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Posted a year agoHey all, I hope everyone is doing well or keeping as good as they can be in these hard times!
This Journal is to send out my love to you all and to update on how things are going on my end. It always weighs heavy on me when something goes amiss in my life because it affects my work flow so much and i am tired of letting you all down, i am trying hard to change the slow pace of work and with that i no longer post YCHs unless my working condition is good so they can be done as timely as possible.
My last road bump had been that my partner had no work for the last year and he had been living in our shared rental home using his savings for his half of our bills, this eventually got to the threat of having to leave our home and me having to organize what was to happen next in our lives despite loving this home we were/are in. This house is the first in my life i can call a home. Regarding this matter My partner has found himself work and the housing situation is resolved!
Unfortunately despite the strong mental drive and eagerness to draw (my drive is driving me mad aha) i've been suffering from arm damage for the last month, so i've been feeling caged withing my own body limits. About a year ago i got myself a second hand secretlab chair to proper care for my posture and back but on and off through out this year it has cause tremendous pain in my ankle which would come and go depending on the ergonomic configuration , now it has been my entire arm it is numb, burning and swollen. i thought maybe my desk was too high so we sawed it down shorter in height but im still recovering as best as i can, Trying to draw for even 20 minutes at the time is painful and i am having to do my best to keep my arm off the desk entirely. I am very sorry that my troubles are affecting the anticipated art you seek from em and deserve to receive. I am determined to have it all completed and have you all on my mind daily.
Stay safe, well, fed and healthy all!
This Journal is to send out my love to you all and to update on how things are going on my end. It always weighs heavy on me when something goes amiss in my life because it affects my work flow so much and i am tired of letting you all down, i am trying hard to change the slow pace of work and with that i no longer post YCHs unless my working condition is good so they can be done as timely as possible.
My last road bump had been that my partner had no work for the last year and he had been living in our shared rental home using his savings for his half of our bills, this eventually got to the threat of having to leave our home and me having to organize what was to happen next in our lives despite loving this home we were/are in. This house is the first in my life i can call a home. Regarding this matter My partner has found himself work and the housing situation is resolved!
Unfortunately despite the strong mental drive and eagerness to draw (my drive is driving me mad aha) i've been suffering from arm damage for the last month, so i've been feeling caged withing my own body limits. About a year ago i got myself a second hand secretlab chair to proper care for my posture and back but on and off through out this year it has cause tremendous pain in my ankle which would come and go depending on the ergonomic configuration , now it has been my entire arm it is numb, burning and swollen. i thought maybe my desk was too high so we sawed it down shorter in height but im still recovering as best as i can, Trying to draw for even 20 minutes at the time is painful and i am having to do my best to keep my arm off the desk entirely. I am very sorry that my troubles are affecting the anticipated art you seek from em and deserve to receive. I am determined to have it all completed and have you all on my mind daily.
Stay safe, well, fed and healthy all!
Might have to move-again
Posted a year agoIts been a bit rough having to move home so much, i barely unpack my things anymore and dont have much furniture as i sell or give away things every time with each move. In the last 3 years ive moved every year, mostly beacause of bad landlords in a housing crisis here in Australia, it can take months to find somewhere to go and iys so expensive for minimal living now. Between me and my partner i lts my job to find a home, to orange things, move utilities etc and its so draining and stressful spending 16hours a day trying to find somewhere.
I love where we are now, our landlord is actually wonderful and doesnt want us to leave but its been almost a year now and my partner hasnt been able to secure work here.. so i think we have to go, back to my baren boring saltflat home town.
Hopefully some fortune comes our way
I love where we are now, our landlord is actually wonderful and doesnt want us to leave but its been almost a year now and my partner hasnt been able to secure work here.. so i think we have to go, back to my baren boring saltflat home town.
