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Posted 15 years ago
tavimunk is washing clothes XDHow to get the best reaction form McDonald's employees
Posted 15 years agoOk what you do is get tow orders of 50 McNuggets. That's right I said 2 orders of 50 McNuggets. They panic LOL The cashier yelled at the cook in the back that he needed 100 McNuggets and the cook yelled back "What the fuck!? We may not have that many." I laughed so hard I squirted sprite outta my nose
That is all XD
KaGe
That is all XD
KaGe
"you know you're from Georgia when...."
Posted 15 years ago1. Go to google and type in "you know you're from (state or city) when...."
2. Hit "I'm feeling lucky"
3. Bold the one applied to you
I saw this and had to try it XD
It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy.
You give directions that include the phrase, "When you see the Waffle House." (We have 5 in town)
You know all the latest country music songs, naturally. Even if you hate country music.
(I love country music)
You walk into someone's house and people are sitting around smoking what they call "the garden"
If a single snowflake falls, the city is paralyzed for three days, and it's on all the channels as a news flash every 15 minutes for a month. All the grocery stores will be sold out of milk, bread, bottled water, toilet paper, and beer. (3 times in high school)
"Ya'll" is a word. (it's the short form of you all and it makes you sound smarter)
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Ga.
You know you're not allergic to pollen, because if you were - you'd be dead already. (so true)
The one way to be killed in .5 seconds is to talk about somebody's mama or talk bad to somebody's mama.
Your whole town completely shuts down for 1 inch of snow or just the threat of snow (I've seen snow only 3 times in my life)
You have or you know someone who has accidentally hit a deer.
Panama City Beach is the big deal. (you act like it isn't)
All the real concerts are in Atlanta.
You use "Sir" and "Ma'am" if there's a remote possibility that person you're talking to is least 30 minutes older than you are. (loss count of the number of times my head has been swatted for not saying that)
When a waitress asks what you want to drink and you say Coke, she asks "What kind?"
Krispy Kreme dounuts are the only kind of donuts you eat. (there are other kinds of donuts?)
Wal- mart is the cool place to go in the middle of the night. (HELL YEAH!)
Atlanta is known as "The City."
Rebel flags are the predominant car decoration.
You still call the refrigerator the "icebox."
Everyone you know is either Baptist or Methodist.
Doesn't everyone own a Laborador Retriever or two???
You know to wear sneakers to the airport. (You'll regret it if you don't)
You know the difference between a hillbilly, a redneck, and a Southerner. (believe it or not there is a difference)
On one side of the road there's Wal-Mart and on the other is a cotton field
You greet people with "Hey y'all, Whachudoin?"
You know what a 'dawg' is. Come on who doesn't? (Honestly who doesn't?)
You know at least three streets named "Peachtree" (if you've been in Georgia for 3 seconds you know 3 streets named Peachtree)
People actually grow, eat and like okra! (Don't knock it til you try it)
You know that guy who sits in the recliner in the back of his pickup.
Anyone who orders a "pop" must be a dork. It's a Coke, silly! (XD Cody did that and I called him a dork :3)
You took class field trips to Chehaw park and tried to pet the wild peacocks. (but but it was right there next to the fence)
You understand that at least once a year your car will turn yellow with pollen.
When the Goverment started telling people to stock up on duck tape, you were waaaaaaaaaay ahead of them. (at one time I could have anywhere from 1 to 5 different color rolls with me)
You say "tuna fish sandwich." (I fail to see the joke here)
You only drink Coke or Diet Coke - drinking Pepsi is blasphemy.
The directions to your house include "turn off the paved road." (no but directions to work did)
Fried chicken is a major part of your diet. (school serves it every thursday for lunch)
You've thought about getting a blow-up companion for the front passenger seat. (So many times!)
You actively look out for deer whenever you drive at dusk. (those f***ers will mess up your car dude)
You know people who consider a six pack and a bug zapper quality entertainment. (hours and hours of awesome enterainment XD and the light is SSSOOOOO pretty)
You call it a cold Christmas if you don't break out in a sweat in your new sweater. (no joke)
Your dog and your wallet are both on chains.
The last thing you want to do is give another driver the finger... unless your car is armored, your trigger finger is itchy and your AK-47 has a full clip.
You knew all the cops in town, because they are somehow related to you or you know their family.
You know at least one Bubba, and maybe a few guys named Bo.
Good lord that's a lot of bold lines LOL
2. Hit "I'm feeling lucky"
3. Bold the one applied to you
I saw this and had to try it XD
It is not a shopping cart, it is a buggy.
You give directions that include the phrase, "When you see the Waffle House." (We have 5 in town)
You know all the latest country music songs, naturally. Even if you hate country music.
(I love country music)
You walk into someone's house and people are sitting around smoking what they call "the garden"
If a single snowflake falls, the city is paralyzed for three days, and it's on all the channels as a news flash every 15 minutes for a month. All the grocery stores will be sold out of milk, bread, bottled water, toilet paper, and beer. (3 times in high school)
"Ya'll" is a word. (it's the short form of you all and it makes you sound smarter)
You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Ga.
You know you're not allergic to pollen, because if you were - you'd be dead already. (so true)
The one way to be killed in .5 seconds is to talk about somebody's mama or talk bad to somebody's mama.
Your whole town completely shuts down for 1 inch of snow or just the threat of snow (I've seen snow only 3 times in my life)
You have or you know someone who has accidentally hit a deer.
Panama City Beach is the big deal. (you act like it isn't)
All the real concerts are in Atlanta.
You use "Sir" and "Ma'am" if there's a remote possibility that person you're talking to is least 30 minutes older than you are. (loss count of the number of times my head has been swatted for not saying that)
When a waitress asks what you want to drink and you say Coke, she asks "What kind?"
Krispy Kreme dounuts are the only kind of donuts you eat. (there are other kinds of donuts?)
Wal- mart is the cool place to go in the middle of the night. (HELL YEAH!)
Atlanta is known as "The City."
Rebel flags are the predominant car decoration.
You still call the refrigerator the "icebox."
Everyone you know is either Baptist or Methodist.
Doesn't everyone own a Laborador Retriever or two???
You know to wear sneakers to the airport. (You'll regret it if you don't)
You know the difference between a hillbilly, a redneck, and a Southerner. (believe it or not there is a difference)
On one side of the road there's Wal-Mart and on the other is a cotton field
You greet people with "Hey y'all, Whachudoin?"
You know what a 'dawg' is. Come on who doesn't? (Honestly who doesn't?)
You know at least three streets named "Peachtree" (if you've been in Georgia for 3 seconds you know 3 streets named Peachtree)
People actually grow, eat and like okra! (Don't knock it til you try it)
You know that guy who sits in the recliner in the back of his pickup.
