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welp here yah go for any one who wants to follow my new account i dabble a little with music so i may be posting some soon and im gonna get to work on a new oc soon so if you want watch my new account thhanks everyone

uhmmmmm yah haha after 2 years of inactivity i think im gonna try to trow myself back into the community ALOT of shit has happened since ive been gone like i went through some of my journals and shit and omfg like i cant with the old me SO im probably gonna make a new accccounnnnttt?????? idk probs even gonna scrap the old oc for a new one welll i guess ill do some updating real quick haha looked at my second newest journal and I am gay I dont even remember what happened there fr I think it was more anxiety from acceptance that was getting to me because i like dick so uh yah welp i graduated highschool in june that was lit uhhh i got 2 tattoos stretched my ears to a 0 and got my septum pierced and im growing my hair out haha random af but what evs letttts see oh yah things are shit rn i had to move away from the 757 because of a forclousre so now i live in central virginia in bum fuck no where lets seeeeeee i still smoke alot of weeeeeeed and i actually am hoping to become a glassblower now i want to makes pipes etc. but ive been thinking about taking online classes for zoo and aquairum sciences because i still kinda work with animals incase glass blowing dosent work out but over all life is crazy af right now but i guess im back for the time being at least sooo if you read this thanks for caring haha and im probably about to make a new account in a few minutes so ill post a new journal when i do thanks for reading lovlies

oh yah and you can call me Jafeel now hehe

Been super inactive lately like mr even checking my submissions so just a quick update just started my junior year at school it's nice so far getting more school involved but jointing drama the future business leaders of America and deca so it might get a bit cray this year not sure though yet lol trying to find a new job because I'm not getting hours at my current job I've actually gotten back into skating lately which is really good lol but overall im gonna try to really start drawing more and be more artistic and all and do a pretty much complete rehall of Acai and make my own ref for him so keep and eye out for that and oh yah my dancing has very much improved gonna try to get a video out soon just gotta find a song or too so keep it real everyone <3


Acai

This week has been some ass the only good thug is that I got my longboard yesterday long story short I need some weed......and I don't think I'm gay

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CHECK ME OUT SON

Yep yep just made a vine account gonna try it out if your not already following me on Instagram acaidinspires then hmu on vine it seems fun gonna try it out its under my human name and such ATM might change it haven't decided yet doesn't seem like to many furrows are on their so idk yet if you wanna follow me then message me I don't wanna right my name up in this bizzz

I haven't been updating much but I'm you g to soon though I've been working and doing other stuff a such and all so yah got an IPhone 5 and a bunch if new clothes on the way to Busch Gardens atm super hype. But yah I'm gonna do some updates soon including a few pics of me once my hair grows to certain length so ttyl GUIs <3

DOSENT RELISE HE NEEDS RIDE

GETS CALLED BY HIS BOI BEING ASKED WHERE HE WAS

O-Oummmmmmmmmmm

HAS TO GET A RIDE FROM HIM AFTER HE WAS ALREADY THERE FOR LIKE 10 OR 15 MINUTES WAITING FOR HIM

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK MEEEEEEEEE i feel so bad

I really want a man bitch in my life right now I just wanna be dating a nice guy that im atleast going steady with FUCK

Its hard though because im not really out to my dad my mom pretty much knows but I think she chooses not to really acknowledge it yah know?

I dont know I just really want a guy who I can date and jsut be myself around and cuddle and do gay shit like that

I feel like I could really use the confidence boost atm and just in general

daaaaaaayum O-O the feels

WOW its been forever since ive posted a dance video and really this is a performance we did for an elementary school Im the only white person and the last to go didnt have much time to get much done but I got more parts int he begging which didnt get posted but im gonna try to get a new vid out soon so everyone can see my improments c:

<3 Acai

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So ive fallen in love with this game at my work called Pump it up fiesta on my first day this rave couple came in and the guy had on some nice tripps and was just killing it on that game

Eventually more and more people started to come in and play to and because I get free games and stuff I was like hmm i gotta try this game SOOO I did and its like the best shit like EVER

