This journal coming out of no where is probably a bit of a surprise, but I'm alive!

Life, as it does for so many, got quite a head of me, a lot has happened over the last couple of years, and one of those things has been the change over to  Sallandra which is relatively recent.

There's a lot of reasons for it, but the TL;DR is I had moment of strong self realization and a lot of things about me started to make sense. I've always had a powerful motherly side to me, I want to help things grow, I want to take care of people, make sure people feel loved, and frequently IRL people call me "mom". Mostly has a joke, but there's always some truth to a joke! So, I switched to something more representative of myself.

Apologies for the long absence, especially to those who worried about me <3

That aside though, I've got a bunch of new art that I'm excited to show off in the coming weeks on my new account, and I hope to see you all there! ^..^

I saw a comment on my old submission "Bound to Breed" informing me that the "Bigger" version's link was broken.

Being a supplier of big bellies, I couldn't let that continue!

It has been fixed now, and the biggest belly of that picture has returned, aka the link works now. :3

Enjoy the big tummy, and I hope you all have a good evening!

<3

... You can feel it in the ground, I'm coming back!

But seriously, after a long hiatus, I'm making a return to FA and posting art again. I have some new art, new inspirations, and have been delving into the complex and wrist twisting world of animation.

To tell the story of where I've been for the last 3-4 years would be too long to type, and definitely too long for a journal, but effectively here's the Tl:DR..

What's happened in the last 3-4 years?
- My career has elevated to heights I've never dreamed it would reach, and my list of responsibilities is crushing at times. I work in Game Design, but because of the title I work on and my position, I cannot disclose what it is, or what I do.
- A little bird caught my heart that goes by the wonderfully chirpy name of Cygnovum, you may have noticed a few pictures of us floating around, but it's official! She's my egg basket, and I'm the packer, aka, we're a thing.
- I became an adult, it sucks, I hate it, and there's a whole list of responsibilities and things I'd rather not do, but hey, it happens to all of us. At least I can eat ice cream whenever I want.


You all deserve much more than that as an explanation of where I've been for the last 3-4 years, especially since I poofed with little warning. In time I hope to right this.

Now for the good stuff.

What I plan to do?
- Start posting again! I have sketches and experiments that I've worked on periodically through the last few years, not a lot, but there is somethings!
- Rework my page to better reflect the current me, update my description and all that.
- Start posting regularly, once a month if I can manage. I have supremely less time than I had years ago, and while some of that time has returned, not a lot of it has.
- Re-open a channel for messaging with whatever I can manage. Because of my job I have to choose what's best for my security, which means I'll have to spend some time setting up exactly what I need.

That's all I can really think of for now. There will be more to come.

I look forward to supplying many-a-huge bellies, egg burdened wombs, and hefty dragons + gryphons! :D

As promised, something new to look at (Warning, it's a huuuuuuuge belly) ---> https://www.dropbox.com/s/iord0uaev.....er%29.jpg?dl=0

Enjoy!
- Jerbs

Yep, i'm finally starting to do this whole twitter thing. Though for me, it'll be mostly used for sketches and other random arts that aren't as sexy looking as the full complete pictures. The gallery here I'll try to keep filled with the more high quality art.

I'm sure I'll post other things onto the twitter account, like if I'm roaming around a con or what not. Perhaps even a thought or two! (that's what it's actually for right?) Either way, be sure to follow it if you want to get the tidbits. :3

Also this twitter will most certainly be NSFW!

User Name : jerbie39
Link :https://twitter.com/jerbie39

I'll avoid writing a novel for this, but spoilers,.. it was incredible!

I owe a lot to a special red dragon for making this happen for me, and on the way to the con he basically kept me from freaking out because of how nervous I was. It's not every day you go to a place were there are dozens of people your going to meet for the first time!

Those dozens of people were well worth heart cranking nervousness though, everyone was so inviting, kind, and magnificent, it made the experience for me something that I'll never forget. I thank you all, especially those I roomed with who surprised me with their hospitality and copious amounts of awesome! You have all thoroughly convinced me to strive and come back to the next FC!

Again thank you everyone, you're all incredible people!

Also if you met me and want to get a hold of my Skype, send me a note or bug someone you know who has it, please and thank you :3

<3

I'm making to FC! :D Though I'm super un-prepared and nervous about it, however excited to meet all the peeps!

