IM GOING TO HAWAII!!!

On this spring!

How I got it? Well thanks to my family who won it and it was chilling experience from reward event and yes I'm at casino hotel building. That explain why I'm not Twitch streaming.

So sorry for hearing this, I hope you guys enjoy this spring break.

Playing PARTY HARD tycoon and you guys are welcome to join!

https://www.twitch.tv/kai151drandro

hope to see you guys soon!

Now in live!

I'm testing out on bluestack program then move on to fallout 4. This is going to sucks. :D

https://www.twitch.tv/kai151drandro

My Tablet broke but all broken as when ever I tap the board with my pen, it acted crazy at first but then later went back to normal, but went back to crazy as it trolls me. Plus.. the pressure sensitive isn't working well as well.

So today, I brought new tablet online will be coming in few days, and it's going to be Wacom tablet which I seen tons of people are using it and I feel like I'm only some artists who are using non Wacom tablet. I'm not even going to comparing which tablet even better. I may going to use Wacom tablet anyway.

The biggest downside personally for myself is that I used up my savings for my Nintendo switch. So now before I'll get my new tablet.. fuck it, I may going to focus on fetishes art on FurAffinity, not on DeviantART, because I know there are going to be kinks shamer.

I know not many people are interesting on my drawings, much and I'm positive sure there will be in the future.

If any fetishes fans are interesting, feel free going through my FurAffinity, soon lust commission will open for first time on there. I'll be posting fetishes art there. As for you Kiddies, don't dare yourself peaking my FA page, because your not going to like it from seeing tons of lust, trust me.

FurAffinity link:
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/kai151drandro/

I really going to need money for food on college as well just in case if I go broke..

Before I'm going to end this.

Starting in the morning, or around after noon, I'll be starting streaming on Twitch with my outdated appearance on Twitch. I may going to see if I can stream Fallout 4 (It's Free weekend for this game! :D), And I'll so my first experience for streaming twitch. I'll see what I can do for this Twitch career.

If you want to be the first user to your welcome to follow and prepare for livestream.

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/kai151drandro

And it's official now, I'll be doing weekend gaming and.. Friday as well. I may going to be often playing games like minecraft, or daily brawlhallah game

Because the voting poll
http://www.strawpoll.me/14962943

Thank you for reading as I hope you guys have a great day!

Hay Guys, Draggy or Kai here. Today the obviously from the title is that I finally made set up for my Twitch channel. So soon when I'm finish doing more drawings for my Twitch banner, I will start streaming! any good games, that can be challenging, fan made challenging or even free games that I downloaded from Steam. I also did got good amount of games for Twitch career.

I want to give thanks to  dinosaurio dinosaurio and  scadudles scadudles for helpping me set up build up twitch requirement.

Later, if I got Sony Vegas Movie maker, I will do Youtube gaming career. BUT if you going to ask me. "Why can't you post unedited video?" No, because I want to mute the swearing, the weird part on gaming, and maybe skip the boring part. I would keep you get feel entertainment. That I'm going to do.

When I'm ready for livestream, I can set on Strawpoll on my own discord server early on Certain games that I'm up for big event. There will be voice chat as well featuring my trustful good friends and people who I approve joining in.

And that's all what's going to happen on my Twitch channel, and if you want to follow me already now. Here you go!

https://www.twitch.tv/kai151drandro

I hope enjoy reading all this but before I end this.

My discord server the Social Art critiques is now finally open.

I made new rules and your stuck on one channel, please let us know and your info about yourself. I wanted to keep the server safe and socializing with artist among.

Here a stawpoll and discord server link. Make sure you vote where you would like to see me stream rather everyday or weekend.

Thank you for reading and have a great day!

Strawpoll:
http://www.strawpoll.me/14962943

Discord server link ends about 24 hours:
https://discord.gg/e8DpCp

Oh yeah! I may going to use this for twitch stream. You can get one as well for limit time only!

https://www.humblebundle.com/store/.....sia-collection

It been about a week and couple of days and I know I said a month, but.. week and few days got me patch up was good enough. Which I wanted to take a break from the internet because.. the break down I been having. So now I have move on off from my head.

