions or comment below!

ICONS
-Halloween Icons $4 each
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14673990/
-100x100 Pixel Icons, comes in size 100x100 and 600x600. $20 each
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13130284/
-200x200 Pixel Icons, comes in 100x100 and any larger size you want. $20 each
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14869155/
-Regular Icons Price may vary depending on what you want

*I can not do animations :'C*

CHIBIS
-Uncolored Sketch (you may color it) $5
-Flat color Sketch $10
-Uncolored Inks $15
-Flat color Inks $20
-Cell shaded Inks $25
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14784708/

NON CHIBI
For anything non chibi I dont have set prices right now and I will not do detailed shading. If you want something non chibi tell me what youd like, show me a ref and give me an offer price. (EX: one colored sketch bust ,*insert ref*, grumpy expression, offer $20) thats just an example!
My style is more cutesey and anime-esque so be sure to note if you want the muzzle to be long or if I can do what I want.
PWYW/Offer

If your interested in anything else, ask me about it

I Also have a NSFW YCH Auction going on right now and a FREE Raffle!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14830980/ <NSFW AUCTION
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6199023/

WILL DRAW
-females/femboys/males/ect
-some mecha
-some fetishes-ask
-loli <3
-copywrited characters
-porn, depends on situation-ask
-gore
-other things

WONT DRAW
-cars, vehicles, ect
-big muscles
-scat
-baby furs/diapers
-inflation
-other things im sure

LIKE TO DRAW
-lolis
-lolita/dresses
-cute things
-girls/femboys
-hair
-themed things (like halloween, christmas, ect)
-kawaii animu sugoi-desu

*i have trouble drawing manly things*

Im going to do ONE FREEEE pixel thing, youl get it in icon size and a slightly larger size.
This is NOT first come first serve! Post as many refs as youd like and Ill choose ONE that I like and do it, and I wont tell you that I chose you until im done it!
Anything is allowed but for better chances, I like cute/loli and colorful things. also preferably with long/long-ish hair so that I can practice that too
I will probably choose sometime tomorow morning

After I finish if you guys like the outcome feel free to commission me for one!!! (assuming that you want a free one meaning that you like my art? and maybe like it enough to pay for it too?)
Edit* they will be $20 each if you want to buy one


Ive also got several other things going on right now, such as a free raffle, nsfw ych auction, chibi commissions are open, im selling a tiger tail, halloween icons, aaaand potentially pixel things. all links are below...
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14673990/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14830980/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14784708/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14712305/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6199023/

Im making a Patreon account because without a job, and not seeming to be able to get commissions, I need some help financially.
Patreon, in my opinion really seems great, a small amount, like $1 per person just goes such a long way. I know so many people who complain about things like that, small amounts of money, who cares its just a dollar, but money adds up and just a dollar here and there becomes a few dollars, then a lot of dollars, then it becomes dinner. ...sorry for my rambling.

I know a lot of people on here have patreons and wonderful patrons who support them, and in return many of them give out special perks or prizes or hold raffles.
I want to be able to offer these kinds of things to the people who support me too! But I dont know what to offer and for what donation amounts and how often?!

So tell me some things you would want as prizes/thank yous and for what donation amount. for example donate $3 and be put into a weekly raffle for a colored sketch. something like that? but any prize for any amount.

I am OPEN for commissions and need money!
Ive started up a raffle to try and get some business but XD thats not working!
Im open for chibi commissions and nobody seems to be interested in that!
Im also selling one of my tails!

But im not too familiar with the consumer market and demand so please tell me what youd be interested in buying from me!!!!
You can say anything! and If I feel I can do it ill offer that sort of thing!
if its my prices let me know what you think my work is worth!
If all you guys want is porn or nsfw art.. LET ME KNOW! right now I am so desperate that I will do it!

If your interested in the things above, here are the links
raffle- http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6199023/ (yeah i know youl all enter that)
chibi sales- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14784708/
tail for sale- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14712305/
im also doing halloween icons and wing-its till october ends- http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14712328/

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GOAL $ 75/600
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*UPDATE* guuyyyssss your $25 away from adding on a second place winner!!!