This is my first FC ever and I'll more than likely be roaming around with these two fabulous goofs  Nixx&  Morca so if you want to find me, find them! Otherwise try looking for the giant bearded viking with a red scarf, ionno that's how I've been described in the past.

So come meet me if you'd like! I'd say I'm rather friendly, I hope!

Frequently I run into a sorta "sketchers block" I don't know what I want to draw for a sketch or just draw in general! So I'm calling out to you, my beloved fans :3
What pose or thing is it that gets your rocks knocking? Is it a good butt shot of a pregnant dragon, some good ol cumflation, being hung upside down, or perhaps being assaulted by an army of feathers, ionno! Post something that you love seeing, preferably belly related, and I just might draw it. I'm also curious to know what you guys like too see in general. c:

Don't be shy, post away and I'll respond the best I can, when I can!

- Fluffmuffin

Officially that is my new favorite nick name, don't know why, I just like it! Also holy fack it's been a while since I've written one of these.

So basically for the last year I was hyper focused on progressing forward in one of the most cut throat, irrational, and brutal industries I've ever gone into (if you know me, you know I've had a boat load of jobs/careers) especially when starting as a junior in the Vancouver area. That Industry is none other than the Games Industry. Good news is, I made it and I'm practically locked down in this industry unless I blow a company up. Bad news was I had to work average of 16 hours for the last 7 months if not more to earn that position and security. Was it worth it? I'm not sure yet, but 5 years time will tell that answer better.

But for me things are slowing down now that I'm not in a constant war with proving myself against hundreds of other job starving Game Designers. This means more porn, lots more porn, specifically of the pregnant type, dragons, and everything around that + a little more. The game plan for me is to get back into the groove, do some warm ups until I'm comfortable enough again with Dragon anatomy, then blast out a few pictures that I owe and get back on track with my Commissions (I know it's been like a year and a half, but Rangarig is still waiting!) and whatever else I feel like drawing really.

I had to do a cleanse of my old Skype account due to the need to separate the work life from the Dragon life and because I wanted to use my avvy. So if I've suddenly disappeared from your Skype list and you didn't get an invite from a Jerbie, I missed you, and I'm sorry :c Just send me a note if this is the case and I'll fix that up. If you want to get my new Skype info to chat it up, just send me a note so we can get to know each other first before that happens :3 I tend to be a very erratic person and can/will disappear without warning or just never respond at times, it would suck if we said hello then I poofed during the first meet. But with that being said, I do enjoy meeting new people so don't be scared, just ask any body, I'm as comforting to approach as the fur on my hide ^..^

That's all I can think of and I've ranted enough, cheers everyone!

Hello everyone!

Just thought I should write a quick journal explaining where I am and why it seems like I've disappeared. Over the last few months I've been working hard at my career and many side projects on the side in the pursuit of becoming a well recognized and renowned game designer. With the dream of creating a memorable game that'll last through a decade or more. This comes at the cost of an average 11 hours of work a day (some of it unpaid) and many mornings fueled by coffee alone. Currently things are going as planned though, my friend just got hired at EA as a big time producer (I nearly exploded when I heard what his salary is), another one of my friends has become a fully registered Software Engineer and is working as one, and I'm well on my way to being promoted to a Lead Designer, since East Side Games just took extreme interest in one of my prototypes. Once we've had a little more experience, many of us will come back together and build something amazing. That's the big plan at least! As for the little plan...

I've literally drawn nothing dragon oriented in the last few months, it's depressing :/ but I also don't have a tablet atm, however I'm going to buy a Cintiq from work once I'm back from holidays, and actually draw something sexy again! That should be exciting. I'm trying to plan going to FC as well and I really want to go, so I can meet a few peeps (You know who you are <3) buuuut lack of funds sucks and not being paid for a whole two weeks before the event also sucks. Who know, perhaps I'll pull it off, I might just end up driving down there *Shrug*

Either way, thanks for reading and hopefully I'll be back to updating my gallery soon! :3

Take care everyone <3

Yeup, it's pooched, and just when I was going to start getting back into this whole drawing thing. There will probably be quite a delay until I can get a new one too. :c

I've hit the grand age of 23 now, and it still feels like 20 was yesterday. I have no freaking idea where the hell all the time has gone, but the last 3 years of my life have been incredible. They've truly reshaped me for the better and I've met so many wonderful people both here on FA and locally, you're all awesome! <3 My only birthday wish is for the next year to be just as good if not better!