Anyone who orders a "pop" must be a dork. It's a Coke, silly! (XD Cody did that and I called him a dork :3)
You took class field trips to Chehaw park and tried to pet the wild peacocks. (but but it was right there next to the fence)
You understand that at least once a year your car will turn yellow with pollen.
When the Goverment started telling people to stock up on duck tape, you were waaaaaaaaaay ahead of them. (at one time I could have anywhere from 1 to 5 different color rolls with me)
You say "tuna fish sandwich." (I fail to see the joke here)
You only drink Coke or Diet Coke - drinking Pepsi is blasphemy.
The directions to your house include "turn off the paved road." (no but directions to work did)
Fried chicken is a major part of your diet. (school serves it every thursday for lunch)
You've thought about getting a blow-up companion for the front passenger seat. (So many times!)
You actively look out for deer whenever you drive at dusk. (those f***ers will mess up your car dude)
You know people who consider a six pack and a bug zapper quality entertainment. (hours and hours of awesome enterainment XD and the light is SSSOOOOO pretty)
You call it a cold Christmas if you don't break out in a sweat in your new sweater. (no joke)
Your dog and your wallet are both on chains.
The last thing you want to do is give another driver the finger... unless your car is armored, your trigger finger is itchy and your AK-47 has a full clip.
You knew all the cops in town, because they are somehow related to you or you know their family.
You know at least one Bubba, and maybe a few guys named Bo.
Good lord that's a lot of bold lines LOL
The Desperation of Separation
Posted 15 years agoFor my mate, (and all others who care to read)
“You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you’re wit ‘em/you meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em/got that warm fuzzy feelin’ yeah them chills used to get ‘em/now you’re gettin’ fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at ‘em?”
The first night we spent together was amazing. It was the first time I ever spent time with someone totally exposed. I have never been so scared, but you made me feel so comfortable. I wasn’t afraid of what was going to happen. I hoped it was never going to end, spending the night in each other’s arms. But as time went on, the feelings only got better, and your surprise visit was the best weekend I’ve ever had. Now as I spend time here alone, doubt began to creep into my heart. I have kept it away from our love, but as I feared most I couldn’t keep it away forever.
“I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like/…high off [his] love, drunk from [his] hate it’s like I’m huffin’ paint/and I love [him] the more I suffer, I suffocate”
I have been going through hell here without you. I get to do all this life-altering things and I don’t have you to share it with. All I get is a lonely night sleeping in a lonely bed in the dark corner this house. I have tried to do a lot of good things this summer, like starting a better a relationship with my parents and pursuing a career that would allow me to be with you. But all I get for it is people telling me what I am doing and feeling is wrong. The pain this place puts me through is intense, I can barely feel pain now. I push myself so far at work and practice that I have passed out twice from exhaustion. I have reached level where I don’t care what happens to my health anymore.
“it wasn’t you, baby it was me/maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems/maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano/all I know is I love you too much to walk away though”
Where do we go from here, I know we are still together but are we on the same page anymore. Looking at the path not taken, I wish I never did this. I wish I had picked up what little I had left and found a way to you. However, as time goes on the better I feel about being down here away from you. I know you don’t like seeing me going through all these tests and problems alone. But, I needed to do this, the past I have here needs to be fixed or it will continue to haunt me forever. I need to undo the damage I caused and erase the old me.
So now I guess the only thing to do is to “stand there and watch me burn/well that’s all right because I like the way it hurts/just gonna stand there and hear me cry/ well that’s all right because I love the way you lie”
*all quoted form “Love The Way You Lie” by Eminem featuring Rihanna from the album “Recovery”
“You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe when you’re wit ‘em/you meet and neither one of you even know what hit ‘em/got that warm fuzzy feelin’ yeah them chills used to get ‘em/now you’re gettin’ fuckin’ sick of lookin’ at ‘em?”
The first night we spent together was amazing. It was the first time I ever spent time with someone totally exposed. I have never been so scared, but you made me feel so comfortable. I wasn’t afraid of what was going to happen. I hoped it was never going to end, spending the night in each other’s arms. But as time went on, the feelings only got better, and your surprise visit was the best weekend I’ve ever had. Now as I spend time here alone, doubt began to creep into my heart. I have kept it away from our love, but as I feared most I couldn’t keep it away forever.
“I can’t tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like/…high off [his] love, drunk from [his] hate it’s like I’m huffin’ paint/and I love [him] the more I suffer, I suffocate”
I have been going through hell here without you. I get to do all this life-altering things and I don’t have you to share it with. All I get is a lonely night sleeping in a lonely bed in the dark corner this house. I have tried to do a lot of good things this summer, like starting a better a relationship with my parents and pursuing a career that would allow me to be with you. But all I get for it is people telling me what I am doing and feeling is wrong. The pain this place puts me through is intense, I can barely feel pain now. I push myself so far at work and practice that I have passed out twice from exhaustion. I have reached level where I don’t care what happens to my health anymore.
“it wasn’t you, baby it was me/maybe our relationship isn’t as crazy as it seems/maybe that’s what happens when a tornado meets a volcano/all I know is I love you too much to walk away though”
Where do we go from here, I know we are still together but are we on the same page anymore. Looking at the path not taken, I wish I never did this. I wish I had picked up what little I had left and found a way to you. However, as time goes on the better I feel about being down here away from you. I know you don’t like seeing me going through all these tests and problems alone. But, I needed to do this, the past I have here needs to be fixed or it will continue to haunt me forever. I need to undo the damage I caused and erase the old me.
So now I guess the only thing to do is to “stand there and watch me burn/well that’s all right because I like the way it hurts/just gonna stand there and hear me cry/ well that’s all right because I love the way you lie”
*all quoted form “Love The Way You Lie” by Eminem featuring Rihanna from the album “Recovery”
Update for the lil sissy bear #3
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone
Well I guess it's time for another update.
I will start with the good news. First last tuesday I got invited to play in the Georgia Pro-Am Tour event. I am trying to earn a full spot on tour and win some money. I did pretty well on tuesday. I did not do as well as I wanted to, but I did finish inside the top half of the field and got invited to the next event. It was a lot different from what I am use to playing. Hopefully with some more high place finishes I will get a full spot on the tour, and if I accept any money I become a professional golfer. Which is why you see a lot of pics with my fursona having to do something with golf. Golf is so important to me that it has worked its way to every part of my being, possibly a future career.