I dont know what it is but whenever I go to work I go in like an hour early and just play that one game and if im not closing I play for a bit when I get off as well

If you are a dancer and liek games or you already like ddr I would DEF say try this one itss soooooo fun

I think Im gonna use most the money from my paycheck to get myself a 3ds because Ive really been wanting either that or a 64 and if I get the ds for now I can just get some good games for it like Mario 64 and such

Any suggestions? Most likely ognna get it off craiglist might be an xl

Welp ive just kinda been tired of the name of the account and some other stuff so Ive decided to make a new account and move more info is to follow on this throughout the week the user name will be

AcaiD

aswell as my new Weasyl account both will be empty for a bit till I can get them up and running but for now TTYL <3

Hype Machine right now like for realsies

Twerkign out this excitement right now because...

I GOT A FUCKING JOB

AND ITS GONNA BE GREAT

I GET A WALKIE TALKIE AND SHIT

THE UNIFORMS ARE CHILL AND SO IS MY BOSS

Its and an arcade called Jillians and because its an arcade im gonna get like plushies and little toys for kandi and shit and im just really happy that im gonna have money and all I start my training next weekend and im hype and thi weekend im going to Busch Gardens im like really extatic right now

1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? What's your name?
Josh

2. How tall are you?
5.6 or 5.7

3. Natural hair color?
Black

4. What about eye color?
Dookie Brown

5. What orientation are you?
Pretty much gay, attracted to men but Id really fall in love with anyone

6. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
Single.

7. What do you do in your spare time?
Make kandi, internet, draw, play games

8. What's your job?
Don't have one at the moment but I do have an interview Wendsday though

9. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I guess I would say my personality and I remember the most trivial useless peices of information

10. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
My looks I feel really insecure sometimes and I can be constantly compulsive over the dumbest things espescially my exima skin problems

11. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
ummm...idk I normally come off as quite and awkward as fuck if you don't really know me

12. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
Basically Deist like I dont normally practice christianity but I do belive in an over al creator which is god and heavon and hell

13. Do you drink?
Fuck no. Or at least not for a long time.

14. Do you smoke?
Weed

15. What are your fears?
Spiders, heights, being by my self in water, chainsaws, changing who I am

16. What are your dreams/goals?
To work with animals as a carrer, to find that special someone, have/ adopt kids, Go on a Nation wide amusment park roadtrip, skydiving solo, legalizing rec use for marijuana, finishing school

17. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
A few exs yes but not many, and a few cruses too but I never really fall for people easy

18. Who's your best bud?
My bro Matt who isnt a Furry

19. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Salt and Vinegar chips, soda, watermelon sourpatch things, and kazoozles

20. Favorite drink?
Mtn Dew all kinds

21. Favorite color?
Orange

22. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Telepathy

23. Favorite movie?
Wreck it Ralph

24. Least favorite food?
Seafood.

25. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Fried Chicken and tacos

26. What do you drive/wish you drove?
Still need to get my fucking permit but im gonna be rollin in an 03 Camary

27. Most disliked bug?
Mother Fucking Spiders

28. Most hated pet peeves?
Having to repeat my self

29. Dislike in life?
The intense amount of Ignorance in this shit generation

30. Most annoying?
Loud fucking noises they irraitate me so much if its unneccesary and loud it most likely pisses me off

31. Most disliked TV show?
Jersey shore and fucking buck wild aany kind of shit like that that makes us look like fucking ignorant fucks

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So Entering this :D Hopefully gonna win some new cuffs and stuff in time for spring break and just all around been needing some new cuffs 3d and pattern

No sleep last night
not much sleep today
Threw up 3 times
Massive Headache
Have 3 tests Im going to miss plus I have to make up another already
Back aches
Ferrets fucked up their cage
Hungry but dont and not gonna eat
Not alot of beads plus no streatchy string
No ones on xbox
All im doing is sitting here watching netflix
Would get on desktop but dont wanna sit in chair
really uncomfortable
REALLY WISH I COULD JUUST SMOKE A FUCKING BOWL AND GO TO SLEEP

welp im gonna maybe try to get some art done and shit and sit in bed a moan while I get stressed out by school and im not even fucking there

<3 Acai

DISCLAIMER: IF YOU ARE APPOSE TO THE USEAGE OF ANY DRUG LIKE SUBSTANCES DO NOT READ THIS!

