Well, I got Final Fantasy XI back up and running. Apparently my issue was some new form of payment process to make things far more secure was put in place to which I didn't know. If I had signed in a couple months ago I'm sure my account wouldn't of been deactivated in the first place. I did have to uninstall and re-install the game on my XBox 360 (even though I also play on PC sometimes) however due to some issues with the game updating (which is due to a crash of some sort or power surge since the game is weird like that on the 360).

In other news, I have more commissions I have paid for, two being of the male version of Infinity (one in superhero outfit and one in normal mercenary gear), another of which will be a character reference sheet of Infinity in female form, and finally a transgender transformation (TGTF) comic of which I really wanted from a particular artist on FurAffinity.

I am slowly getting back into playing things I hadn't for so long: GaiaOnline, Final Fantasy XI, Maple Story, The Sims 3, and also trying to catch up on some anime I have and yet to even open the boxes. ^^;

As some may already know I have a subscription towards Final Fantasy XI Online. However I hadn't played in a while and just recently tried to log in. Here, is where my current irritation lies. Apparently my Content-ID was deactivated back in April with absolutely NO notification on that matter. Trying to reactivate it is even more of a chore as it's saying it's having troubles with my payment method which I KNOW FOR A FACT WORKS!! I sent a fairly angry e-mail towards the support staff in trying to figure out what is going on here. I really hope I can get my account reactivated soon, cause if I recall they have something about if the account is deactivated for three months it is deleted. I do NOT want to loose all my work. :cries:


Now, in other news, I am down to working only one job now. This is not by choice mind you, as I was fired yet the management put me down as 'quit'. First I was working at a Burger King, then a McDonalds in the mornings for extra money that I need to help pay bills. Well both of which did the same thing. In my opinion the reason they fired me and yet put me as 'quit' was so that I could not pursue wrongful termination (of which it was in both cases) cause it would then be my word against theirs.

However the one job I'm working now has opened hours quite a bit due to a remodel or sorts, which should be done in a little over two weeks from now. In fact I've even been getting overtime (a first in a VERY, VERY long time).


Well, that's all I can think of for now...so I'll leave you all there. If you have any questions, feel free to leave a comment.

So, it's been a little TOO long since my last entry, I know. Currently working two jobs, which has been exhausting as I get (if I'm lucky) anywhere from one to five hours of sleep, depending on exactly what time I'm due into my other job the next morning. I rarely have any whole days off anymore, usually half days which are spent catching up on lost sleep.

I also recently signed up for both Netflix and GameFly and have been taking HUGE advantage of both. My family seems to also be enjoying the Netflix anyway. My most recent rentals include this movie called "Suck" which is a vampire horror comedy, which turned out better than I thought as I didn't think it was ENTIRELY stupid after watching it, and it made me laugh a lot. I'm just glad it didn't turn out like one of the "Scary Movie" types of comedies.

Also, just about everyone in the area seems to be going to watch "Jackass 3D". What IS IT with that movie? How can people find one hurting themselves, especially on PURPOSE, remotely funny? I guess I was always the odd ball in that sense cause I never found someone say falling down the stairs remotely funny. I always turned my eyes away from someone hurting themselves when I was younger, due to my very 'accident-prone' childhood. To explain, my step-dad went the next step further and had a paramedic-type medical bag as our household 'first-aid kit'. I have so many scars that I personally do NOT find funny at all. So maybe it's because of my own accident-prone history, but someone hurting themselves, even on purpose, I don't find even a little funny. Now sarcasm, I'm ALL that, I tend to lean towards parody comedies and ones riddled with sarcastic humor since I am a very sarcastic person. Lucky for me, my sarcasm doesn't seem entirely dry, I mean it makes my family members laugh, and some of my friends, however not sure if they are just humoring me, but it does lighten up my day sometimes.

I also got Final Fantasy XIV Online and Dead Rising 2 recently. Both games are very addicting but I find myself lacking enough time to play them, let alone with my Gamefly account I tend to play the rented games more, since I'm paying Gamefly every month for the games. Then again I'm also paying SquareEnix every month for my Final Fantasy XIV and Final Fantasy XI accounts that I haven't played much lately.

Anyway, back to the whole boredom, as of late I find myself bored despite the apparent endless things I've been doing, guess that's the multitasker in me (literally as I'm typing this, I'm playing one of the rented games: Disgaea: Hour of Darkness for the PS2 and listening to Celldweller "Kill the Sound" due to Dead Rising 2: Case Zero ending). I've been so bored that I decided to TRY out this one site that seemed promising, however I can't be sure if the site is real or some kind of scam, but I have to believe in it for it to be real...it sounds complicated, but I'm giving it a try. If you're at all curious, just check it out here:
http://www.real-wishes.com

I just wanted to let anyone know, those that care of course, that I will be gone for two weeks, and doubt I'll be able to get on the internet where I'll be going, if I do, then good, but I don't expect to be able to.

To explain: I will be going on vacation for two weeks and won't be back until sometime after Saturday, August 7, 2010 (I will be leaving this coming Saturday, July, 24 as I head to where I'll be going).

So if you need to contact me, leave me a note, or e-mail (I read every single one that I get), and will try and respond if I can while I'm gone.

...of being compared to other people, even popular ones. It's not like I'm trying to look like them, and for that matter in my own opinion I think I look nothing like them.


