So, I been trying to find a particular price of art I did a long time ago.

Before started doing Furry art exclusively , I used to be a kingdom hearts Fan Artist. I know some people who were fans of kh2 may have seen this particular price floating around. It was Axel and Demyx crossed over into the Jak and Daxter world.

If you know of this art and have a copy, I would love to have another copy. I lost all my kh2 fan art with my portable hard drive. Any of it would be great but that was absolutely the best and most famous piece I'd done from that time in my life.

Forgive me, I'm going to share some seriously horrific traumatic shit. I am sorry to say I'm done drawing until further notice.

my now ex fiancee, lost his fking mind and held me captive in a box trailer in the rural town of Crystal NV, where he physically emotionally mentally and sexually abused me for the entire last year. Nearly killed me more than once.

He beat me in the back of my skull and its done something that's fked in my right arm through the nerves. It's been over a year now since and it doesn't get better. I can't hardly use it. And docs haven't been able to figure out what's causing it. It randomly spazes out, have no control over it, I can't feel anything, I can't even use chopsticks anymore.

It's been completely devastating...

I don't want to go into too much more cus it's still hard with everything that happened. I only managed to escape him January this year and I been all fked up in the mental since...

I'm sorry to everyone here who loves my art, I love you all, I miss you. I'm going to keep trying to find a fix.

I dont have time to write a big long thing right now. I'm still trying to peice what's left of my life back togeather.

My fiancé  RobotFace is in jail right now awaiting self defense trial for having to kill the guy that tried to kill him, tried to kill us, and who we found out had poisoned me while I was pregnant, Killing our son.

I have struggled to try and keep things togeather since he was taken away last year. I also had another friend of my own in the last year since my fiancé was put away, came I to my life like he was trying to help, swept me off me feet... well then this guy too ended up turning on me suddenly and tried to kill me twice after three months. He beat me with my own gun, strangled me and tried to stab me with a big knife. Which I barely managed to fight him off. Since I'm still here to write this now speaks otherwise.

I have graphic images of being covered in my own Blood from my head wounds that are now gnarly scars I had on both sides of my head. Which can be seen here WARNING: GRAPHIC! BLOOD!
https://photos.app.goo.gl/immKho7ZZtrrSCXc9

This shit really happened. This is not makeup, I survived this. I have ptsd from it, I had to have four root canals and crowns done on several of my broken teeth and suffered a broken left orbital and brain damage as well.

This guy Is currently in jail! And I am awaiting awaiting his sentencing trial to go tell them how all this has impacted me. I lost two of my dogs, two of my cats, my house, and a great deal of our things in the process of all this. I am now in another state having fled nv with my dad.

It has not been an easy or nice in the last couple years. Art is not something I cant come back to right now. I have had all my equipment either destroyed or stolen from me during all this. My place was raided several times while I was away trying to be someplace safe.

So long story short. I have quite literally been through hell, so I am so sorry to everyone who lost me here and has missed me. I have missed you all too very much. Thank you for your well wishes all this time. Really..,. Thank you. I can't say that enough.

Hello everyone. I've fallen on some hard times, I've been way too busy to even be able to sit down and get some artwork done, but the job we've been doing doesn't pay us till next month and we've depleted our funds already getting everything done.

SO, I'm offering up my most recent patreon MEGA SKETCH PACK, full rights! up for a major discounted price of $35! In hopes this will help us make it by while I continue to catch up on work owed.

https://sellfy.com/p/jKbD/ You can order the product here! KEEP IN MIND THERE IS ADULT CONTENT IN THIS ONE!!

Upon purchase you have full rights to do with them whatever you want, Use them for references, commissions, bases, adopts, or whatever meets your fancy!

Even if you just wanna help out and support my sketches and get a nice batch of art to do whatever with! These are some of my absolute best of my practices.

The previous Mega pack is ALSO on sale for $25!

https://sellfy.com/p/1Dp4/ Check it out here!

