I have a appointment with a doctor who might can help me to find what is wrong. I think I have that appointment next week. I was thinking my uncle won't be as bad and compared to my dad. I was WRONG!

this account is my general Arts my other account is more Asylum bondage and DL /abdl https://www.furaffinity.net/user/silverforrestcat

I have so many ideas for drawings. But I been in a lot of pain. Sometimes I cannot even focus on anything. I have a very nasty fall a other night. I might will upload couple pieces. I am not doing a very that good physically and mentally I've been very depressed because of that.

I haven't been posting any thing for the last couple months. They still haven't found what's going on with my hips and my back. I've been so miserable And also I been very depressed with what happened to me the last 3 or 4 months. also my grandmother have dementia she is getting worse. My mom has cancer but sounds like the type of cancer my mom has is not that severe. And I closing my commissions for now. I've been in too much pain some days I don't even want to draw. I might still post some stuff soon. I just trying to take it day by day. I should have done this entry a few days ago.

Only 3 slots are open for now.
The characters need to be 18 and up
if not I ain't doing it.

Of course digital
Single character sketch $25.00usd
Add ons
+Additional character $30.00
+Basic sketch line art background $7.50-15.00
+For coloring a character 5.00 or two $7.50 or three $10.00
+Shading for a character or two $5.00
+ sophisticated background line art $20.00-30.00
+ colored simple background 10.00 sophisticated 20.00
+ a slightly different version $5.00-7.50
Will probably take 2 weeks sometimes sooner just depends how back up I get.

Best way to get a hold of me full commission work or whatever. DM me on telegram or Discord I might will have down below. And the other place where I can find my info for telegram and Discord will be on my page

If anybody is curious my other art. Here is my old account. https://www.furaffinity.net/user/silverforrestcat

Just noticing some stuff on this site. I still can post diaper stuff for now. But like little stuff I ain't posting here. I'm not planning. to do as much of that stuff. Because I would like to do them more type of Art in the fandom eventually. But I will still do commissions for diapers stuff. But some of it ain't be posted here.

Discord silverforrestcat Telegram@Johnfunck_Silver

finding out my dad cannot get a house in the US anymore. Because he lied to one too many banks was trying to get a loan found out last week. And he using fake pay stubs. I don't know if the feds are watching him now or what. You just don't do that to the Banks in the US. I don't talk to him anymore. I lost pocket knives art furniture art supplies clothing some games couple pellet rifles smoking stuff my pipes some of my vape stuff and some more stuff all because of that drunk.

Since the day before Halloween I've been at my grandmother's. My uncle Who lives here with my grandmother he is a drunk not as bad compared to my dad. But this is some culture shock being out in the Sticks For the longest time to the hustle and bustle of the city.

Commissions I might be starting soon.
I'm trying to wait till I have internet. I would be posting some pieces as far as soon like maybe today or tomorrow

I'm supposed to be moving into this house the whole entire thing is fishy in the first place. Because of my alcoholic dad. The ones who don't know I am crippled. I was born with deformed feet. Also have scoliosis that for the physical. Mentally autism schizophrenia and probably chronic depression. That why I still live with my parents. My brother is also crippled and mom. I've been posting art for the last 2 years and a 3 quarte and Mainly been Asylum bondage. Because I've been in couple psych wards. Back to getting to this house my dad doesn't have much money and he lied to everybody. About how much he really makes . Me and my mom and my brother definitely thinking is to leave him. Technically I am homeless right now. Staying in a monthly rental for this month. But I won't let him to drag me down with him. I will keep y'all updated about that.

Okay commissions?
Right now I probably only doing maybe couple for friends now. Till I find out my living situation.

Some might notice me I used to be known as Silver. I just think it's time for turning over a new Leaf probably what leftover from a leaf after atomic explosion. Especially how stuff is going for me.