Alrigthy,this is not a very professional ways to get diagnosed of a disorder but I have been foolin around on the disorder tests and what really describe me is the avoidant personality disorder and maybe a bit of depression.It seems to fit me like a glove...

No wonder I felt this kinda shitty.Oh well gotta get back to reality you shit.

And question to you all.Have you peeps gone to therapy,like the doctor for mental problems?I'd like to know and thanks for sharing any coz I am scared for my self hatred gone down the hills and people starting to get suspicious..

I fell very bored and I need to keep my hand busy drawing before I lose the magic in a far far land.
SO anyone? I'm open till I fell ill =D

hey there fellow creeps.its been a very sad time for me since i was unable to post new drawings here and i havent been drawing since then

but the good news is,i got a new laptop and now and then will post here!

so thats it....

lots of update to be done here......
okay(on the phone)

Hey all,how's it goin here and there outside?

I kinda feel good and at the same time bad for no aparent reasons...but that's ok.nothing cant be fixed,right?

since i rarely post here bcoz my phone wont let me to
you guys can go to my ig account for my stuff.i dont post much there either but still have something new once awhile
its grey_the_weirdo.

good luck :)

ive been running low on inspiration and motivation to draw these days.And phone wont let me upload drawings so i got lazy and things.....


So hey how is it goin here.good?any fun or silly things happen lately?

missing my hometown foods T_T.

HI all!
How's it hangin?Do you guys have a great time for the past few days?

I didn't draw much these days.Tired and lack of motivation.
Small updates
-played this game "japanese doll" by capsule+ on android and it's pretty cute.I like the dolls in it
-I bought an e-cigarette or vape.For fucks.I have rootbeer and peach flavour.MMmmm yummy!

Welpheh.that's it I guess I don't have anything to tell most are family related and private things... =)

Taking traditional commissions

TRADITIONAL
line art $15
full coloured $25+
example=http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15370502/


OTHERS
sketches $1+(depends the complicity of drawing)
coloured sketches adds $2
sketch example=http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16126696/

heads shot(line art)$5
head shots(coloured)adds $2

Do
-nudity
-gore
-macabre and creepy things

Don't
-sexy time


Payment in USdollars
jac.joycelyn[a]yahoo.com

Hello,made a new price for commissions.Not too drastic.
will make an example soon since my drawing style changed a bit.

DIGITAL
line art $10
coloured art $15
full shaded $20+

TRADITIONAL(traditional cost more because I use real mediums and it will run out)
line art $15
full coloured $25+


OTHERS
sketches $1+(depends the complicity of drawing)
coloured sketches adds $2

heads shot(line art)$5
head shots(coloured)adds $2


Payment in USdollars

anything that wants to discuss can send me notes.No worries,I don't get mad easily.

I want to do be a vet but I don't think I can.What if I became a nurse.But,I don't know.Then I wanted to persue arts like grapic designer or do animation.Or become a tattoo artist.Man,I don't even know anymore...

2014is ok.

SO, watchers o' mine:
* What made you follow in the first
place / stick around for 2014?
* What content would you like to
see in 2015?
* What sorts of improvements would
you like to see?
* And for fun, what was the best
moment of your 2014? Can't all be
negativity here!

Hi there
I need to raise money to fix my computer and if possible buy new one
I cannot take digitalmdrawing because computer broke...




$2 inked or markered sketch commission (only got black,red,blue pen)
example:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13224562/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13177483/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13067023/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12711753/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12608350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12225851/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12202694/

$2-$5 or more colored drawings
examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12177768/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12021457/
(this will cost 5$ and more [GRAPHIC!])http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12057593/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12072245/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11282720/

$5-$10 or more ref sheets,too
example:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11353680/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10901852/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12025574/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15266479/ (new!)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15264251/ (new!)


Interested note me with this detail

note info like this:

type:(inked sketch/cleanline work/ref/)
media:(trad/digi)
char ref or good pic
description and such


when sending payment includes you FA username please =)

any more question do comment on this journal or note me =)

What I draw:Anything,except extreme stuff like Earth-size boobs and the likings

(tips are welcome)

Journal boost is awesome,too
Peace to the devils and I

Got bored of my characters.

comment here if want to trade with meh

Hey all,i'm done with my exam-WOOHOO AWYEAH!-

It's good to out from school for a few months and boy do I miss ye guys!

But,now I have to find part time jobs coz me mom don't like me stay at home for that period of time,she wants me to go out and get experience in the real world.

Been thinkin for a while bout this,me mom insist to join the National Services(boot camp is it?).The idea been in my head a lot,I get to stay away from families,I dont want to see their face sometimes i dunno lately i've been angry and sad all the time.Maybe this program can make me more open and fun and brave than my usual self...


Enough bout me,how's it goin for ye guy?Ye happy and healthy?Any funny stuff goin on?

SHIIITTT!!!!!!

Got me running round me livin room like WOW!!!
I got frost bite on my feet

This movie scared the soul out of me than horror.