If you purchase and get some use out of these please let me know! i'd love to see what others come up with.

Just a journal reminder of the sale I got going on my sketch pack! will be up for the rest of the month and into next a bit.

Hey, I've kinda been around, but things are pretty messed up right now and It's been really hard for me to get my head in it. I'm struggling pretty bad. It's been calls and family visits and appointments all the last month and now...

Well for starters, My mom's suffering from a fever that hasn't gone away in over a week now and already spent 4 nights in the hospital only to not be able to figure out what is causing, and the antibotics don't seem to be having any effect.

My brother is missing somewhere in AZ, homeless, no ones been able to reach him, and I worry with his mental state the way it has been after his double relapse with bad bad drug abuse. He really shouldn't be out on his own, but it's out of everyone's hands now. So many things could happen to him, I'm trying to keep it out of my head.

and lastly, Last night our friend, Joey age 16, Who is our friend's son,the mechanic we work with from time to time at the shop, (More like been family to us.) Was hit on his quad by an elderly lady going 70MPH. He's fucked up really really bad and I'm trying my best to keep it togeather right now and send what positive energy I can that way, but it's not looking good at all. He has a broken leg, Factured spine, His jaw is smashed in, and the skin has been torn away from his back, and they can't opperate on any of it with his back in this condition. It's real bad. I can't even...

So like, y-yeah. I really gotta get work done because ontop of all this, I'm still gonna need money to pay for power and food and it's already getting close to that time, But i've been unable to finish anything, (not for lack of trying and trying) It's giving me hell and fighting me the whole way. I'm gonna keep trying but I don't think i'm gonna be able to around much till some of these things have passed.

hey everyone, i'm fully aware and up to date in the shootings that happened in las vegas , thankfully i'm still an hour from there safe and sound in my little big town. Just wanted to let everyone know we are ok and were no where near it.

was a trip though seeing things go down as they were happening, surreal even. my condolences to those loved ones lost and injured.

shooter was male, Caucasian, 64, and had a lot of illegal guns. shot him self in the head when he reached the end of his line. we may never know why.

50 dead 400 injured last I heard. so close to home. dang...

hey, need to make money to be able to head into town and get my phone repaired will probably be staying with a friend when i go. as well as food and supplies.

I had an idea in mind to do a series of bondage as I really been getting into it it lately and if like to do a nice tasteful and diversital series of them.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24216271/ example though I don't know how many will come out this wild.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/fwn5jp9fh.....02259.jpg?dl=0 looking to do more like this but digitally.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/isalixe6m.....ndage.png?dl=0 insert example

Types:
Sketch $30
Color $60

+5 for floating disembodied iinserts
+10 for complex characters and feathered wings

full body single character.

so if you want to get on this list. leave a comment with your character and what you'd like, any ideas let's just keep it single charater for now. unless you want two character where the other is standing beside the bound charater with a leash or something. just toss me yours ideas.


I'll be streaming these today and prob over the next few days.

Sketch
1.XxZerkkanDragonxX (paid) _90%
2.nematious (telegram) paid) _90%
3.jaavik (paid)
4.P-sebae (paid)
5. bolzan_the_twilight_guardian (paid)
6.Eyegis-Garr (paid)
7.Werevixen
8. Intergalactic.Nobody

Color
1.Firefox (paid)
2.Izzy (telegram)paid)
3.Minkoi (paid)
4.jazzraptor (paid)
5.emmi-heldt (paid)

https://solarmoviez.to/movie/burnt-6535.html

Seriously go watch it now, you have no excuse not to. Not enough people have seen this movie and needs to be put out there. The cinematography, The character development and interactions, the music, The EVERYTHING about this movie is fucking AMAZING. It's so hard and rare to find movies like this anymore and this one got overlooked a lot. SO PLEASE WATCH IT NOW OK.

https://www.patreon.com/JaktheDrox


Hello everyone! it's been quite the internal battle for me to set one of these up as I've had a lot of gripe with what patreon is used for. However I've finally done it and gone ahead and made one and found a way to justify it. A few of my friends said It could really help and that I didn't need to use it as a paywall.

