Feeling like that this year im gonna suffer with a broken heart knowing that i don't have anyone to

love or be with or to hang out with. its just never the same being single and lonely.

happy valentines to me, unless any of you would like to be my valentine anywhere, you're more that welcome to note me

or skype, whatever works.

*sitting in the middle of no where heart-broken*

</3 :' (

Good mornin, fluffies~

tomorrow, there will be a possibility that my oldest sister

will be having a baby girl. And as of that, im gonna be an uncle ^^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8017007/

join there~ :3

and a happy new year this saturday ^u^

fall semester is over until febuary-ish

in desprate need of a job to work at

have been active as i said in october but hey im practicing some

sketches on a few things: hypnosis, snakes, and etc (many more to come)

and will be posting some more probably later on in the evening.

thought it is finally cool and a bit warm in kenosha, its my mother's bday also. (40 yrs old)

still might be able to study more japanese in the spring, but had a disappointing moment

when i got rejected from an economy trip to japan which is clearly next month so im in envy. >.>

but other than that, i ish good and will do better! thanx

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:51524410

this one raffle might get interesting..

finally excited to say that i have come along way from knowing that

october is coming to an end. *turning the giant screw on my head*

so i must say that im SOOOOOO srry that i havent posted much lately as it seems,

i might have been alot busy with school and taking care of some family stuffs and all out.

As far as it goes for posting more pics for the upcoming months,

I will surely get to draw and color some more art possibly soon so that no one thinks that im a goner or

anything. Just posting this journal to ensure you that im alive and well and that.

so.. *keeps turning the srcew and stops at a loud click sound*

I hope you all have a good halloween, my test subjects.. *voices as Stien*

"I would like to dissect you now" > : 3


P.s.

im also gonna post a couple of pics for my newly updated cosplay as stien~

https://goo.gl/forms/P1f30wHbDigJYiWz1

Submit your character or do a full survey and then do that. Das ish all~

^_^

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7788380/


skunks. lolz



though im not sure what it feels like to be a skunk or any other species.

my morning was going ok yesterday.
but then my dad goes into my room first,
then finds out that there is a phone under a pillow.

after that, mom comes in to see whats happening,
then joins the yelling and threatening punishment.
mom threatens to "kill" me if i much as well talked.

Then my door gets taken down, god damn..
everyone is blaming it all on me like its my own problem..

i have nothing to show for a new redemption.. fuk my life for being
an idiot.. :c

https://www.change.org/p/change-org.....s-as-zoophilia


because "classing us furries as zoophollia" will com to an end.



*waves the paw print flag as a sign of rebellion*

This event had lasted a long day, so for that i shall choose some of the photos from the con and share them with ya all.


- arrived at the hyatt regency and entered the con with a friend to get my id checked

- went into the dealers room to buy cool stuff that included a sticker, lanyard, pin

- met the one and only english dub actor Chuck Huber :D

- seeing some RL fursuiters and getting pictures

- walking to the con suite to eat on ramen and tour to the free photo room before departure back to wisconsin

so any who my day in the con was actually fun and amazing so expect many pics to be seen in dropbox

https://www.dropbox.com/home/Anime%.....Midwest%202016

Who is up for coming this saturday?

if one of you are secretly, then im gonna be cosplaying as "Professor Stein".

the con will be taking place in the hyatt regency like midwest furfest.

comment a question of you have one.

this is going to sound upsetting if i would have told you this a
few hours ago but here it is..

my elbow is broken after i swiveled on my bike in the middle of the road and scrapped the left side of my body... one on my knee, left palm, back of the left palm, the elbow, and on my face..

after i was discovered at meijer with those injuries, i was taken to the hospital in downtown when i had to be checked in for the sake of my saftey of being fixed up. the main problem that i was worried about was the medical bill that i would recieve, but it turns out i have been covered by a different insurance on the other hand.

yeah.. so im never going to get this stupid cast off until 6 weeks have passed by which was shocking to me due to the injuries that i had caused...

because killing me is what made me stronger ever more than it has been.


*sits with the broken arm and feels more upset*

happy musky birthday to you  Koroshi

and to your 23rd year of growth

hey everyone

its been a while since my last journal from three weeks ago.

for some of you who don't know, a wolfdog named  Koroshi is facing some hard times with trying to be patient while trying to continue some RPs, but people on his friend list keep blocking him everywhere.

doing my best to keep him remaining part of this fandom, he's becoming worried everyday for the stuff he shouldn't be blamed for being a bit clingy..

If any of you wish to give Koroshi some support for his cause, leave a comment on this journal and/or leave a shout or comment on his page and let him know he is special to much more that there is much to learn and yet there is still hope for him through the darkest of times..

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-_-


i feel like im a fool..

i know this may sound stupid to hear this here goes..


im at the point of trying to force myself to somewhere else but my mother forbids it

after i was punished for exposing an adult conversation in front of my RL brother while

he was on the PS4.. shitty thing for me is that my parents no longer trust me to do

anything anymore.. after what they thought i did to him, i got mad and scared that i

would lose my life in both RL and the fandom. chances are that my brother would

probably kill of my account, or im being blocked off of the internet which is a dumb

fonded move for them. I clearly want to state that i might not get in touch on skype at

home but probably in my campus like i always do. just want to say "fuk my life" after

what happened yesterday. i wish there were something i should have done from this

situation before, but i failed miserably.

disconnected from:
PS4
Wifi
computer stuff
everything..

if you want to come talk..

i'll be online less more of the day.. on skype.. or steam.. or whatever i'll be available at

...

*lowering my head down with my ears lowering. shedding some tears as i cover my face with my shvered up paws.*

im srry guys.. ,-_-,

earth day to birthday ^^

and hapy 20 to me as i mature into another decade of an early adulthood too

hey there FA watchers, sorry about the late post because i know i have been a lot busy for a while

one of the following i should make clear about what is happening this week and the weekend after

- will get back to drawing some more art if i might have time, or maybe finish school

- need some help to try and fix my regular laptop because it was having some problems turning on. x.x
If you have some questions regarding this trouble shoot, ask. i'll try my best to answer

-this is the date of the day that i was birthed on... Which is my BIRTHDAY. when that day comes,
i'll gladly accept your wishes and give you all some kind hugs. ^_^ the coming of age is nearing to this point when i get to be an adult of age 20 0w0

-Saturday will be my mitsuwa trip with a campus club (japanese) that will be heading down to Arlington heights, illinois

And that is pretty much all i have to bring on here. so far, everything is going well and i will look forward to
hear more from all of ya soon. ^^ *hugs*

a link down here if you like to read


http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:49165221

https://www.change.org/p/u-s-senate.....s-as-zoophilia

Had a look at this and found out that this is happening to us. It will never on any circumstance because we're still

harmless to other people. By that this petition is being a total spam and it has to be closed permanently.

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*kisses, hugs, snugs, cuddles, hearts, and all them loveliuness and friendships to my watchers out there ~



Happy Valentines Day Everyone ~










^_^