Thank you everyone who has been interested in commissioning me, it's been an overwhelmingly positive experience opening commissions and I'm grateful to everyone who messaged me.

That being said during this opening surge of requests, my old method of wait list doesn't really make sense anymore, It'd be pretty bad to message 8 people that commissions are open just to tell 7 of them they're too late. So starting now, in the interest of fairness I'm gonna do a internal raffle for the wait list and message the winner, if they decline or fail to reply in 24 hours I'll do the raffle again. Hopefully this will be better for everyone involved. Thank you, and love you.

Hi guys just want to tell you a new chapter of Nocturnal is up, you can find it over here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/34224717/

Hey I made a game for nocturnal you can find it here https://nocturnalcomic.itch.io/nocturnal-phantasms
you can download it for free

Also just so I don't need to make another journal about this I made a shitty website for Nocturnal you can find it here https://nocturnalcomic.com/

Sorry for all this Nocturnal news, I don't know what to do with either channel anymore

Hey just wanna let everyone know the next comic in Nocturnal is being released now I'm so proud not just of what I've made but with the fact i was actually able to keep to the schedule lol.

Anyways it's gonna be posted up on  NocturnalComic over the next two months

Hey guys I've been working on this passion project for a half the year, it's a reboot to the old comic which I had all kinds of trouble working on, I go more in depth on it in a comicfury post. Anyways you can find it at the old place at http://nocturnalcomic.cfw.me/comics/17/ but also on a new account on FA and inkbunny at http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nocturnalcomic/ and https://inkbunny.net/NocturnalComic respectively, I'll be uploading it over the next two weeks hope you like it.

I'm gonna be sketching some lewd requests tomorrow on a casual Sunday stream, I'm gonna try to start at around 6pm MST come over and hang out at https://picarto.tv/InfinityDoom

I'll try my best to try to avoid being over-dramatic as I know I am prone to that, as usual a TLDR is available at the bottom.

Some of you may have noticed I haven't been active in a while, and have been inconsistent before that as well. I was not in a good place for a long time due to all kinds of things, but that is more or less over now and it has been for some months. I'm pretty happy and don't stay awake worrying anymore, however I still had a lot to learn about pursuing the things I love. I used to think to "Move on" I had to leave the things in my "old life" behind... maybe I was just scared of them leaving me behind... idk. I've told myself so many time that I just didn't want to draw porn anymore but that wasn't true.

Every time I would think about this channel I'd think of all the bad things I hate that I did; caring so much about how I can get more veiws/fav, releasing stuff as fast as I could, getting angry when things didn't get enough attention,getting super jealous of friends that were more popular then me, and of course getting mad at hate and criticism (which was literately never on my channels I basically seeked it out myself). When I started drawing it was honestly in this misguided hope that it would net me friends and a boyfriend honestly. But regardless of what promoted it I've had fun doing it, and I realize now I want to have this even as I pursue other projects.

Okay enough of this feeling based stuff and onto more concrete stuffs. Lots of people have asked me about commissions and the like over my haitus and I'm honestly surprised and flattered. But it has been a huge sore spot for me for a long time, when I was releasing regularly I was fine doing commissions, but when I wasn't I never wanted to cause I didn't want to just be doing commisions all the time. Having everything releasing on my channel be for profit felt dirty and not at all consistent with what I want this channel to be and what I want to be.

I don't have a plan to get around this really, I've toyed with ideas like just do cheep commissions to not feel dirty (which doesn't really help), to doing all the request (I'd litterly die from the weight of all that).
my favorite idea is of consistent stream were i can take request and tip or commissions live maybe? My speed has gotten waaaaay better (thank you 15 min work breaks) so it might be possible now more then ever. I'd love to hear you suggestion to how I can both make stuff for this channel, Draw stuff you guys want, and still have time to work on other projects.

TLDR;Some sad stuff but I'm back and want to here suggestion of how to handle commissions and stuff a stream maybe???

Hey guys first off I wanna apologize for not posting too much struggling with some stuff including losing interest but that's a topic for another post, but at least 1 porn is coming soon.

