don't ask me for a com if you got me blocked. don't know what you're trying to achieve here but i'm just not going to bother with you if you blocked me in the first place. just tells me you have some sort of issue with me so that's a major MAJOR red flag.

if you got me blocked. don't waste your time with me.

thanks.

since i can't upload the pic here i'll just have to link to the other posts i made over on deviantart and bluesky
but yeah the spyro print is finally done! you can buy a garage kit print of him for $60 shipping included (us only sorry yall...) or buy the stl files over on cults3d for around $25
if you're interested in a garage kit then just send me a note and we'll get things set up and going! the print overall stands around 7 inches tall!
it's not a perfect model and a lot of firsts were done here so if there's any issues then please let me know!

https://www.deviantart.com/jiant101/art/1190440719

https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:33...../3lobrjn2mec2u

https://cults3d.com/en/3d-model/nau.....uper-fat-spyro

please spread the word and share!!!!!!

even though i'll still be known as jiant101
i always wanted my name to be the name of my sona. so now i'm Devin the Dragon. as it should be.

yo! wanted to apologize for being quiet for a while there. im back to focusing on coms again. just finally feel like i can really sit down and work on stuff so now im back and am gonna knock a bunch of them out!
also the big spyro print is almost done! can't wait to make it available for purchase! it's gonna be good!

so far got a couple bills paid but still got two left and only have till the 12th to get them paid!
my biggest thanks to the few that helped out so far! again sorry that im doing this. i really fucked up last month....
paypal.me/jiant101

welp. im finally back home and it's bill time yet again and i don't have any cash. hell my bank account is in the negative right now thanks to really bad timing. i was going to make a new ych but in my current state i just can't come up with anything good in such a short amount of time. it also doesn't help that i ended up getting sick while out of town... hell the last ych didn't even meet the goal i had set for it...

so i need about $500 and i want this to be the last time i ever do this. been doing a lot of thinking and im going to go find another job. cuz good lord do i HATE asking for donations. it just doesn't feel right or fair. for now i really just want to get what i owe done and out of the way.

anyways here's a link to my paypal
paypal.me/jiant101

really appreciate those that do donate and stuff and im incredibly sorry in advance

About art stuff. I'm basically starting to feel like I'm just wasting time with it all now and I should just get another job. Just quietly leave it all. The decline in everything is just been slowly killing my drive to really keep trying. To keep putting so much time into something if I'm just going to be met with diminishing returns.

God I don't know anymore.

Just got news that my grandmother, Mama T. has passed away this morning. Gonna miss her dearly. She was the soul of the family and... I'm still trying to process my emotions right now. So I'm going to be a bit distant for a while. I'm going to keep working on stuff.

cuz i don't even know anymore

the old spyro pic i made 2 years ago actually broke past 1k faves!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/51519836/
like jesus fucking christ! im honestly pretty proud of that! although i'm sure that nothing else i'll ever make will reach that kind of treatment as that pic did again. but hey! im just glad it happened at least XP

the past few days i've been having trouble with blender. there was a problem where it kept freezing every few minutes and then it would eventually either slow down windows or just crash. a couple times it crashed the whole system and it was really frustrating to deal with. i had tried several ways to fix it but none of them worked. but my friend shown me that there was a an update and it fixed whatever issue that was going on. i was on blender 4.3.0 and now im using 4.3.2 so if you're on 4.3.0 then go ahead and update it. honestly now that i think about it. it sounds like there was a memory leak or something similar going on.

oh also from here on out when i upload a pic to those that commissioned me or got a ych. i am going to give you a dropbox link since i used to use discord for it all but it's just not working that way anymore. so from here on out im just going to use dropbox for this stuff. also SAVE YOUR PIC! cuz im not going to leave the files on my dropbox forever. i am going to remove them after a few days of uploading it. im running out of hard drive space and dropbox only lets you have so much before you have to pay for more

so im a little behind on rent and need to make $400 asap! the landlord just blew a fuse at me out of nowhere and now im in some trouble
i got a new ych up here:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59628002/
and my previous one too
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58144581/

these ych's will remain open indefinitely!
so please help me out if you can!

