I want to write.
General | Posted 11 years agoI've had a lot of ideas for stories lately. I think I'll be writing again soon. It makes me sad that I barely write anymore X3
quitting drugs is hard
General | Posted 11 years agoi'm struggling emotionally and physically with trying to cut drugs out of my life for a while, but i can do it :O
new story soon lel plz read n fav
new story soon lel plz read n fav
Pot
General | Posted 11 years agoMarijuana is very good for you. You can be a good fox every day with dat shticky icky icky.
EDIT
I'm writing again :3
EDIT
I'm writing again :3
I'm back!
General | Posted 11 years agoCosta Rica is better than america. I would rather be a farmer in a coffee field with 2 cows in San Bernardo than a lower middle class american.
Either way, I've changed a lot, and I'll be thankful for what I have, finally. It's good to be back (I think) and I'll be writing again. Wags.
Either way, I've changed a lot, and I'll be thankful for what I have, finally. It's good to be back (I think) and I'll be writing again. Wags.
Leaving for a while
General | Posted 12 years agoOn July 24 I'm going out of country to Costa Rica. Will be there for 3 full weeks. This trip is coming just in time. My dad has become a raging alcoholic again and I live with him. I won't say the emotional and physical pain I'm in because of his addiction.
I also found out that I was not to bring my cell phone or any electronics to Costa Rica. At first I was very upset, but then I took a look around at my online friends, and realized how few of them are true friends. And most of my real friends I don't talk to anyway.
In Costa Rica I'm going to be doing a lot of reading and writing. It doesn't matter that I have no motivation to write. I will find a reason to love writing. Maybe it will make me feel like I'm alive again. I haven't written much since January.
Anyway, if you try to text me and I don't reply, I'm "in a better place," as they say. Maybe when I come back the world will be back in order, and if not, hopefully I'll have the strength and wisdom to put it that way.
-Jackson Fox
I also found out that I was not to bring my cell phone or any electronics to Costa Rica. At first I was very upset, but then I took a look around at my online friends, and realized how few of them are true friends. And most of my real friends I don't talk to anyway.
In Costa Rica I'm going to be doing a lot of reading and writing. It doesn't matter that I have no motivation to write. I will find a reason to love writing. Maybe it will make me feel like I'm alive again. I haven't written much since January.
Anyway, if you try to text me and I don't reply, I'm "in a better place," as they say. Maybe when I come back the world will be back in order, and if not, hopefully I'll have the strength and wisdom to put it that way.
-Jackson Fox
Buzz buzz!
General | Posted 12 years agoI've been working hard on a short novel! It's coming together nicely. it won't be done for months, unfortunately. I'll try to put out some short stories in the meantime. If anyone has any ideas for a short story, I'd love to hear them and maybe make some dreams come true =)
Birthday cub!
General | Posted 12 years agoIsh my birthday, deposit gifts here :3 *lifts tail and wags*
#drunkfox #hornyfox #baddragon #tailsthefoxissexyasfuck #hashtagabuse
#drunkfox #hornyfox #baddragon #tailsthefoxissexyasfuck #hashtagabuse
XC
General | Posted 12 years agoI had to go to the ER. I dont remember like anything about last night. I just know things are going downhill faster than before. Fml.
Fucking lol
General | Posted 12 years agoThe people (it sounds like 3 or 4 different people) in the apartment next to me have been having sex for hours.
A note on maturity
General | Posted 12 years agoDo the right thing. Don't take the easy way out of anything. Do the right thing for you and everyone else. The only "easy way out" life has ever offered me is suicide and taking a rebound mate. But it just isn't the right choice. I've made attempts at the former and I'm guilty of the latter. The latter is its own story. When you're hurt from a breakup and take another mate to ease your pain, you're taking advantage of someone. When you get better as a result of taking a rebound mate, and then you leave him or her, you've taken advantage of a human being who probably loved you more than life itself. I say that because the people who offer themselves to you to ease your pain are sometimes your best friends. I'm guilty of hurting people like that. Chances are that you are too. I want to apologize to James the coyote wherever he is. I didn't want to hurt you. I took the easy way out. I want these people to apologize to me for making me a rebound fox: James the coyote (again), Tyler the snow leopard, David who was a red fox but is a gray wolf now, and Jack and Ryan who are humans. They won't apologize to me though because they're all out of my life. When you use and then break someone like that you lose a mateship and a friendship in one blow. Go apologize to your rebound mates. They deserve to know you recognize you've hurt them.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Fuck
General | Posted 12 years agoA hug would be nice. Seriously. Someone needs to touch me so I know I'm still real. Not a *hugs tight* I need someone to touch me because my parents won't and I lost my mate.
Semi-fixed
General | Posted 12 years agoI have the ability to view adult art once more. Due to the horrible setup of the mobile version of Fur Affinity, the "SFW" button only pops up when it feels like it. I had to click it to get myself off of SFW mode. So adult arts will happen now. But my email is still listed as my Username "Jackson Fox" lol. Not an email.
I have bad news.
General | Posted 12 years agoUntil the FA administrators help my stupid foxy self fix my account, there will be:
No adult crayon arts
No adult stories
No ability of mine to view, favorite, or receive submission notifications involving adult art, writing, et cetera.
However, because I don't want to be a friggin' sourpuss, I'll take a free writing commission and three free drawing commissions.
Thanks for following me <=) I hope to give you more smutty wordage soon.
No adult crayon arts
No adult stories
No ability of mine to view, favorite, or receive submission notifications involving adult art, writing, et cetera.
However, because I don't want to be a friggin' sourpuss, I'll take a free writing commission and three free drawing commissions.
Thanks for following me <=) I hope to give you more smutty wordage soon.
OH, THE HUMANITY!!!
General | Posted 12 years agoMy laptop broke -.- the story will be seriously delayed. I promise to work at it though.
we're goan hab a reul gud tyme togevva
General | Posted 12 years agoI got ants in my pants and I need to dance.
I've been pretty depressed lately, and I suppose I have no reason to be. A bazillion thanks to my mate, who has never failed me. Here's to a marvelous 7 months of what will surely last a lifetime.
ALSO
I'm going to upload a teaser for BERLIN since I may be late. Fuck November. The point of nanowrimo is getting in the habit of writing. Wooooo it worked.
I've been pretty depressed lately, and I suppose I have no reason to be. A bazillion thanks to my mate, who has never failed me. Here's to a marvelous 7 months of what will surely last a lifetime.
ALSO
I'm going to upload a teaser for BERLIN since I may be late. Fuck November. The point of nanowrimo is getting in the habit of writing. Wooooo it worked.
SO, about my NaNoWriMo novel...
General | Posted 12 years agoWEEEELLLLLLLLL, it isn't going to be a novel. More like a novella, or novelette, if you will. I'm going to say it's going to be about 18,000 words, which isn't at all a novel, but far beyond a short story. It is going to be titled "Berlin," after the late Lou Reed's 1973 album. Don't expect something really happy.
-regards, Jackson Fox, buttsex existentialist :3
-regards, Jackson Fox, buttsex existentialist :3
me :3
General | Posted 12 years agoArctic foxes are da best e I e I o :3
NaNoWriMo!
General | Posted 12 years agoI'm going to participate in National Novel Writing Month! I may not finish, but I'll post what I've got at the end of the month ^.^ I can't wait to see what I write XD except lots of gay fuzzy buttshecks
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