Now with the bad :/
The whole preacher thing is not going very well. I am trying to what he has to say to heart. I still believe I am not wrong with what I feel about Cody. I still love him and my love grows with everyday we are apart. I cannot wait to get back to him. He told me that I needed to listen to the whisper in my head, and ignore the screams. This has sent me on downward spiral. I have turned a lot of hatred inward. I look to friends for advice about my situation. All they can give me is what they would do in situation but they don't understand what I come from. The ones who have problems with their parents don't understand the deep relationship I have with them, and the ones who do have a good relationship with their parents are confused about how I can fight with them. It seems like no one understands where I come from and I spend most nights sitting outside looking at the stars talking with myself and my god.
Well I guess it's time for another update.
I will start with the good news. First last tuesday I got invited to play in the Georgia Pro-Am Tour event. I am trying to earn a full spot on tour and win some money. I did pretty well on tuesday. I did not do as well as I wanted to, but I did finish inside the top half of the field and got invited to the next event. It was a lot different from what I am use to playing. Hopefully with some more high place finishes I will get a full spot on the tour, and if I accept any money I become a professional golfer. Which is why you see a lot of pics with my fursona having to do something with golf. Golf is so important to me that it has worked its way to every part of my being, possibly a future career.
Now with the bad :/
The whole preacher thing is not going very well. I am trying to what he has to say to heart. I still believe I am not wrong with what I feel about Cody. I still love him and my love grows with everyday we are apart. I cannot wait to get back to him. He told me that I needed to listen to the whisper in my head, and ignore the screams. This has sent me on downward spiral. I have turned a lot of hatred inward. I look to friends for advice about my situation. All they can give me is what they would do in situation but they don't understand what I come from. The ones who have problems with their parents don't understand the deep relationship I have with them, and the ones who do have a good relationship with their parents are confused about how I can fight with them. It seems like no one understands where I come from and I spend most nights sitting outside looking at the stars talking with myself and my god.
Update for the lil sissy bear #2
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well it's time for another update from the the sissy bear.
It's been like a roller coaster ride over the last few days.
I got a new Blackberry Bold. My old phone was broken and I had to pry the charger cover off with a knife, so I went to see about a new one or possibly an upgrade. Well I got the upgrade and got this phone for free...or so I thought. I put the software that comes with the phone on my computer and it crashed my vista, imagine that. So I now have to fix my computer.
I have been working little less and getting overtime pay :D but it seems we are having a lot of emergencies. On Sunday we had a kid blow up a tire, wreck his golf cart into a creek, and cut his head open, and that's not the first wreck this summer. :/
Finally, I thought things were getting better here at home, but apparently I was wrong. My parents and I got into an argument, more of a shouting match, that lasted 2 hours. They are trying to make me feel bad that I have feelings for a guy and that I am want to be a babyfur. They think I am a mean person only have 3 friends. They say I am immoral because I have changed the morals they raised me with. I try to explain to them that there is nothing wrong with me and that I am a good person with friends. All they could say was that if people knew what I did behind closed doors no one would like me.
After a lot of thought. I feel sorry for my parents, they will never no what it is like to have true friends who accept you for who you truly are. Most of my friends know what I do behind closed doors and have no problems with, and the one who don't like it get over it. I have never lost a friend over my sexuality or fetishes.
Thanks for reading
KaGe
Well it's time for another update from the the sissy bear.
It's been like a roller coaster ride over the last few days.
I got a new Blackberry Bold. My old phone was broken and I had to pry the charger cover off with a knife, so I went to see about a new one or possibly an upgrade. Well I got the upgrade and got this phone for free...or so I thought. I put the software that comes with the phone on my computer and it crashed my vista, imagine that. So I now have to fix my computer.
I have been working little less and getting overtime pay :D but it seems we are having a lot of emergencies. On Sunday we had a kid blow up a tire, wreck his golf cart into a creek, and cut his head open, and that's not the first wreck this summer. :/
Finally, I thought things were getting better here at home, but apparently I was wrong. My parents and I got into an argument, more of a shouting match, that lasted 2 hours. They are trying to make me feel bad that I have feelings for a guy and that I am want to be a babyfur. They think I am a mean person only have 3 friends. They say I am immoral because I have changed the morals they raised me with. I try to explain to them that there is nothing wrong with me and that I am a good person with friends. All they could say was that if people knew what I did behind closed doors no one would like me.
After a lot of thought. I feel sorry for my parents, they will never no what it is like to have true friends who accept you for who you truly are. Most of my friends know what I do behind closed doors and have no problems with, and the one who don't like it get over it. I have never lost a friend over my sexuality or fetishes.
Thanks for reading
KaGe
Update for the lil sissy bear
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well life hasn't slowed down much for me. I got 2 jobs now, working at a golf course imagine that LOL I am hired by the same company for both jobs, don't ask how that works I have doing it for years and I still don't know. I worked 58 hours my first week so I am trying to make some serious cash, but the weather this week has canceled a lot of work. I am trying to save up some money to go to FWA this year and I have calculated it to cost around $200 and my first check should be $350. However, FWA is still a long way away.
My family is kinda weird. I haven't had to see a preacher yet, the one I want to see went on a trip and will be back on June 5th. I have got pages of notes and defense and I hope that will be enough to get me what I need, but who knows what is going to happen.
I have told a few people around and have gotten mixed signals. My crew at work found my notes and asked me about it and I told them. 2 of them are totally cool with and say it was no suprise, the other 6 make fun of me constantly for it. Like someone told me, they are still immature teens and they don't understand. I told some of my old golf buddies and again mixed reactions, but nothing bad out of them.
That's it for me ^^
I hope everyone is doing good
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well life hasn't slowed down much for me. I got 2 jobs now, working at a golf course imagine that LOL I am hired by the same company for both jobs, don't ask how that works I have doing it for years and I still don't know. I worked 58 hours my first week so I am trying to make some serious cash, but the weather this week has canceled a lot of work. I am trying to save up some money to go to FWA this year and I have calculated it to cost around $200 and my first check should be $350. However, FWA is still a long way away.
My family is kinda weird. I haven't had to see a preacher yet, the one I want to see went on a trip and will be back on June 5th. I have got pages of notes and defense and I hope that will be enough to get me what I need, but who knows what is going to happen.
I have told a few people around and have gotten mixed signals. My crew at work found my notes and asked me about it and I told them. 2 of them are totally cool with and say it was no suprise, the other 6 make fun of me constantly for it. Like someone told me, they are still immature teens and they don't understand. I told some of my old golf buddies and again mixed reactions, but nothing bad out of them.
That's it for me ^^
I hope everyone is doing good
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Feelings before an absence
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well my plan to get a job in Mississippi didn’t work out, nor did the other 6 plans I had for the summer. So I am going to be moving back in with my parents for the summer.