Now that's out of away, now let's talk about my future content.

in the future, There will be make over for my profiles on somes sites.

As soon, on sites
will be there will be posters for my twitter, Twitch stream, youtube, which I want to make custom build for them.

Gaming steam will happen on my twitch channel, soon after when I'm finish set up building my Twitch channel on my own style.

Character development where I can show case my character development work as I'm working on story.

pixel art, fan arts on artists who I like around, animation art and more in the future.

I hope 2018 will be better than 2017, which there is things that I wanted to forget and focus on something new.

Happy new years eve!

Not much to say, but it was a great birthday from after San Diego travel, to getting back, playing Terraria with my friend on livestream.

Thanks guys and those who couldn't speak to me, don't worry, I understand as I'm fine around.

Have a great day as I have enjoyed around this month.

Ok, quick news as this may going to be crappy writing. so here we go.

First my birthday.

If you guys are plan to make gift drawings for me and you guys are going nilly willy to draw my OC. You really don't have to do it at all, you can simple wish me for happy birthday, plus.. if you guys are plan to spend money for gifts for me (such as art work for my OC or eshop/steam gift cards), you don't have to do it as well. BUT you still got your own choice to do it or not, as I'm suggesting you guys that you don't have to.

It feels like it doesn't matter if I do get gifts or not.

Another thing along side my birthday, which is.. I'm done with figure class for this college season, which.. now I have learn new skills on figure class, and I may choose few drawings that I would share it on here, and along side with other sites.

Specially my NSFW tumblr account, which.. I'll be sharing those images. (even though I stop going tumblr these days).

For painting class, I'm gladly learned new skills on painting and in the future, I would do commission painting, so I can paint your characters, when I'm able to learn to send mail, which I gotta to know about sending mail boxes, stay tune for the future.

The down side, which I'll be away from home as I was about to make birthday gifts and.. join my friend on livestream gaming as I'll be gone for this weekend till Monday, as Monday is my birthday going to start. I may going to still be active on sometimes, specially discord, and twitter which I'm there as always.

Last, When I get back home, I may still updating my PC, as I'm almost done getting things set up my PC. As this brand new PC got tons of cool stuff such as painting program, video maker, and more cool stuff as starter. Well I can portend this is my birthday gift after black Friday event as I wanted promise my family that I'll do commission in the future.

Any who, thank you for reading my journal as this is a crappy writing as I hope I see you guys on my birthday.

Here the reason why I stop going FA again from the title know this sounds stupid, out of place, and.. more like a pussy talk as more I think about it.

The reason why that I been unsettle with bad memories been taken over me and cost me to be unsocial with most furries around furry fandom around furry fandom.

I felt unwelcome, and wanting me leave the fandom and I did had few people telling me "Go kill yourself", "your not welcome here because of this" and stuff like this. Which.. I felt like the pass stay with me. I was struggle till I found a rant community.

I must confess why I spend time with the rant community? well I WAS ALMOST going to cost a lot of trouble, I kinda don't want to talk about it there is there was a bright side that happen to me.

The bright side is that I made new friends on there, and they are able to take care the thing as I been struggle with as they're able to calm myself down. As there is thing that no matter what happens to us.

The past will always stay behind how no matter how brutal how you felt when people say like this "The Past stay with you". They will try to keep trying to ruin you as they don't care on you as all they do it for gaining populations. As they think is Sooo cool to pick on users by bringing up the past and trying to make you chicken out as this made felt uneasy among other users, as this been on going for pass months and now i'm feeling feeling cure now.

If I keep feeling uneasy as always I would have Kill off Kai Drandro which my main OC would been Henry as always (I know he look like a furry but I consider he's not a furry character). I would have stop hang around with other furs, and I would have fear taken over me and trying to fight back users who did bashing me and smack talk through private to private message.

