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Posted 2 years agotldr: nothing lmao
atleast for clarity's sake I do in fact exist and will continue to exist into the foreseeable future. However I will not exist forever, so to sit here spending my idle hours doing absolutely nothing doesn't exactly feel the best; it feels like I'm skipping out on possible ideas-- drawn, animated, or otherwise that could've been materialized and viewed by you the viewer.
the thing is I'm not talking about NSFW; I've been chasing this dream of story driven animation for years now, but honestly I feel no closer to it. I'm not sure if it's because my hands are tied drawing NSFW, I'm not sure if it's a skill issue and I'm not taking the proper steps to learn story driven animation, or if I'm just too damn lazy to give it a genuine go, but you may say I'm a good animator, or that I could if I try hard enough, and I'm not saying you're wrong, but do know "hips go back and forth haha" doesn't translate to "character doing aerial acrobatics" or "choreographed fight sequences", I would essentially be learning to draw from the ground up again, and that is very damn daunting; i already did that once. it's a very painful process, and I'm not sure i wanna go through that again.
... thing is what if I dont? this goes back to the first paragraph, I won't be around forever. Even with all those stories floating around up there just waiting to be told, is this just it for them? gone like me?
NSFW, SFW, ART, ANIMATION, GAMES, MUSIC, ETC, WHAT do I pursue there's so much I could persue, Stories, ideas, voices, chimes, tunes, EVERything i could tell you and or show you but perhaps I w o n t because fuCK
atleast for clarity's sake I do in fact exist and will continue to exist into the foreseeable future. However I will not exist forever, so to sit here spending my idle hours doing absolutely nothing doesn't exactly feel the best; it feels like I'm skipping out on possible ideas-- drawn, animated, or otherwise that could've been materialized and viewed by you the viewer.
the thing is I'm not talking about NSFW; I've been chasing this dream of story driven animation for years now, but honestly I feel no closer to it. I'm not sure if it's because my hands are tied drawing NSFW, I'm not sure if it's a skill issue and I'm not taking the proper steps to learn story driven animation, or if I'm just too damn lazy to give it a genuine go, but you may say I'm a good animator, or that I could if I try hard enough, and I'm not saying you're wrong, but do know "hips go back and forth haha" doesn't translate to "character doing aerial acrobatics" or "choreographed fight sequences", I would essentially be learning to draw from the ground up again, and that is very damn daunting; i already did that once. it's a very painful process, and I'm not sure i wanna go through that again.
... thing is what if I dont? this goes back to the first paragraph, I won't be around forever. Even with all those stories floating around up there just waiting to be told, is this just it for them? gone like me?
NSFW, SFW, ART, ANIMATION, GAMES, MUSIC, ETC, WHAT do I pursue there's so much I could persue, Stories, ideas, voices, chimes, tunes, EVERything i could tell you and or show you but perhaps I w o n t because fuCK