It’s going to be a very interesting summer. My parents have already discussed with me (more like told me) that their mission for the summer is to fix me and to make me understand being gay and a babyfur are wrong. I can’t wait to get into the constant and countless arguments with them, as they continually try to drill into my head their ideas.
I refuse to bend to their will anymore. I have been “under their control” for a long time. They pay for my most of my college (I got enough of the Hope scholarship to pay tuition at least ^^), my car, my food, and my dorm room. They use that stuff to make me agree to their terms.
But I don’t want some pity party or people telling me my parents are awful people. I would like support from the community. Nothing like sending me money or coming to take me away. I am going to do all I can to make their feelings change. I know I can change their minds by showing them I am not some kind of benevolent person and more people are accepting of homosexuals. Which is true, my roommates are totally cool with my sexuality (they even called me the coolest gay guy they know LOL), and my classmates (which are 98% guys) are fine with it and they actually like that I came out. All I want from the furry and babyfur community is just words of encouragement before I leave.
I will be off of here and my messengers for a while. Friday is the day I officially move back in with my parents. In order to protect Cody, I am going to put myself in exile for summer. If they find out I am still with him, there is no telling what they would do to him, much less me.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qVh.....os=QDKhV7P0Y6U
Well my plan to get a job in Mississippi didn’t work out, nor did the other 6 plans I had for the summer. So I am going to be moving back in with my parents for the summer.
It’s going to be a very interesting summer. My parents have already discussed with me (more like told me) that their mission for the summer is to fix me and to make me understand being gay and a babyfur are wrong. I can’t wait to get into the constant and countless arguments with them, as they continually try to drill into my head their ideas.
I refuse to bend to their will anymore. I have been “under their control” for a long time. They pay for my most of my college (I got enough of the Hope scholarship to pay tuition at least ^^), my car, my food, and my dorm room. They use that stuff to make me agree to their terms.
But I don’t want some pity party or people telling me my parents are awful people. I would like support from the community. Nothing like sending me money or coming to take me away. I am going to do all I can to make their feelings change. I know I can change their minds by showing them I am not some kind of benevolent person and more people are accepting of homosexuals. Which is true, my roommates are totally cool with my sexuality (they even called me the coolest gay guy they know LOL), and my classmates (which are 98% guys) are fine with it and they actually like that I came out. All I want from the furry and babyfur community is just words of encouragement before I leave.
I will be off of here and my messengers for a while. Friday is the day I officially move back in with my parents. In order to protect Cody, I am going to put myself in exile for summer. If they find out I am still with him, there is no telling what they would do to him, much less me.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qVh.....os=QDKhV7P0Y6U
My shoulder popped outta socket...again
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well my shoulder has done it again, it popped outta socket at the worst possible time.
Today was my last chance to qualify for my final tournament of college golf. I was one shot back at the start and by the 7th hole I was 4 shots clear. However, after walking off the 7th hole, while putting on my bag, my left shoulder popped outta socket.
I don't know what I am going to do. This is my last chance and I am not sure if can have it ready to play again by Wednesday. Or even more would it be worth it, I run the risk of ruining it. I would live in pain the rest of my life.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well my shoulder has done it again, it popped outta socket at the worst possible time.
Today was my last chance to qualify for my final tournament of college golf. I was one shot back at the start and by the 7th hole I was 4 shots clear. However, after walking off the 7th hole, while putting on my bag, my left shoulder popped outta socket.
I don't know what I am going to do. This is my last chance and I am not sure if can have it ready to play again by Wednesday. Or even more would it be worth it, I run the risk of ruining it. I would live in pain the rest of my life.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
May be moving back to Mississippi
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well with summer semester right around the corner, I am trying to find a internship so I don't have to stay at home. I really wanted to go up north to New Hampshire, but the place up there won't call me back at all. So I have been looking around and found a place in Mississippi near Madison. I have been calling them recently, trying to do anything I need to work there. After the talk with the GM today, he wants to review my "interesting resume" one more time, and he is also concerned about my living situation. He doesn't want to hire someone all the way from Georgia if they can't find a good place to live.
So I am trying to find a place to live, whether that me a one bedroom apartment or a spare bedroom above some random person's garage.
I am really hoping to go back to Mississippi, I enjoyed living there for the most part.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well with summer semester right around the corner, I am trying to find a internship so I don't have to stay at home. I really wanted to go up north to New Hampshire, but the place up there won't call me back at all. So I have been looking around and found a place in Mississippi near Madison. I have been calling them recently, trying to do anything I need to work there. After the talk with the GM today, he wants to review my "interesting resume" one more time, and he is also concerned about my living situation. He doesn't want to hire someone all the way from Georgia if they can't find a good place to live.
So I am trying to find a place to live, whether that me a one bedroom apartment or a spare bedroom above some random person's garage.
I am really hoping to go back to Mississippi, I enjoyed living there for the most part.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
4 Month Anniversary
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well its me and Cody's 4 month anniversary today. Been the best 4 months of my life for the most part, the whole family and breakdown things were kinda bummers.
I love you teddy bear
KaGe <3 Cody
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well its me and Cody's 4 month anniversary today. Been the best 4 months of my life for the most part, the whole family and breakdown things were kinda bummers.
I love you teddy bear
KaGe <3 Cody
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
An epic fail into an epic win...and trying help a friend
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well tonight started out really awful. My radio show was suppose to be broadcasted live from my roommate's band concert. I was really excited because it was going my first live broadcast but our equipment decided to not work. Our microphones would worked but not the one's the band was using v.v I didn't wanna leave the concert and I felt bad about the equipment fail. So I was chosen to be a bouncer, because I am 6 foot 6.5 inches and 230lbs. It was so much fun! Some old drunk dude was giving my other roommate a hard time about the cover charge and when I turned the corner he shut up and whipped out his wallet. I also prevent a bunch of people from hitting on my friend Becky. Then to top it off, my ex-girlfriend challenged me to a best 2 out of 3 in pool. Oh yeah, won 2 games in a row and made a few bucks. Great way to end a friday night!
On a side note, a friend of mine Fenblack is trying to go to New York. I can't donate any money so I wanted to spread the word ^^
His journal is here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1294729/
that will tell you everything you need to know
Oh and his paypal is Fennyblack[at]ymail.com ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well tonight started out really awful. My radio show was suppose to be broadcasted live from my roommate's band concert. I was really excited because it was going my first live broadcast but our equipment decided to not work. Our microphones would worked but not the one's the band was using v.v I didn't wanna leave the concert and I felt bad about the equipment fail. So I was chosen to be a bouncer, because I am 6 foot 6.5 inches and 230lbs. It was so much fun! Some old drunk dude was giving my other roommate a hard time about the cover charge and when I turned the corner he shut up and whipped out his wallet. I also prevent a bunch of people from hitting on my friend Becky. Then to top it off, my ex-girlfriend challenged me to a best 2 out of 3 in pool. Oh yeah, won 2 games in a row and made a few bucks. Great way to end a friday night!