Now days I'm feeling fine now. So I can finally post my drawings on here, and finally get along with you guys again. I feel like I miss those fun, and I know there is tons of NSFW that I'm into. But I miss some people who I couldn't talk to, and get back joining some of they're servers.

And those who want to smack talk me, wanted to portend to be my friend again, create fake comments, and specially portend by saying "You ruin this user's life it's your fault". They're just a stain to me. a piece of stain that I wanted to take that stain off of me and make things clean up I will not fall those lies that sounds like it was true to me.

I would write down those users on they're names on this journal but I feel like would be messy to do it. So give thanks to those users from ranter community. Thank you very much.

Any who before we end this.

My birthday is coming Dec 11

I'm opening discord server on here. Link will expire in about 24 hours and yes, we do allow NSFW pics as you guys are welcome to get along with me.
https://discord.gg/rrXpsM


I'll be posting my drawings on here finally

improving profile will be updating soon.

hopping I could need critiques to do fetishes art for you fatties and hyper fans.

I'll do my best to have you guys enjoy with me.

Thank you for reading this journal as I hope you guys have a great day!

thank you so much!

Hello everybody.

This is DraggyStar, and I got some news around.

Starting Monday, I'll be off to go to college which I'll be on class on Monday and Wednesday, which I'll be focus on improvement painting, and improve anatomy, which.. as much I wanted to improve my art skills.

painting class as much I wanted to improve and soon sell painting work that might be worth to sell, and I have interest doing painting.

Anatomy which I may focus nudity, which I can try draw well doing sexual focus drawings for FurAffinity commission in the future. (yes.. there will be Pornography)

The down side: Lack of money that I'm having which.. I may force to try to spend money on requirement art tools, and food as well which I may always eating a dollar price soup which.. I keep eating those everyday when ever I'm at college or maybe other 99 cent store, which I am still Poor in real life.

Another thing I got suggested a friend and few artist as metsion this site over and over around twitter. I keep seeing this

Ko-Fi in cafe coffee theme site which this is pretty much donations.

This site is showing appreciation for artist who earn tips, by tips I mean like money, as they earn payment from your donations.

I don't know where to explain by there info about on this link.

https://ko-fi.com/Home/About

I already made one account, for one of my favorite artist as I thought I can simply give him coffee like simply give it a fav but.. I realizing about this site.

https://ko-fi.com/draggystar

I have this account on there, but.. isn't link Paypal yet.

Look, I didn't link paypal and I did had fear getting hack attack from linking to my real life email, which I linked my paypal account on my secondary google account where is DraggyStar youtube channel is linked, as much I want to learn when using Paypal, and link when sending paypal money to my real life account.

I know this is pity that I'm saying, but there things that I don't know and I must know about.

I did wanted money just to get better PC other than using my laptop which my laptop is going to be use for work, for PC, there will be PC games, can give it try do livestream if stable, and.. finally do gaming stream as well.

If I use my laptop for gaming stream, my stream will be unstable m so does any games which.. it's a down side as it happen as I did started livestream on undertale game but.. the down side things became epic failure, but funny at the same time when I had collaboration stream with my friend  Tyranosaur . Which.. not matter the stream becoming a failure, amount of crash, and failing art part of entertainment that we had. So I did enjoyed it with unstable connections.

Along side when getting better PC, I could do gaming content on my own first channel named Kai Drandro, which. That one I could give it a try as well. And Kai will be Mascot for that channel as well.

There will be Minecraft topics, Random free games and games that is in my library that I never touched.

I also got games that I got it from low price sales on steam which I got like Psychonauts, as this game got me my interest when I heard about was under rated game or maybe a game that earn to be recognizing, I got tons of half life games, that I would do lets plays on them. Many of them I never finished and expect half life 1 which which I think I'm half way there, but.. I feel like why not I do let's play with my own reactions. In the future that I would give it try on youtube gaming career.