As a heads up and fair warning, I've been pickling my liver since Friday (drinking x3) and tonight is the Iron Maiden concert I'll be going to sooooo I'll probably be out with friends before the concert and not on Skype. For those of you that have my number and text me, I'll try to text back, but it might be a drunken text from 2pm onward x3

Anyways have a wonderful day everyone! :3

Because in the past people have whapped me upside the head (in the nicest possible way) for not pre-warning of this,... here it is, my Hatchday is within the month.

That is all!

I'm officially employed as a Junior Designer at East Side Games, a company located in the downtown Vancouver area. I'm super excited for it, I'll be wearing a lot of hats and learn sooooo much while I'm there. The best part, is they will not force me to stay longer, all overtime is voluntary there and they have a firm belief in normal work hours. Now, the games they make are... Social/mobile games(Facebook games)... yes I know a lot of people hate them and say they aren't games, but man, as a designer, the economic tables and intense balancing that needs to be designed is very tantalizing, among other things. Plus East Side Games, is a very different social games company, they do games like Pot Farm, and Zombinis http://eastsidegamestudio.com/ which are crazy. And a lot of the studio is ex Relic, Rockstar and soon to be Radical too, it's just a giant vat of knowledge waiting to be tapped!

Unfortunately once again this will be affecting my art capabilities, I do so little already and I don't know how much more I'll be able to do. I hope to continue with it, but my living situation has made it very very difficult to find any privacy what so ever. But I have high hopes that I'll still be drawing, or I'll just come clean with my house hold so I can draw in the open, we will see!

<3 you all c:

- Jerbie

Yeup, I am all done with school, after 2 relatively short years. I've accomplished a great number of things in this time and left my mark as one of the greatest game designers to come out of that school, and now I get to begin my career and I cannot express how excited I am! I've already had two successful interviews and built a powerful, talented team to produce Oswald and put it on the market, so keep your eyes open for it! If you want to test the prototype of Oswald, get it here :3 http://www.indiedb.com/games/oswald/downloads

As for drawing dragon porn and what not, I've already started and have a lot to do, I hope to get much of it done in the next few days and look back at my commission list, I think there are a few people still on that list. Over the next week, I'll be presenting my works at the graduation show on Tuesday, and the day after I leave to go see my mate  Solari (can't wait! ^^) for a few days. After that I'll be visiting some old friends and then be back for a few more job interviews, or perhaps negotiating the terms of my employment. Ionno, all I know is I'm excited for the next few days!

Thank you to all my fans for sticking with me during this hiatus and I hope to make it all up very soon with plenty of dragony goodness!

Been a while since I've posted anything, so! Here is what I've been up to. Most of my time and effort has been going into creating the game Oswald in Unity, which is coming along marvelously ( http://www.indiedb.com/games/oswald check out the site) and is getting a decent amount of attention both online and locally. Hopefully in a few months time it will have a larger following and the potential to be pitched to either a publisher or on Kick-starter, ideally we'd want the publisher. Anyhow, if you guys could check out the site, post a comment or two, or just give us a viewing hit, that would be amazing and I'll be very thankful for the support :3 All the art both in game and out of game is done by myself and much the design is done by myself. If you follow the game on the site too, you'll probably see the progression of my art skills as well. The new art assets aren't in the game yet, but I have to say I shocked myself with how well they turned out x3 Plus sooner or later I'll be creating a portrait of the main antagonist, who is a big ass scary looking abyssal dragon, I'm suuuuuper excited to draw him!

have a look!
http://www.indiedb.com/games/oswald

Take care everyone and thank you for reading! I will be graduated in 7 weeks time, hopefully then I will be around more often and back to drawing on my spare time. c:

Oswald I.P. & Oswald art © Myself

I unfortunately just haven't been able to continue my work on FA for sometime, with school and graduating on the rise, I think I need to push it aside for a few months, or longer. I tried to get some stuff done during my break, but it seems the attention required from school and getting into the game industry is too great and I need to dedicate all of my time to it if I want to start successfully and actually be able to pay off my bills and live. I am unsure of when I'll be able to return to drawing dragons and tummies. I have been drawing extensively, but it's all been game art that is going to be posted on my deviant art page.