This raffle is FREE to enter! You dont need to share or buy anything to ENTER this raffle!!!

How to enter:
Comment below saying anything (nice), one word, a sentence, a poem, doesnt mater.

How to get EXTRA entries: (this isnt to ENTER the raffle, its to get EXTRA entries after already being IN the raffle)
1 extra entry- Share either this journal and a link to the ad(below) in a journal or save and submit the image below with a link back to the original and/or the journal)
2 extra entries- Buy a chibi from me, either of the options are fine> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14784708/
If you do the extra entries make sure to tell me!

Prize:
For every $100 I make off of these chibis I will add one more winner, So If I get to $100 before the end date there will be 2 winners
1 winner=1 cell shaded lined chibi
$100=2 winners= 1 cell shaded lined chibi(first place), 1 flat color lined chibi(second place)
$200=3 winners= 1 cell shaded lined chibi(first place), 1 flat color lined chibi(second place), 1 flat color sketch chibi(third place)
$300=4 winners= 2 cell shaded lined chibi(first and second place), 1 flat color lined chibi(third place), 1 flat color sketch chibi(fourth place)
and so on.

End Date:
This raffle will end Sat November 15



As I said you dont HAVE to share or buy anything to enter! but I would be REALLY grateful! As I am doing this to try and advertise as I need to make some money fast! Thanks guys!!

what luck... i get back and then FA going out!
and then I get kicked off the computer and its back on!
I spent the last couple days cleaning the apartment, and my friend came and stayed the night which was cool.
My plans for the weekend kept changing and turns out I AM going on the fur walk on sunday?! buuuut I wont have my head because I didnt have the time to work on it and I thought I wasnt going.. oh well ;-;
After that Ive got to work on a costume for november first and then really start working on my DTAC costume(and making up the money I need to pay the person ive hired for the prop which is about $150)

SO! In that case I am open for chibi commissions! I know ive been doing chibis a lot lately.. but I like them.
Payment is by Paypal only, and in USD. payment must be sent before I start working on them. I wil be taking 5 of these and they will be done within a week. once their done ill open for 5 more. Comment below if you want one! comment with a ref!
Paypal- keekat_feenicia04[at]hotmail.com

$10 for a flat color sketch chibi
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14598402/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13039166/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12958294/

Or $20 for a flat color lined chibi
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14730526/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14234641/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12852926/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14256978/

$25 for a lined cell shaded chibi
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14253370/
i dont really have many examples for this...

OR ive still got spots for my $10 wing it sketches, you dont really know what your going to get!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6162616/

I didnt realize that this past weekend was thanksgiving and then have been kind of gone for a few days now running around doing things and im finally back and its finally all over.
Back to work ;-; got art to finish and i definitely wont be able to get either head done by the walk now... im still going though.
but oh man!! still busy! my friend is coming back after being away for like a year and a half and is staying at my place on the 16/17 ...yeah.. im not getting these heads done

but since i do need some cash ill be trying to do small streams for the next little while >o< i was having such good art roll the past couple weeks, i hope its not gone now!

heeeyyy!!!!!!!
you like art dont you?
you are in october right now right?
then you MUST need some october themed art!!!
its only natural!

LOOK NO FURTHER!
Ive still got PLENTY of slots left for my October wing-its!
their ONLY $10 each! and being a wing it...well im winging it right... so you never know what youl end up with! you should take the chance! its like a surprise bag!
I will be doing one a day so youl receive it either same day or the day after you pay! All you have to do is comment!!!

GO HERE GO HERE GO HERE!!!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6162616/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6162616/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6162616/

ALSO CHECK OUT THESE CUTE HALLOWEEN ICONS IVE GOT FOR SALE RIGHT NOW!!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14673990/



and hey... even if you dont want anything, ide still really appreciate if youd pass this on! <3
I need to get out of some debt im in right now so this would greatly help me out guys!!!

Im going to participate in inktober! ...KIND OF.

