I know to some of you that know me know that I'm a loving, caring and supportive dragon that will do anything for those I care bout. What some may not know is that I struggle with being positive with myself cause of years being treated either like a tool or second best. As the fandom grew, sex and popularity became the factors of what makes you a respectable furry. Those who are porn stars seem to be okay with telling others how unattractive they are or putting them down mentally and emotionally. All the while their followers cheer them on. Yet when the same respect is given back to them then it's an issue and the bullying happens.

The Firry Fandom has grown to be more bout sexualizing each other rather than what that person has to offer us in terms of emotional and mental health. We rather tell people they are being negative and push them away instead of being something positive in their lives. Though we focus on the negative things others do and we celebrate when they die all cause they did things we didn't agree with.

We need to get back to the realization that our fursonas are who represent us in the fandom, but we are still humans. I may not agree with what alot of you say or do but I'm always going to defend you as a person to others. I won't defend your actions, but you as a person deserves respect and kindness. Before anyone starts this shit of I support criminals/pedos/zoophiles I don't. Their ACTIONS are wrong and they deserve to be punished. That goes without saying. But if they want to get help then they deserve help. I will NEVER support, condone or back any of these actions. I never have nor ever will.

I feel we have lost the humanity aspect of the Furry fandom and need to find our way back to valuing others as individuals instead of what sexual attraction they have or what popularity they have.

Been in this fandom for 15 years and been poly for bout 5 years, and I have found amazing and wonderful boyfriends that I love so much. I have a wife that I love with all my heart but there is things she can't provide for me. I been trying to find female furs to be my mate but haven't found any or if I do find them they either can't take on a mate or not interested in poly.

I don't know what to do. I'm a great mate and very loving dragon. Just wish others would see that and give me a chance.

Hello everyone, I want to apologize for not being active on here lately. Hopefully I can change that here in the future. Though I have some announcements.

First, I have noticed that majority of furs are now looking to form relationships based of lustful encounters. Which is fine if it works for you, but for me I'm looking for a relationship based of love and attraction. I'm poly dergon who is married. My wife is okay with me being poly so you don't need to go save her.

Second, I'm a Dom Dergon who is looking to form a family of pets to have rps with, and getting art with. I also want these submissives to know that it's not a kink for me. It's a lifestyle so they can expect me to love, care for, nurture, protect and talk to nearly daily.

Lastly, I'm thinking bout starting a new account here to follow my passion of drawing and writing. This account was made 15 years ago when I first started my life as a furry so I had no path for this page. I want to create a page that has purpose. If you wish to follow me on my new journey then when I make my new account feel free to follow me on my journey.

Thank you,

Einor.

So I’m looking to find either someone or a couple that is polyamorous and looking to start a relationship with or add one more to their current relationship.

First, you must be serious bout this. I’m no longer going to be someone’s dirty secret or be placed in shadows. I want those who are interested in me as a partner to actually want me and show it. I have been hidden by people for far too long and just allowed it to happen. Not anymore.

Second, I am married and yes my wife knows. She recently has said she wants to try the poly thing as well so anyone who wishes to start a relationship with me be aware that she could be added to it if she wishes.

Lastly, regardless if it’s a couple or two new people attention and affection is a must. Don’t give someone else attention and ignore me, then get mad when I get pissed. This excludes mates of course. I’m talking bout new furs that just enter the picture.

If you wish to start to try and start a relationship with me comment down below or note me to talk bout it. If you are a couple and want to discuss adding me to your current relationship then comment and note me.

Thank you

Einor

So my wife and i spoke about our relationship, and how we can make the relationship work for the both of us since we both have a different style of relationship views. She is Monogamous and im polyamorous. After a two hour conversation we have decided that I can pursue a Polyamorous relationship with others as long as i follow the rules that we have set down for this.