I don't plan to be gone forever, once I'm settled in and have free time I'm sure I'll start drawing again. Though I am sad I have to push it completely aside, I'm still happier than I ever have been, the school, people I've met, my housemates, my teachers, and everyone I know in the game industry, are all amazing. I never expected it to be so much fun, and to build friendships that are so strong I would consider us family with so many of my peers. Regardless I will be back and hopefully with much more talent under my belt, I can still be found on my Skype if you have it, but I'm unsure about my other messengers, between Linked-in, Facebook, Google plus and my E-mail it's just to much to manage.

I would like to thank everyone who has ever commented and fav'd my pic's, and a special thank you to my watchers, you guys gave me the support and inspiration I needed to continue with my drawing and the motivation to improve my skills. I'll miss you all and I hope you will all still be here when I return to post more art for all of you n..n

Shoot me a note if anyone has any questions or just wondering how I'm doing. I will be still surfing around FA from time to time and I'll do my best to respond ^^

Take care everyone and much <3!

Welp I'm done school for now, but nothing has really slowed down at all. I've been trying so hard to get online and chat to people, but it seems the activity in the house is just on the rise and I can't sneak away for a minute without people coming to find me, or asking where I'm going, and generally I cannot come up with a good enough excuse. But I have been drawing a little, slowly but surely I'll be posting some stuff, and I'll be doing my best to jump on my messengers from time to time.

Take care everyone! :3

I'm in my final week of school then I get to enjoy a nice two week long break. Just yesterday we presented the beta build of the game (Catacomb) I've been pouring my heart and soul into for the past 4 months, so now it is over, sorta. It's still on schedule to be built further and it was nominated for best Indie game for the Canadian video game awards, which has games like Skyrim, and COD in it, so that's a huge success, even it it's only a nomination, so it almost demands to have more put into it. Here is a video of the game...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dj6L.....--qq-j5mNqHzI=

Everything in it is original, including the sound track and SFX. In anycase once the week is over and I'm free I have a few things I owe to people. I'll have to finish a picture for Nova, call a few people and catch up with them, I know I owe a call to Byzil(I didn't forget!), Niku, and I suppose I have my commissions, though I'm not sure if I'll be in a working mood. I'll probably just draw dragons and other stuff on my own terms, who knows. Regardless I'm excited to be done with school, actually be posting things again, and talking to people. :3

Take care everyone!

Hello everyone!

First I want to apologize for being absent for so long, recently life has been so busy for me I literally forgot my age when asked during a conversation with someone, he told me to go home and sleep. Almost all of my free time has been put into developing the 3 games I am working on and the little time I have on Sundays is usually spent on playing D&D with a few of my wonderful dev team-mates and my awesome housemates.

For those who may be wondering I'm currently doing very well, I don't think I have been happier than I am right now, even though I'm stressed beyond belief on some days. I'm doing what I love and slowly starting to make a living from it. I will be releasing a silly little i-phone game in a few weeks called Flybomber, and the entire idea of the game is to squish the crap out of some damn flies that are trying to blow up your screen door and get out. It's pretty simple I'll admit, but holy crap, ISO code (Objective C) and open GL causes me to go cross eyed just to look at it, so getting that functionality to work is ridiculously challenging. The big student game my team and I are making, Catacomb, is going very well considering it's time frame for completion, and I will have a video link of some gameplay footage at the bottom of this journal for those who want to see the game so I can prove it actually exists =p and the last game I'm working on called Valhalla Boxing is in it's prototype phase, its a little behind scheduled but should still be done in 4 weeks. That game is all about dwarven vikings duking it out in a boxing rink rockem sockem robot style until one boxer smashes all the teeth out of anothers face. It uses a rock, paper, scissors style combat system and it relatively fast paced, hopefully it will be up on a flash site soon so I can link it!