I REPEATE THIS IS NOT A PAYWALL

This patreon is for support of my personal work. All my research and studies that go into making the work I do for you the very best it can be. As well as hoping to give personal and group art classes in the future. one of my dreams was to be an art teacher and this could make it possible. If you would like to support my work and my life goal of improvement in the very thing that fuels my existence, Give it a look!

Also of course, Some special goodies, just for you! There is a tier for patreon only request streams where you can request art of your character and get a free sketch! I'll be holding them every month.

Keep in mind, This is for studies, lessons, and personal works only! I will not be hiding my artwork behind a paywall. You will still be able to see everything you were going to see here on FA! Anything commissioned will still be posted, free to view. What you are getting with my Patreon is the 100's of things I never post and no one usually sees.

I don't make a lot of money. Most everything I've been able to make has had to go right to emergency financing, moving, food, bills. I can't keep living like this, so overloaded with commissions that I can't keep the pace up on. In the last 4 years I've lost about 80 pounds, Nothing I have to wear fits me anymore and I've been unable to even afford to buy clothes that fit. I'm 30 years old now and still struggling to do the thing i've spent my whole life working toward. The thing that I'm good at. I would really like this to change, and this change can be fueled by you with just a little bit of help, collectively, and push me to really get my work to the levle of shock and awe.

I really appreciate everyone that's been supportive all this time and hope to bring amazing eyepopping art that will really rock everyone's world. If It wasn't for everyone that's supported my work up to this point, I wouldn't be here, and only want to give the best I possibly can FOR you, for everyone. Thank you!

https://www.patreon.com/JaktheDrox

This is a collection of my best sketches and figures out 2016. I have put them together in a series of 3 packs for purchase in which others can use them for WHATEVER they want, Be it refs, commissions, bases, adopts, or maybe just to support my work in the future, no matter it's for whatever you like! All that I ask is that if it's used publicly, give me a credit! I'd very much appreciate it.

I have cut the price now by over half from what they were, Check it out!

The files can be found for purchase on my little store under the following links:

$35 Now $15 Small 25 sketchpack:
https://sellfy.com/p/CCAs/

$50 Now $25 medium 45 sketchpack:
https://sellfy.com/p/KOTf

$69 Now $35 MEGAPACK of 69 sketches:
https://sellfy.com/p/1Dp4

The drawings are on a single layer separated from the background in a large PSD file. You can lasso crop the poses you want out and use them at your leisure!

Once purchased you have FULL RIGHTS to use the artwork however you wish.

WARNING: The following files contain some nudity!

Thank you so much to everyone who's been there with me through the years! I'd love to see my works be used to support growing and aspiring artists in the future. I hope these can be put to good use!

hey guys after my trip to vegas i got really sick. been coughin my lungs out with the whole mucasy rattly shabang. blocked up nasal congestion. deleruim and drowsy. everything aches. the whole nasty havent been this sick in like 6 years. Its pretty awful. I'm fighting through the worst of it right now and havent been able to draw for shit, not for lack of trying either, but i feels like I'm trying to draw wasted and it looks like shit. so sorry i havent been posting or anything. ill be back to it when i am better.

thanks to all my new watchers the last couple days, glad to have you and hope to bring some new art to you soon!

Here it comes. the big ol 30, now I really stop caring about what age I am till i'm 55 lol.

Just sending a shout out that tomorrows the day, I'll be mostly gone till sunday. I'll be spending the weekend in town and I'll be back to hard werk when I get back.

Thanks to everyone who's seen me up to this point, and supported me through all these hard times. Things are slowly looking up and it only seems to be getting better from here. A lot of progress made. I spose 30 be my turning point to get my shit together. Gee though I feel like one of the old farts now.

