christmas eve right, that means... today is my mother's birthday, im not telling my mother's name because i rather keep it private, this is a short journal but, im going to clean for her and uh sigh this is embarrasing to say but i only have one birthday present for her, just soap, only goddamn soap, i didint know what else to give her so ill just give her watermelon soap, (sorry if my english is bad, not great at grammar but im trying.) i dont know what my brother is going to do, but i know what your going to do, have a merry christmas and a happy new year, stay tuned for more of my journals or posts boi. >:(

yay its december! cant believe its here, im so glad it came today, im glad its december because:
1. Christmas makes me believe in joy and happiness
2. December might help me do more art (meaning december is my motivation, if im saying it right.)
3. i get to have fun with my family and spend time with them.
4. Jesus Christ's birthday coming up! (thats why its named christmas, could be named for other stuff too.)
5. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9DCdCoQ49u8
6. Christmas presents
7. Absolutely goddamn everything about december and christmas.

welp i hope you enjoy, have a merry christmas ladies and gentlemen!