I'm doing good...

Nothing much happening...

Bored and stuff...
That's all

For the world...
Music... what happened? All the bad music? Forcing people to like it... this needs to change
Youtube... what happened... all the clickbait... you can't distinguish lie from the truth...
Memes... ending as their popularity rises... we are spoiled...always want more...
Depression. It seems like parents have no time for their kids.
It's scary....i dunno who to believe in world anymore
I'm sad... i'm disappointed


What's happening right now?
I watched the new trailer for doctor who... why does it look like some sort of new star wars? Where is all the old stuff that entertains the people since 1963? All that made the trailer doctor who was a sonic screwdriver. Even the song? Come on... no... i don't like it. Just the presentation itself is horrible.

Also what is going on with all that gender/sexuality/feminism? BBC got somewhat really fucked up...
Gender... can be male or female. The rest is an anomaly. It's nothing that people can call whatever they want... it's a natural distinguishing mark for human race. You can't just call your brain organic computer... people who keep on spreading the gender thing are either really stupid or need some help. I'd recommend psychologist not internet.
Sexuality... comon... why need for so many different sexualities...you can most of them define by each other anyway so making them is pointles... where you can for example homoromantism define as homosexuality... there are romantic homosexuals... it just... seems pointless for me...
It's like if furries split into canines vulpines felines and equines and made their own fandoms... and dogs and wolves split too and made their own fandoms...

Feminism... it's a lifestyle...it makes people racist... i haven't seen any good point for why should it exist because it causes only problems... if you don't like men do not talk to them... if you don't get paid as much... ask to be paid more... and yes you HAVE TO work more to be paid more... also men have feelings too... just a kind warning... if you keep up with the bullshit most of the men will become gay because they will lose interest in bullies.

The more i draw the worse my art is... i think the best would be DLW's sona though i fucked up his ears... i could remake it but i'm lazy... people wouldn't even notice it much.

Me drawing. I gotta be in mood like really much... otherwise i am doing a lot of frustrating mistakes that make me throw the picture away. And i hate when i lose my unsaved progress such as did bluescreen four times on my latest picture.

I just turned 17. I can't believe it... i'm still lonely though

I still feel lonely...

I can't love... I just really love the feeling of love. It hurts because it's like if everyday a person shouted at you "you'll never love anyone" I still believe there will be the one for me...

I'm barely here now... i spend most of my life on telegram (link on my page). I should warn everyone... i fall in love with almost everyone so... how to find out you're not the one? Simply i'll stop being nice... maybe get depressed but mostly sad. I'll leave you for while and come back later...

Have a nice day

Yeh... i'm busy doing anything... haven't really gotten a passion of drawing something... it'll come once i get my notebook on my table...

They are not being mentioned at all...
I used to cut myself because of early broken heart...
It drove me crazy.

I've been always weird...
Nobody cares except one canadian asexual wolf...
He says they can't see how special i am...
I just think he likes when i write first...
Everyone left me...

I'm so sad and lonely but i can't cry...
Somebody important for me is gonna die soon...
I don't know who...i hope not my dad...

Please leave me alone!
We all die alone... so why don't i speed it up a bit?

Location: Czech republic
Age: 16... i'm feeling too old for my age
Sex: male
Orientation: Gay with slight interest in girls
Fursona: my own species, Ash fox sucker called Naky
Behavior/personality: moody, unstable, nice,rude, little selfish, little generous, a little romantic,horny,kinky, shy, open
Likes:good music,nice and understanding boys, cute emo boys or femboys, gay comics, affection, talking with no barriers, big cocks... of course...,foreplay, electronics,romantic boys cobfident boys and more...
Dislikes: mean boys,idiots with high ego, bad food,Czech rap, being lonely, poems with no rhymes,
His own bad habits,himself...

Warning:
I'm unstable... if i yell at you to leave... i never really mean it...
I can block you... i'll come back next day to apologize...
I fall in love very quickly, i can't control... up to you how do you take it...
I have depressions from time to time with suicidal thoughts... it's all a whining of wounded heart... it'd have to be really big thing for me to hurt myself.
I am rude and not everyone gets my jokes...