For what im looking to have a female or male that is looking to have a polyamorous relationship or maybe find a couple that is okay with adding a Dominant Male Dragon into their relationship. Feel free to note me here on FA or comment down below for my telegram or discord so we can talk more bout it in private.

Thank you

Einor Harvardr

First the good. Im starting a new job soon that will pay me better and appreciate the hard work that I will do for them. Also hopefully soon I will be getting my first home so Thats exciting.

Now for the bad. Every year on my birthday I dread it. To me its another day to where I get to see how little I truly mean to friends in this fandom. Got very little birthday wishes from my fur friends and no gift arts either. Seems like only popular furs and those the fandom deems worthy to exist get to have. So like I do every year on my birthday, I try to do things that will cause me to either die then or not have me wake up the next morning.

Some of you dont understand this cause you are loved and showered with affection by everyone. Try having nobody there and questioning whether or not you should even exist. Thats how bad my depression gets on my birthday and how badly I hate it. I should get used to the fact that you all only want me here for sex rps with my dragon and once you get it you toss me away like an used condom.

I cant be positive cause I have nothing to be positive about. Ya I could go see a therapist but Whats that going to do? Just more meaningless words bout how I matter when after I leave there is no action. Words are just sweet lies told by those who dont want to act and dont want to fess up to it so they can save face in the fandom.

Thats all for now.

I'm looking for an artist who can and want to do story Animation involving my wife and myself for our one year wedding anniversary. Does anyone know of any good animation artists that are friendly and decent to talk to bout the animation project.

Also if I need to request or pay for a model can you please tell me who to go to rsther than just say "Someone who makes them". I need suggestions not sarcasm. Especially if you want to earn my business.

Today at 1200 pm my mate and I had to put down our oldest female ferret. She had adrenal, insolinoma and lymphoma. We explored all options to heal her but the nerve damage and her constantly being tired was not something that would be best for her. Her blood sugar was low to the point she could have seizures and the lymphoma tumor was on her spleen pushing against her spine. She would sway every time she walk and look like she is lost. We were with her as she Dooked acrossed the rainbow bridge and it was the hardest thing that I ever experienced. To hold her and pet her and feel the life leave her body crushed me. I tried so hard to not cry and be strong for my mate but when she crossed the rainbow bridge I lost it and cried.

DIP Silitha. I love you so much my sweet girl. I will miss you and I will see you again my sweet girl.

6 years ago today I experienced joy that no mere mortal man could have ever dreamt of experiencing. I was blessed with the greatest privilege that could have ever been bestowed upon someone of this world. I was blessed with not seeing an angel but having the warmth of her heart upon my flesh. This angel did not look like a normal angel neigh. She was a mighty Dragoness with eyes filled with love and compassion that just looking into them soothed my war torn soul. Since that day the skies may have shown signs they wanted to storm and bring destruction, but I flew through them unscathed for my dragoness was by side and like her the skies were angelic and beautiful. Come this Saturday June 1st I will have the greatest of all gifts any mortal soul could have. That’s the hand of this angelic dragoness in mine as we combine our two souls into one, and begin our journey as one through the skies of this world. Never letting go of each other’s hands as we brave all challenges and perils that come forth.

I love you with all my heart and I can’t wait for our special day. Today on our 6th year anniversary I want you to know that you are still as beautiful as the first day we met. And I love as much if not more than the day we first met. Thank you for 6 years of true bliss and happiness. May we share so many more together.

I’m thinking of writing and maybe drawing a fan project with Pokémon, though I’m at a dilemma of what I should do. Should I do a fan story with humans and Pokémon or do furry characters with pokemon?

This project will be geared for adults and may have some sexual themes in it so keep that in mind. Leave your responses down below and explain why you chose that. I’m curious to hear all thought processes.

I have some characters for sale. I haven’t used them at all or in a while and I want them to go to a good owner who will use them and get art of them. Pm me if you are interested.