On a side note, a friend of mine Fenblack is trying to go to New York. I can't donate any money so I wanted to spread the word ^^
His journal is here http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1294729/
that will tell you everything you need to know
Oh and his paypal is Fennyblack[at]ymail.com ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Boyfriend Meme
Posted 15 years ago1. Who eats more?
That's me without a doubt XD
2. Who said “I love you” first?
I think I did, but I am not sure
3. Who is the morning person?
Me, I have to make him go to bed so he can wake up for work (he gonna get me for that LOL)
4. Who sings better?
He says I do, but I don't think so
5. Who’s older?
He is by exactly one year
6. Who’s smarter?
I have more book smarts, but he has more street smarts...so I say its even
7. Whose temper is worse?
I have an awful temper, he is usually chill
8. Who does the laundry?
I do that
9. Who does the dishes?
He does that
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
I sleep on the left, and I still do even though he ain't here
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Mine, I wear 15 and he wears 11 1/2
12. Whose hair is longer?
I think we both have the same haircut actually
13. Who’s better with the computer?
Him, talking computers with me is less fun than talking with the wall
14. Do you have pets?
He has a red boned coon hound Copper, and I have a black lab Maggie (but she lives at my parents house)
15. Who pays the bills?
Well don't live together right now, but he has the full time job if that counts :P
16. Who cooks dinner?
He does! Me and kitchens don't mix LOL
17. Who drives when you are together?
I did when he came down here ^^
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
He refuses to let me pay because he has the full time job and I am still in college
19. Who's the most stubborn?
Me, I am very stubborn I will admit it
20. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
He does, and I hate being wrong :P
21. Whose family do you see more?
I think this one is pretty obvious with what has been happening to me lately. (and I have actually talked to his family a couple of times :D)
22. Who named your pet?
I did
23. Who kissed who first?
He kissed me first, it was great
24. Who asked who out?
I did *blushes*
25. What did you do on your first date?
We went to Chick-fil-A and then went to see my roommate in concert at a local club
26. Who's more sensitive?
He is more sensitive, but we are both kind of sensitive
27. Who's taller?
Me, he is my little shorty *giggles and hides* I am 6' 6.5" he is 5' 9"
28. Who has more friends?
I guess I do, he keeps telling me he has only one friend but I don't believe him
29. Who has more siblings?
He does, an older and younger brother. I only have a little sister
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
He does, he makes the most money. And the whole sissy thing makes me more the female side *blushes*
That's me without a doubt XD
2. Who said “I love you” first?
I think I did, but I am not sure
3. Who is the morning person?
Me, I have to make him go to bed so he can wake up for work (he gonna get me for that LOL)
4. Who sings better?
He says I do, but I don't think so
5. Who’s older?
He is by exactly one year
6. Who’s smarter?
I have more book smarts, but he has more street smarts...so I say its even
7. Whose temper is worse?
I have an awful temper, he is usually chill
8. Who does the laundry?
I do that
9. Who does the dishes?
He does that
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
I sleep on the left, and I still do even though he ain't here
11. Whose feet are bigger?
Mine, I wear 15 and he wears 11 1/2
12. Whose hair is longer?
I think we both have the same haircut actually
13. Who’s better with the computer?
Him, talking computers with me is less fun than talking with the wall
14. Do you have pets?
He has a red boned coon hound Copper, and I have a black lab Maggie (but she lives at my parents house)
15. Who pays the bills?
Well don't live together right now, but he has the full time job if that counts :P
16. Who cooks dinner?
He does! Me and kitchens don't mix LOL
17. Who drives when you are together?
I did when he came down here ^^
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
He refuses to let me pay because he has the full time job and I am still in college
19. Who's the most stubborn?
Me, I am very stubborn I will admit it
20. Who is the first one to admit when they're wrong?
He does, and I hate being wrong :P
21. Whose family do you see more?
I think this one is pretty obvious with what has been happening to me lately. (and I have actually talked to his family a couple of times :D)
22. Who named your pet?
I did
23. Who kissed who first?
He kissed me first, it was great
24. Who asked who out?
I did *blushes*
25. What did you do on your first date?
We went to Chick-fil-A and then went to see my roommate in concert at a local club
26. Who's more sensitive?
He is more sensitive, but we are both kind of sensitive
27. Who's taller?
Me, he is my little shorty *giggles and hides* I am 6' 6.5" he is 5' 9"
28. Who has more friends?
I guess I do, he keeps telling me he has only one friend but I don't believe him
29. Who has more siblings?
He does, an older and younger brother. I only have a little sister
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
He does, he makes the most money. And the whole sissy thing makes me more the female side *blushes*
Ok, so what went down
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Ok, so today at 2 o'clock I made an appointment with the school Psychologist. I was really nervous checking in, I know the whole doctor patient agreement thing, but still it was nerve racking for me.
When I first got there, I told her that I was suffering from depression, a lack of accomplishment, and I was having thoughts of hurting myself. (Now let me clarify. When I say hurting myself, I mean going out and getting so drunk that I can't feel or remember anything, or doing something reckless, like some kind of stunt or something of that nature)
When I first got there, she got right to work explaining all the details of what will happen in sessions and that she only has to report what I say to the school if I have suicidal thoughts. She then got me started on why I don't feel any sort of accomplishment. I said that I feel like I have nothing to hang onto, something in my mind worth remembering. I told her my friends say just being a good person is an accomplishment, but that I don't feel that way. To me that is just part of being a person, it comes with a heart and a conscious. She then asked me about graduating high school, and I told her I graduate with honors. She then went into how many people don't graduate high school and those that do tend to struggle through college. I told her that I didn't see that as accomplishment because it was expected of me, I mean if I didn't I failed (for Christ sake I got grounded for my first B). She asked who puts kind of pressure on me that I feel these things are expected. Of course I said my parents, and it seems no matter what I do I am never good enough. She said that every time I accomplish something, my parents raise the bar higher. However, I told her it is not exactly the same with my little sister. She does the same things as me but she gets praise. She told me that is because I am the older child and being male. Coming to that conclusion, I will have to accept that no matter what I do is never going to be good enough.
We went into my depression. Which again, is related to my parents. I told her about me being gay, she said, "GREAT! I am a supporter." Which totally caught me by surprise. I told her about what happened to me over spring break, and that I don't know what to do about their rejection. She asked me if I was happy with my boyfriend, and I told her after my trip I was sure about our relationship and that being with him is what truly made me happy. I went into that it was about anything physical, but emotionally. He makes me feel so comfortable and that I could see myself with him forever. She then asked me if I thought my parents would ever accept it, and I know they won't. My parents are just like that. She told me what I will have to do is to make "another family" or basically a circle of people that I turn to and can be substituted as one. (I think I starting to find that I already have that ^^) However, she gave me 2 options. I can either live life I am now, or I can do the alternative and be happy.