I'll be streaming soon today, Last one before the weekend, and I hope to continue bring more enjoyment for everyone in the very near future!

I also made a discord channel for stream announcements Feel free to join and hang!

!Discord Channel for streams!
https://discord.gg/8F7E73w


Also, Just another bump, couple friends have some characters for sale!

Got Characters from  fenharel
You can check them out here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23259717/

and Characters from  onom
Which can be seen here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23150158/ !

Thanks for your time and hope some find matches to make good homes for!




I also have a few characters i'm looking to take offers on if your interested just send me a note.

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/478l7r2k.....CMtCXQGRa?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/zyg2uctg.....NkzHzR9Da?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/sh/iqafah5w.....1yJy4z3ka?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/s/3pn2jrzti.....vulen.jpg?dl=0

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22784560/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22784560/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22784560/

buddy of mine has this wicked animated ych going on and its not getting nearly enough attention for what it is! so check it out!  p-sebae has always been timley and delightful to work with! you can expect a great turn around with a great additude so give their gallery a peek and their account a watch becuase they are totes worth it!

hey everyone just wanted to give a shout out for my homie smooshkin who started up a Pateron for one of the few things I think patreon is for!

He's got this absolutely lovely comic started, It's beautiful and one of the better ones i've seen. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22652716/ and I'm excited to see more, but to get more he needs support. So if you could check out his patreon

https://www.patreon.com/smooshkin
https://www.patreon.com/smooshkin
https://www.patreon.com/smooshkin

that would be great! He plans to still post his art here, so it's an early access thing, but it definitely helps to get things moving and keep art coming and a fun comic if you can give support! Check it out!

IT LIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIVES

We are once again free and able to move about with our own transportation, WE CAN GET TO OUR APPOINTMENTS AND GET MEDS THANK FUCK

Thank you so much everyone who was patient all this time and to everyone who helped me through this!

Finally I'll be able to get back to the state I was before. PROGRESS WILL BE MADE.

now knock on wood, nothing else bad is going to happen!

We had a blessing come to us a little bit ago, We met a man by a crazy fate. My partner decided to take a smoke break out the front door instead of the back, like by a random feeling or some desire for a change of scenery, it was strange he'd had this feeling then because our neighbor came over to chat with him when he did, and then a car came rolling down the street, as it passed my partner waved in friendly neighborly manner. the car turned around and pulled up, Surprised at first, but that man that came out happened to be an old old friend of our neighbors he hadn't seen in years and they recognized each other immediately.

Turned out this old friend of our neighbors is a veteran from the cold war who owns and works a mechanic shop and does free labor for veterans, which my partner is! What are the chances? We still are paying him what we can, as free holds too much karma for such hard work, but we are helping him with his business and have made a great new friend. He's fixing our jeep and we are actually able to afford it. Like wow, couldn't ask for more of a blessing than this. not only have we been saved but have met some incredible people that mesh with us and our ideals perfectly. He's very much like us. I love the guy and not just for saving our asses in this gloomy time.

We ordered a transmission, it's been being delivered, however a blizzard has delayed the shipping. We're still waiting for it to arrive. This is however been the thing holding us back. we've been out of medication for quite a while now and it's been incredibly hard to work or focus or really feel much of anything. Despite our blessing, my mental state has not been very good, so please forgive my absence, I'm struggling with a lot of personal turmoils and it's honestly very hard to pull out of to draw anything.

here's hoping the car will be fixed soon and we will have our freedom of transportation again to get what we need so that I can get back on track.

good riddance! 2016 sucked lol.

obligotory happy new years! onward to 2017 and may it be a better one!

I'm gonna have to apologize for delays again. my backs only been getting progressivly worse the last couple weeks. The time I spent sleeping on a couch and working with no desk seems to have really screwed it.

