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Posted 11 years agoLike at all.
I'm terrible with keeping up with more than one site at a time, and my main hub is dA.
In addition, I'm probably done with art. I haven't done a good drawing since March. I'm pregnant. We're homeless. A lot has happened and art is basically in my past. Maybe one day I can do art as a hobby again lol. But I don't even really miss it.
So... See you later. Maybe.
If you wanna follow me, I'm on dA. Same name. :3
I'm terrible with keeping up with more than one site at a time, and my main hub is dA.
In addition, I'm probably done with art. I haven't done a good drawing since March. I'm pregnant. We're homeless. A lot has happened and art is basically in my past. Maybe one day I can do art as a hobby again lol. But I don't even really miss it.
So... See you later. Maybe.
If you wanna follow me, I'm on dA. Same name. :3
HIATUS
Posted 13 years agoLong story short, phone is getting shit off by tomorrow morning, and thus my internet as well. Will continue to work on art but will only be able to check messages on rare occasions when I get to wifi. I have no idea how long term this is going to be, so just a heads up in advance. So sorry! XD
Art Delays -- if I owe you something, PLEASE READ
Posted 13 years agoOkay, so I have no idea how often I have mentioned this. I know I have, but probably subtly, and I've never made an official journal entry about it. Pretty much, I would have most of my to-do list done already if things were different around here.
As it stands, I'm <b>NOT ALLOWED</b> to draw. Yep, you read that right. My mother does not permit me to do so.
If I ask for an art day, I get yelled at and guilt-tripped and just overall not allowed to do anything but slave around for her. So, even though I can draw for 2 hours and only get a small portion of the picture done because that's how much work I put into this stuff, I can't get even 30 minutes of uninterrupted time.
Where I am now, where I'm living, with no car and no public transportation and the nearest job is 40 minutes away, having an actual job is not an option. So, as you know, commissions are my full time job, and that it what I use to pay my phone bill and loan to my mom for whatever the house needs and so on. I've been blessed and am actually doing quite well with this. The income is great. Unfortunately, I feel I am not able to satisfactorily keep up on my end of the deal -- actually doing the art.
It makes me feel like shit.
This morning I asked my mom if later in the day I could go up in my room and draw for an hour or so. She replied by threatening to get rid of the cats.
This is my fucking life.
I'm serious. Ask
amurowolf . I tell her everything as it happens.
I love how everyone else can go to work for 8 hours, come home, then deal with home stuff, but I can't go up in my room for 2 hours a day to draw and call it my work day.
According to my mom, my commissions aren't important. They're not actual obligations. They don't matter. You guys didn't pay $50 for a tribal I have yet to draw. It's not real.
I'm only hopping online really quick to post this and then I'm going to attempt to draw, which I will most definitely regret later in one way or another.
I will get the art done. I just don't know when. Whenever I'm ALLOWED, I guess.
As it stands, I'm <b>NOT ALLOWED</b> to draw. Yep, you read that right. My mother does not permit me to do so.
If I ask for an art day, I get yelled at and guilt-tripped and just overall not allowed to do anything but slave around for her. So, even though I can draw for 2 hours and only get a small portion of the picture done because that's how much work I put into this stuff, I can't get even 30 minutes of uninterrupted time.
Where I am now, where I'm living, with no car and no public transportation and the nearest job is 40 minutes away, having an actual job is not an option. So, as you know, commissions are my full time job, and that it what I use to pay my phone bill and loan to my mom for whatever the house needs and so on. I've been blessed and am actually doing quite well with this. The income is great. Unfortunately, I feel I am not able to satisfactorily keep up on my end of the deal -- actually doing the art.
It makes me feel like shit.
This morning I asked my mom if later in the day I could go up in my room and draw for an hour or so. She replied by threatening to get rid of the cats.
This is my fucking life.
I'm serious. Ask
amurowolf . I tell her everything as it happens.I love how everyone else can go to work for 8 hours, come home, then deal with home stuff, but I can't go up in my room for 2 hours a day to draw and call it my work day.
According to my mom, my commissions aren't important. They're not actual obligations. They don't matter. You guys didn't pay $50 for a tribal I have yet to draw. It's not real.
I'm only hopping online really quick to post this and then I'm going to attempt to draw, which I will most definitely regret later in one way or another.
I will get the art done. I just don't know when. Whenever I'm ALLOWED, I guess.