I want to be happy, I also don't want Cody to go through what I am going through. He is too good to me to deserve that. I told her I was scared if I came out to people around here, but I knew that I to. Because it feels like I have been living my life backwards, feeling that my parents need to know everything about me. I now see that I was wrong, if they are going to act like that, they don't deserve it, my friends and the people around me deserve to see the real me. I told her I probably she be more open about my sexually. She told me take it slow, celebrate it with myself and those closest to me, then start to come out to those around me. I told her I was scared about how other would react. She told me that I would have to stop worrying so much about that and learn to make myself happy (which, if you haven't caught on by now, is COMPLETELY new to me)
So after a lot of tissues and a few hours of counseling here I am. I look forward to my next session on Monday the 22nd.
Ok that's probably too much, but hey I wanted to write it ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Ok, so today at 2 o'clock I made an appointment with the school Psychologist. I was really nervous checking in, I know the whole doctor patient agreement thing, but still it was nerve racking for me.
When I first got there, I told her that I was suffering from depression, a lack of accomplishment, and I was having thoughts of hurting myself. (Now let me clarify. When I say hurting myself, I mean going out and getting so drunk that I can't feel or remember anything, or doing something reckless, like some kind of stunt or something of that nature)
When I first got there, she got right to work explaining all the details of what will happen in sessions and that she only has to report what I say to the school if I have suicidal thoughts. She then got me started on why I don't feel any sort of accomplishment. I said that I feel like I have nothing to hang onto, something in my mind worth remembering. I told her my friends say just being a good person is an accomplishment, but that I don't feel that way. To me that is just part of being a person, it comes with a heart and a conscious. She then asked me about graduating high school, and I told her I graduate with honors. She then went into how many people don't graduate high school and those that do tend to struggle through college. I told her that I didn't see that as accomplishment because it was expected of me, I mean if I didn't I failed (for Christ sake I got grounded for my first B). She asked who puts kind of pressure on me that I feel these things are expected. Of course I said my parents, and it seems no matter what I do I am never good enough. She said that every time I accomplish something, my parents raise the bar higher. However, I told her it is not exactly the same with my little sister. She does the same things as me but she gets praise. She told me that is because I am the older child and being male. Coming to that conclusion, I will have to accept that no matter what I do is never going to be good enough.
We went into my depression. Which again, is related to my parents. I told her about me being gay, she said, "GREAT! I am a supporter." Which totally caught me by surprise. I told her about what happened to me over spring break, and that I don't know what to do about their rejection. She asked me if I was happy with my boyfriend, and I told her after my trip I was sure about our relationship and that being with him is what truly made me happy. I went into that it was about anything physical, but emotionally. He makes me feel so comfortable and that I could see myself with him forever. She then asked me if I thought my parents would ever accept it, and I know they won't. My parents are just like that. She told me what I will have to do is to make "another family" or basically a circle of people that I turn to and can be substituted as one. (I think I starting to find that I already have that ^^) However, she gave me 2 options. I can either live life I am now, or I can do the alternative and be happy.
I want to be happy, I also don't want Cody to go through what I am going through. He is too good to me to deserve that. I told her I was scared if I came out to people around here, but I knew that I to. Because it feels like I have been living my life backwards, feeling that my parents need to know everything about me. I now see that I was wrong, if they are going to act like that, they don't deserve it, my friends and the people around me deserve to see the real me. I told her I probably she be more open about my sexually. She told me take it slow, celebrate it with myself and those closest to me, then start to come out to those around me. I told her I was scared about how other would react. She told me that I would have to stop worrying so much about that and learn to make myself happy (which, if you haven't caught on by now, is COMPLETELY new to me)
So after a lot of tissues and a few hours of counseling here I am. I look forward to my next session on Monday the 22nd.
Ok that's probably too much, but hey I wanted to write it ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I'm going to see a Psychologist
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
I have given up the fight. I have decided enough is enough and I am going to check myself in with the psychologist here on campus. I am suffering from major depression, and I am having thoughts of hurting myself and others.
I feel like I have never accomplished anything significant in my life, and when I get the chance I choke under the pressure. My friends and roommates have been saying that I have accomplished stuff, but I still don't see it. I am fighting urges of hatred towards my family and how they can't accept who I am, I have even considered faking my own death to get away from them.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I have given up the fight. I have decided enough is enough and I am going to check myself in with the psychologist here on campus. I am suffering from major depression, and I am having thoughts of hurting myself and others.
I feel like I have never accomplished anything significant in my life, and when I get the chance I choke under the pressure. My friends and roommates have been saying that I have accomplished stuff, but I still don't see it. I am fighting urges of hatred towards my family and how they can't accept who I am, I have even considered faking my own death to get away from them.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
The time has come and gone v.v
Posted 15 years agoWell Cody's trip with me is over. We had to say our goodbyes tonight, and it was the most painful goodbye I have ever made. We both cried so much, I even had to pull over to the side of the road a few miles away because I was crying too hard.
I loved every minute with him, everything felt so comfortable and right while he was right beside me. This place takes a lot out of me and beats my love for him down, but finally having the chance to be together made everything better. Now that he is gone, I look around my room and miss him. Everything seems so empty, and lying here in my bed I can almost feel him here with me when I close my eyes. It's been barely 2 hours since we said goodbye and feels like it has been 24 hours, I miss him so much already. T_T
I want to thank
tavimunk and 
ozziekitskunk for letting him stay with them and showing him a good time. We had such a good time hanging out with yall tonight and last night. I am sure you he will be fine and I wish I could be there now.