Hopefully some fortune comes our way
Art Speed Update
Posted a year agoHey guys just a short update,
I am working on everything but for the last 6 months my tablet has been acting up, i've replaced the surface ($75) and i've got nibs i regularly replace ($23) , i've tried updating, reverting back, compatibility test, re-installs and re launches. It is now at the stage where a 30-60minute job takes 4 hours as the lines consistently wither don't even process through or break into 2-8 pieces, It is impossible to know if the stylus is dying or if sensors in the tablet are. To replace the pen it's over $200 and if its not the pen and it's the sensors its wasted money for no fix.
I'll have to save up and replace it i thin but for a while i will be continuing to work using it for as long as i humanely can, it has just slowed me down so much, some days i have little to 0 issues and i can get 2-3 coms done on those days. My partner and i are also maybe considering we need to move house in 6months time due to housing crisis here so we're okay right now but there'll be future plans to work out what we need to do to keep a roof over our head. Our current property is expensive and suspicions of price rising soon seems immanent on top of that we only get 6month leases at a time and i have no idea when we are getting kicked out for the home to be demolished for 2-3 houses to be squeezed onto this land. in the 9 months here i've watched 5 homes be demolished and sub divided .. there's stress of the near future but i'm okay. Just my mind is pre planning what we may have to do or where we may need to go.
Just know, i am always working, i am always thinking about work list but sometimes i am fast and some time is take a bit more time.
I love you all <3
I am working on everything but for the last 6 months my tablet has been acting up, i've replaced the surface ($75) and i've got nibs i regularly replace ($23) , i've tried updating, reverting back, compatibility test, re-installs and re launches. It is now at the stage where a 30-60minute job takes 4 hours as the lines consistently wither don't even process through or break into 2-8 pieces, It is impossible to know if the stylus is dying or if sensors in the tablet are. To replace the pen it's over $200 and if its not the pen and it's the sensors its wasted money for no fix.
I'll have to save up and replace it i thin but for a while i will be continuing to work using it for as long as i humanely can, it has just slowed me down so much, some days i have little to 0 issues and i can get 2-3 coms done on those days. My partner and i are also maybe considering we need to move house in 6months time due to housing crisis here so we're okay right now but there'll be future plans to work out what we need to do to keep a roof over our head. Our current property is expensive and suspicions of price rising soon seems immanent on top of that we only get 6month leases at a time and i have no idea when we are getting kicked out for the home to be demolished for 2-3 houses to be squeezed onto this land. in the 9 months here i've watched 5 homes be demolished and sub divided .. there's stress of the near future but i'm okay. Just my mind is pre planning what we may have to do or where we may need to go.
Just know, i am always working, i am always thinking about work list but sometimes i am fast and some time is take a bit more time.
I love you all <3
Path Guide to Wellness (Work Flow)
Posted 2 years agoHi everyone, so I'm on the way up again from a rough time and I was sitting here trying to work out a good plan of action, I wish to be active here as best as i can and be working in a good timely fashion with a turn around for all but with that having been said I often don't factor in my own time or life occurrences in or burn outs which seem to happen so much more easily these days.
I'd like to get all owed work to you as timely as possible and below i am going to make a simple flow path and mark each off as i go until completed. My main focus will be full queue clear out along side character re-sales in hopes i can start on a clear footing to save up for top surgery.
The list unfortunately is a lot large and i am terrible sorry for the wait, This journal will hopefully serve as a clear guide on who i am up to and where in the list. Typically as usual once i start your work it is done that day unless interrupted by general life. I am still sadly fighting through depression, anxiety and ptsd so some days i can wake up with best intentions only to just not being able to function, i am working on this.
Once the full work list is done i will open up again in a more timely and reliable manor.
I'd like to get all owed work to you as timely as possible and below i am going to make a simple flow path and mark each off as i go until completed. My main focus will be full queue clear out along side character re-sales in hopes i can start on a clear footing to save up for top surgery.
