I've been looking at Garcinia Cambogia for awhile now, and I haven't tried it, but was recently informed that a close relative of a very good friend has had some success with it.

I'd like to know - have any of you tried it? Have any of your friends/relatives tried it? What do you know about it and its results?

Part of my "life overhaul" I'm working on right now is getting back down in weight - I'm changing my diet, exercising, and just generally trying to take my health into account. Share with me your knowledge, watchers!

I'm still in the process of making some huge life changes and whatnot, but I currently have internet and will begin working on commissions today! Yay!

I'm also still working on saving to get out of here permanently, so I'm still offering custom filled sketchbooks, as well as discounted commissions. Info is here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6585055/ and slots are here: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6587621/

Thank you all immensely for the support. It means so much.

So I made it back to Illinois in one piece. Managed to hit an animal and kill my power steering though. And on top of that I got back to no internet. I dunno how long it'll be until I have internet. I'm in town now using my phone to type and post this. Sorry guys. :/

But I'm working on fixing that. I could really use some support, so please excuse my whiny ass for awhile while I figure my life out.

I had a dream last night that I'll spare you details on but it made me think... A lot. I really am beginning to doubt my choices in life. There are people I miss and people I want back in my life. Still, there are others I don't know if I want. I'm so confused and missing someone who probably hasn't thought of me in years. I miss how things used to be. I don't know what to do.

I haven't.. SEEN her yet, I'm staying with my grandma, but my trip was fine. I'll be talking to her about moving back here when I can raise the funds, so if you're willing to help with that by either buying a sketchbook, bidding on my YCH or simply donating via PayPal (isto.payments@gmail.com), I'd really appreciate it! Knowing that I already have help on the way with funds will better my chances at figuring out a place to come back to that isn't a toxic environment. Thanks guys.

I'm done, I cannot deal with this anymore, there is nothing here for me anymore. I need to go home, I need to go back to Michigan, and I need to buy a car. I will taking TEN slots for 60 page sketch books at $150 a piece, and commissions are at a permanent discount of 10% until further notice. I need money ASAP.

Example of traditional: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16051559/

Slots for Sketchbooks
1.  midnightdlight
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Comment to claim one, payment options are available, if you'd like to arrange one, please send me a note.

PLEASE repost this to get word out, I need as much help as I can possibly get.

I've seen sketchbook auctions and stuff before, but I'd like to do something similar at a flat rate. The idea would be that you give me a list of things you'd like to see, including characters, poses, themes, etc. and I buy a hard bound sketchbook and fill it up. Different levels of completion - doodles, sketches, inks, colored pieces, and everything between - all fitting within your set criteria. Then I mail you the completed sketchbook, and it's yours to keep! You can do whatever you want with the art pieces.

I was thinking $150 for a 60 page sketchbook, which would include the cost of the book itself and shipping within the US.

It's something I've been pondering for awhile, and with the taxes looming over my head, I'd love to be able to do this and make some of the money I need to not lose my house.

So, would this interest anyone?

Edit: I'll try to get some traditional pieces uploaded soon.

A few days ago, all the people in my house (myself, my boyfriend, and his mom) got letters telling us our house is in the process of being sold because we are delinquent on our property taxes. We knew this was coming, but we originally were told it was $1800. The letters all said we have until June 26th to pay $3300 or the sale of our house will be final.

Now we were already stumped about what to do with the $1800 debt, but now it's almost double and we're sort of freaking out. Obviously we have a bit to come up with the money, but I am literally the only one with an income in the house, and it's just from my commissions. I'm in way over my head already trying to keep up with bills, hygiene products, and general household goods. My car insurance is about to lapse (like tomorrow I think?) because I can't afford to pay for it, my cell phone is currently shut off (and still broken!), and we're about out of food. Food should be fine, we'll get foodstamps on the 10th, but the rest of the stuff, I have no idea about.

I already feel like I ask a TON from all of my watchers, and I feel so awful for asking for anything, but I don't know where else to turn. If I can't get the money together for the taxes, I'll end up moving back with my family (which isn't the worst thing in the world to me), and have to pay to move all my stuff. When I originally did this after losing my place up in Michigan, it cost me around $800 to get a truck, tow my car, and pay for gas to get here. Now I'm looking at something similar to get back.

In the immediate future, $200 would suffice to pay my car insurance and buy things we need around the house (like trash bags, animal food, etc.) but I need to figure something out fast.

Any ideas/donations/anything would be GREATLY appreciated. I've already contacted FALendAHand, so I don't need anyone else to do so.

P.S. - Spreading the word/linking to this journal is also an immense help!

EDIT: Found out I was off with numbers, fixed them. Also found out that the property is technically already sold, we're paying to REVERSE the sale. I just.. I don't even know what to do now.

Well, he's maybe not a puppy.. he's about a year old. BUT HE'S TINY SO HE'S A PUPPY.