I can't wait to see Cody again. I feel like something is missing with me now. I know he likes it when I pick songs for him to listen to so I wanted to post a few for him and anyone else who cares to listen.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmIuNEhDTu4 - Lady Antebellum "When You Got a Good Thing" "Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man, lookin' at you standing there, I know I am."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBErCVNP6rM - Brad Paisley "Little Moments" "When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark, and about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm, and I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb, but she looks so much like an angel that I don't wanna wake her up."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhZ1BdMtw_Q - Rob Thomas "Little Wonders" "Our lives are made in these small hours, these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate. Time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKS_yJl_x70 - George Striat "You'll Be There" "Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer, let the weather take me anywhere, but I know I wanna go, where the streets are gold, cause you'll be there."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JE0HovpAzw - Owl City "Vanilla Twilight" "The silence isn't so bad, 'til I look at my hands and feel sad, 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where your's fit perfectly."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKHu1SowbwQ - Rascal Flatts "Close" (ok I know this one is a break-up song but the lyric is so true even when you just have to say goodbye) "It makes her feel close, makes her smile, it's like he's with her almost, til the tears take over. She's still in hell"
I loved every minute with him, everything felt so comfortable and right while he was right beside me. This place takes a lot out of me and beats my love for him down, but finally having the chance to be together made everything better. Now that he is gone, I look around my room and miss him. Everything seems so empty, and lying here in my bed I can almost feel him here with me when I close my eyes. It's been barely 2 hours since we said goodbye and feels like it has been 24 hours, I miss him so much already. T_T
I want to thank
tavimunk and 
ozziekitskunk for letting him stay with them and showing him a good time. We had such a good time hanging out with yall tonight and last night. I am sure you he will be fine and I wish I could be there now.I can't wait to see Cody again. I feel like something is missing with me now. I know he likes it when I pick songs for him to listen to so I wanted to post a few for him and anyone else who cares to listen.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmIuNEhDTu4 - Lady Antebellum "When You Got a Good Thing" "Everybody keeps telling me I'm such a lucky man, lookin' at you standing there, I know I am."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBErCVNP6rM - Brad Paisley "Little Moments" "When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark, and about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm, and I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb, but she looks so much like an angel that I don't wanna wake her up."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhZ1BdMtw_Q - Rob Thomas "Little Wonders" "Our lives are made in these small hours, these little wonders, these twists & turns of fate. Time falls away, but these small hours, these small hours still remain."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKS_yJl_x70 - George Striat "You'll Be There" "Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer, let the weather take me anywhere, but I know I wanna go, where the streets are gold, cause you'll be there."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_JE0HovpAzw - Owl City "Vanilla Twilight" "The silence isn't so bad, 'til I look at my hands and feel sad, 'cause the spaces between my fingers are right where your's fit perfectly."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vKHu1SowbwQ - Rascal Flatts "Close" (ok I know this one is a break-up song but the lyric is so true even when you just have to say goodbye) "It makes her feel close, makes her smile, it's like he's with her almost, til the tears take over. She's still in hell"
My mate is here! ^^
Posted 15 years agoYes Cody flew in here safely yesterday ^^
He spent the night with me, and everything is awesome. I love just having him here, being able to actually see him, hear him, etc. We spent most of last night just talking with each other, maybe getting 2 hours of actual sleep.
I love him so much and its getting better everyday ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
He spent the night with me, and everything is awesome. I love just having him here, being able to actually see him, hear him, etc. We spent most of last night just talking with each other, maybe getting 2 hours of actual sleep.
I love him so much and its getting better everyday ^^
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
LOL....oh wait you aint kidding o.O
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
I got a scare today. My roommate hasn't been feeling well all this week, so he went to the clinic here on campus. The nurse said she didn't quite know what was wrong with him. She said there are a few things a could be and one of them is the bubonic plague. When he told me I just laughed thinking he was kidding, but he didn't laugh. He was serious, we have had a few cases this year! WTF the same one you learn about in history class! Well my roomy went back later to see a different nurse and she couldn't diagnose him either :/ So we don't know what is wrong with but DAMN what a scare
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I got a scare today. My roommate hasn't been feeling well all this week, so he went to the clinic here on campus. The nurse said she didn't quite know what was wrong with him. She said there are a few things a could be and one of them is the bubonic plague. When he told me I just laughed thinking he was kidding, but he didn't laugh. He was serious, we have had a few cases this year! WTF the same one you learn about in history class! Well my roomy went back later to see a different nurse and she couldn't diagnose him either :/ So we don't know what is wrong with but DAMN what a scare
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I'm back
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone
I am back baby. Got my computer and everything is fixed and I didnt get charged for the repairs.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I am back baby. Got my computer and everything is fixed and I didnt get charged for the repairs.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
I have to be gone away awhile
Posted 15 years agoHello everyone,
Well I will be away for awhile. My laptop was experiencing so problems with the screen. So I went to have it fixed at Best Buy, since I bought the extended warranty. Well they can't fix it in-store, so I had to ship it away. It will take anywhere from 1.5-2 weeks to repair it.
So that means no yahoo, skype, and or internet (I am borrowing a friends laptop to write this). I would get on my phone IM but it being monitored and all, I am locked.
I will be back as soon as possible.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well I will be away for awhile. My laptop was experiencing so problems with the screen. So I went to have it fixed at Best Buy, since I bought the extended warranty. Well they can't fix it in-store, so I had to ship it away. It will take anywhere from 1.5-2 weeks to repair it.
So that means no yahoo, skype, and or internet (I am borrowing a friends laptop to write this). I would get on my phone IM but it being monitored and all, I am locked.
I will be back as soon as possible.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Its my mate's Birthday! ^^
Posted 16 years agoand mine 2! XD
Yes, my mate
codybear and I share the same birthday, adds to the whole twin thing ^^
So please go poke him and wish him a very happy birthday. I know he would greatly appreciate it ^^
I will be celebrating my 21st birthday, so hopefully I won't do anything too stupid XD
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Love you Teddy Bear <3
Yes, my mate
codybear and I share the same birthday, adds to the whole twin thing ^^So please go poke him and wish him a very happy birthday. I know he would greatly appreciate it ^^
I will be celebrating my 21st birthday, so hopefully I won't do anything too stupid XD
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Love you Teddy Bear <3
FML
Posted 16 years agoWell I have returned to my parents' house for my doctor's appointment. This place doesn't feel right, I kinda hate this place now. It feels like lies, everything seems to be fake. I can't wait to get outta here again.
I also got some bad news from my doctor. My left shoulder dislocated 3 times in 2009. Now if it had only been once physical therapy would have been enough. However, 3 times raises alarms and I will have to a special MRI in which dye is injected into my shoulder to see any tiny details that may be causing this. The MRI is not what I am worried about, there's a 90% chance I will need surgery to fix it. Which means I cannot get cleared to play golf, no golf means no scholarship, no scholarship means no books this semester. Even worse than that is my coach may not even let me play next year.
So I am feeling pretty depressed at the moment. It's kinda funny how I had everything in place for once, only to have it all come crashing down in a matter of a few weeks.
I also got some bad news from my doctor. My left shoulder dislocated 3 times in 2009. Now if it had only been once physical therapy would have been enough. However, 3 times raises alarms and I will have to a special MRI in which dye is injected into my shoulder to see any tiny details that may be causing this. The MRI is not what I am worried about, there's a 90% chance I will need surgery to fix it. Which means I cannot get cleared to play golf, no golf means no scholarship, no scholarship means no books this semester. Even worse than that is my coach may not even let me play next year.