Back to Youtube topic.
I finally made some updates for DraggyStar channel account, appeance for this channel look like this.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCs.....JAEZIFsI5xloIw

Still no backgrounds which I'm going to work on it soon. after when I'm done with sprite work for ranting videos, as the sketch work is almost done.

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....5569/image.jpg

I gain some help on the way, and i got requirement items when making videos which i got Sony Vegas (give thanks to my friend insanekilled2003/Echo who gaved me one).

When I'm done doing requirement on building rant videos, I'll start posting videos about more likely at early days September. Yeah.. it's more likely to be there will be sudden events that I did face, and will be focus some users who shall not be named (Which I'm like not going to show they're real usernames, as much I don't want to cost tons drama which the drama been already been the pass)

Now for Discord server of mine.

I made something new as much i would support good artist, by doing monthly art show like I been doing on  reptilian-fandom on which now the group as over 200 members.

For Discord server on The Social Art Critiques, we will start review drawings on any channels that is on art topic and had to be made in this August. At this moment we got around 60 members, and might be close to 70 members.

We do had few people leaving, but we have improved as much we will support good artist as best we can. So for now, we no longer keep open the server monthly only, we are now open the server weekly on weekends, your also welcome to invite your friends as well if you wanted them to have they're own work be feature monthly art show, and also free to social, and make friends as well.

I know the server might be dead by the looks of it, but soon more active people happen in the future. We all started small but we all grew big.

You guys are welcome to Join my own server as this stills open. till 24 hours is off.
https://discord.gg/fRDMjx

That's all to say, now and I want to say thank you very much for reading and hope for the best on this month.

https://discord.gg/BqdQEz

Now open but.. this time we have monthly art week, if you posted your art work on one of these channels, that have to be made in August 2017, your art work will be feature one channel, and your link will be feature as well!

Link will always keep open till 24 hours is up, if you guys misses the invite, your welcome to ask me so I'll private message you guys.

Hello everybody it's DraggyStar here, I'm here to bring you that I'm opening discord again and i'll leave it open only about 3 days, or... if this server get raid, I may going to close it.

https://discord.gg/Xnaz8W5

The server got new perks around such as gaming, RP bots, and more different kinds of topics of art channels such as Digital,Traditional, Pixel, 3D model, animations and much much more channels like those.


As for now the server got over 58 members, 20 bots, and it's amazing that I made so far, and we got also ever more than different 30 channels! I know it's amazing!

mainly this server focus on Art Critiques as your welcome to join. The rules are in under rewritten work. so I hope you guys bereave and.. try to level up by commenting, since there is some rules are going to be restrict on sudden channels.

Please enjoy, and you may find some inspiration.

now for the next part.

I have't drawn much as I been focus on drawing reference sheet for so long, and will be up there for a moment. I'm not quite well how I took as I may need help to see any helpful tip to draw fast. in order to keep the time short as best as I can.

Too bad I wont do commissions since I'll be applying college very soon. Oh geez.. it's going to be tough time as I wanted to save money for better PC before black Friday happen on falls. Even I need money for food as well if I go to college. And I tend to buy the can of soup like everyday, and I do eat those while at college.

Oh well.. If i'm going to do commission for this month, well.. I may going to do inflation fetishes which.. I can draw them easily, I'm assume I can do it. But I would rather not be rush around just to earn money.

one thing I discover when i checking on twitter, as one artist share a link for a website called ko-fi as it's a place for donate money for creators artist but.. wait... isn't that more like patreon? but seemly simple as i look at this as I really liked the coffee style.

But sadly I'm not interesting opening a donations just to use these donations for food to eat, pay student fee, good software, better PC, and.. a screen touch monitor... (Of course I wanted those ;_;) But a friend of mine suggested me to do it in order to help me to get get these items for the internet So I can do videos on youtube, make art quickly, and maybe start up a gaming channel as well, (I would not spend those donations on games, because i felt wrong doing that as I rather earn my way to do it).