The only thing I have to complain about right now, is I don't have enough time to draw more for my watchers to enjoy and of course my friends. I miss doing it and I miss talking to you all, but I will have time at the end of this quarter to draw a few things and catch up with everyone :3 I would like to extend a thank to you too the people who have been texting me to see how I'm doing and sending me e-mails, it's appreciated very much, even though I don't always respond, I always smile when I get them <3

Here is a link to the video, this was made to show a teacher a few things in the game so it doesn't show everything, however a trailer is being made which should show all of the games features.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AV7Z.....-wvgycwvpIyiUH

Enjoy! and thanks for reading :3

- Jerbie

Well I thought school couldn't get any more busy than before, seems I was horribly wrong. Between coordinating a team of 26 people to build one big ass game, planning the next Indie3 con at our school which has an attendance expectancy of 700+, leading a team of 3 to build a smaller game in flash and IOS (both languages I have never used till now too.), and building an elaborate module for Never Winter Nights, I'm about ready to explode already x3 I just want to give everyone a heads up that I could be absent or unresponsive for days at a time and if you have my messengers or my number and I don't respond, I'm probably in the middle of something, or I'm spending what little free time I have to blow something up. I apologize in advance and I do hope to have a bit of time here and there to jump online and talk to you all <3 and of course draw :3

First off, Happy New years everyone! I'm saying this now since I believe I wont get a chance later on today x3

But a couple of the main things I plan to change are...

- Continue with a better diet and actually doing something physical each day, since school started I've put on the "freshman 15" or rather the freshman 30 in my case >..> anyways! I'm slowly going down again which is invigorating, so hopefully in about 8 months or so, I'll have my old body back again.

- Keep the fire under Ries' ass to keep eating well for the betterment of herself! That's right, I'm keeping my eye on you Ries, our scale-in's are due tomorrow! >:|

- Learn how to take a compliment and properly thank someone for them. If you know me even just a little, you'll know I'm terrible at taking them and will generally contest against the compliment, I'm getting better now x3

- Learn 20 more card games/ party games. I already know some pretty good ones, but I'd like to know a whole lot more, hopefully I'll have one that will cater to any situation, and it'd help my mind think outside the box when it comes to video game design, and analog design.

- and my favorite one for this new year, learn how to juggle, I've always wanted to :3

I felt like keeping my list quite small in scope and some-what simple, I feel if it is, I'll be able to accomplish what I'd like to do this new year and feel better about myself for doing it ^..^

Once again a happy new years everyone! I hope you all have the best and if you post your new years goals anywhere, note a link to me or something! I would love to read them n..n

Yeup, schools starting on the 2nd, and if I wasn't already scarce to talk to, I'll be even less so when that begins x3 .. I have classes all through the weekdays, with Thursday off, so I wouldn't expect to see me much during those days. I think I have figured out the best times for me to sneak onto my messengers and when I can draw in my new place, I do fortunately have my own room so privacy isn't as large as an issue as I thought it might of been, however I will only be available after I've just woken up for about 1-2 hours (I usually wake up around 10-11am) and a few hours before I go to bed, which is around 12am -2am, so it might still be hard to get a hold of me and it will more than likely be only weekends and Thursdays. If you see me on Skype any other time, I'll more than likely not respond or I'll give you a quick heads up saying that I have no privacy or something along those lines.

I'm sorry for all the inconvenience this is causing and I thank you all for your understanding, I'm doing my best to try and work this life into my new one without the two colliding into each other ^^;

Thanks for reading and take care everyone! :3

So because of my recent moving and a massive loss of privacy on my end, there is a good chance seeing me online or on FA during the day, or at all even, will drop significantly. I'll be on Skype often but there is a good chance I wont respond and close the window, since 4 other pairs of eyes have line of sight on my screen and I'm rather shy about them finding out I'm into this whole Furry/Dragon thing. I will do my best to at least say hi and chat, though I may be brief. After talking to a few peeps about this twitter thing, I'm thinking I might get it just so I can attempt to stay in touch with people, update when I'm streaming, and just keep people generally posted with what's going on in my life. I have a bit of a dislike of the program, cause I have the mind-set of "who cares anyways" x3 So I guess I'm asking all of you guys, do you think it would be worth it for me to set up an account? Any input or opinion is much appreciated :3

- Thanks!

I wish you all the best! :3

I'm all full again for commissions, but it occurs to me that I should start a list so I know who should be next in line. I'm really new to this whole commission thingy so this is a bit of a learning experience for me x3 But! The two new people are..

 rangarig

&

 Alientknight

I'll post the list and update the slots on my page info.

Thanks everyone! :3