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* RAFFLE ART, entry granted to those on this list. Thank you for your kindness and patience.[ ]
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The list unfortunately is a lot large and i am terrible sorry for the wait, This journal will hopefully serve as a clear guide on who i am up to and where in the list. Typically as usual once i start your work it is done that day unless interrupted by general life. I am still sadly fighting through depression, anxiety and ptsd so some days i can wake up with best intentions only to just not being able to function, i am working on this.
Once the full work list is done i will open up again in a more timely and reliable manor.
Courtesy update journal
Posted 2 years agoSorry to be announcing some more Ill news, i just want to touch base with everyone so those who are waiting on me know with transparency of what is going on. Been through a bit still and i am currently in process of sorting, recovering and working particular things out whilst still working on art as i have been recently. I sadly have been delayed on my current short term work list, not by much but delayed due to a pending family visit and pet issues.
Sadly i've been diagnosed with many ailments, these things have been existing for a long time and are a long term to life issue yet i still move forward to the best of my abilities at any given time. To help me through these things i adopted a rescue cat who i bonded with quickly but from the day i brought him home i seen issues mainly with his back end, the rescue made me wait a week before they'd even book a vet which was yesterday only to be told something i feared most for him that he is as close to "lame" in his end as he could be without being there yet. Both his knees are "gone" and out of line as he just cant stand for more than a few moments and pain for him will vary from time to time. So.. my only options are give him back or do a $5,000 surgery when i cant even afford my own gender reconfirmation op surgery. He was adopted for depression, anxiety and stress support so this has set be back a bit and i'm having a few low days feeling a bit useless..
I'll be alright and i will keep working but just having a few days to re-coop my energy from this mental low.
Sadly i've been diagnosed with many ailments, these things have been existing for a long time and are a long term to life issue yet i still move forward to the best of my abilities at any given time. To help me through these things i adopted a rescue cat who i bonded with quickly but from the day i brought him home i seen issues mainly with his back end, the rescue made me wait a week before they'd even book a vet which was yesterday only to be told something i feared most for him that he is as close to "lame" in his end as he could be without being there yet. Both his knees are "gone" and out of line as he just cant stand for more than a few moments and pain for him will vary from time to time. So.. my only options are give him back or do a $5,000 surgery when i cant even afford my own gender reconfirmation op surgery. He was adopted for depression, anxiety and stress support so this has set be back a bit and i'm having a few low days feeling a bit useless..
I'll be alright and i will keep working but just having a few days to re-coop my energy from this mental low.
Character FLASH Sale
Posted 2 years agoGotta me some $$ Much sad ;-;
Big bills and foods money, and I kind of adopted a health support dog who is lovely! But was a rescue from a backyard breeder so I have to get him all vetted. Below is a list and mix of on base unique adopts, re-sales, old oc's and more the listed prices here are the discounted amount and i will further discount with buying multiples.