Why three dots?
It's the long pause... i type them so i can think of other sentences without stopping typing.
Are you from Prague?
No i feel like i'm far from everywhere... only slovak border is pretty close to me...
What do you like?
I like romantic furry comics,understanding people, good music, good movie, and i kinda like sadness... it's a proof of living...kofola
What do you dislike?
My behavior... old kofola, people who don't wanna hear or listen... people who strictly follow rules...
People who doesn't listen to their heart... bad music, bad sound quality... very stupid people


I hope this helps somehow a bit...

1. Sexual Orientation: gay
2. What I'm really bad at: keeping friendships and relationships/starting them
3. Celebrity I'd fuck: dunno
4. Best first date: the one in my dreams
5. Description of my self esteem: it's pretty low
6. Best friend's name: Scott
7. Favorite book: i dunn read much
8. Biggest turn off:jerks who doesn't let anyone to give them advice.
9. Description of my best friend: a sexy forensic psychology teacher almost of my dad's age
10. Favorite animal: a big fluffy wolf
11. Someone I miss: my femboifriend John <3
12. reason behind my last break up: one day he vanished and never came back
13. What I did yesterday: i got up,worked,ate,got to bed,cried,fell asleep
14. Greatest achievement: i can't remember of anything
15. Description of what I like the most: Making others happy
16. Favorite songs: s3rl's hits, oldies hits,classical music hits,electro swing hits,ncs release hits,aaand lots of other hits
17. How my last kiss went down: i never kissed anyone
18. What I find attractive in the preferred sex: eyes,body,specific age and personality
19. Initials: JB
20. Favorite ice cream flavour: i always choose mix. Vanilla mostly
21. Where I want to be right now: anywhere i could be.
22. Worst thing someone said to me: "we always scared each other with having another you."
23. Places I've lived: Velké karlovice, Czech republic
24. I'll love you if...: You trust me and let me share your life with me, be with me in my dark times and make them bright,protect me and let me protect you. Keep me warm during night,make me blush and forgive me every bad move i make.
25. Future plans: none
26. Internal conflict I have: i trapped myself in my head and keep hurting me to prevent myself from getting hurt.
27. What I'm doing tomorrow: i have no idea
28. What I want to do when I grow up: snuggle
29. Most embarrassing moment: there's been too many to pick one
30. Two insecurities: My love,my mind
31. If I won the lottery: I'd give some money to my family,some friends and the rest i'd save for later
32. Description of my crush: nice handsome guy with pretty eyes proud protective and caring.
33. Favorite thing about myself: though i don't like society here i'm mostly the first one who writes
34. Pet peeves: complaining,need for attention
35. Bands I've seen live: i've seen some but anything known i'd remember name of
36. Kids in the future?: no
37. My idea of a perfect date: a nice dinner followed by a night walk ending up with snuggles in bed
38. Am I happy?: mostly no
39. Most traumatic experience: when i looked deeply in my mind and discovered i'm lonely.
40. Where would I like to live?: anywhere where could i find the right one for me.
41. Nicest things said to me: "i believe you're a good guy"
42. Do I like where I am right now?: In bed? No. I should get up and do something
43. What can I hear right now: computer fan hum,my brother yelling while playing game and fast keyboard and mouse clicks
44. Relationships with siblings: cold war
45. Biggest worry: loneliness
46. Something I'm waiting for: a boyfriend to snuggle up to
47. Relationship with parents: dad:my hero mother: the yelling witch
48. Something I should have said long ago: i'm gay
49. Last text received: yep
50. Last text message sent: Ok
51. What I hate most about myself: my low self-esteem
52. Biggest turn ons: eyes,nice chest and tummy,well big cock.
53. Words that upset me: dude,idc,h,grr
54. What I hate most about school: the bad communism leftovers living there
55. What I'm wearing: usual clothes
56. Last thing I ate: lunch

I have no idea... life goes by so fast and i have no one to share it with.