The reason why I do what I did here is out of desperation, anger, and hate. To me it is a quick cash grab in order to escape my current problems. I wasn't ashamed of doing this because I had a long and hard thinking if I really wanted to start doing what I've been doing all this work. And I was thinking; hell if im starting doing this, why not go all the way? I know that if I do a constant workload, I can achieve to where I want to be.

What driven me to start doing what I do is the same emotion what I feel when I work on these works. Every works are fueled with negative emotion, but it doesn't mean I hate them. It is a sin but at the same time, I put my sweat, tears, and blood in all of my works. Which is why I don't hate my previous works, I just hate doing it. In fact I was pleasantly surprised how much I've learn and improved from 1 work to another. I always wanted to do animation so I got that done even though in very unpredictable way. I just cant show off my work professionally to the public. Animation is actually pretty fun and I would love to do more.

The problem is I am not proud of what I am doing. It is against everything I believe, my morale, ethics, and principles. I feel like I am part of the source of the problem. I exploited basic human needs and fantasy to earn a living. I feel like I am a huge hypocrite. What I earn is dirty money. I don't know what to do.

I know that I am late to the party LOL So I am thinking of the alternative site to increase the traffic c:
any suggestions is appriciated

Finally I can get access to a computer and get this update quick; I've been having problem with my hard disk (where all my artwork files located) and it is finally dysfunctional. My computer is now at the workshop, waiting for the replacements/components to arrive which i spent like over $300 on the components only :/

Anyways, it should getting fixed by next week or two, I will resume the patreon on January next year

HEYA!!! Since I AM BACK FEEL FREE TO DROP IN ANY IDEAS OR SUGGESTIONS FOR MY NEXT ANIMATION ART!!!!

As title above I am having major life shift this month so I wasn't aware of emails im getting towards my inbox. Anyway! Those who are my patreons, I don't think y'all get charged for OCT so I will try resolve it asap and prepare more contents on NOV.

Thanks for being patience with me yall \m/

I read from  blitzdrachin's journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8818956/ mentioned that He and  anthemoftears make a project called PrimeLeap https://www.primeleap.net/

I talked to  anthemoftears and it is a 1 man team but this dude is a good programmer. What PrimeLeap does is a link towards your patreon page when you sent a reward to your pledger basically it generate a traceable key code. SO when the leaker spread that reward somewhere else, you can basically knows who did it and then YOU CAN BLOCK AND BAN THEM.


Support  anthemoftears and his project https://www.primeleap.net/ MAKE SURE TO DIRECTLY NOTE HIM.

I'm pretty sure you noticed how embarrassingly my contents updates are on this month compared to previous month. I'll be honest with you that I've been having unstable emotions, desperate desires, unhappy relationships, and unfulfilled life.

I don't think anyone knows me yet since I appeared out from nowhere, so let me tell you a little bit about myself (rant warning)
Previously, I was the type of artist that will stay away from hentai and rule 34 artworks. I even vowed to myself that I will be never be part of that. But then reality is a grouse. I was young, ego and foolish that lead to my deepest regret in my life right now - marriage.

Why do I hate my marriage? I could list everything but from the start of the downfall of this marriage was when my spouse sent me to jail for few days when our marriage was less than a month old (Meth and Alcohol was involved). My spouse has drug, alcohol, anger, and social problems. Idk why I was so blind to my spouse, looking back the sings were there and it is taking a huge toll on me. I've become so desperate and unhappy. I do feel regret when I see people around me are happy and having better life while I'm not.

I made an alter ego of myself - DrWumblr/Inkeink.

Why I made this account? Divorce. Before getting a divorce I need money but I do not want to be pan handling or getting in debt or asking for money. So made this persona, something that I would despise myself if I was younger. Sex sells I hope.

On bright side, I am teaching myself handrawn animation :'D Other than that I've been looking for jobs that isn't minimum-wage-soul-sucking-retail-that-would-make-me-feel-exhausted-when-coming-home-and-cant-work-on-arts. I got 3 jobs interviews this month so far!(fat chance tho) I got back up plan ready for me and friends that would let me get up on my feet after divorce. But for now? I need money to save up. I hate being dependent to my spouse due to the fact that I wasn't allowed to get a job because of free government compensations. I want to break free from everything and be independent.


My spouse is my biggest regret and bane of my existence - Fuck you and I hope you suffer before rotting in hell

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Anyways! Im super relieved that I finished delivered what I promised, I will catch up and upload more content to make up this month's patreon before July 1st. THEN I will reuse my previous animation to make YCH animation :D
Idk if anyone is actually interested or couldn't afford but I will do it anyway KEK


This month is kinda hard for me emotionally but I MADE IT REGARDLESS!

As title above, I will put a couple of ych animation on 3rd party website like commishes. Im not interest in auction style format and I will sell in autobuy instead.

 citrushark is making raffle here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8740079/
:D

Animation YCH of course, but I'm not interested on acution style YCH, instead I'm thinking of limited slot per session or with waiting list. I may or may not reuse same base from my previous work. But let me know if any of you interested. Also how much is too much? (price wise)

Honestly I am pretty much a newbie here and especially patreon. In FA if you're looking for specific artwork, you really have to dig deep and it is unfortunate because FA doesn't really have good search tools.

I stumbled across this  animators but it is inactive.

I would like to find something similar, where everyone is promoting everyone in featured journal or posts or a discord with artist's specific/featured channel that they have their own freedom. I don't want to make this for my own, I would LOVE to see what others doing too

I have officially launched my Patreon Page! https://www.patreon.com/DrWumblr


AS TO CELEBRATE MY OFFICIAL PATREON LAUNCH, FIRST 5 PLEDGER WILL GET FREE FULL COMMISSION OR REQUEST WITH ANY POSE OR KINKS