Yes, I'm on my way to Animarathon in Bowling Green, Ohio. It'll be on March 23rd on the university campus. I'll be selling stickers, prints, (possibly book marks) and Adoptable OCs as well as commissions~! My art isn't the only reason to drop by. Animarathon has some amazing cosplayers as well as some great panels and a Smash Bros. tournament!

I was in Bowling Green over their Spring break to visit friends. It became a task trying to get home. Also, I busted open my head the night I was supposed to go home. It hurt so bad. It's still feels pretty damn bad. >.<

Quote:
"Yes, madam, I am drunk. But in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly."
~Winston Churchill

Sunday Movie!
http://youtu.be/s5BZAwCx1oY

Soooo I have four months to get my own car and find a place to live. I don't even know if that's enough time. It feels like such a tiny window and I don't know why. Possibly because it seems like two of the most important things to own if I want to start living outside of my mother's house again.

Recently, for some strange reason, I've returned to watching Professional wrestling. It's not the most productive hobby but it makes me happy to watch it and brings back some sense of nostalgia. If any of you reading this are wrestling fans, I wouldn't mind casual conversation about WWE or TNA. I was out of the loop for a few years. I stopped watching right at the end of the war between WWF and the Alliance(ECW/WCW). So maybe 2001 or 2002?


I'm still hurting for commissions. Anything I do now will be far less than I normally charge! Why? Because I like having a roof over my head (Also, I need the money to scan art). If you can't buy anything but still want to help, give a shout out to your friends.

I didn't expect so many people to come and comfort me with comments. You're just too amazing. Its a new day and I feel alittle better. The pain is till fresh and I have a kitty shaped hole in my heart. I had to wake up at the crack of dawn to take him in his shoe box and bury him. I marked his grave with a plastic toy sword he always chewed on.

If anyone wants to talk just note me or ask for my skype.

having a horrible day.... my cat that I've had since he was a kitten has gotten very old and... I'm not going to have him for much longer. Sitting with him right now. He's breathing but he wont wake up. I don't think I'm going to have any more pets for a long while after this.

Well I know how dreadfully depressing my previous journal is. So I'm keeping you all up to date on what's happenin'.

Been working on many things as you may already know. My art has been good to me as far as progress goes. (I mean a LOT of progress.) but commissions are lacking so much it's not funny and it hurts. Bad. I'm still open for commissions if anyone is willing to buy. I tried posting a lighter hearted "tagged" journal but for the life of me I didn't know what to really say about myself besides what you already know and I don't have the best time asking random questions to others. >.> so yeah, sorry about that.

I've been enjoying so many nostalgic things lately like Ghostbusters, Beast Wars, and ReBoot. Is there anyone else that gets into these shows? If so, I might do anime style chibis or bookmarks for an upcoming convention. Thoughts? Requests?

So I was working on my last comission and this popped up on my youtube feed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SwDc.....eature=g-all-u
I'm a big fan of this guy and I thought it would be appropriate to post to FA considering it's theme. I think before November is over I'll end up having my own house... if you wanna call it that. I made my own video a few days ago of trying chocolate fudge soda for the first time but I'm not sure if I should even share it.

Here's a movie for halloween....

RETURN OF THE LIVING DEAD!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CAb_xc6GT0

So if I don't start seeing any commissions soon I could be, dare I say, homeless. I'll have special rates for any Halloween/Monster related art. Lately I've been advertising other artists that I not only like but I think deserve the spotlight with the work they do. And now I ask a small favor, if you yourself aren't commissioning me for art but know someone that possibly would, pass the word along. I'll be watching my inbox like a hawk.

Question of the day: Are you watching movies for Halloween? If so, what ones?

I haven't posted anything in a long long while. I wasn't sure if anyone noticed my absence from FA. How is everyone... ?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PtMU.....Os&ob=av2e

It's so catchy!!

So I'm back in Toledo. It was like a family reunion with people I like. lol Though I wasn't an invited freelancer, all of the other long term artists invited (threatened) me to their tables so I could sell some work. I stayed until the last minute so make sure I got my money's worth and got a ride home from one of my own fans. I didn't think anyone would walk up and ask me to sign their books but I was wrong! :)

I'm still taking commissions while I'm working on a very special poster sized piece. If anyone would like a commission, please please note me and I'll reply to you right away. In the mean time I'll be scanning artwork that was done over the weekend.

Hi all! Stop by and check out Palladium Books Open House Weekend May 4th - 6th! It's in the Michigan area and since I'm posting this on FA, check out one of Pally's games by the name of "After the Bomb", where the nukes dropped on major cities and intelligent mutant animals rule the earth!