It made me feel sorry for anyone victim of storms like that...

Hello all,freaks and creeps,lurkers of the deep and dark pit of FA

Finally the wifi was up,but just for a while.It's easier for me to type a not too leghty journal bcos i've been comin here on me phone which is very annoying and frustrating times and typing is such a pain in the -breep-

So my point of making this journal is to thank all the support and love,FA always make me kinda a bit better ever since,a place where I could call an electric home.
AND THANK YOU ALL NEW WATCHERS!THANK YOU!How is it possible to gain such lovelies for the past few weeks <3 <3

And a notice to all:
A very very VERY big mother-beep- examination is coming in a month-A MONTH!-wow how time pass.
So I am seriously not here for that time of period,well not entirely but just doing a quick look of stuff here and I'm off to me books.I don't know if I could even get A's but I will try.ASIANS
In short,i'm on a hiatus

So...I think that's what I could put up here,I'm bad at this things

To those i owe,sorry but i just be able to take pic with phone.Computer problem
And also i had to delay some.big stuff happenin all of a sudden.

people who didnt know.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5956349/

and do anyone have instagram? =)
mines jac0lyn

From other journals

Personal
Name: jac-o-lyn/jacolyn

Nickname: jac-o,jac,jack,jake,imut(my IRL)

Location: Malaysia

Age: 17

Height: 170cm sometin.i dont measure myself

Zodiac sign: leo

Any pets: 2 bitches and 2 pussy and 2hens

Favorite thing about yourself: ...this one is something,uh,my... SI scars...and my small tits

Worst habit: lazyness,being quite,shy,SI(recovering/recovered)

Fun fact: I talk to myself when im alone,picks my nose and sometimes eats it,pick my scalp when thinking

Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: shy quite fem male,androgynous

Sexual preference: i dunno

Romantic preference: -

"Kinsey Scale" score: ?wat tis?

Relationship status: free

Myers/Briggs type: ????

Hogwarts House: eh

Routine
"Early Bird" or "Night owl": either

Bath or shower: Shower

First thought in the morning: Shit,im alive...(not really.nothing actually)

Last thought before falling asleep at
night: *sigh*

School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: student

What do you perform well in: They say drawing.I say doing nothing

Where do you see yourself in 5
years: DEAD

Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: some times cos i cant take lots anymore

Smoke: sometimes.I like shisha.

Do drugs: not yet.Do glue sniffing count?

Exercise: whats exercise?

Have a go-to comfort food: anything thats good

Have a nervous habit: hand fumbling

Physical quality (in yourself): tiny titty

In Others: -

Mental/emotional quality (in
yourself): I get angry rarely,but when i do *heads roll*

Food: apple

Drink: coffe,cola

Animal: turtle,felines,praying mantis,slugs

Artist/Band/Group: any

Author/Poet: so far

TV Show: i dont watch tv much

Actor/Actress: -

You heard.

FREE

just post reference down there.
Ye can add some info onwhat ye like them do.


And this also to thank my new watchers

Sylar writing on his arm
"IAMSYLAR"

And some movie scene.

Such trigger.much hate

Im sorry that you all had to put up with my whineyness lately
its ok to hate me or stuff

I already got it fix maybe on january.
Keyboard not functioning and then it starts to stuck for no reason.

Gotta save up money to fix it.
Or buy a bigger one,been using notebook maybe change to laptop or a desktop.

Whaddup....imma sick,but sorta fine


YCH help a butt's mate
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13838525/

firework fundraising
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5885144/

and maybe link a dink a digital art tutorial here
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5881631/

i'll be free for a week,I even have time to update the examples
no slot restriction
I'm giving broke pals out there a chance to grab cheap ass art with satisfying works

send payment when i'm done with your arts

$2-$5 or more commissions!!! More like pay what you want

$2 inked or markered sketch commission (only got black,red,blue pen)
example:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13224562/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13177483/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13152188/ (marker &pen)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13067023/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12711753/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12608350/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12225851/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12202694/

$2-$5 or more colored drawings
examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12177768/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12021457/
(this will cost 5$ and more [GRAPHIC!])http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12057593/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12072245/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11282720/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13184736/

$2-$5 or more digital works
Examples:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11439833/
(cost $5 and more)http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11554666/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12163887/
(much pricey)http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12210005/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12208165/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13442430/

$5-$10 or more ref sheets,too
example:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11353680/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10943251/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10901852/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12202095/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12025574/

note info like this:

type:(inked sketch/cleanline work/ref/)
media:(trad/digi)
char ref or good pic
description and such


when sending payment includes you FA username please =)

any more question do comment on this journal or note me =)

What I draw:Anything,except extreme stuff like Earth-size boobs and the likings

(tips are welcome)

Journal boost is awesome,too

Got hooked hurting myself
Ah damn, I though I'd stoped
nowi'm addicted to it,
I also get high every time
There's nothing wrong with me but i did it

just letting it out

yeah i know it's bad but,habit dies hard