I've got an appointment for a massage therapist on thursday, which the neighbor is letting us borrow his car for. hopefully this will help enough to allow me to be functonal enough to keep working and keep saving money to have our own vehical again. Then maybe I can see a real doctor for my back. my scholiosis seems to have come full blown again. I've always had back problems but I haven't had back problems this bad since I was a kid. Its got me extremely frustraited and been really slowing me down on work significantly. I cant really do anything but lay here.

I'm sorry guys. I'm trying, really I want this stuff to get done. I'm under a lot of stress right now with how much Ive got to do on top of how much more I'm going to have to to do make the money for a vehic ontop of my back now putting me nearly out of commission. everythings just going to have to wait longer.

Sorry for long delays again. I've been bustin my rear end working on my buisness, and art trying to make it better.

The car situation is still present, we're about half way to the mark, we've been getting by on canned goods my mom sent us for now. working without medications has been rather difficult and very slow however, and has made me very anti social. I'm sorry.

I'll be looking to put stream back up in a day or two hopefully. I've almost finished a backlog painting that I've been working on. so I have been busy.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21963518/

you can check out the information here!

Thank you everyone you replied to me about the store options, I went with Sellfy as it seemed the most simple and straight forward.

Thank you to everyone who helped me to put this togeather.

and thank you to everyone who's supported me to this point. Onward to 2017 and another year of advancement in my climb up art mountain!

So I was hoping to surprise, but I haven't been able to figure out the best way to put these up. I've made a collection of all my decent figure sketches i've done over the last year that I don't plan on doing anything with, and put them into a pack for people to purchase and use for WHATEVER they want, being refs, commissions, adopts, full rights! Just the request that you give me a credit.

But I don't know anyplace where I can list them with something as simple as a pay button=receive file. Does anyone know anything good for something like this?

them holidays snuck up on me

sorry for the delays got family agro.

should be back to work soon!

emger I'm back online yyeeeeeee EEEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, Okay enough of that stupid shit.

gonna be attemting to set up stream real soon here on my nice but slow internet while my roommate is playing games. See how well it works. I may have to wait till off hours or split time but hopefully it'll run okay. I don't think ill be able to stream any of the youtube vids i used to while doing it though.

I'm honestly just happy i'll be able to stream again though! so to celebrate I'd like to actually do something for the wonderfully wicked holiday of Halloween! i'm hoping to do as many Halloween/goretober pics as humanly possible.

so cross your fingers stream works and all and i can get my grooooove back on! see you all soon!

EXCITMENT.

Thank you everyone who sent donations. we're good here for now, And great news! we found out today that the internet is potentially coming on tuesday to be set up and tested! if it works to standards then we got internet! NO DATA CAP I'll be back! HIGH HOPES.

hey everyone.... we are in a really shitty predicament here. Its been one of the roughest months weve had. the finacial reprocussions of the move have been weighing hard on us, not only do we not have internet but are flat broke after all the bills and loans that neede dto be paid for this month, and my inability to draw well under these conditions has been compleatly crippling.

I can't take on more commissions right now with how i'm struggling to get any of the ones I owe right now done.

this will probably be the last time I ask, as I hate hate hate asking for donations when i cant promise anything in return. but right now we don't even have the money for gas to drive into town and get food with my foodstamps. we still dont have beds either becuasewe just haven't been able to afford one. the last batch i took all went to gas food and electricity.

please if your in a good place and are okay with donating anything helps right now. my paypal is jakthedrox[at]gmail.com

we are almost in the clear but none of us expected this to be the situation. didnt think it would cost this much to move or that there would be no net when we got here when wed been promised there would be net here..... the truth is they are still building the net out this way. and we are 12 miles out of town.... they said they might have it in the next couple months.... if everything goes well.

thank you everyone who bothers to read. I hate to ask for these things and hate to seem like drama and never ending problems. ive been busting my ass to get us here so we can live peaceful and stable and the foundations of this have been laid out but things are just extremely rough untill we get passed this.