If anyone is ever here to read this, Im still here. I've been through alot of shit lately, but I've got friends to help me through the tough times!~ But in all seriousness, Im here, Im ok, Im alive. if anyone here wants to get back in touch with me, just shoot me a message on Telegram, my handle is for all to see in my info

anyone interested? if you dont have my skype and you're a local add me :3 I'll create a local furgroup chat on there

Im not dead heh just been busy with work and life... ANYWHO now that I am back in east texas and such, if any locals stumble across my profile and would like to chat (if you don't have my skype already) feel free to add me :D

http://www.tjc.edu/continuingstudie.....hnician#navbox

I have really been thinking about taking this career path. Just making an overall change.... in everything...

I needed to clean up the old one anyways, if you want to add my new account (and yes, Im pretty sure its safe now, I've scoured my computer quite a bit)

NEW ACCOUNT: jaxferret

My skype was hacked by a malicious software. My apologies but I couldn't help it. :(

Well... I'm pretty sure I got the job anyways. What is this job you ask? A local Hyundai dealership needs to build up an in house crew for detailing cars, My mom traded in her 2005 chevrolet trailblazer LT yesterday. I've always detailed my family's vehicles and apparently they saw how clean I got it and asked me to come in for an interview/fill out some paperwork! So, if I do get this job I start in a week or so. Heh I've been detailing cars since I was a kid. Who knows, I could end up being a manager of the detailing department some day!

Gonna play some games, draw, who knows what else will happen! Come hang out with me... http://www.livestream.com/jaxsrandommusings

Yup its my birthday!! 23 today

So, I quit my job at dollar general, I was past fed up with the management. Im currently between jobs but I have a few places wanting me. In other news, my birthday is coming up soon (May 18th) and when asked what I want, I honestly don't know heh. Probably nothin *shrugs*

Im quitting my current job at Dollar General. Im fed up with the company, the store Im at... everything.... Im putting apps in like crazy so that I will have a job soon... wish me luck

I sure would love to go, but I do have a few issues, 1. I want to find some peeps to camp with. any takers? and 2. Getting the time off... heh idk how to ask for it since Im in East texas... BUT I could afford it... I mean... its a fairly cheap con x3 getting there isn't an issue anymore since I got my car fixed and running again!

So, Im back in Texas now, I'm glad to be back home with my family, but I do miss everyone in Oklahoma. :c Also, Im thinking about getting another job soon.... the store Im working at now has me only working 3 days this week..... :/ and in other news, Im thinking about a stream later today. anyone wanna watch, gimmie a show of paws :3

On February 15th I'll be moving back to Texas. So Any of you okc furs wanna hang out soon, let me know

Its hitting me hard lately... and I'll be honest you guys, ever since I've broke up with kairu, I've been treating him like shit... calling him names, starting fights etc... I do realize I need help... mental help.. maybe even meds. *sighs* I have no reasons to treat him like that. Its just I guess all these emotions and jealousy are getting out.... Im sorry guys, but if you read this journal and want to dislike me or hate me forever, go ahead.... I don't deserve any friends, or anything. I'll just lock myself away in a shell again and keep to myself. Hell, I've even attempted suicide lately too... one night I tried to slit my throat.... kairu did stop me... but the thought is still there.... I feel as if thats the only way out.

Well let's step back to Christmas. It was a pretty good one, since I went home to Texas. Got a Samsung Galaxy tab 3 ^_^ Love it. But back to present day, first day of 2014 and I've got the flu. Bleh. Anywho I'll catch guys later. Love evey one!

so, idk what exactly to say here besides Im doing ok.... financially Its a struggle... as always.... but, Im here.... kinda been on the lonely side lately, needing someone to come n cheer me up or something :/ work has been putting alot of stress on me since I work retail and its the holidays.... it sucks. BUT still... Just wanting to say hi and that I do love everyone :3 I have some of the best friends anyone could ask for

So.... I have to break it to the folks (namely the oklahoma furs I've grown close to) that I am moving back to Texas. BUT fear not, for it will be a few months till I move.... and also, I plan on visiting oklahoma city every so often to see everyone (Im planning on getting a good car and a better job~)

Nope not going.... *sighs* well, I hope I can find someone to hang out with :/ *ferret has no life*

Ask away fuzzies~ :3 nsfw is permitted

Its pretty shitty right now honestly :/ I just need to get away... get out... get on with my own life... *sighs* feels like Im stuck here...

So scout has an issue... with not listening to me at all... He must have thought he can assume the dominant roll around here... well he's not going to. My question to you guys would be this, What to do?

So ye.... Ferret has been feeling down lately... full of self doubt.. :/ I just wonder if I will find mate again.. :c

Worth a shot right? :3

This time I fear for good... :/