His name is Mallow (now because he didn't even know his name?), he's a chihuahua, and he needs doggy clothes because it's cold. xD

I will post pictures later when I get some good ones. c:

Was having a nice day, was gonna make a snowbunny. Then I got out of the car, closed the door, and apparently my phone had fallen out of my pocket, got caught in seatbelt, and was right in the door. So the phone is bent, the screen is destroyed, the battery is bent... fml.

Anyone have a MetroPCS smartphone they want to sell? .-.

Yesterday was a long, tiresome today.

Hopefully today is not.

I just found out the one thing I've been looking forward to about my birthday isn't gonna happen. I just got a letter from my dad saying he doesn't have the money to call, and I don't have the money to send him money to call.

Fuck everything.

Like I thought maybe I was just in a bad mood, but it's been almost a week and I just can't get over this. It doesn't help that I keep thinking about my birthday and just.. it's depressing to think about. It probably sounds petty to say, but it just doesn't seem special anymore. I miss that.

Anyway, I haven't had motivation to do ANYTHING - it took me like two days to even shove some pictures together into one image for a friend, and even that was just.. I don't know. Not hard? But just.. I didn't feel productive. Nothing feels productive.

I've mostly been reading about/studying cooking and baking techniques, recipes, etc. lately. I want more practice with them, but I don't want to keep falling even more behind in my art. I'm sorry, guys.

If I owe you something and you've been waiting awhile, please note me about something small (chibi, flat, sketch, etc.) that I could do as an extra "sorry I'm slow as balls" piece for you.

And I don't even have friends to invite over for cake. Boo! I'm just gonna make a cake and eat it aaaaaaall myself! Nom!

But I'm feeling a bit down and homesick, so expect me to be.. slow and distant, I guess?

Starting March 1st, I won't be taking on more than a couple "large" commissions a month. Meaning my commissions won't just be open constantly, so you'll want to watch for journals stating if they're open.

My dear friend  candycorpse has been making these FABULOUS booty icons based one the Me!Me!Me! video. Information is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6444929/

She can only make a certain amount per month, so she's enlisting my help to do them because they're gaining popularity. She takes 10 slots a month, and I will, starting on the 1st, be taking 8 slots per month. The animation/shading/everything will be the same - I'll just be coloring to help keep up the flow so people don't have to wait months to get an icon.

If you want one, CONTACT HER. She'll be choosing which ones I do and whatnot, and she'll be making part of the money from the ones I do. These still belong to her, they are her icons, her lineart, her beautiful animation! But to keep up with the orders, she needed some help, and I could use the money, so.. it's a win-win.

This is just a heads up to everyone, and kind of an advertisement for her icons at the same time. c: Thanks guys!

Like.. full color pieces on paper that you would get to own the physical copy of in the mail? I've got some markers, pens, and a set of Prismacolor pencils I haven't touched in forever. I'd love to do some traditional stuff.

SAI is being stupid and laggy, tablet drivers keep uninstalling, and I am getting beyond frustrated.

Nap time, maybe? Only way to relax around here. :c

And now I feel like the biggest jerk ever.

Please, please, please, if I owe you something, please let me know. I don't want this happening again. I really didn't mean to forget anyone, but I'm a bit forgetful and scatterbrained.

Thanks so much to all my watchers, new and old. I don't know where you all came from, but I appreciate it nonetheless!

Just a tad curious what you guys think of me. o:

SINGLE OR NOT put this as your journal & see what you get
doing this stupid thing cuz im bored

♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = i really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but im in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = i want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue= You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top.

I gave up on my "only one v-day comm" thing. I need money. -.-;

Chibis - 1 char for $10, 2 for $15

OR even for my birthday, which is two weeks after...

I would love to be able to spend a night or two in a hotel, away from this horrible house, and this awful environment. I'd like to relax, eat some takeout, have some nice internet and movies. And I would LOVE a nice bath. I haven't been able to take a bath since October, because that's the last time I was in a place with a bathtub that was usable. Our bathtub is broken, and can only be used as a shower.

I mean, some chocolates or something would be nice too, but the chance to get away and relax with my boyfriend would be fantastic.

... Just something I needed off my chest.

The following characters I am looking to get rid of. I will list how many pieces of art they come with and prices.

$1 - 1 piece of art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8428448/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8946366/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11895639/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12902468/ (each)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12109620/ (each)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12117696/ (each)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12028112/ (each)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8428434/ (I have a colored version not uploaded)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13283176/ (each)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13180583/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13039546/

$2 - 1 piece of art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8422714/

$2 - 2 pieces of art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8428448/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15515997/

$3 - 5 pieces of art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8428422/ (+ multiple sketches of "bird" form)

$6 - 2 pieces of art
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11769570/

Comment to claim any of them, they all need to go.

Good friend of mine has it, and I have some of the symptoms I guess? I don't know, but if this is anything like my vision, it's awful and needs to be fixed.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6423651/

Go there for more info.