Where are you staying?
The Doubletree

What day are you getting there?
around noon on thur, and leaving some point monday

Who will you be rooming with?


Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Who ever wants to hang out

Are there any panels you might be attending?
The only thing i know i wanna watch for sure is the fursuit dance competition, everything else
is playing by ear.

Are you attending any stage or public performances?
Nope, not bringing my suit this yr sadly.

Will you be suiting?
Sadly not, i'd love to but haven't practiced nor prepared enough for this round.

How old are you?
27

How tall are you?
5'9

Are you taken? Are you looking for a mate?
Nope, single. Not necessarily looking, but if the right person comes along then...

Can I talk to you?
Yes please!!

Can I touch you?
sure, but if i ask ya to stop then please do so.

How can I find you?
i'll be posting on twitter squishyskunk87 and message me there if ya want

Can I visit your room?
its not really my room so i'd wanna get permission first.

Can I buy you drinks?
why would i tell you no lol :P

Can I give you stuff?
umm..sure.. though i may not have anything to give back.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Yes please!!!

What about more intimate stuff?
ask me first, also i'm very dense when it comes to flirting. So if ya flirt with me, don't be shocked it i don't catch on.. seriously i'm really terrible with knowing when someone's flirting with me.

What’s your goal for the con this year?
Having an awesome time, and making new friends.

Are you nice?
I like to believe so. meet me so you can see for yourself.

How long are you going?
Thursday thru monday

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
shout "hey you...yea you that guy" lol idk, i'll probably be overwhelmed with everything so just tap me on my shoulder or something so i know you're not just trying to reach the guy behind me.

Where will you be most of the time during the days?
No idea, everything is being played by ear, only official plans is to watch the fursuit dance, and parade.

What/where will you be eating?
I want sushi least once, if not twice or more. again no plans

Can I come with you for food/fun etc?
Absolutely, though honestly it'll be more like me asking if i can tag along.

Can I take your picture?
I don't see why not. Can i take yours as well?

Been a long time since i've written a journal. Also a lot has happened.

update with job-
Its funny when i read my few past journals, and seeing how things turned out. One of my journals i talked about getting a job a fuddruckers and finally becoming a manager. oh boy was i way over my head at the time. I didn't realize what it actually took to manage, made tons of dumb mistakes, but everytime i learned from those mistakes and kept advancing. Funny enough i only worked there for a few more months before i got another job and have since then been with the same company. I'm happy for that position at Fudds cause it got me my current job which i've been with for almost 4yrs come spring time.

update with relationship-
My relationship with Rx had officially came to an end as of this past November. My heart still hearts, but thats bound to happen when you've been with someone over 5yrs. I sometimes don't know what hurts more though, the end of a relationship, or realizing i've burned several bridges thru out the relationship. I realize i only have myself to blame, but hope that maybe someday i can repair some of those bridges.

now-
That being said, i'm now on my own and even living on my own atm. Its both very exciting yet scary. Im coming to realize that for the past 5 plus yrs i made my life purely work and my relationship. Now that i only have my job i feel like blank person. i don't really know who i am anymore. One can surely understand why its depressing but i gotta keep in mind that this an opportunity to once again find myself, or reinvent myself as some would say.

I'm still living in erie, pa but with hopes of moving back to MI in the next couple years where i can be part of my family once again. In the mean time i'm working on becoming active again in life outside of just work. I wanna go to furmeets, and furcons. i wanna get active and do triathlons again. I wanna be confident again.

thats all for now, but i promise i will do this more often and less lengthy.

Happy holidays everyone, toke it up y'all.......that is all

i fricken love Amanda Bynes....


...that is all.

k, so i don't remember when the last time i did a journal but heres a quick update on my life:

lived in Mi till this past Oct., moved to Pa actually on Oct. 1st. went a month without a job and started
to go crazy but thankfully after a month of searching i found 2 jobs. One at Fuddruckers, and one at a
movie theater.