Im posting this in the hopes that a few fellow 420 furs will read this and find a new some what LEGAL alternative to marijuana to just switch it up a bit

Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds are an amazing legal alternative up to the point of the extraction of the active chemical LSA they ARE LEGAL and can easily be purchase online through amazon or various online sources

These seeds are very closly related to to Morning Glory a plant you can find at gardening stores or hell even Lowes or a local store I do NOT condone the use of them tough although they can provide a decent trip they contain pesticides used to kill bugs ad all and can really fuck you up and make you sick and you never know ow much is in each seed also it takes like over a 1000 seeds for 1 trip and an overnight soak in water

Ok so I did them for the second time last night and here are a few of the sideffects-
*Nausia
*Headache
*Vomit
*Insomnia (I already have it like a mother -_-)
*Extreme loss of apitite
*Dehydration
*Mixed emotions
*Euphoria (depends on doasge)
*Loss of intrest
*Unusual thoughts
*Breathing walls
*Couch lock
*Being Uncomfortable
*Mild Anxiety
*And a few other things

Over all the come up is a bit stretched out I def suggest chilling for the comeup just sitting down maybe playing xbox watching a movie and LAYING THE FUCK DOWN like really I cant stress this enough just lay down and once the walls are breathing youll start to fell it kicking in me and my friend made the mistake of walking to McDonalds Mid comeup for some food and force our selves to eat it but we couldnt and I felt kinda sick and wanted to lay down but after a bit I was good and ate once we got back

The dosage should be between 5 to 10 if more you COULD end up in the hospital there are a few online stories of ODs on them at about 15 or even 12

The first time I did them I took 5 at about 8pm then layed down and watched a movie and started to feel it at about 835pm and decided to take 5 more the first time we crushed them up and put them in a pill capsile whiich seems to work weel the other 5 I chewed on till I got the bitter powder taste in my mouth and washed it down with soda after that we decided to take a walk and did I got very emotional and ended up crying then we ended up in a parking lot then on a hill then ran into a friende and smoked a few hits of some Strawberry mids (IT HIT SO SMOOTH AND HE HAD A MINI BOWL I WAS FREAKING OUT IT WAS GREAT XD) then when we got back to his house we listened to musicand watched trppy videos I didnt get to sleep till like 4 something in the morning and woke up at 930

The feeling was VERY euphoric just a very good buzz was deep in my soul and I could feel it I suggest trying to stay warm it inhances the effects and makes the feeling more mutual throught you body and mind

LOOK IN A MIRROR OcO I didnt see things....but I did I can explain it its something else I could see deep inside my self and couldnt stop staring at myself it was kinda like a "I dont give a fuck about anythign right now, I feel so good" feeling the warm buzzing was really the best part

Last night I did 5 didnt feel the buzz -_- like at all but Iw as def tripping though didnt see anythign either but I made the mistake of going out during the comeup in 40 degree weather

TIPS:
*Drink lots and lots of water during the comeup if you feel like you cant drink more you can you HAVE TO FORCE yourself to do so or else youll become dehydrated...which is bad

*Do it with a friend or atleast ahve someone to talk to being alone sucks...like alot its an empty feeling and it just made me sit and think when my friend left the room its not like a I dont feel good feeling but just a wierd empty feeling

*Eat right after the come up and if you REALLY feel like you have to throw up then just do it youll feel ALOT better although I never did though I might try to next time which is why you should chill during the comeup


So basically heres how it should go:
1. Take the seeds (5-10)

2.Have something calming to do and I def suggest laying on your back helps and rubbing your body and breathing deeply

3.Wait about half an hour to forty five minutes before doing anything physical

4. After youve waited for the come up get ready for the comrup :3 drink alot of water you can eat to but I found literally filling ym stomach with water helped alot it clamed it from feeling wierd you can eat to but you might not feel hungry at all

5.Do something now that youve comeup I suggest doing somethign fun but remember to keep drinking lots of water, going on a walk is really fun