after a lot of thinking and self reflection. changing my mind about things. coming to conclusions and all that. i finally feel better. my head is clear. feel like i can talk again.
im making some much needed changes from here on out. like im tightening up my bubble. the people i really talk to. the people that support me. people i can actually call my friends.

but!

from here on out im going to take a different approach with everything that surrounds all of this stuff. like im going to just not care as much about things anymore. not in that kind of way but as in a way to where i can stay in a good headspace. like im no longer going to deal with people that try to be "friends" with me when all they want is just stuff from me. if someone tells me they're "going to do x thing for me." i'm not going to believe them. since i've been told that way too many times and nearly every single time nothing happens at all. get my hopes up for no reason just to get hurt in the end. hence why i say don't give me words. just show me. im not going to interact with bigger artists unless i get some equal treatment. if not then im not going to bother. no more one and done's. and a lot of other reasons that i just don't feel like listing off

like im just done with a lot of the stuff that's gone on and on and on for way too long. and now i'm constantly telling myself that none of this matters. just do what i want. it helps me out way more than you think. also i feel like im done trying to talk about my problems with things. like i'd rather just express them through my work cuz at least that way it feels more impactful. i don't know. we'll see with that. but when i do talk about my problems. it will be with the right people. those that understand me and get where im coming from with things yknow

so just wanted to let those who commissioned me know that my bathroom is currently being repaired. like after 6 years... but because of that i have people constantly coming in and out of my apartment. so i don't have the privacy needed to work on coms. since i really don't need these people just seeing me sitting here working on fetish pron. it's already awkward enough as is y'know

anyways the guys should be done in a day or two. so shouldn't be too long. i will work on coms during the free time i have when they're gone during the night

i need a model of one so bad!!!!!!!

basically my new top fave pal in palworld

no im not stepping back from art.
im just wanting to step away from interaction for a bit since im feeling really burnt out/left out.
like a lot of interactions i've had with people just don't feel real or genuine for a myriad of reasons. and when i do have issues people would rather just assume instead of actually understanding where im coming from. so yeah just gonna step back and just focus on other things and myself for the time being. i'll still be accepting coms and all that especially since i got a another ych im about to launch. but im going to keep things like that to just notes here on fa until things get better.

every modern mouse should just have a lockable scroll wheel now.

like for real.

and more will open up soon!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56412275/


still got one bill left! Also got some 3d prints in the works so keep an eye out for them!

That feeling when you're finally getting back into a good mood after a looong depression and shit just decided to bring you back down


Just gotta shake it off cuz none of it's real. It doesn't matter

Need to make 250 by the 15th. I got a good handful of coms done so those slots are open. Send me a note if interested

so now normally i don't do oc's in coms unless you have a model of them already. BUUUUUUT i can do uber inflation coms of said character without a model needed. so if you want a com like that then feel free to hit me up

if you have an issue about someone either keep it to yourself or tell me via notes/dm's or whatever as long as it's done in a mature and private manner. now the very second you leave a drama filled comment or shout anywhere on my stuff. I will delete your comment and will immediately block you afterwards. that kind of shit is already against fa's rules and I am damn well not in the mood to deal with stupid bullshit like that.

after getting an ultrawide monitor now means that a lot of my renders will be in the 21:9 aspect ratio. now if you've commissioned me then you can still get renders in the 16:9 format or you can go with 21:9 instead if you also have an ultrawide!

So ever since October things have just been so shitty. Feels like nobody wants to talk anymore and art interaction has been hella low. There's been many times where I reached out to others but very few would actually respond. And when I'm in need of help people would rather try to get something out of me instead of just actually being helpful...

Whatever.
I'm working on coms and stuff diligently again so there's that. But right now I just feel like wanting to turn myself off from interacting with folks until it feels like things change for the better