SO CLOSE NOW!!!!!! AHHHH!! can't wait! I'm so excited for honeymoon too!

GETTING SO CLOSE! AHHHH!!!

Never got any funding for honeymoon....so really hoping we get some money on our wedding day......

http://www.ebay.com/sch/123luckysta.....pg=&_from=

I'm not going to post all of them like I did last time. I did lower some prices. Trying to get rid of these for more money for wedding stuff. Thanks please spread it around or if you know someone who wants any of them!

Hello again everyone,

Sorry to post this again.  transporter and myself  jenkitty20 are getting married in 91 days! now that's not too far off. I know most don't care and I usually never ask for help, but with us paying for the whole wedding we haven't been able to save any money for a real honeymoon. That's where my fans come in! if I have any left. Any increment to donate is fine! anything is much appreciated! I would love to do art for anyone that donates but with my full-time job its not so easy anymore. Thanks in advance if anyone helps! if anyone can please pass this on to help us out that would be great! because the way it's looking right now we probably won't be able to go anywhere.... =(


Honeymoon Fund Donation can be sent to : Paypal : jheschtdesigns[at]gmail.com

Thanks again!  bloodykitten for donating $10!!!!!

[Just trying to get it out there. Anything is much appreciated! please pass along!]


Hello Everyone,

I have never asked for donations before and I hate to ask from my fans. As you know Garett and I are getting married very soon! in September to be exact. Unfortunately we are paying for the whole wedding ourselves with no help. With how much we spent already we don't have anything saved up or left over to go on a honeymoon. So please help us try to have the honeymoon of our dreams. Any increment is fine! you can give us $1. Anything is much appreciated and I thank everyone in advance that helps. =)

Honeymoon Fund Donation can be sent to : Paypal : jheschtdesigns[at]gmail.com

Thanks  bloodykitten for donating $10!!!!!

Hello Everyone,

I have never asked for donations before and I hate to ask from my fans. As you know Garett and I are getting married very soon! in September to be exact. Unfortunately we are paying for the whole wedding ourselves with no help. With how much we spent already we don't have anything saved up or left over to go on a honeymoon. So please help us try to have the honeymoon of our dreams. Any increment is fine! you can give us $1. Anything is much appreciated and I thank everyone in advance that helps. =)

Honeymoon Fund Donation can be sent to : Paypal : jheschtdesigns[at]gmail.com

Finally got through 11,000 submissions I had to go through. Some were from 1 year ago. I wasn't as active on here when I was in school so I kind of got lazy looking at them.

Anyway 105 days left until Garett  transporter and I get married! I can't wait. I'm getting so anxious and I really feel like it's going to be here as soon as we know it! still have a few smalls things to do hopefully we can get them done and I don't have to stress over it.

Other than that not really much going on in my life. Still have sister drama.......she still hasn't left her asshole of a boyfriend. On top of that she's having another kid! which she shouldn't even have! It just amazes me. I laugh every time she says oh I'm going to have a better life just you watch everyone! no she's only screwing it up worse. And she stays with someone who does nothing but mentally and physically abuse her! He and herself screwed her life up forever. I feel so sad for my niece and my soon to be niece/nephew. They are going to grow up and have horrible lives and there is nothing I can really do about it.

Besides my little rant about my sister I'm still working at my new job and still loving it!! I'm making more money and still struggling because of having to pay for school loans now. This November will be my 1 year mark already! Just this past week I was on my 1st paid vacation! I didn't go anywhere just stayed home being lazy binge watching netflix pretty much. Had to worry about getting a new hot water tank in our apartment too this week! that part was lame. Started leaking Tuesday. Took 2 days to get that replaced. In the meantime I had to go take a shower at my parents because I couldn't go longer than a day and a half without taking a shower. I'm sure all the girls would agree with me! I have to take a shower everyday if I don't I feel and look so gross! I didn't even want to go out anywhere. lol. So that was the annoying thing this past week. Don't really have anything else to say. I hope everyone has been doing well! and I hope to get my butt into drawing and uploading more art!

Just some stuff I haven't watched or just don't need anymore. If I add anything else to my list of stuff to sell I'll let you know.

I've just been trying to see if is there anything I can sell for wedding fund.

Miku Hatsune PVC 1/7 Scale Figure by Max Factory $70 + Shipping [Actually a lower price than most are going for on Ebay]
http://www.ebay.com/itm/26188914266.....84.m1555.l2649


The Pet Girl of Sakurasou Collection 1 dvd set $20 + Shipping
http://www.ebay.com/itm/26188913595.....84.m1555.l2649

Leviathan - The Last Defense- Dvd Complete collection $20 + Shipping
http://www.ebay.com/itm/26188913293.....84.m1555.l2649

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16291706/

Please help an artist out!!!! trying anything I can to make extra money to help towards my wedding this year!

