Jeez people! what part of "FREE" art don't you understand? I dont ask for money. I just like drawing. U dont have to pay me.

I'm sorry I love my Country
I'm sorry I love my family
I'm sorry I like power
I'm sorry I like suits and Conformity
I'm sorry I'm not a normal teen

I'm sorry for being me

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I believe art is the greatest thing ever bestowed upon man kind. It allows us the chance to search inside ourselves and put how we feel out on paper. And if we the artists are commissioned or requested it is an honer. Our view of the world and the people around us is seen through our art, though our motives and Ideas are open to question and speculation, we thrive on the simple fact that there are people out there who appreciated what we do in bringing inventive and wild new ideas to light. I thank George Lucas everyday for his contribution to man kind with his views of a galaxy far far away. If not for him, that galaxy may still be, "far far away." He inspired artists, scientists, writers, sculptors, performer, and so on and so forth. Art creates what you hold in you'r hand; A cell phone with the power to surf the web, take pictures, shop, play, and learn things you may have never known. The very computer or other device you are looking at right now to read these words, Is the work of an artist. We live in a world ruled by art. And all it takes is an idea.... to set off an inferno of inspiration and new learning experiences.

(By Johnn-Paul A. St. Clair)

Im fucking pissed!!!!! GOD DAMN IT!!!!!! 3 FUCKING YEARS FOR WHAT!!!!??? 2 years of my dad beating the shit out of me because he was hiding hi emotions and when everything finaly starts to work out.....T_T i just want it all to end....

Many of you know me as the unbreakable wall who can take things head on..... but....

im falling apart im crying as i type this i cant take anymore.....

I feel like every time i get into a relationship im the only one who cares if it lasts.... im the only one who gives 110% making sure my partner is happy, making the plans, being presentable and good looking..... ALL FOR WHAT!!!??? Maybe i should just let myself go.... go fuck like a rabbit blow my money on hookers go fucking crazy... get drunk get high and live my life like its a party till my life crashes! HOW BOUT THAT!!!! WOULD I BE WORTH IT THEN!!!??? DOES THAT SOUND GOOD!!!???

Thanx for everything everyone....

But my heart cant take anymore.....

now that im back from surgery and able to move (simi-freely) again ill be getting back to all that unfinished art i owe to the people i promised. *smiles*

its a me J-P im at ze hospital and i might be headed home tomarrow they just gotta pull this needle out of my chest. then ill be on my way home. ill get to eat normal food again. yay!!!

but right now its a lil weird to type cuz im so loopy from the morphien.....

ugh... anyway i loves u peoples and hope to spread my legs...... oops i ment some joy to all... with mah penis... jk... but yeah cant wait to get back... *stares at bulb of blood hangen from mah pnts*

Love J-P~<3

....

I'm srry everyone who was thinking of coming

I'll be going in for surgery December 5th so i wont be strong enough to set up preperations

So... untill i can recover we'll see about some other time.

Thanx everyone

Wish me luck

*hugs everyone*

Attention all furs living within 1-2 hours of Santa Clause Indiana! J-P here, Announcing a possible fur meat here in Santa Clause. I'll have to see if conditions will be right but i plan on holding it in the Spring of next year. If I can get enough people together then ill push harder to get things on track. As of now I would like to ask that all that would like to attend, please leave a message on this journal and those who do leave one, try to spread the word. Thank you and I look forward on seeing who will possibly be attending.

1. Your Real Name:
Johnn-Paul (thats no secret... people just need to realize that thats my 1st name its not 2 names)

2. Name three bands/musicians you are listening to lately.
Renard queensten, Linkin Park, 3 doors down

3. Dirty or Clean:
Clean... well im not so good at keepen em clean XD (pictures)

4.Tattoos and/or Piercings:
lol i want two small hoops in my right ear and a tattoo on my sholder... or a tramp stamp on my lower back XD

5. What's your philosophy on life?
servival of the fitest (not just muscles but mind wise aswell)

6. Is the bottle half-full or half-empty?
HALF FULL!!! XDl

7.What is your favorite memory?
o-o idk.... i has lots... I guess when i was in Army Rotc

8. What is your favorite guilty pleasure?
ummm..... Drawing porn

9. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
I have a social disorder....

