Have you ever look back at your mistakes, look to the future, and become paranoid about how many of your past actions are going to come back to haunt you? I've been like that for a while. So far, I've had a good amount of therapy during this year, and it's been helping me sort through my miscommunication, my pain, and my understanding of other people's social culture and ways of thinking. That, and I'm learning more about psychology and different neural divergences through therapy.

My birthday is coming up again on the 30th, but I hesitated on bringing it up to see how many people would remember, or how many would want/need a reminder. I also worried that I would be overthinking this. I don't know what to think anymore. For now, I'll pass the time like always.

https://www.backerkit.com/c/iron-ci.....et-and-plushes

anyone interested in helping out, there's only 51 hours left on being able to back a project that's 500k remaining from getting blue-ray releases to all backers of all tiers, and plushies a plenty!

Looking forward to how this year will turn out honestly. Been struggling with ups and downs, and been able to scrape through theraputic means and methods of rebuilding my core to better myself as a person. With what I've been through, I need the therapy. However, I'm hoping to see how things turn out for me this year onwards from the halfway point. So here's hoping that July turns out well for me as usual. Otherwise, looking forward to a trip to Colorado near July 30th for my birthday. Still plan to have my devices with me for art and communication, on top of roleplaying if I can help it.

https://imgur.com/gallery/erd5q5j

I'm putting up a post here to remind myself of another ransomware attempt I NEARLY fell for ... My phone saved me or it didn't work apparently.

Has you go to a server that says 'watch general', and I ended up reflexively scanning what it specifies ... it failed twice though. so either the scammer wasn't home, or was too busy.

Here's the exacts that you'll need to prevent your account from being next.

i'm preparing a surprise gift for a friend whose birthday is coming up soon she is a software developer who graduated 2 years ago and is still unemployed a few weeks ago, she told me that she was tired of looking for a job and wanted to develop a new game and make money as an indie game developer from now on she even managed to create a simple game in a short time, but she could not convince many people to play, and now, she thinks all her efforts are in vain so, what i'm asking you to do is take a look at her game and give feedback as positively as you can and i want you to send me a screenshot of the feedback you wrote from within the game(there's a feedback section on the launcher) so i can use it for video editing

betadamned.github.io/

Do NOT click that link or download what is in it. Under any circumstances. You are not to do that. Spread word about this means of losing your account and make sure no one falls for this.

I got my discord back. Everyone who blocked me can unblock me now...

Whatever you do, do NOT accept a website link or download for someone asking for a review of their game 'DAMNED'. IT'S FUCKING HACKING MALWARE TO GRAB YOUR DISCORD!!!

Well ... I ain't got any idea what shinies are on FA but I'm willing to give them a try. If anyone wants to leave any tips from time to time, do leave a Shiny. I'm still taking commissions, but I'm also open to any donations people can send just on casual if you like the content.

I'm hoping to take down the prior journals related to the incident I've been in. This will be taken down soon after when everyone has read this notification. I just want to leave it behind me now that things are clearing up.

Never thought last year would be gone so soon. Sooner than later I say. However, here's hoping I'm able to move on in 2022...

I wasn't sure if putting this journal up may be necessary, but I'll do what I can to clarify some things. I had a word about some ill intent with my concept that I started with Dingo Lass long ago. I wanted to make sure I clarified and cleared up any unspoken conceptions on the matter.

1.) Those who are interested in having a dingo woman of their own would need to come to me. I tend to prefer having a good judge of character when giving an adoptable dingo woman to someone.
2.) The dingo woman would have to be tied to whoever is the original host of the character. Reasons provided;
A.) A dingo mask can only go to a person that bears instinctive or passionate desires for inflation (of any variety) in their heart.
B.) A dingo mask can only go to anyone of the canine species variety. I uplifted the female requirement to make it easier.
C.) A dingo mask can only go to a pre-existing character. Meaning, the dingo person born from this has to come from a character that obtains said eyemask.
C1.) However, I have helped someone once or twice make a character for the eyemask before. I just prefer that they be fleshed out in detail and not just born for the sake of the eyemask.
3.) The one who bears the mask ends up with their rational thinking, restraint, and reasoning suppressed. Their more instinctive and emotional desires are amplified thereafter as a new persona in their head.
4.) The wearer becomes the back-seat driver of the other persona. They would have to be the ones to reign in their other self.
5.) The Dingo/jackal persona has the amplified traits and attributes of the wearer (Be it emotional traits, personality traits, physical traits, or otherwise).
6.) Their physical form then changes into an exaggeration of their appearance in the form of a dingo or jackal person.
7.) Those who are more in tune with their desires are more likely to get along with their dingo/jackal persona. It may also end up becoming a synthesis of the two together in some cases.
8.) The more restrained they are with their passions and desires, the more the dingo/jackal persona will conflict with the wearer.
9.) The dingo/jackal persona finally obtains inflation-related abilities that are born from what is amplified of the wearer. (IE: Their likes and dislikes, their natural physical talents and skills, their desires and dislikes, and so on).