For inktober youv gotta draw 1 picture each day traditionally with pen or marker or something... buuuttt... I have no way of uploading anything traditional so... instead of that... ill be using the "pen" and "marker" tools on SAI ;u; tehe..
But I wont use any other tools! so well see how this turns out!

aaaand im a day late so. oops.

And also to do this ill do them as wing its!!
Ill have 20 wing-it slots open and may take more later if I finish all of those.
The slots will be $10 USD each.
You can request more than one slot
You do not have to pay until the day I tell you its your turn, so be ready.
Payment is by paypal : keekat_feenicia04[at]hotmail.com
You can back out of a slot and i wont get mad but ill be disappointed :'C
These will also all be halloween themed!! In celebration on october! :D
Each picture will be done within the day of starting as to try and do one each day

To get a slot comment below with your ref(s) and 2 things in relation to october/halloween that you like! (EX: pie and bats, costumes and trick or treating)

SLOTS:
1-  SugarSweetAdelaide http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14679514/
2-  CultmasterSleet http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14688879/
3-  metalstorm http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14698983/
4-  HellzKirara http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14784638/
5-  sukiedog http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14823438/
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I went to Unplugged yesterday, got there around 11:30 i think and left around 6:30 so that was pretty alright.
and the con itself was JUST alright, nothing special but enough to make me stay. But I was so tired and uncomfertable I was sitting in the hallway falling asleep and I just really wanted to take my wig off ;-;
also my makeup wasnt up to par *sob*
I went as a minecraft creeper girl and was REALLY popular! Like everybody was commenting on me somehow when they passed me and I got more pictures than ide expected to .-. and everybody LOVED my dynamite block! I did a quick mini shoot so if any of those pictures really tirn out then ill post them on my other account.
I had bought a weekend ticket but I didnt end up going back today, its just not worth the hassle. I saw some people I know and I bought a few small things and candy. There werent as many fake figure sellers as ide expected! Though most of the things prices were double or tripple what their supposed to be. But I got some blind box nendo petits for $15 each which IS their average price even online.
I watched a zombie larp game, looked fun and it was pretty funny, I was just WAY too tired to play! and I wouldnt know how... have never larped (for reals like legit with a big knowledgeable group) before.
I got interviewed by these 2 awkward guys for their youtube thing or something... so that was really...really...AWKWARD. and uhm so Yeah...
There were also more professional people filming there and doing interviews and I accidentally was standing looking at something in the background of their outtro thing and then when i realized i was like OOPS. SORRY *runs off to the side*
AND really strangely... there was a makeup company there all set up in a room... trying to sell their products and put makeup on people... like think one of those stands in the middle of a mall that call people over ..that but a whole room of them :/ aparently they were asked to come by the con to help cosplayers with makeup. which makes sense, but still. and aparently they didnt have any red eyeshadow so... :I i need red.
There was smash bros in the video game room, on N64 and gamecube... >_>

so yeap... it was JUST okay, and verryyyy small and not much going on and not much to buy, it was just all very small and i think ill go for one day next year but i wont be buying a ticket. unless i want to enter the masquerade i guess.

soooooooooooo after finding out that HALLOWEEN MIKU was a thing only yesterday, I ORDERED her today!!!
Im not a huge Miku fan or anything, I liked her a LOT more back in grade 8... like 6 years ago yo!
But I do adore quite a lot of her special alternate designs!! Ide love to eventually get magical snow miku, fluffy coat snow miku, sakura miku(like allll the sakura mikus) and a couple of the racing mikus because some of the outfits are super cute!!

but yes! I ordered halloween Miku! shes by far not even kind of my favorite design of her, but I knew that if I didnt preorder her I probably wouldnt ever get her. And considering many things her after market price will probably go up! not to mention shes a GSC exclusive and in limited quantity!! Sales for her opened at 11pm and I had been struggling to order her since then! the site was such high traffic it kept crashing and getting errors! They finally sorted everything out and I finnaallyyy actually got to order her by 2am!! >o>
I dont think ill be ordering an exclusive from GSC again... unless I REALLY like it!