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Bases used
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Halloween Wickerbeasts: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53778842/ $15 ea
void dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751723/ $10
ink dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751711/ $10
Azure Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751697/ $10
Cobolt skies dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48937485/ $10
Grey/purple Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49118388/ $5
Desert sands Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49118380/ $5
Dustchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48200085/ $5
Dutchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47677995/ $5
Dutchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47677769/ $5
Mixed symmetrical: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751607/ $5
Dekkie https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48188871/ $5
dekkie https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48188832/ $5
Jester Dekkie on ref https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48927158/ $15 (down from $40)
lilbats https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054014/ $5
lilbats https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48057025/ $5
Canine https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48084446/ $10
Canine https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48083731/ $10
Purple Charazard: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48068022/ $5 (down from $30)
Ghostly Charazard: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48068649/ $5 (down from $30)
Werewolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47964714/ $15 (down from $50)
Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49031341/ $10 (Down from $45)
My Base
raccoon and wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47846815/ $15
Wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47980148/ $15
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Off Base
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TH LINK : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51071328/
Night sky Mountain wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51131650/ 25usd
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OC's and Re-Sales
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MTO-ART closed species weedboi: https://toyhou.se/11189761.-tbn-weedboi 130usd (down from 160euro)
Blue reptilian: https://toyhou.se/14498711.20-usd $5
Golden Rabbit: https://toyhou.se/9781372.bunificent $40
Satyr: https://toyhou.se/13134272.bahdric $80
On-off unique species: https://toyhou.se/17305903.enozen $120
Purple fluffy crystal dragon: https://toyhou.se/16008812.fluffy-dragon-reduced $90
Flygon X garchomp: https://toyhou.se/12430061.flygon-x-garchomp $10
pink zebra: https://toyhou.se/6970114.for-sale-10-usd $5
leafeon: https://toyhou.se/19840390.leafeon-adopt $15
inno-sjoa cow: https://toyhou.se/12151474.mint-reduced $200
unique moonicorn (cow unicorn) https://toyhou.se/8621848.myers-the.....nicorn-reduced $180
unique on-off species: https://toyhou.se/17305785.ota-sale $100
sunflower dragon: https://toyhou.se/6159617.sunny $100 OnO
Bayleaf ginjinka: https://toyhou.se/13134158.tbn-bayleef- $40
Noibat ninjinka: https://toyhou.se/13387997.tbn-noibat- $50
skunk: https://toyhou.se/11189627.v-no $65
purple monkey: https://toyhou.se/8508021.zayne-reduced $290
willing to haggle please DM me or comment.
Big bills and foods money, and I kind of adopted a health support dog who is lovely! But was a rescue from a backyard breeder so I have to get him all vetted. Below is a list and mix of on base unique adopts, re-sales, old oc's and more the listed prices here are the discounted amount and i will further discount with buying multiples.
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Bases used
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Halloween Wickerbeasts: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53778842/ $15 ea
void dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751723/ $10
ink dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751711/ $10
Azure Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751697/ $10
Cobolt skies dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48937485/ $10
Grey/purple Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49118388/ $5
Desert sands Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49118380/ $5
Dustchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48200085/ $5
Dutchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47677995/ $5
Dutchie: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47677769/ $5
Mixed symmetrical: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53751607/ $5
Dekkie https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48188871/ $5
dekkie https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48188832/ $5
Jester Dekkie on ref https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48927158/ $15 (down from $40)
lilbats https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48054014/ $5
lilbats https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48057025/ $5
Canine https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48084446/ $10
Canine https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48083731/ $10
Purple Charazard: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48068022/ $5 (down from $30)
Ghostly Charazard: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48068649/ $5 (down from $30)
Werewolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47964714/ $15 (down from $50)
Dragon: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49031341/ $10 (Down from $45)
My Base
raccoon and wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47846815/ $15
Wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/47980148/ $15
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Off Base
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TH LINK : https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51071328/
Night sky Mountain wolf: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51131650/ 25usd
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OC's and Re-Sales
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MTO-ART closed species weedboi: https://toyhou.se/11189761.-tbn-weedboi 130usd (down from 160euro)
Blue reptilian: https://toyhou.se/14498711.20-usd $5
Golden Rabbit: https://toyhou.se/9781372.bunificent $40
Satyr: https://toyhou.se/13134272.bahdric $80
On-off unique species: https://toyhou.se/17305903.enozen $120
Purple fluffy crystal dragon: https://toyhou.se/16008812.fluffy-dragon-reduced $90
Flygon X garchomp: https://toyhou.se/12430061.flygon-x-garchomp $10
pink zebra: https://toyhou.se/6970114.for-sale-10-usd $5
leafeon: https://toyhou.se/19840390.leafeon-adopt $15
inno-sjoa cow: https://toyhou.se/12151474.mint-reduced $200
unique moonicorn (cow unicorn) https://toyhou.se/8621848.myers-the.....nicorn-reduced $180
unique on-off species: https://toyhou.se/17305785.ota-sale $100
sunflower dragon: https://toyhou.se/6159617.sunny $100 OnO
Bayleaf ginjinka: https://toyhou.se/13134158.tbn-bayleef- $40
Noibat ninjinka: https://toyhou.se/13387997.tbn-noibat- $50
skunk: https://toyhou.se/11189627.v-no $65
purple monkey: https://toyhou.se/8508021.zayne-reduced $290
willing to haggle please DM me or comment.