Lastly, I am the one that often draws up the design of the dingo in question. If it is given to an artist who can illustrate their form, then they can do so. I just want to make sure that I can judge who is better off with these characters. That...and I just like meeting others with similar tastes and good intentions. I've only given out characters like these to people I've made good relations with so far. I consider it a badge of honor and a show of trust to the people I give a dingo/jackal person to. The last detail is, while I head this concept, the characters are theirs when I gift them the concept. From there, the dingo is theirs to do with as they wish. I just ask that they are not used for anything related to monetary gain.

And that's about it. If there are other details behind it then I'll write them up when they come to mind. For those to whom I have donated a dingo character in this way, I ask that you be willing to label artwork of them as appropriate. (Character co-created by myself and those I gifted the character onto).

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/42375402/

This here number got put up for auction. I'm rushing to get $150 bucks to purchase her on auto-bid. I'm putting out a notice that I'm looking to do commissions to get this cash from today to 6/24/2021. Here's hoping I get takers.

1.) I only expect payment when I accomplish the job. I DO NOT WANT TO WASTE ANYONE'S TIME.

2.) I want them present to oversee the commission details through the process.

3.) When completed, I will only hand the image over after payment is made upfront.

Here's hoping I get this done quick.

https://www.heroforge.com/ToS/

All I get from this is that they're saying 'anything you make with our website, is ours to do with if you agreed to our terms of service'. Anyone else feel like this is jipping off people who wanna use it to make their own miniatures?

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35771733/

Got some friends who are trying to raise funds. Anyone interested is welcome to help and lend a dollar or more.

https://twitter.com/jimferno89/stat.....683286016?s=20 Friend of mine is trying to get up financially with hopes of affording a few amenities due to the predicaments IRL. I'm giving him a lending paw to have people sent his way that would be interested in his art style.

... I lost my steam account.

It was when  cyborg-ninja had his steam account stolen. It was used with the scam of 'oh sorry. I ended up sending a report on someone duping items but your name was used instead by accident'. If anyone using my steam account of jam73087 tells you this then STAY THE FUCK AWAY. That is a stolen account right now until steam support can get it back for me.

https://ko-fi.com/A68443VD

I was pointed this way by  toonyk9 and  greyofpta

Just another reminder as before. So far my year has been ... rather interesting.

I would go into detail about what I have been going through but I don't think putting drama up will be of any worth. The reason I put up reminders of my birthdays is really because A.) I like reminders just in case and B.) liking feedback whenever I can.

My birthday is going to be around the 30th again as always. Either way, hope everyone had a great 4th of july and a wonderful rest of july from here.

Hello. I'm willing to take on comissions as usual. I needed to make a journal post here since I'm not really able to draw up a commissions page yet.

However, I can let people know that I am able to do other commission types.

If you bring in a sketch, I'd be happy to ink, color, or shade it for a $10 dollar charge for each option individually.

That means I will be happy to do a full $30 dollar job digitally with inking, coloring, and shading all in one.

I am also capable of stylizing the colorwork on which style you wish to see employed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Q714fz3Cu4

Is it worth it being an american anymore?

I was pointed to a rather interesting alternative to patreon for some reason. Sadly, it doesn't do month by month but it makes for a good tip jar for tip jars sake.

https://www.paypal.me/JulioandRena If you want to be able to send me cash just because, or help with paying for your commissions easier, then here's the link to may paypal.me.

https://www.patreon.com/VixaneCorporation If you want to tip jar on a monthly basis in case you prefer a set it and forget it method, feel free to visit my patreon.

Hello. I'm opening myself up again to commissions and am experimenting with a new commission type.

The commission Type involved will be comic book page commissions. The pricing on them will be as such.


Traditional comic page sketches start at $10 dollars per page.

Digital Comic page sketches start at $20 dollars per page.


Adding additional options, such as line art, coloring, shading, backgrounds, and/or extra characters, increase the price equal to the base price x (1 + number of additions)


I'm limiting myself to two to three commissions for the time being. This journal will list those in the works afterwards.

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My birthday is coming up again on july 30th, but Right now I'm suffering from a lack of a laptop. I'm using an HP one from my parents when it's still brand new. However, I'm just saying that I will never play a competitive online game again ...

https://ifunny.co/fun/JeIZMAFF3

This is the first time I've seen my work up elsewhere without my knowing. Not sure what to think about it or perhaps I should do something about putting my signature on the previous pic to prevent it again.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCX4q4Q48oU

Ladies and Gentlemen...

I've made it to the big times...