Price is $10 for one. There is a combo of two characters you can get for $15

Im in need of an artist for a special commission. Please comment artists that are open and available or if you are an artist that is open for commission post your work in the comments along with prices and i will contact those that im interested in commissioning.

This is something very special so i will be very picky. Please dont take offense to it.

Hello everyone its Draan.

Im here to talk bout two things. First is that i look around and i feel not many dragons are here which saddens this derg. I wonder if i should do and shownmore dragon art ofnmy dragons and others, or just make a seperate account for my dragons? Want do yall think?

Second. Im planning to make a massive discord server that is dedicated to role playing fantasy and post apocalyptic rps for those who are interested. Its also a place for me and others to make a rp family and have a place to chat and hang out. What are your thoughts and if you are interested?

So lately i have been seeing this alot on twitter especially with murrsuiters bout "preferred body types", and how they choose who they grant their time to talking to and getting to know. Im gonna weigh in with my thoughts and opinions. These are my opinions bout the matter so if you wish to tell me that im a fucktard and all that then you will show the ignorance your parents raised in you, and what a great disappointment you have become.

First. Everyone is always worth the time to get to know. If you choose not to associate with them afterwards then thats your decision AFTER getting to know them. Why do furs pick who they will associate with based of fuckability and worth? Yet if that were to happen to them they throw a fit, especially popufurs and their cult following. As Furries we are already excluded from the outside and harrassed from non furries, do we really need to be twats to each other. Grow up and stop being high school fucks. Yall are adults and not everything is to be judged if you can get you dipstick or twat wet.

Second. I dont know when or why this has happened but friendships and relationships shouldnt ever be judged by physical appearance and then say its my preference. Preference is i prefer trucks over sedans. I prefer guys or girls. I prefer chocolate over vanilla. Preference is what you would rather have but not excluding the other. Furries seem to think that means they can be shallow fucks and say they prefer skinny furs or chubby furs, when chubby furs love you better and take better care of their mates than skinny ones. Why? Cause EVERYONE wants your skinny or muscular boyfriend. Get yourself a chubby mate and they will show you love that you never dreamed of. Judging anyone for any reason based on the physical appearance makes you shallow. Period.

Third. This is the furry fandom so i know everyone is all bout the sex and going to cons to fuck each other and make porn to post on twitter, xtube and pornhub of their fursuit or murrsuit slutcapades, but what im seeing is females mostly using this double standard shit. If you get pissed and hurt when i male cause you too chubby or fat to have sex with or date then what gives you the fucking right to say that to a male who wants to fuck you or hell try to get to know you to maybe date you! Especially if you are chubby yourself. Stop fucking being shallow. How bout you take the fucking time to get to know someone who wants to actually befriend you.

Gay furries you arent exempt either but you dont do it as much as females do.

Has this fandom been this fucking shallow that we will judge based on what society has deemed to be sexy? These models and celebrities that look amazing have shitty relationships and personalities so do you really want to be like them?

What are the opinions of my watchers?

trying to begin to write my ponysona's story but also make it into a fanfiction. im not sure if i want to make it a long thing or maybe do like a chapter every so often to post and make it like an on going series. also should i write it in third person or in first person through the eyes of my ponysona himself?
if you are curious about my Ponysona feel free to ask and i can upload a picture of him and give you all details. ^^
what do you all think? first person or third person? post on massive document or break it down to an on going series comic style?

i wanted to take an opportunity to be serious and just use my journal as like a personal journal for a moment. im not making this to get attention cause i dont want it. enough furries do that and frankly its why i think the fandom is deteriorating. im making this journal for me and for me alone and im allowing people to comment their thoughts.