It is gorgeous! =)

No matter what she always tries to one up me. So I mentioned in a comment to a friend earlier today on facebook that I wish someone that I know would get their life together and what not. Because I said congrats to my friend for getting her life together. So of course my sister had to reply and say of course you mention me Jennifer. That she's going to prove everyone wrong about her life that she's going to make it and shit. And of course had to brag and say oh I'm going to make more money than you. I don't know whats that supposed to do. Its really sad. Sorry I'm not in a big financial mess LIKE YOU ARE! and I don't have a horrible abusive boyfriend! It seems she tries to make me unhappy. My life and financials are ALWAYS GONIG TO BE BETTER THAN HERS. Heavin forbid I actually be happy in my life with the way things are. I love my job and she has no right to brag and say that. She doesn't know anything about me I could be making more money on the side for all she knows. I hate how separate we have become...she's turned into such a bitch.

I really want to just remove her from my wedding party....her attitude sucks and she is always mean to me ALL the time. Just because I hate her boyfriend with a passion. Sorry hes a loser and will always be a loser hes never going to change! I don't know why you would stay with someone who physically and mentally abuses you!!!!! I JUST DON'T GET IT!!!!!

I doubt she is going to make that much money just doing copying and pasting facebook cover photo graphics! its not even design. I don't consider that graphic design at all..I doubt you can make a fortune of it. And plus even if she was making more money than me she'll just have the thought oh I make more I can spend more! she'll buy everything she wants than what she really needs. Like she still does not having any money. Just ugh my sister pisses me off.

Sorry had to rant... carry on....I'm going back into my happy bubble now!

I am very happy to have made the decision to get this car! I wrote about getting it in my last journal but thought I would make a journal of its own now.

In my last journal I mentioned that my mustang went to shit. On my way to work it overheated. Earlier in the week I should of figured something was wrong because my car wasn't heating up as it should at all. So yeah it overheated on my way to work last Tuesday 1/6. As soon as it did I pulled over also this day was really crappy too below 0, roads, and traffic sucked. A cop saw me pull over thinking I had wrecked. I told him no that my car was overheating. He was a nice guy and let me sit in his car while he called a tow truck and waited with me. Since it would have been bad to drive it to a repair shop with it overheating and I didn't have any anti freeze with me. Well after the tow truck finally arrived and we got to the repair shop I had my Fiance come pick up me since he didn't go into work until later that day. So I at least had a way to get home. I did have to call off work too which I was kind of mad about but I had no choice I couldn't get there with my car broke down.

Anyway later find out my oil was going into my coolant and that I had a cracked head gasket. It was going to cost $3,000-$4,000 to fix. I definitely though shit what am I going to do I can't afford that repair and I just had 3 repairs before it broke down which definitely totaled over $1,000. Which I'm stuck paying for now. I had borrowed a car from my parents for Wednesday and Thursday morning to get to work. That sucked too because it doesn't get hot enough but I went out with my Dad Thursday to look for a new car because I had no choice now.

So we look around first looked at a 2009 ford focus 4 door sedan with about 45k miles on it. Test drove it didn't care for it the engine sounded weird and just wasn't much great shape on the inside. Then went to the dealership where my parents got there cars and talked with their seller. He was trying to sell me a 2012 Hyundai Elantra with all the bells and whistles. Heated seats back up camera gps etc. It was going to cost 270 a month! and 98 for my insurance. So I got a little overwhelmed and stressed I almost cried because I so couldn't afford that! I make decent money but I have other things to worry about to put my money towards. I was trying to stay under $200 for a car payment. I do make decent money at my new job but I have credit card debt and school loans to worry about now and a wedding to save for.

Well anyway we stopped looking because it was -14 that day went back to my parents house to warm up and waited for Mom to get home. Went out to eat. My mom found the ford focus hatchback at a dealership near where they live and we decide to look at it after we eat. I'm really glad we did because I fell in love with it after test driving it! I'm glad they still had it and it was a great deal!!!! $12k 2012 ford focus sel hatchback in the blue candy metallic. Only 35,900 some miles on it. Got for it for $11,000 something instead because they took $500 off because of the crappy weather so I was like SOLD! I felt bad though we were there hour and a half after they closed to sign the paperwork and everything. Got a 5 year extended warranty on it which will help so much! and got gap insurance so if it ever got totaled the loan would get paid off. So thank god for that! I got the 5 year extended warranty since I do plan on keeping it for a long time. The only thing I have to save money for is brakes and if it ever needs tires. So I got payments about $223 a month and $72 for insurance. Not bad at all. I can definitely handle that!

Thank god for my new job! I have to really budget now of course though because of credit card debt and school loans to pay off now. But I definitely think I can make it work.