So I am feeling pretty depressed at the moment. It's kinda funny how I had everything in place for once, only to have it all come crashing down in a matter of a few weeks.
"in my pants" meme
Posted 16 years agoSnagged from the 
Binki
1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up (skipping titles like "Fugue in D Minor") and add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Bold the ones that actually made you laugh out loud.
1. Hold on loosely in my pants
2. For the love in my pants
3. My Hero in my pants
4. Over & Over in my pants
5. Your Guardian Angel in my pants
6. What Lies Beneath in my pants
7. Give Me More Time in my pants
8. I Don't Have to be Me ('til Monday) in my pants
9. What I've Done in my pants
10. Should've When You Could've in my pants
11. Big Pimpin in my pants
12. Carry You Home in my pants
13. Thnks fr he Memories in my pants
13. As Good as I Once Was in my pants
14. Holding On in my pants
15. Did You in my pants
Binki1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up (skipping titles like "Fugue in D Minor") and add "in my pants" to the end.
3.) Bold the ones that actually made you laugh out loud.
1. Hold on loosely in my pants
2. For the love in my pants
3. My Hero in my pants
4. Over & Over in my pants
5. Your Guardian Angel in my pants
6. What Lies Beneath in my pants
7. Give Me More Time in my pants
8. I Don't Have to be Me ('til Monday) in my pants
9. What I've Done in my pants
10. Should've When You Could've in my pants
11. Big Pimpin in my pants
12. Carry You Home in my pants
13. Thnks fr he Memories in my pants
13. As Good as I Once Was in my pants
14. Holding On in my pants
15. Did You in my pants
Needed to write something
Posted 16 years agoHello Everyone,
Well its’ time for to put up a journal, and this well be a year in review journal. I will leave out my non-furry related stuff.
Well on December 4th, 2008 another random guy decided to join the furry fandom. That guy would me. I decided after months of searching FA, and years of living in my “little box,” that I would throw caution to the wind and do something “different” for once. It wasn’t hard to choose a fursona, my favorite animal is bear so that was an obvious choice. The hard part was becoming social. I am a VERY shy person by nature and you can only barely know someone by a short paragraph on a userpage. I got a yahoo account after tavimunk and ozziekitskunk talked about how easy it was to get to know other furs, though I am still shy.
Another stepping stone was meeting other furs. My first were the two mentioned above and their brofur
triphazard They were great, and helped me to get out my “little box.”
They also sorta led to another breakthrough of mine, admitting I was a cub. I had denied it since I first got into the fandom, but after meeting them and learning of a bunch of similarities I could deny it no longer. I can honestly say that I have no regrets about becoming one. It is one of the funniest and stress-relieving things I have ever done.
I have met so many nice people, two of the most influential people (besides the ones listed above) are binki and codybear my two brofurs. They have really helped me, just by letting me get to know them. I have learned so much from them.
In November I became mated to Cody <3 and was finally happy with everything. There was only one problem…my parents. So while I was (and still am til the 9th) at my parents’ house I told my mom about me and Cody and his visit down here to met me. Well she broke down and told my father. He flipped his S*** and yelled at me about everything. He got on my computer and found everything I had about my furry lifestyle. Well he took away my keys, made me delete all my furry stuff, and changed my cell phone number. So I now do everything in secret, deleting my internet history, and only getting on yahoo at night. I can’t wait to get outta here, and I have got some plans on how I will re-hide my furry and cub stuff ;)
However, this week I gotta go with my little sister to her school in Texas. My parents claim it’s not punishment, but I feel otherwise. So I hope to see y’all soon.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
Well its’ time for to put up a journal, and this well be a year in review journal. I will leave out my non-furry related stuff.
Well on December 4th, 2008 another random guy decided to join the furry fandom. That guy would me. I decided after months of searching FA, and years of living in my “little box,” that I would throw caution to the wind and do something “different” for once. It wasn’t hard to choose a fursona, my favorite animal is bear so that was an obvious choice. The hard part was becoming social. I am a VERY shy person by nature and you can only barely know someone by a short paragraph on a userpage. I got a yahoo account after
tavimunk and ozziekitskunk talked about how easy it was to get to know other furs, though I am still shy.Another stepping stone was meeting other furs. My first were the two mentioned above and their brofur
triphazard They were great, and helped me to get out my “little box.”They also sorta led to another breakthrough of mine, admitting I was a cub. I had denied it since I first got into the fandom, but after meeting them and learning of a bunch of similarities I could deny it no longer. I can honestly say that I have no regrets about becoming one. It is one of the funniest and stress-relieving things I have ever done.
I have met so many nice people, two of the most influential people (besides the ones listed above) are
binki and codybear my two brofurs. They have really helped me, just by letting me get to know them. I have learned so much from them.In November I became mated to Cody <3 and was finally happy with everything. There was only one problem…my parents. So while I was (and still am til the 9th) at my parents’ house I told my mom about me and Cody and his visit down here to met me. Well she broke down and told my father. He flipped his S*** and yelled at me about everything. He got on my computer and found everything I had about my furry lifestyle. Well he took away my keys, made me delete all my furry stuff, and changed my cell phone number. So I now do everything in secret, deleting my internet history, and only getting on yahoo at night. I can’t wait to get outta here, and I have got some plans on how I will re-hide my furry and cub stuff ;)
However, this week I gotta go with my little sister to her school in Texas. My parents claim it’s not punishment, but I feel otherwise. So I hope to see y’all soon.
Thanks for reading,
KaGe
How things change when FA is down
Posted 16 years agoHello everyone,
YAY FA is back up!
While it was away somethings changed in my life. I got mated to the most wonderful guy imaginable codybear I came out about my feelings for him on the sunday before FA crashed. I was really nervous about the whole thing, seeing that I had kept these feelings hidden for about a month. Much to my suprise he felt the same way about me.
I was so relieved and happy to find out we felt the same way about each other. Everyday I feel closer to the boy. We have been talking all week and really getting to the know each other at the core. I have felt comfortable telling him things I have never told anyone.
He just makes me so happy and I love him! KaGe <3 Cody
YAY FA is back up!
While it was away somethings changed in my life. I got mated to the most wonderful guy imaginable
codybear I came out about my feelings for him on the sunday before FA crashed. I was really nervous about the whole thing, seeing that I had kept these feelings hidden for about a month. Much to my suprise he felt the same way about me.I was so relieved and happy to find out we felt the same way about each other. Everyday I feel closer to the boy. We have been talking all week and really getting to the know each other at the core. I have felt comfortable telling him things I have never told anyone.
He just makes me so happy and I love him! KaGe <3 Cody