for most of my life i have always been bullies, neglected or tossed to the side, and for the better part of my recent interactions in the furry fandom been labeled a monster, sex addict and drama llama to name a few repeats. this would upset alot of people and send them into a rage, but for me i dont really care anymore. my true character will never be displayed out for everyone to see, but only a select few seen him and embrace and love him. i embrace this demon that murrsuiters and most furries call me simply cause they either never took the time to try and get to know me or to them im not worth their efforts and time to talk to. their decision and they have that right to do so. just as much as i do for calling them out and being the std that can never cure. to quote an eminem song "i am what you say i am" and i go by that for no matter how much effort and time one puts into bettering ones appearance in social statures they wont ever get rid of the label or title the cool and popular ones put on them. so i mainly go with what they call me and just have fun with it. but those who took the time to know me and got the rare chance to see my true character have never left cause they feel safe physically and emotionally with me because no matter what i was and continue to always be there for them. putting even my own health, well being and job on the line to help and make them smile. as much as people want to try and tell me to change im not going to. its why i became an emt and pursuing that again as well as working out to be Fire Fighter. i love helping people and making them smile when they are so down emotionally that they feel like nobody values them or cares about them. i have and continue to walk that path. day in and day out i often wonder if my existence truly means anything and if i should even exist at all. i battle depression on a day to day basis that has left me at times so closed off that my own mate gets excluded cause i dont want her to see me in that state. i dont seek or want popularity or fame in this world or fandom, just to show my creativity and share it with others. isnt that what being a furry is about? sharing the creativity we all bring to the table and letting the world see it and enjoy it. entertaining and making people smile and kids laugh is why i fursuit and go to cons majority of the time. the rest is to enjoy my time there and see friends and maybe meet new ones. fame and popularity only corrupt and corruption destroys people and fandoms.


i may not bring great art and porn to the fandom or make breathtaking fursuits, but it seems thats all everyone does anymore and they do it to get noticed. i make art to bring my ideas to life and to tell stories both based off fantasy and reality. im not perfect nor will i ever be. i have flaws and problems that many you may think you know but you dont know anything that i truly face and fight with every night. like Zoroark, i let you see what i want you to see so you can go and mark me as a Monster and gain followers. it amuses me and only makes me want to continue the act. a dragon has two sides: the one it really is at the core and the one it wants society to see. im not gonna try to keep on the fight and crusade to clear my name of any negative stereotypes and titles i may have in this fandom. its a waste of my time and energy. this fandom doesnt pay bills cause i actually have a job for that and going to get a 2nd one to make it by. i dont rely on going to furmeets anymore cause it has proved to be pointless for all the people are the same. they call you friend to your face but then go behind your back and label you a monster or someone that cant be trusted. yet not once will say anything you did wrong to your face so you can actually apologize and clarify things. its easier for them to run and play victim than to be an adult and solve the problem. i have noticed that people only want those that share their ideals and propaganda around them, and if you disagree with them then you are marked as a Nazi or you are siding with their so called enemy. what ever happened to agree to disagree or maybe just sitting down and talking with someone like an adult and getting knowledge and understanding? are we that far gone that we are reverting to salem witch hunt mentality and just executing those that we feel are evil without even hearing both sides. if so, then we arent a community at all. we left high school a while ago so should the teenage antics and bull shit that was there.

i locked away my compassionate, loving and nurturing character behind several doors and have just let this demon appear for the sake that thats what people want to see. some make it to see the real me and they have stayed. saying i have this aura about me that makes them feel safe and secure. i dont hold back what i feel or think about topics, feelings or people. its called being honest and straight forward. if you cant handle that then thats not my problem and maybe you should reflect on what you want from yourself and not from me. im not gonna blow smoke up your ass and say you are right when you arent. if you are being stupid and are dead wrong guess what im gonna tell you. not to embarrass you, but in the hopes that you will maybe seek clarification and learn from what i have to say as much as i learn from what you have to say. im not a sheep or lamb and just follow. im also a leader who will follow someone who i feel is worthy of following and has the intellect to lead as well as the bravery to say they are wrong and adapt new ideas.