Well it's been 2 months into my new job and I'm still loving it! so stress free and I love getting to draw everyday! LOVE IT! Love the two guys I work with as well they are so nice. So yeah basically since I've been drawing all day and actually drawing for my job I come home and don't feel the need to draw when I get home. I want to apologize for that because for so long I keep saying I would be more active I do still hope to do so just been busy with so much life things. I've been very happy with everything now. My life is turned out for the better. I still have school loans and credit card debt but they aren't getting me down as much now.

Anyway Tuesday 1/6/2015 My 97 ford mustang broke down. Ended up having to call off work which I didn't like to do and I didn't even make it 10 minutes out of my hometown when my car overheated. Which it also has been bitterly cold like -14. Had a cop pull over because he thought I wrecked but no I got over onto the side of the road because I saw that my car was overheating and turned my car off right away. He was nice enough to let me sit in his car to keep warm on the -14 day. He had also called a tow truck for me which was nice as well. Had waited for like maybe half an hour before the tow truck showed up. So got it towed to a shop that my Fiance goes to. Had my fiance pick me up since he didn't go to work until later that day so thank goodness I had someone to at least pick me up and take me back home. I was going to just get a loaner car but they had one that the drivers seat didn't move. I'm short so I realized I probably wouldn't be able to reach the peddle. So later that day they tell me that basically my oil was going into my coolant and had a cracked head gasket. $3-4k to fix! so I was like FUCK. This is so not worth it!!!!!!! and the guy agreed he knew how much money I put into it just in the last couple of months I couldn't afford that! let alone I already spent over what the car is even worth. But good news I had borrowed my parents car to get back and forward to work for Wednesday and Thursday.

After work Thursday I went car shopping with my Dad. Which of course had to be a -14 day as well! it was horrible. But anyway didn't like the 1st two cars I looked at also was trying to stay under $100 for a car payment. Which of course looking at 2012s and higher were not that low. Even though I have a new job and make more I wasn't too sure what I could afford or if I could handle a payment more than $100. I basically wrote down everything I pay for a month and calculated everything. So I figured I probably could afford something more than $100 if I budget really well. So far had no luck and I was getting stressed. Parents fed me while I was with them and we decided to look at the last minute at a dealership near them. Mom told me if I was going to spend about $100-$200 on a car payment that its better off to get a car that I actually wanted and liked.

So we found a 2012 Ford Focus Sel Hatchback only 35,900 miles on it for $12k off of autotrader at this specific dealership. In blue. The blue that I really like on fords! and I either wanted a Ford fiesta hatchback or a focus. So we look at it and I test drive it around and fall in love with it. Since it was fuck ass cold that day and bad weather they gave me $500 off!! it was a steal I was LIKE SOLD!!! this is my first newer car ever in my life!!!!!!!!!!! The best part low miles and still has a warranty on it! also the best part I got a 5 year extended warranty on it as well! if anything goes wrong its still covered! plus gap insurance so if it ever got totaled the bank would pay off my loan completely which would allow me to get a new car if that had happened. And my warranty covers everything as well excluding tires and brakes which is an awesome deal!!! I only have to pay $100 if something went wrong. Some things would still be alittle more though. I also got 3 years free oil changes which is also a PERK!! and I"LL FINALLY SAVE MONEY ON FUEL TOO!!!!!! YAY!!! I'm very happy with my purchase and definitely plan on keeping it for awhile hence the 5 year extended warranty on it. I think I'll be alright with the car payment and insurance =) its of course more than I wanted to spend but I couldn't pass it up and I needed a car bad, one that I know isn't going to break on me every season!

So I'm a very proud owner of a new car! I've been having so much fun driving around! and love my nice features in it! I've never had sync or anything. Its very nice now not to have to hold up my cellphone to call someone driving! thats the best part and of course listening to my ipod still is even worth it too!

My mustang on the other hand its at my parents now. My Dad did find someone that's going to buy it off him but my Dad doesn't know how much he's going to get rid of it for I say $1k-$2k range. So they can fix all the damn problems with it! I was so fed up with it I really was. I wasn't planning on getting a new car this soon of course! but I had no choice and I don't regret the decision at all. As long as I keep my job and be able to afford my payments I'll be a happy camper!!! =) <3 <3

NOW ONTO WEDDING PLANNING!!! WEDDING COMING UP IN SEPTEMBER!! A very exciting year.

Life couldn't be any more perfect the past two months! Its been great having a new job and actually enjoy my job and life! no stress NOTHING. I love that I get to draw everyday! and I'm starting to love hand lettering so much! Anyway I had an awesome Christmas! did some wedding planning as well with the help of my Fiance's family. Who have been the only people helping with shit. My maid of honor has DONE absolutely nothing to help me nor my family.