10. You can have 3 wishes (for yourself, forget all the 'world peace etc' ) - what are they?
That the deep dent in my chest would go away, I'd wish I had a tablit, And id wish for Americas econ. to go back to being #1 again

11. What is your big weakness?
hmmmm.... not realy sure... the only thing i can realy think of that would stop me is... the destruction of my art

12. Do you think I'm a good person?
cunfuzzle face

13. If you could change anything about yourself, would you?
MY CHEST!! Pectural excavatum.... <---- look it up T~T it sucks

14. What do you wear to sleep?
whatever im wearen it dosnt matter to me


15. If u only had one day to live, what would you do?
Go on a rampage XD

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Stolen from



1. Yourself
Happy as hell

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend:
just went to sleep

3. Your hair?
Black X3 and very soft

4. Your mother:
with my dad on a road trip till next weekend

5. Your Father:
read #4

6. Your Favorite Item:
im not very materialistic so i cant say

7. Your dream last night:
um.... >///< ill tell u it was about my GF and I XD

8. Your Favorite Drink:
Blue boweraid or Pepsi

9. Your Dream Car:
Classic thunderbird oOo not the new thunderbirds.. that made me cry when they came out with those...

10. The Room You Are In:
idk if i can call it the kitchen or what... idk...

11. Your Ex:
thats a long list ur asking for

12. Your fear?
loseing my self dignity but sence im very outspoken and love to preform its hard to lose

13. Where you want to be in 10 years?
Canada... or just with my GF in a home and two children and married to my GF ^^

14. Who you hung out with last night?
um.... my dad... *shrugs* we went on a late night walk at the state park idk its relaxing

15. What You're Not:
A woman XD

16. Your Best Friend:
Nick, Drew, George

17. One of Your Wish List Items:
some real fluffing DJ headphones.... ok... i guess im a lil materialistic.... but those things got some sweet arse bass =w= but i would never put some object befor my GF

19. The Last Thing You Did:
um... Sex.... XD

20. What You Are Wearing:
nothing... # 19 should be enough of a reson XD

21. Your Favorite Weather:
Fall, when it's cold out but the sun is still so warm.

22. Your Favorite Book:
Don't have a favorite *shrugs* if i read i read

23. The Last Thing You ate:
a twisler

24. Your Life:
Depressing and disapointing

25. Your Mood:
happy (for once)

26. Your body:
very thin... and very sexy XD

27. What are you thinking about right now:
how good my GF's P***y felt =w= murrrr....

28. Your Crush:
>.> well it was my GF... till she... became my GF XD

29. What are you doing at the moment:
thinking of puting clothes on and laying in bed with me sweet heart

30. Your summer schedule:
surgery....

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I love u hun ~<3

Think what u want but iv changed mates once again....

All im going to say is that i loved one person for all the wrong resons so iv moved on to someone who i realy wanted all along when i left one for the other i felt like shit because i relized at that moment that i loved one for the wrong resons and i felt like i would only hurt her if i stayed...so...heres my new GF

 Nasvelliel

Think what u want....but in any case im sure everyone is gonna think im some peice of shit

A hopeless cause is when there is never a bright side when life never seems to yeild a fruit that can be picked and taste so sweet

A hopeless cause is when there is no dim light driveing u forth

A hopeless cause is when you have nothing to offer when u cant make a single person smile or laugh or feel amazing in any way

The worlds population is over 7,000,000,000 yes 7 billion so there is no such thing as a hopeless cause because no matter how ugly..nomater how depressing u think u are nomater how much u down yourself there will always be atleast one person out of the 7 billion on this planit who will disagree that u are ugly who will disagree that u could posibly make them upset and who will never back down and be there for u every step of the way

weather that person is simply ur friend or ur mate there will always be that one person who will never let go and will always see the good in u even if all that good is buried under a mounten of hopeless feelings and depressing emotions ^^ that one person will complament u that one person will do goffy things and that one person would die for u if he/she hade to

So to say ur a hopeless cause

I say

BULLSHIT!!!

(this goes out to one of my best friends in the entire world) Ill always be there for u

....so...i've been tryen to draw a foursome and for some reson cant get the SOB right.... i feel like if i would have started it yesterday when i go the idea it would be finished and looki awesome cuz i could actuly draw yesterday....>.> today im all like drawn out....(theres a pun there somewhere) any way....so yeah idk >.> may take a bit...but if anybody hase advise on how to get my drawing mojo back...that would be cool.