i have my own views and definitions of certain things and will pursue them. if thats not your thing fine. go find what you want, but dont put me down for going after what i want in either a friend, pet, submissive, slave or mate. thats what makes us all unique. we strive for essentially the same thing, but we have our own interpretation of that thing that makes us happy. in the end thats the goal right? to be happy. live a happy and peaceful life without being judged. i have seen furries say they dont like being judged based off gender or body type, yet they turn around and have the nerve to judge someone based off their body and whether or not their sona is smashable. this is someones creation that took them a while to not create backstory and personality wise, but they designed it to look how they want it to look. nobody has the right to decide what is sexy or attractive, unless you plan on dating said person then you should keep your mouth shut. even then shouldnt a relationship be based off how one treats you and supports you and not on how they look in real life or how their sona looks? i have seen and met some drop dead gorgeous people that turned out to be straight dicks and bitches. i have met people that have amazing personalities and are absolute a blast to be around, but yet society says they dont fall into what beauty and sexy is. everyone has beauty. everyone is sexy. its up to them to determine that themselves. nobody else has that right. appearances can always change, but your soul cant. you are who you are.


i have always wanted a chance. a real chance. if you choose to give me that chance and see my real self then you wont ever leave. if you choose not to then thats fine, but dont bitch and whine about the demon you encounter. you want to see heaven, prove yourself in hell.

I'm 30 years old today and have made many good leaps in this time I have been on earth. Met a wonderful Dragoness and am bout to marry her, met some really good friends online that have always been there when I needed them and I'm really close to obtaining a great career.

I have had some bad times and met people who claim to be friends but prove to not actually give a damn bout me or not even want to hang out with me. I find it strange that furs in different countries and states want to hang with me but yet the furs in my area deem me unworthy of their time and decide not to hang with me or plan to even hang with me on my birthday. But I'm used to this and come to expect it.

Another year of no birthday gift art that I see on the constant from and by others which makes me wonder; why am I so inferior to everyone else that even on a day that is my special day that nobody even bothers to do something for me? Even if they fake it and tomorrow said they never wanted to do it I still be happy. I'm used to people not being happy and being depressing or making me not even want to celebrate my own birthday cause its not even special to me anymore. Thanks to every fur I met and people in around, but yet every other fur is getting gift art and their friends planning parties for their birthday. I must be inferior. I'm not demanding or begging, just bringing up an observation. So if you want to do I'm demanding art and shit you can go fuck yourself and leave. I have the right to state my opinions just as much as you furs have the right to spread hatred to furs you deem inferior and not worth being here.

Well I'm heading off to do errands and treat my birthday as another fucking boring day.

I'm looking forward to my dnd game tonight and the fair on Wednesday.

it seems like im almost destined to not be apart or welcomed in any group or people on second life. furs that are all about sex and one night stands and even making porn videos only get all the love and shit, while im actually trying to make a family/clan to rp with and just have fun together and nobody wants to be apart of it. its bad enough that i feel like in the real world nobody really likes me or wants me to even exist, but to even feel that way about second life really drives the nail in the coffin for me. im not without my own faults but im always trying to help others and make them smile despite wanting to die day in and day out. i feel my existence is meaningless every day and in the past 24 hours my own work has made me feel that way too.

this journal is to merely me wondering why no matter what i do im not welcomed or people say they want me around but hardly spend time with me at all. im a good and loving guy that has his flaws and jagged edges. but once you give me a chance you will see that im a very good friend and a great support system. all i want in return is to see my friends and just spend time with people that i love and care about. i love to also make a family and clan as well as a village sim where we all can feel safe. i dont have much of a home on sl so im looking into funding a homestead on my own when im able to, but i need to find people to clan or family with.

I'm looking for an artist that is open and available for commissions. Its a really special project and I may be picky with who I pick. If you are an artist that is open for commissions and interested in doing this special project comment down below with examples of your art and your prices.

I'm in need of this project by a certain date which will be told if selected.

