FA+
Shop
maybe moving out
Posted 7 years agogood fking god i was looking at student housing and one of the options that seems nice will cost me about $895 a month and i'm just like ugh. idk how i'm gonna handle class, work, and like. having a life... i need to save more money right now haha
ugh
Posted 7 years agoi hate living here, i hate working these ridiculous hrs, i hate not having a car/still learning how to drive and having to spend money on lyfts. i hate not being qble to sleep. i'm excited for school i guess but then i'll have even more shit to do on top of working and i'm just fuckng running out of motivation. i cant even pay for therapy, even with my copay it's like $50 which i'm now spending on fucking lyft because my dad can't drive me to/from work and i can't take the bus. i have like no motivation or time to draw and i hate my art. i like don't care about being alive anymore and even though i'm on medication that can't be fixed cause i know that this never fucking ends
i feel shitty
Posted 7 years agoi dont really have a place to vent about this except here so here goes
i miss my ex. i miss her so bad and i still have so much love for her aeven though we broke up almost three months ago and it's just. so painful i want to be iwth her and we still talk and stuff sometimes and i like to hear that she's doing okay but i know she's hiding all this pain and it just hurts me. i wish she would have let me love her
i don't know what to do because i know it's fucked up to keep pursuing her even though she wants it to bbe over but i dont think i can be whole
and i know half of it is my own problem with attachment but she's just amazing and so good for me and it's the worst thing ever to feel like this
i think about her all the time and i just want to love her again
'i wish you all the love in the world but most of all i wish it from myself'
i miss my ex. i miss her so bad and i still have so much love for her aeven though we broke up almost three months ago and it's just. so painful i want to be iwth her and we still talk and stuff sometimes and i like to hear that she's doing okay but i know she's hiding all this pain and it just hurts me. i wish she would have let me love her
i don't know what to do because i know it's fucked up to keep pursuing her even though she wants it to bbe over but i dont think i can be whole
and i know half of it is my own problem with attachment but she's just amazing and so good for me and it's the worst thing ever to feel like this
i think about her all the time and i just want to love her again
'i wish you all the love in the world but most of all i wish it from myself'
I'M 19
Posted 7 years agoHI it's my birthday and i'm literally working all day but so excited!!! YEET
i wanna buy a nice ref
Posted 7 years agodoes anyone know anyone (or themselves!) whos doing really nice ref sheet comms? 'v'
zzzz
Posted 7 years agoi'm such a fool. i gotta wake up at 430-5 for my new job and i literally went to bed at 8:50 pm and i have not been able to sleep the ENTIRE night and i
zzzzzzzzz
zzzzzzzzz
doing something difficult
Posted 7 years agoi think i've realized that i am just totally broken. there's something deeply wrong with me and i need to fix it. and that's become so obvious with what i'm going through right now. so i think i'm leaving school. it kinda sucks but having this option has been the first and only thing that's made me feel good in an entire week. i could function in my classes, but it's not worth it if i have to feel like i'm on the verge of suicide every night.
x
Posted 7 years agosometimes i feel like i'm not meant to be loved
i feel like nobody is ever going to want to stay with me
and every relationship i've had is just proving my point
i feel like nobody is ever going to want to stay with me
and every relationship i've had is just proving my point
commissions!!
Posted 7 years agocurrently offering fullbodies, headshots, ref sheets, and custom adopts/designs!
anthro and feral characters only, not very comfy with humans!!
can draw: all mammal species, most other species (just ask!), gore, nsfw, certain fetish art most things, just ask!
won't draw: loli/shota/anything morally icky, mechs (at least complicated ones). can't think of much else!
prices (full color/shading included except on ref sheets/custom adopts!):
fullbody = $15
headshot = $10
ref sheet = $25+ (base price includes two fullbodies, one with an outfit. i'm happy to change that, add on headshots, other outfits, etc. price will change depending on the amount of art needed!)
custom adopt = $20+ (base price includes a fullbody ref! again, i can add other things for a slightly higher cost.)
anthro and feral characters only, not very comfy with humans!!
can draw: all mammal species, most other species (just ask!), gore, nsfw, certain fetish art most things, just ask!
won't draw: loli/shota/anything morally icky, mechs (at least complicated ones). can't think of much else!
prices (full color/shading included except on ref sheets/custom adopts!):
fullbody = $15
headshot = $10
ref sheet = $25+ (base price includes two fullbodies, one with an outfit. i'm happy to change that, add on headshots, other outfits, etc. price will change depending on the amount of art needed!)
custom adopt = $20+ (base price includes a fullbody ref! again, i can add other things for a slightly higher cost.)
commission prices !
Posted 7 years agomakin a journal about this too!
will draw: nsfw, fetish things, gore and violence, gay stuff, all mammal species; if you're not sure, ask!
won't draw: scat, reptiles, humans, loli/shota, mechs (at least not complex mechs); again, just ask!
as for pricing, the base price for a colored and shaded full body image is $20.
+ $5 for every additional character (max 3)
+ $5 for fetish art
colored and shaded busts are $15.
+ $5 for every additional character
+ $5 for fetish art
ref sheets are $30, which includes a fullbody and a headshot as well as information about the character. happy to discuss other options!!
please note me info, including ref sheets, possible poses/outfits, and anything else you'd want included! thanks yall! <3
will draw: nsfw, fetish things, gore and violence, gay stuff, all mammal species; if you're not sure, ask!
won't draw: scat, reptiles, humans, loli/shota, mechs (at least not complex mechs); again, just ask!
as for pricing, the base price for a colored and shaded full body image is $20.
+ $5 for every additional character (max 3)
+ $5 for fetish art
colored and shaded busts are $15.
+ $5 for every additional character
+ $5 for fetish art
ref sheets are $30, which includes a fullbody and a headshot as well as information about the character. happy to discuss other options!!
please note me info, including ref sheets, possible poses/outfits, and anything else you'd want included! thanks yall! <3
.
Posted 8 years ago.
hmm
Posted 8 years agoi really want nsfw art of my sona or new char... but i am a poor college kid tm )':
go see baby driver (2017) dir edgar wright
Posted 8 years agoit was so good i saw it two days ago and i'm still dying
some stuff
Posted 8 years agohey all ! basically i've been really busy, i just started my new job in a vet clinic and i work 9-6 basically every weekday so i never have time to draw or be on here. i'm a kennel tech which basically means cleaning up after the real techs. also i got a puppy and graduated and stuff so i'm busy man!!!! maybe i will have time this weekend :~) bye
hey my best friend is taking commissions!
Posted 8 years agomy extremely talented best friend nico is taking commissions!
she draws the cutest anthros (and everything else)
http://deadinu.deviantart.com/journ.....OPEN-673436419
she's trying to save up money for a car and lots of life stuff, and she's a great artist and the sweetest person so i highly recommend her! thanks for checking her out xo
she draws the cutest anthros (and everything else)
http://deadinu.deviantart.com/journ.....OPEN-673436419
she's trying to save up money for a car and lots of life stuff, and she's a great artist and the sweetest person so i highly recommend her! thanks for checking her out xo
art trades maybe? qwq
Posted 8 years agoi never post on here but would any of you be interested in an art trade? <3
i'll draw whatever.. gore and tame nsfw and stuff
i'd be into art of my sona or like. anything.
just get in contact with me and we can talk =D25 journals skipped