I also ordered with someone, we did a GO and split shipping ;u; YEY!! so that saved me $10!! woohhhoooo!

Overall I have to say she might not have been totaly worth it, like just on the boarder of worth it! shes a pretty high price to begin with and hardly comes with any accessories, her dress isnt the best design, the pumpkin is WAY shiny and looks like cheap plastic and... she comes with a candycane because japan knows NOTHING about halloween >_> .... BUT I knew ide hate myself if I didnt get her. this mikus hair has to be my favorite and her faces are really cute too! (though they did really miss out on the opportunity of giving her pointed ears and/or a tail ;-;)

Shes still in stock at least for now so if you are one who NEEDS every miku, or the alts at least or just likes halloween themed things ide suggest getting her asap!
http://goodsmile-global.ecq.sc/top/.....enwd00448.html

Tagged by  nicnak044 >O so many questions! aaahhhhhh


RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme! (Optional)
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal



OC picked: Berrie the ring tailed coon :D


1. What is your name?
BERRIE MOON!

2. Do you know why you were named that?
:D yeah!! Fees not very good with names, she always names things after food and im colorful like BERRIES! and... I think she named one of her maple story characters that... I dont remember ...uhm...

3. Single or taken?
hehehe single >v<

4. Have any abilities or powers?
I-I-I UHM. not REALLY powers... but... I can do a CARTWHEEL! AND ROLL AROUND!

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I already told you .o. my name is BERRIE!

6. What's your eye color?
blue!! BRIGHT blue!! :D <3

7. How about hair color?
^v^ pink!! and ive got a purple coon tail on one side! tehee

8. Have you any family members?
My friends ARE my family!!! :D

9. Oh? How about pets?
I like animals ^u^ I mean I AM an animal! but... I dont like dogs ;-;

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
MUD! ;0; My fur is white and pretty and I just dont like getting dirty! that makes playing outside hard though... and I LOVE playing outside! ....woops... I was supposed to say what I DONT like... ^v^ haha

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
:D I like to play games! run around! jump around and dance and be silly and just have FUN! games and sports and outside and allllllll of that! <3

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
I sure hope not :C

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
NO!! I WOULD NEVER! THATS HORRIBLE!! :CCCC

14. What kind of animal are you?
hehe im a ring tailed coon! also known as the minors cat! kitty racoon! haha

15. Name your worst habits.
hmmmmm I might be too loud...and Cookiess says im annoying.. ;o;

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
I LOVE COOKIESS!! I look up to her a LOT <3<3<3 i LOVE her!!!

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
'v' hm? I love who I love <3

18. Do you go to school?
I do! Im a good student! but I... sometimes I forget to go >v< tehe

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I want to marry Cookiess and have 5 babiess! <3 ^v^

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
..ehe... I dont know... maybe >v0

21. What are you most afraid of?
Having no friends and being all alone...

22. What do you usually wear?
Comfy and stylish clothes in bright colors! I like shorts and loose tops! and cute patterns like stripes, dots and stars!

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Blue food! like blue popsicles!! <3

24. Am I annoying you?
OF COURSE NOT! ...but I kinda feel like im at school taking a suuuuuper looong test!

25. Well, it's still not over!
OH! ;v;'

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
I like gym class!! 'v' <3

27. How many friends do you have?
ALL OF THEM!!

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
PIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! pie is a yes!

30. Favorite drink?
Cream soda!! super sweet and bubbly! Only way it could get better is if it was BLUE of course!!

31. What's your favorite place?
I like to go to the park :D

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
Everybody is pretty interesting in their own way :3

33. That was a stupid question.
OH?! I dont think so!

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
BOTH! WITH SHARKS! YEAH! sharky sharky sharkyyy~ <3

35. What's your type?
Type of what? 'v'

36. Any fetishes?
hm??

37. Seme or uke?
Your asking some really weird questions...

38. Camping or indoors?
CAMPINGGGGG!!


Annnnnddddd I tag  cultmastersleet  All_Purpose_White_Glue

I want to get a cute halloween commission, I was thinking chibi because they tend to be cheaper and I want it to be full body, but if your open for regular full bodies too let me know!
Just link to your prices (or type them here) and a few of your current examples. Or if you know someone who is open link them! links to someones DA is fine too.
I also want to have it done by latest OCT 14th. I never ask for deadlines but I want to put a name on it, print it and get it laminated for an event on the 18th. and the lamination place is an over night thing so Ill need some time to get that done.