I say.. well.. I'm not ready yet to open donations. As much I would love to get to help, but I kinda don't want to be a burden..

Thank you guys for reading, as soon after this, I'll post new image and this is going to be almost my last reference sheet for time being.

Hello everyone, I know I haven't post much, even I been struggle and.. goofing off on steam games that I brought and I have enjoyed my time on there. but I enough how I'm doing there but.. there is things I must do to work on drawings and art, I got full Summer break from college season class and I must prepare do some drawings and see I could do commissions for first time in order to gain money, so I can use money for food, require items, and paying class fee for falls.

Another thing.. along side college prepare, I also wanted to have few goals that I should try to earn.

1. best mic - I may need the mic other than the mic that I'm using that is met for ear phones, so maybe I can do better if I'm going to do voice acting, and maybe do rant videos as well! And yes I'm thinking about becoming ranter as well, so maybe.. the future happen.

2. A better PC - Gaming would be fun as I can do playing with friends but.. why not be a youtuber gamer as well? So yeah so if I reach rightful goal, I will have better PC so some PC games that I have that I can do well balance on FF, plus.. with no lag to deal with as well.

3. Screen touch for PC - drawings can get little quickly if I had screen touch for PC, as much I wanted it. So I can do.. little faster while drawing on PC.

4. Nintendo switch - A goal that I wanted to have it as well, and it's optional to do it for me, and if I get another good amount of cash, I could also get another Nintendo switch for my bother as well.

That's all the goals I got.

And I'm hopping I do all my best to draw for you guys, and myself as well. As much I want to gain inspirations around.

One more thing that I would like to share before I end it.

here's another news that I'm going to share, and it's about my own Discord server.

Now on, over 40 users are in the server and we got about 5 police role users around included me as well!

mainly this server is focus on Critiques and social at the same time. We do have many channels like about more than 20 channels through type of art, social topics like gaming, Role Play, and many more!

The link will be right here and this link will open about 24 hours till it'll close down.
>>>https://discord.gg/g3FTgU <<<


If you missed it, your welcome to speak to me and i'll invite you to the server.

Make sure you read the rules and soon I'll hire users to the police role.

Thank you for reading and I hope you guys have a great day around! thank you!

http://store.steampowered.com/agech.....snr=1_4_4__100

So we got FREE limit game game, and it's amazing now amount of downloads from steam get.

And now it's spreading the news on gaming topic news around.

I already downloaded it as it's work in progress.

And what I feel this game, i find this game interesting fun when playing with friends, I have played the demo of it, and playing online with strangers can be.. alot of problem when teaming up, like... what happen the time I did played left 4 dead 2 which.. I had struggle with players being rude around. So it's the best that you play with friends online other than playing strangers, which playing with strangers can be alot of trouble to do team work.

Anyway.. i hope you guys get this game, and I could ask my friends to play with me on payday 2.

If you don't have steam, for the best to get it now before Limit time for payday give away times up.

Thank you for reading everybody!

Hay Guys, I made a new Discord server about a that is mainly about Art Critiques.

It was created about months ago till gaved me idea after seeing good ranter users on youtube, so I use my old dusty server group to make one for Art critiques.

We got about 20 user in the server, and we been helping each other on anatomy improvement.

We got many bunch of channels for type of art such as digital, traditional, animations, writing, 3D mod, music, and such other kinds.

Also channels that met to be separate among users for they're interest in order to keep things comfortable for users.

Make sure you read the main rules before you take any actions of this server.

Here the link and this invite will be open only 24 hours till it end it. if you miss it, you may have to ask me for invite again. Thank you for reading and hope some of you guys can come, and anyone is welcome as long you follow the rules.

https://discord.gg/AXcrJx

Let's take a moment from this event from few days ago that we lost 22 lives, 59 injured from between child to young adult, who were very hype to see Ariana Grande's performer event till the moment just happen.