I'm Coming home.
Posted 2 years agoFor the longest time FA has been home for me, despite losing many I've always been able to feel welcomed here and i truly feel blessed for that. Most of all grateful to all of you out there who have been there for me and here through some tough times.
I have spent most of my life worrying about everyone else besides myself, concerned about the wellbeing and happiness of friends, family, co-workers, classmate, strangers, etc and it never mattered because I just care for all around me. That's you guys too! I wouldn't have it any other way though I just love to take care of others and bring them joy, unfortunately a life this way led to me never being selfish or caring for my own needs. After many burn outs and troubling situations I've had to over come things crumbled into the worst spot I have ever been in.
- The start of this year a week shy of my birthday my Poppy passed away very suddenly after a fall, my youngest brother and nan were in the room when he fell and i was in the room saying good bye when he passed on. This still is a struggle for me he was THE pillar of my entire family right besides my nan and my mind can't stop hurting but it has gotten easier now.. some what.
-We then lost our home in the middle of the housing crisis/cost of living crisis which I addressed in my last journal.. that took some time to secure a home and move. We have a place now but it is on a short 6month lease and I'm waiting for the other shoe to fall. I hope our new landlord lets us stay for a long time here.
-My partner lost his job the week of securing a home so we are stressfully eating little and living off of his savings to get by, we both feel really lost and without a purpose.
- There were a few other family accidents too but they didn't tell me until it had passed.
-I lost all of my friends besides my partner..I lost my group I would laugh with and play games with after 8 years of knowing them all.
Through everything and more smaller bumps I was the worst I could have been and the closest to well, the unthinkable. I never stopped thinking about you all here, the friendly faces checking in on me and being there through some times that were also difficult for me and I truly would not know where I would be today without you all. My saving grace and one of my brightest lights at the end of many dark tunnels.
At this time, I have just become well enough to draw, I will take it slow and breathe doing some adoptable and a bit of personal re building this will help me get in the groove of things again and improve my quality of work for everyone who has been so patient. On my better days I will work on owed work until everyone receives their art! I have a lot of guilt, anxiety and mild depressive dips around my work list but also hold the responsibility of getting it to you strong.
I hope those of you I let down can forgive me, and know you have not and are not forgotten. That you are truly in my heart for being so kind and understanding to me and allowing me to have space to mend.
I will take small steps, but I will be here with you.
.: As a last moments thought, I was thinking of maybe making a discord community. I've never had a large scale one before but it might be nice to have us all in one space and maybe i can join you for some games :.
<3 Sincerely Imply.
I have spent most of my life worrying about everyone else besides myself, concerned about the wellbeing and happiness of friends, family, co-workers, classmate, strangers, etc and it never mattered because I just care for all around me. That's you guys too! I wouldn't have it any other way though I just love to take care of others and bring them joy, unfortunately a life this way led to me never being selfish or caring for my own needs. After many burn outs and troubling situations I've had to over come things crumbled into the worst spot I have ever been in.
- The start of this year a week shy of my birthday my Poppy passed away very suddenly after a fall, my youngest brother and nan were in the room when he fell and i was in the room saying good bye when he passed on. This still is a struggle for me he was THE pillar of my entire family right besides my nan and my mind can't stop hurting but it has gotten easier now.. some what.
-We then lost our home in the middle of the housing crisis/cost of living crisis which I addressed in my last journal.. that took some time to secure a home and move. We have a place now but it is on a short 6month lease and I'm waiting for the other shoe to fall. I hope our new landlord lets us stay for a long time here.
