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Birthday~
Posted 15 years agoWhoo, it's my Birthday today and I turn 20! *Blows a party favor*
...*looks around* Boy, everything sure does seem the same.
...*looks around* Boy, everything sure does seem the same.
Happy Worship Sam Day
Posted 15 years agoTo any confused, my full name is Sam Valentine.
I use this day as a joke that the reason everyone give gifts out of love is cause it's a token worship to me, the man who spreads the word of love like its law.
I use this day as a joke that the reason everyone give gifts out of love is cause it's a token worship to me, the man who spreads the word of love like its law.
Communication
Posted 16 years agoLately these days I don't really talk to people like I used to. So far I only talk to one person and there's really only one reason for that.
They have a conversation with me like a human being.
A lot of my friends kind of just either don't have anything to say or aren't interested in saying much of anything. If I have something I want to say, if I told them they'd maybe nod in response giving me an 'ah' or an 'I see' rather then any kind of response about the subject. Granted I do the same thing, but mostly because I can't think of anything to say unless they ask me. And I'd be willing to think about it if they want...but mostly I just want to be able to have a conversation where all of my thoughts roll off my tongue and are caught and thrown back in a game of catch.
Suddenly I see the appeal of blogs for people who have ideas they want to get off their chest.
I'm in a bit of a funk I guess, my friends have been fairly quiet though they are still my great friends, but I want more friends to talk with. More people I can interact with, get to know and see more about. Trouble is I'm generally shy and quiet because I don't like the idea that I would go to someone, say "Hey, would you be interested in being friends?" and them going, "No, not really. Why would I want to be friends with you? No wait, don't answer that, I don't care." to which I'd be like "...Ow, that's mean..."
I guess I could try commenting more on art, though I have a hard time coming up with something to say other then "I like this piece of art" which everyone says...and I wouldn't feel original, or I would feel like I was giving too generic of a response. Especially if I said the same thing about every art piece I saw, just saying I like it to everything.
That and most people I see that I like their personality of are usually people who are popular artists, or look like their popular artists and have like 50 people that are interested in them, so I always feel like if I tried to add myself in there I'd just either be wasting time or wouldn't be taken seriously or that there just wouldn't be enough time to share with that person to really become friends, we'd be more like acquaintances and what I'd like is to have friends.
So...those are my 2 cents for now. In the past I never could get into this blogging thing, but I think I could start to get into it.
They have a conversation with me like a human being.
A lot of my friends kind of just either don't have anything to say or aren't interested in saying much of anything. If I have something I want to say, if I told them they'd maybe nod in response giving me an 'ah' or an 'I see' rather then any kind of response about the subject. Granted I do the same thing, but mostly because I can't think of anything to say unless they ask me. And I'd be willing to think about it if they want...but mostly I just want to be able to have a conversation where all of my thoughts roll off my tongue and are caught and thrown back in a game of catch.
Suddenly I see the appeal of blogs for people who have ideas they want to get off their chest.
I'm in a bit of a funk I guess, my friends have been fairly quiet though they are still my great friends, but I want more friends to talk with. More people I can interact with, get to know and see more about. Trouble is I'm generally shy and quiet because I don't like the idea that I would go to someone, say "Hey, would you be interested in being friends?" and them going, "No, not really. Why would I want to be friends with you? No wait, don't answer that, I don't care." to which I'd be like "...Ow, that's mean..."
I guess I could try commenting more on art, though I have a hard time coming up with something to say other then "I like this piece of art" which everyone says...and I wouldn't feel original, or I would feel like I was giving too generic of a response. Especially if I said the same thing about every art piece I saw, just saying I like it to everything.
That and most people I see that I like their personality of are usually people who are popular artists, or look like their popular artists and have like 50 people that are interested in them, so I always feel like if I tried to add myself in there I'd just either be wasting time or wouldn't be taken seriously or that there just wouldn't be enough time to share with that person to really become friends, we'd be more like acquaintances and what I'd like is to have friends.
So...those are my 2 cents for now. In the past I never could get into this blogging thing, but I think I could start to get into it.
Lack of updates
Posted 16 years agoanother thing I'm notorious for, not updating much. It's not that I'm NOT drawing stuff...it's just I'm not drawing anything I feel would be PRESENTABLE...or at least would be presentable here. I could update my daily-drawn blog here...but I'm not sure if it fits here. I'll contemplate it some more.
Lack of things to say
Posted 16 years agoI always have a lack of things to say when it comes to journals or pictures in general. If I think a picture is amazing I'll usually so say along with my face, if I see a picture and thinks 'its alright...' or something other then that, I'll generally keep the opinion to myself and not say anything.
And as far as journals go...I can never think of anything life-update worthy of posting. I mean, I'm usually sitting here on my computer doing stuff on the internet, talking or playing games with friends or drawing. Not a whole lot happens that I can talk about really.
So I can't really think of anything to say, don't make the assumption that doesn't mean I don't care, usually you just have to ask.
And as far as journals go...I can never think of anything life-update worthy of posting. I mean, I'm usually sitting here on my computer doing stuff on the internet, talking or playing games with friends or drawing. Not a whole lot happens that I can talk about really.
So I can't really think of anything to say, don't make the assumption that doesn't mean I don't care, usually you just have to ask.
Zomg I post art?
Posted 16 years ago...Yea, so I've decided to start posting art on FA...
Uhm...why? I just felt like it. As for the type of art I draw...I just draw what I feel like drawing and then do it. If your wondering yea I'll probably do a bit of adult art here and there, I'm hesitant to because of my inability to do correct anatomy, but hey practice makes perfect. So uh...I hope to hear from your guys.
Also, this means I'm going to post more comments and be more active around FA as well. Fun times ahead? Hopefully so.
Uhm...why? I just felt like it. As for the type of art I draw...I just draw what I feel like drawing and then do it. If your wondering yea I'll probably do a bit of adult art here and there, I'm hesitant to because of my inability to do correct anatomy, but hey practice makes perfect. So uh...I hope to hear from your guys.
Also, this means I'm going to post more comments and be more active around FA as well. Fun times ahead? Hopefully so.