As for Grande's reactions after she was able escape, she felt Broken what she just witness from tragic event near her among her fans running and screaming.. Broken..

Here are the links for the news to read and listen what happen on this event.

http://www.foxnews.com/world/2017/0.....dentified.html

https://www.washingtonpost.com/worl.....m=.cb0d7d5eafab

https://www.washingtonpost.com/worl.....m=.2d665bca71c4

http://money.cnn.com/2017/05/23/med.....our-suspended/

This is a worst moment in 2017, and let's do our best to spread the awareness. Thank you for reading..

So sorry for caps on title, but I want to share the news about this game called Saint Row 2 the second game of Saint row series. Have made officially free download to have for only Limited time only.

I suggest to get this game if you don't have any games to play with, want a free game from steam that seem worth than playing other free games, or maybe big fan of Saint row games or maybe GTA which.. this old Saint row game is pretty almost like GTAish game to me, and I get it Saint row games did used to had being.. rip off to GTA games..

Geez.. that was some cringe on my English writing.. but anyway.. just letting you guys know if you do check my Journals.

Anyway.. thank you for reading and here the Link to see the page on steam, please enjoy.
http://store.steampowered.com/app/9480/

I seened alot of people anger, unforgiving and being very negative on nintendo around the internet over they felt it was waste of money for Nintendo switch, but after amount of sold, it broke rank sales and i'm surely Nintendo can take care the trouble by adding a new upgrade, updates and take care the trouble that Nintendo switch had been coming, I know that's alot trouble but surely they can do it.

if you asking me if I do own switch? um... no.. because I'm poor that I am at all time, and I'm sure I'll get switch soon when Nintendo makes announcement.

So I had a birthday as now I'm 21 now with my friends wishing me happy birthday and few made gifts for me. But today.. I almost had near death experience that is getting choke from broken plastic fork as you can see in this link.
https://twitter.com/DraggyStar/stat.....87195190165505

what I felt almost swallowing the plastic fork piece was almost like swallowing piece of glass stick or something like that, my parents did freak out saw me getting choke and spitting out and we all agree we're not allow having plastic forks ever again as we all be using real fork but if we are going to keep using plastic fork again, we all make sure if it safe to use it.

honestly.. to be glad.. I survived from choking death or bleed death. And I want to say thank you guys for caring from the experience that I had today.

May going to stop being friends to some people who never speak to me that much.

Thank you for reading! and have a nice day!

PS, College is almost done so i can finally draw pic.

News update:
By next week from college I'll be finish but.. one problem that I know I'll fail on math class due family worries if I stay too much on college since reason why that thanks to Clown attack and you know why clowns are all over around but I really wanted to stay on Math lab and math lab is the place where I study math. Second another thing I did been wanting spend time with my friends online and trying to make friends in real life as well, Which I feel downer and loner around real life as I been to this town for about 4 years, which that is explain why I been a loner in real life but now I made real life friends now in real life, second on online, I did had a friend stop speaking me due of being longer on college and I dislike how when people treat you just no one, while your working on college as always. I kinda dislike this.

Art class:
I made new friends on the way and I learn new ways but other than digital which in the future if I find a scanner I could post all new style of art work other than furry fandom, pokemon or any source of things that I'm into, but someday.. Maybe bigger scanner?

The future:
I already knew I see this coming and I would fail math class again and I'll retake it, and Obviously math class again. I need to end Math class and if I don't, I pretty much going to stuck math class work forever till getting between C or A. I want to make sure my friends know why I'm going to be offline alot more.

Getting distracted:
I pretty much brought good games from steam and finally got pokemon Sun and the new 3DS. So yeah Pokemon Sun, Skyrim and you know why many people loved Skyrim, and Saints row 4 as I'm looking for help to make sure the game play runs perfect on frames since I'm stuck one level that keep ruining from the lag. So if anyone know how to make games smoothly.