Im looking for an artist who does really cute work thats more of a kemono style, just basically no muzzle
The character I want done is http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13079752/
and i doodled up a costume idea for her, ill make it cleaner later http://sta.sh/017qk91em1ao


the artists i am currently most considering are  KittenHime and  uzai to give you an idea of style im looking for

When you refer to me to other people, or are talking to me, what do you call me?
Since you (most of you) dont know my real name and know me as iluvcookiess I was wondering what you all usually call me and what I should call myself that youl recognize me as?!

Ive seen people call me "iluv" and "cookies"
and honestly I DO prefer to go by "luv" or "love" or "cookiess"

but I went to a furmeet/rave (Howl) last night and people were introducing themselves and i just stayed quiet the whole time cus i was like WAT DO I SAY MY REAL NAME? MY WHOLE USERNAME? SHOULD I JUST SAY COOKIESS?!?! WHAT IS MY NAME?!

SO PLEASE TELL ME.
s-sorry for yelling..

im thinking of going by cookiess for things like that since its a short form of my name and is maybe recognizable? and then ppl will be like "OH! iluvcookiess right!" ... or should i just say iluvcookiess? i feel weird saying the whole thing because... pft. its not a name.

"hi nice to meet u im _insertNAME_" and im like " hi! i love cookies!"
OH. OKAY. THATS. NICE.


..........................


so the main question here is :Based on my username, what do you call me?

HAHAHAAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO GOOD
browsing tumblr... wut? i dont do that!
but anyways... I FOUND THIS AND OMG I WAS IMPRESSED!
they did the WHOLE DANCE and redid the song!!
im diiiiiieeeiiinnggggg

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eJm2neag9NU

go check out this person
 CultmasterSleet
they are open for commissions and want to draw!
commission them!
gogo

[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[x] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[x] birds
[x] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 6

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[x] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 8

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clown
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people (other than cons for the most part or as long as im not alone)
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists (well not dentists, i like them for the most part)
[ ] tornadoes
Total so far: 14

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[X] sharks (if i might be killed by one, other than that their sooooooo cute)
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts (GHOST SHARKS OKAY)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf (actually wait... no.. that might be nice)
[x] growing up
Total so far: 20

[X] creepy noises in the night
[X] bee stings
[X] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 24

If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of __ out of 72 fears"

if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
*if you get 1-9, you're difficult to frighten.
*If you get 0, you're fearless.

MY CAT IS DUMB.
and like im not just being mean either he is LEGIT THE DUMBEST THING EVUUUUR.

my laptops hooked up to the tv because the laptop screen is broken, and is upside down on the floor because the fan is really bad and if it is right side up it will overheat quickly and die even with a book under it propping it up. there is a table in front of it with my keyboard and tablet on it which is what i use thats hooked up to the laptop so while sitting on the couch using the computer I cant see the computer unless I stand up.
My IDIOT cat likes to sleep on the laptop because its warm, my laptop overheats because hes blocking the fan and then it shuts off with no warning!
So today while finally almost finishing a commission, BAM. COMPUTER SHUTS OFF. i look over and THE STUPID CAT IS SLEEPING ON IT!
If I see him going over to lay on it I throw him off but he still does it, and sometimes hes sneaky and i dont notice.
So all the work from my commission today is gone. I didnt work on it too long, which is why I hadnt saved yet, but I was getting a good amount of work done in the time.

HOW DO I KEEP THIS IDIOT OFF OF THE LAPTOP FAN?!
he also likes to sleep on the PS3 when its on too!

does anybody have a smash bros demo code for north america?!?!
and could give it to me <3<3<3<3<3
plz<3
ill draw you something and super love you <3<3<3

Sorry I still havent been on here much, I just havent been using the computer very much lately, other than facebook..

so now heres just me talking about a bunch of stuff that is happening as of late! each paragraph is about a diferent thing..