I'm looking to make a second life chat group for furs who aren't all bout porn and fucking one another, and where respect and kindness is shown to everyone not just a certain popular few cause they fuck everyone. I'm tired of this high school clique crap. We are all furries in this fandom and should treat one another with respect and kindness. We get shit on by the media and the outside world, do we really need to do it to one another?

I'm also thinking bout making my own group on sl for those who want to be apart of my family and pack. Its an rp thing and if possible o like help to get a full parcel or big land to build the community on. If anyone is interested in joining comment your sl down below.

I'm still looking for real committed bdsm subs to have in sl. I take this lifestyle seriously so if this is must be kink to you then don't ask me to be your Owner.

Now for personal shit. I'm not well. I have been battling depression and anxiety for a long time, and its slowly starting to beat me. I need professional help and I'm seeking it as we speak, but till then I need to surround myself with friends I can trust to have my back and help me through my dark times. I have been hurt and betrayed so much in the past that I'm shocked I have a stable 4 year relationship going. Evryone I meet I think that they will betray me and abandoned me. I know its my depression talking but for most of my life it has been right.

That's majorly why I want to start a family or clan on sl, and to find submissives on second life or close by. I need good company and people to surround myself with that I know has my back, that will defend me and will be there for me. I'm not perfect and I know I need help. I also need friends. Good ones that will help me when I'm feeling down' cheer me up when my depression is getting strong and hang with me so I'm not alone in my thoughts. I help everyone I come across but now its my turn. I need help....both professionally and emotionally. I'm seeking professional help, but I could use a family and good friends to help me too. Its gonna be a long and tough journey for me....I could use the company to push me along and give me the courage.

I'm a Dominant yes but even dominants need help and support.

If you are stationed on a military and you two friends living there without the military knowing and they aren't dependents or family what will happen?


Being from a military family I never had to experience this but I have heard that there are some military furs that have friends living with them on a military base without the military knowing. Isn't that illegal and grounds for discharge?

first. im back on Secondlife and im looking for friends to hang with on secondlife, and possibly form a secondlife family. if you have a secondlife feel free to comment down below and i will gladly add you. also for my pets if you have a secondlife please add me on there cause i have a place where we all can hang out and cuddle. i hope to see you all on there soon.


second. i would like to know where furries on Secondlife can go to hang out and meet fellow furs so i can have new friends and possibly meet new pets and possibly have new pack members. for anyone who hangs out on sl please tell me where i can go to meet and hang out with new furs.

I would like to possibly start a fur family or pack for rp and art purposes that could be moved to second life if possible. For now it's gonna be on Telegram but I want to see who is all interested or who would want to be a part of it. I would be the Daddy/Alpha so I would be looking for brothers, sisters, cubs/pups and maybe even someone to be Mommy/alpha female.

This is for rp and online purposes. My mate is my irl mate and she is my world. Nobody will ever take her place and anyone who tries is banished from my life. So if you want to be a part of a pack or family, and be treated equally and loved equally then let me know in the comments below if you are, what position and the sona you will be using.

Also I like make an rp guild like group where we all are brothers and sisters in arms. Who would be interested in this too?

Just feeling lost bout who I am and who I am suppose to be to my friends and those who I'm a Master to. Seems like all I will ever be is someone in the shadows and the one that seems to be hidden. I truly want to know, are people truly ashamed to show others they are my friends or I'm their Master?

I can and most time am a positive person that enjoys to have fun and hang with others to make new friends, but I'm battling a very dark battle within myself in regards to my own self worth and wondering what I'm really suppose to be and do in life and with those I'm friends and close relationship with. This battle is getting worse by the day to the point that suicide has crossed my mind and I have thought bout seeking help from a priest or therapist, but I'm working a lot and try to get my emt certification that I barely have time for my mate or myself to do art or game.

I really want to know if my friends are really ashamed of me? Do they not want to be seen with me in art cause they want to maintain their reputation?