I've been working on a passion project of mine a SFW furry fantasy web-comic called Nocturnal reachable here; http://nocturnalcomic.cfw.me/comics/1/ there are 13 pages of it as of right now which is a lot to launch with. I've been sorta embarrassed about sharing it, bad writing, bad art, it isn't great all around, but if it's a passion project I figured I should be happy to share it eventually haha.

I'm rambling but uhh it would be nice if you just checked it out if that's your thing haha, again the link is.
http://nocturnalcomic.cfw.me/comics/1/

I've realized that I have no clue what people want to pay for commissions and I want your feedback on how much a fully shaded piece of mine should fairly cost.

The first time I opened for commission back when my account was teeny tiny the base was $10 plus half that per extra characters. That was a mistake all three of my rotating slots were filled instantly and never became open again since I was dealing with the backlog and when I was done with that I was just done in general.

Recently I've had a few situation that showed I just have zero clue what a commission is worth so I figured that the only good and fair way would be to ask you guys:

So for a fully shaded pic should it be?
-$30 plus $15 per extra character
-$40 plus $20 per extra character
-$50 plus $25 per extra character
-I'm completely wrong and it's not anything in that range.

I'll base my flat, background, comic, etc on the shaded pic price.

I wanted to post more journals so here's a common fun one my bdsm test!
I kinda agree with most of this, but I'm maybe a little more dominant then they say expectantly when I'm with cuties. But I say the top ones are at least mostly right though I never heard the term "rope bunny" before, but it sounds like something that would describe me owo. Have you guys ever taken this before?

== Results from bdsmtest.org ==
100% Degradee
100% Rope bunny
99% Submissive
97% Brat
96% Masochist
88% Slave
77% Non-monogamist
75% Pet
72% Experimentalist
69% Primal (Prey)
62% Exhibitionist
55% Voyeur
49% Rigger
47% Ageplayer
46% Degrader
42% Daddy/Mommy
39% Primal (Hunter)
31% Girl/Boy
25% Switch
19% Vanilla
12% Dominant
7% Sadist
2% Owner
1% Master/Mistress

Okay so I just thought of a dumb furry related thing that I wanted to talk about since I'm tired to the point I'm stupid I think it's a good idea to share it with you.

Alright wouldn't it be great if there was like a place where all the poke-sonas where searchable with like little blurbs about them like in a dating site. I mean I wouldn't use it for dating but it would be super fun to search by pokemon species, like trying to find out what are the most common sonas, or find out if there are sonas of the really rare pokes. I'd even love a tindr like feature were they throw a few pokes at me and see's what I think of them, I'd spend an evening doing that :3.

Speaking of poke-sonas what is the rarest one you've ever seen? A friend of mine once showed me a caterpie-sona!!! I really didn't even believe it, I mean I know some ppl love bugs but caterpie seems like a weird choose out of all of the bug pokes.

Hey guy's I just want to preface this by saying I've been having a really bad go at life recently so that's probably colouring my opinions.

when I first started drawing porn things improved a lot for me, the furry community was a positive place where I could grow as an artist and as a person. I still had to struggle a lot to make friends and I still have problems but I was glad to do it cause this felt like a nice place I could be safe from hate and hurt.

recently though I've been hearing a lot of furries throwing hate at other furries particularly artists over stupid shit like artstyle and anatomy choice usually behind there backs, but sometimes it even happens to me and it really gets to me. I by my own admission overreact when this happens because I feel like there bringing hate into the one place that I feel safe and at peace. I know it might sound stupid cause all I do is draw dicks but I really don't have much else and it means a lot to me.

idk maybe I'm just being around the wrong furs lately but it's really getting bad, cause like every time I try to draw I just remember that and get bummed out and have to stop. I decided to just let this account rot but know I realize I can't do that, without this I'm just waiting for the day to end more or less.

I haven't been paying attention to all the new poke's that have been teased tbh I'm wondering what you guys think about them, and which ones I should maybe draw :3

I want to interact with you guys a bit more so ask me something and I'll try my best to answer!