I finally ordered my Mugi figure that i had been saving for last month, im sure I already said that though... but she is on her way and im excited! I rearanged my shelves a bit yesterday and there is now room for her on the top shelve next to Tamaki. I feel that with all these busty 1/4 ladys I NEED to get Sena next, and I HAVE to get Nyaruko when she finally comes out! Still hoping for a 1/4 Kirino, Azunyan and... a Hachikuji or Shinobu would be just... so necessary! Ive also got my eye on the lucky star and kodomo no jikan girls but both of those sets are just so-so :C

Tomorrow there is an anime flea market happening in toronto, im planning on going to it but cant find a ride :/ everybody suddenly cant go because they took the wrong weekend off... idiots... well now I have to walk there from the train station (after walking to the go station, and taking the train) and the walk is about an hour long to the place. Alone. And im kinda trying to make myself not want to go because i really dont want to do that whole treck. I keep thinking "there will probably be nothing I want there anyways, and what id i dont have enough for something i want, and what if i get something big or heavy then i have to cary it all the way home" but then i end up picturing this figure in my mind and thinking, some guy got this for $70 at AN and then came to me and bragged about it, TWICE, and i didnt even know the guy! ....*sob* i want that figure.... and then i think "well now i HAVE to go!"
this one... http://s1.tsuki-board.net/image/Ohn.....358304705.jpeg

The weekend after that, the 20th, I dont dont what im doing, all my plans are just coming undone and blowing away in the wind. I was planning on going to a cosplay picnic in toronto, making and bringing sugar cookies for everyone, wearing my hachikuji costume WITH the backpack, getting one more shoot of her, winning the costume contest(well ide hoped too with it), and then after going to dinner at a korean BBQ restorant with brandon and tia. Well Tia decided she was going to go to something else instead so that means i cant bring my backpack for my costume, so theres no point in having the last shoot and less chance at winning the contest so no point in wearing that costume especially since i also wouldnt be able to change for dinner. THEN brandon suddenly cant get the day off work! so hes not coming. So i thought, ill just not wear a costume, and then ill go to dinner by myself, watever! but whats the point. Also my cosines baby shower is on the same day at the same time, and I chose this picnic and going to dinner with them over seeing my family and getting lots of free food. I dont really want to go to that alone anyways. So I dont know what im going to do.

The weekend after that, 27th and 28th Im going to a convention! Its called Unplugged and its supposedly a really bad con, as bad as Frost con, but I dont care, I just want to go. I already bought my ticket and I hope to go both days, and ill probably be going alone. the walk to the con from the train station isnt far at all so thats fine too, its only about a 20 minute walk. I wanted to go as something easy, so ive decided to go as a creeper (minecraft) girl, maybe ill find someone who does free shoots and get them to take pictures of me if i like my costumes turnout enough. Im making a dynamite block as a prop and its coming along nicely C:

I came up with a name for my cafe today. "CosNeko Cafe" I like it and I think it works. "Cos" from "Cosplay", "Neko" from "Nekomimi", and then I googled it to make sure it wasnt already a thing and it wasnt C: so for now im going to have that in mind as the name. Still I need some experience (and a lot of money) so Im going to be applying to Cafe Delish in January when they open for new maids. Its a charity organization so it doesnt actually pay but itl be good experience and practice. I also hope to work in a maid cafe when I visit Japan, that would help a lot too.

UPS called yesterday and said I had a package, they tried to deliver it and wrote the wrong name on the slip... :I so now I dont know who has to go pick it up...my names on the box, brandons moms name is KINDA on the slip...i just wana send brandon to go get it :I ...Its fur. I hate UPS, fast shipping is just not worth their headaches and incompetence.

Im back from fanexpo (well on sunday but i was relaxing) and it was a pretty alright fanexpo as far as fanexpos go!