Now a few months later i have quite the movie theater to become an assisant manager at Fudd's (LOL i'm an ass manager). I've just finished my training technically though i still have a lot to learn(between mastering grill and learning how to actually manage this crew.)

Me and my mate Rx are doing awesome (coming up to our 2 yr pretty soon), this move has been the greatest decision of my life.

We'll be getting a car hopefully soon within the next few months, then we can finally go and drive to places instead of walking everywhere (though the walking has helped me towards my beach body ;P)


I've got plans for my old fursuit, which should make a new appearance at FCN.

oh and...um... well...i just lost the game.

Yes/No Meme:


Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — Yes

Been arrested? — No

Kissed someone you didn't like? — YES

Slept in until 5 PM? — Yes

Fallen asleep at work/school? — Yes

Held a snake? — Yes

Ran a red light? — Yes

Been suspended from school? — No

Experienced love at first sight? — Yes

Been fired from a job? — No

Fired somebody? — No

Sung karaoke? — Yes

Pointed a gun at someone? — Yes(water guns count, right?)

Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — Yes

Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — Yes

Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — Yes

Kissed in the rain? — Don't think so

Had a close brush with death (your own)? -- Yes

Saw someone die? — No

Played Spin-the-Bottle? — Yes

Smoked a cigar? — No

Sat on a rooftop? — Yes

Smuggled something into another country? — No

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? — No

Broken a bone? — No

Skipped school? — Yes

Eaten a bug? — No

Walked on a moonlit beach? — No

Ridden a motorcycle? — Yes

Dumped someone? — Yes

Forgotten your anniversary? — No

Lied to avoid a ticket? — Yes

Ridden in a helicopter? — Yes

Shaved your head? — Yes

Blacked out from drinking? — Yes

Played a prank on someone? — Yes

Hit a home run? — No

Felt like killing someone? — Yes

Cross-dressed? — No

Been falling-down drunk? —Yes

Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? -- Yes :(

Eaten snake? — No

Marched/Protested? — Yes

Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — Yes

Puked on an amusement ride? — No

Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — Don't think so

Knitted? — No

Been on TV? — Yes

Shot a gun? — Yes

Skinny-dipped? — Yes

Given someone stitches? -- No

Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — No

Ridden a surfboard? — No

Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — Yes

Had surgery? — Yes

Streaked? — Yes(well, ok i still had boxers on)

Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — Yes

Tripped on mushrooms? — No

Peed on a bush? — Yes

Donated Blood? — No

Grabbed electric fence? — No

Eaten alligator meat? — Yes

Eaten cheesecake? — Yes

Killed an animal when not hunting? — Yes

Peed your pants in public? — Not that i'm aware of

Snuck into a movie without paying? — Yes

Written graffiti? — No

Still love someone you shouldn't? — No (though theres lots a foods i love that i shouldn't)

Think about the future? — Yes

Been in handcuffs? — Yes

Believe in love? — Yes

Kicked some guy in his jewels? – Attempted but failed

thought maybe i should finally do a journal. hey, how knows maybe i'll even keep writing more.

Anywho, since this is the first i'll do a short introduction. I'm a north american river otter. why a river otter? well simply put, sharks scare the fuck outta me, so rivers it is for me. I live in the palm of a hand (i hear this may make no sense for many but for those which it does, kudos).
I love movies, and enjoy collecting them (specifically older movies i watched as a kid..which btw some of them were a pain in the ass to find)

Music, i listen to every genre, though my fav is ska. I do enjoy reading manga, and i'm not sure what else to put and also looks like everyone is heading out for a walk so i got to go.

The meme is the post 10 random facts about yourself/your life, then tag 3 people to do the same!

1. i sucked my thumb while sleeping till i was in middle school

2. i played the clarinet

3. i enjoyed HS

4. i have a gay father

5. i wuv my mate with all my heart

6. i've been in 2 car wrecks

7. i live in the palm of a hand

8. i'm can be a weeaboo sometimes

9. i like hooka

10. i have a crap load of blankets


i don't know how to tag peeps
so if you read this and wanna fill one out too then cool