At the Palladium Offices & Warehouse
http://www.palladiumbooks.com/

After the Bomb RPG https://palladium-store.com/1001/pr.....-Bomb-RPG.html

Seeya there :D

Penis shaped corndogs http://tosh.comedycentral.com/blog/...../?xrs=share_fb

So I dream that I was hearing a boom in the sky so I look up and see the sun flickering. The sun eventually shoots off new stars in a ring shape, viewable during the day. It's a big historical happening and after a while I was sitting down for lunch outside and the sun burns out and starts drifting into more parts. Putting earth in permenent twilight.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3329485/

Check her art out. She deserves watchers.

So I go to the site for Glass City Con so I can get the information to attend as a vendor and guess what? It's cancelled T^T.... It really sucks and if anyone knows of any other cons going on in the north west Ohio or south east Michigan area? Please let me know.

In the news:

Kitty survives 85 mile road trip under a hood http://www.catster.com/the-scoop/ki.....nder-vans-hood

Boardgame inspires kid to murder friend http://www.disinfo.com/2012/03/texa.....ttempt-murder/

Woman stabs husband over being sick of cooking for him http://www.sun-sentinel.com/news/pa.....,7190641.story

9 year old called for jury duty http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/headlin.....r-second-time/

If you're in the northwest Ohio area this Saturday, stop into Animarathon X in Bowling green Ohio. I'll be doing on sight commissions for special rates and I'll be selling stickers, bookmarks, prints, and magnets. For more info, check the link~ http://www.animarathon.com/

In the News:
Naked meltdown for Kony!
http://www.nydailynews.com/news/nat.....icle-1.1048161

Alot of words for a sandwich board.
http://www.globalpost.com/dispatche.....lorida-street-

This.. I don't.... rats.. and ... dicknibbling
http://juliancecere.com/2012/01/ind.....d-off-by-rats/

Just carried 40 albs on my back from Michigan to Ohio x.x;; owwie...

Moroccan girl commits suicide after being forced to marry her rapist
http://english.alarabiya.net/articl.....14/200577.html

Transgender activist Agnes Torres found dead in Puebla, Mexico
http://www.2bmag.com/2012/03/transg.....la-mexico-7358

Black Teenager Killed By White Man on February 26th--No Charges Have Been Filed !
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/.....n_1332756.html

Note: To my common and new watchers: It's neither me being emo or some cry for help. It was just suggested that I keep track of my dreams when I have them. Please pay it no mind and move along.

I cant seem to remember all of the details as anyone would their dreams, but here goes... I was in a large room with many people who I shared a brief past with, be they school peers, cousins, or lost loves. I sat by each one trying to explain how I knew them, feeling responsible for our severed contact. Not much later I was feeling overwhelmed with heartache, torment, and sorrow. I was able to hold it all in while making everyone else's say complete and happy. Finally when I was alone, it was all starting to let go like cracks in the dam. Someone was watching me as I did and I wasn't aware.

That was the last thing I remember after waking up from hyperventalating.

still building up my home fund. I've been drifting around from place to place and Im at least happy Im getting art made. Feel free to comment here on FA or add me on skype/msn.

Found a wifi signal while I look for a place to stay. I'm able to scan art if anyone needs it. Any help would be great and to those waiting on art ill post it very soon

Hey true friends and true fans,
How have you been? If you've seen my last journal, you'd know that I'm moving out and I'm hurting for cash to hopefully find myself somewhere to say for rent or otherwise. It's a scary time for me right now and I'm at the moment keeping composure. So if it's not too much trouble, I'd love to do some commissions and if you can't please pass the word on. I feel like FA is my only hope.

Also, these artists deserve work as well.
 loth kreziheyzi proserpine everlastingrejection

So my roomie and I were hanging out and he let me know the unfortunate news that I have to move out because none of us can afford to pay the bills. Just keeping everyone up to date on what's going on. Commissions will be finished before I make the move between now and two months.

I am alone in a valley of dirt
And I fall to my knees after journeying days without rations. I dig my hands into the dust, searching for 11th hour hope to remedy an otherwise hopeless situation. I carve at the earth with my fingernails, making freckles of mud with my falling tears and saliva—wasting what precious fluids I have left inside of me. It does not matter now. I have reached the end.

But then I hit something; a surface smooth and ebony—some fallen spire? A decrepit monolith to a bygone civilization that died and was consumed by the world? With my bare, ravaged, dirty hands I clear the first away to reveal a surface smooth and cool, like glass, without discernible end. Is this reflective black stone everywhere? Beneath everything? Does our world encompass it like a peach encompasses it's pit?


Thankyou, Goodnight.