The plan was to go Saturday and thats it but I ended up going Sunday too, last minute! In the morning I did the late-for-school anime run all the way to the train station to catch the 9:13 train and I JUST made it in time for the train to find out... THERE WAS NO 9:13 TRAIN THAT DAY. So I was thinking "woohoo... off to a grrrreeeat start!". sitting in the station for half an hour in costume, no makeup, lost my voice, covered in sweat... and I made a friend! the only other person there in costume XD
We took the train together and then I realized IFHBWIGLTSIGL IM LATE FOR MY PHOTOSHOOT I HAVE 10 MINUTES TO RUN ALL THE WAY TO THE CONVENTION DO MY MAKEUP AND GET TO THE MEET SPOT
that didnt go so smoothly, as it takes 15 minutes to get to the convention... so i was over half an hour late for my half hour shoot..... ;_____; luckily my wonderful wonderful photographer wasnt mad at me and didnt skin me! she had just switched my shoot with someone elses and did mine after! ahhhhhhhh reliefe! and then it started pouring rain... thunder and lightning... just before my shoot...
WELL did my shoot! then did a shoot with someone else! (for like an hour and a half @_@) then did a tiny mini shoot with someone else and some other people wanted pictures and that was all fantastic <3 so hopefully i get some good ones out of all of that!!

Was supposed to meet up with some people who were going to let me borrow their pas to get in and meet up with  nicnak044 so she could try on her head, they didnt end up being able to help me so i had to sneak in because nikki couldnt leave her table... ISNUCKINSSSSHHHHHHHDONTTELLSSHHHH
I ended up buying a wonderful Moon stick <3 >u< (practically the main reason i went to the con was to buy it) I also got some manga, 2 cute rings and some buttons! I then eventually met up with my train station friend again and her other friend and we sat until we got kicked out for closing. Me and my new friend were on out way home when... WE MISSED THE TRAIN. BECAUSE IT. WAS. FULL. luckily we cought the LAST train right after it. and all the rest of the way home she begged me to come sunday, so i did!

On sunday i accidentally left too early and got there an hour early thinking we were catching the train at 9 instead of 10... woops....met another friend, and then we all hung around outside, walked around the con a bit, danced and did other things ANDTHENIFOUND All_Purpose_White_Glue (tia) whom i didnt know was coming. she got a pass off her friend and we went and walked around the con some more. there was literally nothing to buy. all of the bootleg figures were just... that was all of them. all the figures were bootlegs. some were LAUGHABLY bad, i picked one up and LAUGHED AT THE SELLER LIKE "UR ACTUALLY SELLING THIS OMG AHHA WHO WOULD BUY THIS?! HAHAHAH LOOK AT IT! ITS SO BAD" ...later on i came back and they were sold out and i just.... i feel so..so bad for those poor people... i sincerely hope they all bought them as jokes. After the con closed me and my new friends (WHO ARE ALL LIKE 14-16 YRSOLD AND I AM 20 AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS YOUNGER THAN THEM) went out for korean bbq and it was soooo good, and TIA LEFT ME AND DIDNT COME WITH US. (so now when we go to the picnic in a couple weeks we will be going there afterwardsss!)

I didnt really look at the video game booths, there was a GSC and Koto(i think) booth and those were cool!!! I got to see toon link nendo and momoe figma IRL and WOW MOMOE IS SUPER SUPPPEEERRRR SMALL!!!!! way smaller than ide expected! The con was a rip off, most booths had tax... TAX AT A CON FOR UR BOOTLEG MERCH. food was waayyyy overpriced ($4 for a muffin? no thnx) and you had to actually buy tickets ON TOP OF your tickets to get in, to just SEE the celebrity guests! though the governer (walking dead) was just standing in the dealers room and I walked past him and was like "w...wait what..?! what?!" i regret not going back but the crowd in there is like a really strong water current :C

and i think thats it!!
my costume went over well!
Ill be going to the roundhouse park picnic on the 20th as hachikuji again
Im excited to be doing sailor moon (in many many months)
but right now i neeeeedddd to focus on making momoe nagisa!!! i hope to make her trumpet and have it actually blow bubbles!