Anyway can't wait for the new year! so much exciting things happening! Around this time next year the Fiance and I will finally be Husband and Wife! =) EEEK!

We also have a good plan for a honeymoon now too! so yeah for actually going to have one!

Life has been great! I have been very busy this week. Actually worked about 45 hrs this week at my new job! this week was also my 1 month mark! hoping for many more. I love it so much! and we get so many awesome compliments on our signs. Can't wait to work on more stuff!! =) I was very mad though that I was late to work today. But I think the overtime should somewhat make up for it but I just hope I don't get written up. I just have to make sure to leave earlier next time too. The traffic was horrible going to work today for some reason. Its like what everybody decides to go out and work Friday?! lol I don't know if it could have been something about grand opening or not at work. Anyway Happy Holidays! I really do hope I can find some time to do more art soon! I hate being so inactive. I really want to start making some more money again. More money is always better! =) still paying off some credit card debt from school and just now had to start paying back school loans yippee. I can't believe how much I'll have to spend a month on those! so hoping to try and make some extra money on the side to help out.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!! I'm so thankful for the friends and family in my life, my new job, the love of my life, and a roof over my head and food to eat. I'm sure there are many more!! I love being so positive about life anymore I haven't had one single negative thought in my head! Its been great!! I've been sleeping better and I haven't been worried about financial problems so much either. =D I hope everyone else has a positive and happy thanksgiving. Be safe!

Only my 2nd week of my new job and still loving it! Its definitely a nice paycheck for sure than my last job!! =) it'll help so much with things!!!!

Still currently training at a location near me. Then I will be finally going to my store I applied to soon. =)

I'm trying to help out my sister and selling her 2 anime figures on my ebay account!! I do have them on hand!! and they are 100% authentic from Japan. Originally purchased from Hobby Search. A very well trusted Japan product source that I used all the time as well.


Accel World Figma $35.99 + Shipping
http://www.ebay.com/itm/26166027916.....84.m1555.l2649

Ultimate Madoka Figma $55.99 + Shipping
http://www.ebay.com/itm/26166028232.....84.m1555.l2649

These are a steal!!! Accel world figma is going for $60-$100 on ebay!!! get her for only 35.99 + shipping!!
The Ultimate Madoka Figma is going for over $100 on ebay!! your saving $50!!! on an authentic figma!!!!!!!!! GRAB THEM WHEN YOU CAN!!!!!!!!!

This week has felt absolutely amazing! I'm feeling alot more motivated and happier!!! Loving life and loving my new job!!! Love the love of my life and everyone that has supported me through the years when I was down. I'm finally free of negativity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hoping for a very long time! Next big exciting event the Fiance and I's wedding September 2015! =) SO MANY EXCITING THINGS. Oh man it feels so great to finally have things coming together!!!

FREEDOM FROM MY HORRIBLE JOB THAT I WAS STUCK AT FOR 7 YEARS!!!!!!! Im finally out!!!!!!!!!! I start my wonderful new job tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm glad to finally be happier than I have ever been.

3 days left of my shitty job!!! HOOORAY. I wish it could be sooner though! these last few days have been annoying. But hopefully I'll finally get to start my new job next week!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) SO MUCH BENEFITS AND AWESOMENESS AND APPRECIATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep this week will be my last week at my current job and moving onto my new one!!!!!!!! YAY.

What an awesome thing to finally say!!!!!! WOOT WOOT. Last day of current job November 12th!!! new job hopefully November 17th! =)

I FINALLY GOT A NEW JOB!!!!! I COULDN'T BE ANY MORE EXCITED AND HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! NO MORE FLIPPING BURGERS FOR A LIVING OMG!!

If no one has seen my other journals I finally got a new job!!! I was just offered the job yesterday!!! =) It'll be full time. I'll be making $3.50 more than what I was making now. I'll have benefits and everything too!! well I'm sure after 3 months of being at the job. I'm so happy as you can tell!!! everyone knows I was getting really tired of my current job and to finally get out of it is a dream come true!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still waiting to get my orientation before I can actually start working and hand my two weeks notice in to my current job. I can't wait to see the look on my bosses face when I hand him that letter!!!! lol Another co-worker of mine said he had a shocked face and pretended it was ok but probably shitting his pants on the inside saying oh crap. I'm sure it'll be the same!! I bet they expected me to stay forever. Now its going to be hard for them to get anyone to cover my shifts but its their problem now not mine! lol

Sorry I went to school for my Associates and Bachelors Degree it was bound to happen for me to get a job related to my field!!! can't expect someone to have gone to school to stay working in a fast food place forever. I would have never gained any experience or there definitely would have never been any growth.

I'll finally be at a place where I have room for all of that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!