6.On the come down youll start to feel RALLY uncomfortable which sucks and youll start to get a this sucks vibe but STAY POSSITIVE keeps those vibes up and happy they are a large part in any trip a bit of weed will def help with the comedown it masks the strange feelings and once the weed has worn off the seeds wil most likely have too I suggest not doing anything for the comedown just sit down and relax because if you dont smoke and make it through abotu half an hour of uncomfortableness the euphoria wears off and you have an extremely calm "I feel good feeling"


Well I hope this helped a someone always remember to think postive thought and have good vibes when doing any type of drug like this

OH and one more tip in the end you might not feel tired but you REALLY REALLY are just put on a movie and close your eyes for a bit and youll end up falling asleep


Keep it true guiss <3
Acai

Because im looking into getting one they look really cool I think I wanna start of with getting soemthing electric on-road most likely a street drifting car

I really wanna get into drifting If I start doing RC stuff though it just really appeals to me like the offroad shit is cool and all but I wanna start on road and learn to drift before I start off road so then I will learn to have more control of hard turns and all

There is a hobby shop not to far away from my house they have like 3 or 4 tracks 2 off-road one indoor one out and I think a few street idk didnt really see it they probs have more stuff though

When it came to car selection it was decent but I wanna get a car learn some stuff then jsut make improvements on it get a new clear shell and design it get little mods and then eventually a new engine or something idk I still gotta do more research and all

DISCLAIMER PLEASE NO ARGUING OR RIDICULE THIS IS JUST ME VENTING AND I AM TALKING ABOUT HALLUCENAGENTICS NOT ANYTHIGN HARDCORE


PLEASE EXCUSE MY SHIT SPELLING AND TYPING HICCUPS

So after I went to my first rave last night (sober) it really opened my eyes to how influencial drugs can be

There were people snorting Molly in the middle of the crowd, spilling beer, sex (like stright up right in front of me), injuries, vomit, and just all around insanity

NOW DONT GET ME WRONG it was so far one fo the best times of my fucking life the music was great and the crowd was live and when it comes to drugs at concerts people.....come the fuck on

The point of the concert is to make memories listen to some killer music and just all around have a good time but how are you suppose to do that when your puking your brains out and sweating like a fucking waterfall

Im not saying im against drugs at all but it most certainly depends on the drug and sevarity of it if your gonna do maybe one hit of molly and you can still fucking function like the rest of us what the hell go for it its the drug of choice because you actually remember everything that happens and you just love EVERYTHING

But is that really an "enhancement" to the experience?

In the end its all about responsiblity if your gonna do molly be safe know where your gonna get water when you need it stay with friends dont overheat and TIME AND MEASURE HOW MUCH AND WHEN YOU FUCKING DO IT

This is why the common "rave"is considered dirty because of the fucking idiots that jsut go out to fucked up just because like Really bro really? your just gonna bump right in the middle of the crowd really? Really bro your gonna literally knock doen EVERYONE around you just because your dancing? REALLY BITCH your gonna spill you fucking drink on me give me a half ass "im rolling face right now" apology then fell my kandi mask and start touchting me because "i feel cool" Like how the fuck old are you 40 GO HOME BITCH

For real people like that piss me off I dont mind if you wanna roll to some good music and enjoy your self but if you reach way beyond the point of where you get hit in the face and you are bleeding everywhere and you get pissy because they wont let you back in and you cant even stand the fuck up with out giggling or falling over

This is why raves get bad reps because of people that dont know how to handle them selves in the end a drug is a drug and to me its an experience that I can look back on and think about those "wow when I was a kid" memories

I smoke weed and I love it I dont view it as a drug I view it as less mild then alcohol it mellows me out and makes me feel good im not gonna lie the WHOLE time i was there I smelt weed I could have asked around and gotten a few tokes but I didnt because I wanted to experience a rave sober and really get a feel for it

So when ever I go to my next one sure I might try to get high and go I dont know about molly but i do want to try it some times but not at a rave I want to try it in a calm environment and just sit and see what it is like see how my emotions are affecting me and just go on an adventure