-My partner lost his job the week of securing a home so we are stressfully eating little and living off of his savings to get by, we both feel really lost and without a purpose.
- There were a few other family accidents too but they didn't tell me until it had passed.
-I lost all of my friends besides my partner..I lost my group I would laugh with and play games with after 8 years of knowing them all.
Through everything and more smaller bumps I was the worst I could have been and the closest to well, the unthinkable. I never stopped thinking about you all here, the friendly faces checking in on me and being there through some times that were also difficult for me and I truly would not know where I would be today without you all. My saving grace and one of my brightest lights at the end of many dark tunnels.
At this time, I have just become well enough to draw, I will take it slow and breathe doing some adoptable and a bit of personal re building this will help me get in the groove of things again and improve my quality of work for everyone who has been so patient. On my better days I will work on owed work until everyone receives their art! I have a lot of guilt, anxiety and mild depressive dips around my work list but also hold the responsibility of getting it to you strong.
I hope those of you I let down can forgive me, and know you have not and are not forgotten. That you are truly in my heart for being so kind and understanding to me and allowing me to have space to mend.
I will take small steps, but I will be here with you.
.: As a last moments thought, I was thinking of maybe making a discord community. I've never had a large scale one before but it might be nice to have us all in one space and maybe i can join you for some games :.
<3 Sincerely Imply.
A Family passing
Posted 3 years agoMy Poppy has sadly passed away yesterday, I've been very broken up, emotional and affected by losing him and I don't feel myself or getting into it here to much. I just want to let you all know that it's rough for me right now. I want to be there for my nan as much as i can and help her through not having him anymore and with the funeral costs if i can. T^T
Health decline and issues.
Posted 3 years agoI Want to apologise in advance to all that are waiting patiently for me, it is sincerely appreciated , As you know i have permanently closed down my work and am left with the Work load from the closing down sale. Some of you that have followed me for a long time (Bless you all) Might recall in past years i've had times where health got in the way, well over the years in my line of work especially some times where I did 12 hours or more of daily art for weeks on end in my early days I have gradually more and more over time destroyed my hand, wrist, elbow and slowly now my shoulder. This caused breaks but I was often stubborn and worked hours on end through the pain or would continue before it felt better.
I don't know if its to late, too damaged or if i got time to fix it but regardless I wanted to touch base and let everyone know what's going on for reassurance. All work still will be completed as informed prior end of work sale, it will just be really slow. I might at this rate only be able to get 1 piece done a week or a month its unsure but my bones feel like they are burning in my arm, I have no strength in it and gripping hurts. I'm 27 now and i dont want to lose all function or strength before I'm even 30.
I may already have bad tenidis if that's what it is, and either tennis elbow or golfers arm.
https://professionalartistmag.com/k.....20the%20inside.
So i need to protect my health, take it slow, take big gaps to repair, complete small amounts of art where i can and then stop at first ache to repair.
Thank you all once again, i miss being able to work with you, i miss drawign and the joy of it but sadly its been a decline for years for my health. Physical and Mental.
I don't know if its to late, too damaged or if i got time to fix it but regardless I wanted to touch base and let everyone know what's going on for reassurance. All work still will be completed as informed prior end of work sale, it will just be really slow. I might at this rate only be able to get 1 piece done a week or a month its unsure but my bones feel like they are burning in my arm, I have no strength in it and gripping hurts. I'm 27 now and i dont want to lose all function or strength before I'm even 30.
I may already have bad tenidis if that's what it is, and either tennis elbow or golfers arm.
https://professionalartistmag.com/k.....20the%20inside.
So i need to protect my health, take it slow, take big gaps to repair, complete small amounts of art where i can and then stop at first ache to repair.
Thank you all once again, i miss being able to work with you, i miss drawign and the joy of it but sadly its been a decline for years for my health. Physical and Mental.