In this first one I've been compared to Orlando Bloom...I personally don't see it...but I stuck an image of him and of me side by side, to see what you all think: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3917352/

Now in this one, I've been compared to Penn Jillette, of Penn & Teller, so here is to see what you all think: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3917356/



Note: I am a male-to-female transsexual who hasn't even begun hormones due to lack of money and transportation, so I REALLY hate my male appearance, so refrain from any 'cute', 'handsome', and so on comments please.



Also, another annoying thing is this one persistant song that became stuck in my head from a more recent coach gag scene of 'The Simpsons' that featured the characters singing to the song of "Tik Tok" by this new artist named 'Kesha' or 'Ke$ha' as she seems to prefer spelling it. I personally dislike songs like this, which is pretty much most, if not all songs in the Pop, R&B, and Rap categories. I just don't like repeative beats like that, or for that matter a song that is intentionally repeative so it gets stuck in someone's head. I've been trying to drown it out with some Heavy Metal music (my favorite genre) but no such luck so far...so any help with some music I would prefer please send your suggestions my way.

http://img693.imageshack.us/img693/.....ammemorial.jpg

I believe that says it all.

According to a journal post, and poll I posted on DeviantART, the majority said that I should at least try to do story commissions. Considering I have never written anything for anybody else aside from myself, I'm not sure how good I'll be at this, let alone what to price commissions.

So, I ask anyone reading this, what do YOU think I should price the commissions? I believe a set price, per word, should work. It would also have to be set in USD, being the only currency I'm really familiar with, and use.

Here is a list of prices that I could think of, if there was a way to do a poll on here, or if I knew how to, if there is, I would do it that way. However since I don't know of any other way I'll just list it below, please leave a comment on what you think I should do:

$0.01 USD per word
$0.10 USD per word
$0.25 USD per word
$0.50 USD per word
$0.75 USD per word
$1.00 USD per word
Other (Please specify)

As the topic states, I had a strange dream last night, that I wanted to share with you guys. It involved some alien-anthro to human TG in it, so for those not into that stuff, don't read any further.

In the dream, I was a male, reptilian alien-anthro whom came to a more futuristic Earth by complete accident, with no way home, and decided to help mankind in anyway possible. I also seemed to have power over matter, being able to simply create anything from the surrounding air, and basically materialize it in my hand, with my imagination being my only limitation on what I could create.

Humans however, by majority, wanted to kill me and dissect me, however one young boy wanted to help me. He was the son of a scientist who had accidentally created some kind of gel-paint that when applied over one's body entirely could make the person human (or for other humans, change their ethnicity, or even gender). It was experimental still, and the boy snuck some away from his father's lab and gave me some to apply to my own body. The key in applying it however was to do so in any body of water. I then completely submerged myself in their pool, and began to slowly apply the stuff to my body, covering all over, even my tail.

I watched as my body shrunk, and a pale, caucasian, smooth skin seemed to cover and replace my otherwise red and black scales. What shocked me the most was that the gel-pain apparantly made me into a caucasian human female, with crimson red hair. I explored the body, a little uneasy with it all, too used to being male.

After I got out, and the boy saw the 'new me' he became immediately aroused. That much made me uncomfortable, but somehow this gel-paint included altering one's hormones and the new hormones made me confused and weak as I tried to get used to them. The boy took my confusion and seduced me, then well, mated with me, and later disclosed that he knew I would become female, and that the mating would make everything permanent. I, of course, freaked out, and ran out of the house, after grabbing something to wear.

That is, where I woke up...

So...what are your thoughts? I might turn this into a story, maybe even commission an artist to draw a little comic about it.

If I recall correctly, due to some McDonald's employees having taken the pieces for themselves a few years back, they had to seperate the pieces all over.

So, I have a proposal for anyone interested. For anyone that happens to have Boardwalk, I will sent the Park Place ticket I have, and all I ask for is one fifth of the prize money ($200,000/$1,000.000).

I even have other game pieces that I don't really want and can throw those pieces in as well if you want so that the one, who is willing to split the million dollar prize with me, can get more money as well.

The other pieces I have are as follows:
North Carolina Avenue (Green)
Indiana Avenue (Red)
New York Avenue (Orange)
States Avenue (Pink/Purple)
B&O Railroad
Pennsylvania Railroad
Baltic Avenue (Brown)


If anyone is interested and willing to split the million dollar prize (provided you have Boardwalk of course) then send me a note.

Hello, there anyone who happens upon my page, let alone reads this journal entry. I have been around here for a while, often browsing this site for quite a long time, looking at the works before finally registering as a member on June 2008. I've been around the 'furry' community for a while, not really identifying as anything in particular to be totally honest, but usually finding myself taking a lapine (bunny) fursona...and sometimes even dragon...usually I tend to be a 'changeling' more or less. I am a member of Furcadia, and have been for so many years that I have forgotten my original join date, which I believe was sometime in '03, but I'm not certain if Furcadia has even been around that long...but I know for a fact that I've been a member before '05.

On Furcadia I have a number of characters, some might even know me, or has seen me, since my usual character is "Infinity Forever".

A little more about me: I'm a writer, never been good in drawing much but plan to work on that and branch out, drawing my own characters for once rather than commissioning people when I want a picture for my character so people knew what they looked like. I'm also a member of deviantART: http://infinityforever.deviantart.com and have recently begun to ponder on whether or not to do story commissions, but I have doubts that I'm suited for such things.

As one can tell in my favorites, I'm a HUGE fan of TG (Transgender) or genderbending as some call it...and have recently been introduced to a whole new area of intersexed males, which are quite interesting since I never before thought such things existed, but it makes sense being there are intersexed females afterall.

If anyone has any questions they'd like to know about me, feel free to comment, and I will post them up on here in response.