I tripped for the first time last weekend at a friends on Hawiian Baby Woodrose seeds which contain the active chemical LSA which is in close relation to LSD or acid it takes about 30 minutes for the come up and there are reports of stomach aches and people throwing up when they do them the reccomended dosage is 5 to 10 I did 10 but first I took 5 and wated to feel the affects and see if I could handle more and I could so I took more

NOTICE HOW I KNOW WHAT IM FUCKING DOING
I did lots of research waited for the comeup to see IF I could handle more and luckly I could and it was great after a while I did have a bit of trouble breathing so I calmed down and watched a movie

It was defanitly a different feel then pot so I was happy with the out come and I would like to try Molly soon

So in the end it depends on the responsibility of the person and usage of the drug and how the person uses it I defanitly do not support usage of things like Heroin, cocaine, meth, etc. those are all extreamly dangerous but there isnt much wrong with going on a nice trip and having a nice experience and when it comes to drinking it somewhat disgusts me because it all taste like shit and has the same affect and all it does is fuck you up in the long run I have never been drunk and most likely will never bee for a long time (probably spring break if I go to Florida XD my cousin is awesome)

So please leave a comment if you actually read all this XD of what you input is and please NO ARGUING OR BITCHING HOW I SHOULDN'T DO THEM AND STUFF


STAY SAFE AND KEEP TRIPPING,

Acai <3

IM FINALLLY GOING TO MY FIRST RAVE TONIGHT :D

Sadly it wont be that hype and all like its just a simple concert at a local theater place thigny

Im seeing Big Gigantic, heRobust, and Mammals at the Norva tonight at 9

Im hoping to feel some good PLUR vibes and some other kandi kids and such

REALLY REALLY HYPE THOUGH

Going with my best friend and hoping to meet some neat new peeps

Im just worried about getting their early at like 730 to get in line for the tickets becuase why not just wait last second O3O

ANYWHO Just thought id share X3 haha im too excited eating some pizza atm then gonna hop in the shower and do some cleaning finish up on some kandi making and probs make some art :3

TTYL <3
Acai

Because its drunk as fuck :I

All I wanted to do was add I AM TWERK TEAM in rainbow but no.....

It had to fuck up all my shit and now im too lazy to fix it because its being dumb and it hates me

AND I HATE IT ;3;

So its probs gonna stay the way it is till I get bored enough to fix it

yah know.....because YOLO and stuff

THAT THIS MOTHA FUCKIN BOOTY IS THE TWERKINEST BOTTY THERE IS CAN BE

ALLS THEM BITCHES MUST WORK AT FUCKIN HOME DEPOT CAUSE THEY IS RACHET AS FUCK

YOU ONLY TWERK TO TRAP THAT SHIT GETS THE BOOTY GOIN YOU KNOW MAKES IT HAPPY

YOU CAN ONLY TWERK IF YOU MAKE YOUR BOOTY HAPPY AND ANLY TRAP CAN MAKE SOMEONES BOOTY HAPPY

SO QUITE STTUNTIN YOU HOES THIS BOOTY IN NUMBUH ONE AND NO ONE CAN OUT TWERK THIS SHIT

FUCK THAT HARLEM SHAKE BUUUL SHIT IM THE REAL OG KEEPIN IT REAL WITH THEM NEW SCHOOL BOOTY POPS AND ROLLS

BITCHES.......BETTA...........RECOGNIZE...........

t(owot)

*idek anymore* <3

Trying to get out of this art block and shit and ive got nothing to do so I guess the first

Im am giving away to free badges traditionly made non laminated ans sent to you via mail

I might also do like a mini doodle page not much just trying to do some doodling Iw ill also take a few requests

You dont have to pimp

You dont have to fave anyhting

You just have to be watching just comment down below and let me know

THESE BADGES WILL BE DONE TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY AND WILL BE UPLOADED IF YOU DO NOT LIKE THE COMEOUT OF IT THEN I WILL REDO THEM I AM TRYING TO SATISFY PEOPLES NEEDS AND SEE WHAT THEY WANT

Keep it true <3
Acai