Future drawings?:
Honestly I got alot but many of them are all sketches as manly of them are all colors live app and looking ways to animate flipnotes to animation program. I feel I don't want all drawings going to be made in colors live, I really want them to be made in SAI Paint and I'm still looking for info help on SAI paint. I may go try and find some info around the internet if no one helps me. Hope I'm able to finish them.

Birthday:
Yes... in 2 days that is Dec 11 which I don't think it'll be that great after feeling downer around as someone gaved me bad reminder which made me feel regret around. I hope my birthday will be good and will be stop being friends with people who never talk to me, birthdays to me worth caring to me and even worth forgiving to me.. I'm expecting no drama or hatred around, if it does happen around my birthday, it's deeply unforgiving to me..

That is all and thank you for reading and hoping things will be alright..

Since Pokemon sun and Moon going on, Im still not going to get it and even I got enough for pokemon sun game but I'm saving for the new 3DS on this black Friday and there will be alot of rampage going on this black friday.

I may not drawn much because of college these days even I hate math so much.

maybe someday I'll need help I could get to become better artist, find someone who could help me master SAI paint, and later do commission when math season is over.. someday.. I need help from you guys..

I want to say.. thank you for following me even lack of drawings and it's all thanks to math class that I need to get to pass. If I couldn't get pass well.. shit... stuck in another season with math class..

Anyway.. late drawings will come out soon.. someday..

Where the people with Justice? all I get people saying "we're fuck", telling plan to move to Canada, and others makes shitty memes that Trump would ruin us all.

I wanted to see people Justice and there should be hope but all i get seeing them just.. memes and memes over trump going to kill us all..

Amount of stress I been through college that I always wanted to finish math class in order to get to art class to improve my drawings and do a lot of commission in the future, get inspire for my favorite top artists from online, and have people care for me but I feel like I'll just end up just flipping dirty burgers, have still another hater make drama about me again, and... what's a point...

I feel the scarf keep me and put me major depressing from after seeing people act like they're giving up from after Donald Trump wins the elections.. And watching shitty memes for him more like your still support him as you suck his penis for him as he release memes out of his penis for you.

What's a point of this for me...

Where the people with Justice? all I get people saying "we're fuck" and telling plan to move to Canada, and others makes shitty memes that Trump would ruin us all.

I wanted to see people Justice and there should be hope but all i get seeing them just.. memes and memes over trump going to kill us all..

Amount of stress I been through college that I always wanted to finish math class in order to get to art class to improve my drawings and do a lot of commission in the future, get inspire for my favorite artist, and have people care for me but I feel like I'll just end up just flipping dirty burgers, have still another hater make drama about me again, and... what's a point...

I feel the scarf keep me and put me major depressing from after seeing people act like they're giving up from after Donald Trump wins the elections.. And watching shitty memes for him more like your still support him as you suck his penis for him as he release memes out of his penis for you.

What's a point of this for me...

Have we give up all of our Justice at all because of Trump winning? Or we have hope?

I need your words because I feel like I am giving up now..

Hay Everyone it's Ed here and here the topics what I feel on fandoms only my personal thoughts. This doesn't mean that I hate, telling you force to stay away if your near it, or need to be hate on games, people, shows are the worst which I'm only feeling uncomfortable of them as talking about the fandom, base from they're cringe worthy, amount of having too many youngest kids there, events that I saw, amount of very weird & Strange Fetishes fetishes through DeviantART to rule 34 and amount of stuff that I watched Amino communities, and Yes I have amino account only on mobile as I'm as DraggyStar, Kai151Drandro most likely, but let's not talk about amino.

Make sure you remember this is all my opinions, warning my English isn't good, I do not want to be offending any of you guys, Let's get start it.


10. Minecraft
I know minecraft is fun and it's endless amount of updates it gets, mods and it's popular around the world. I do play it alot on furry server, and few time on Mineplex when with friends as Im up for mod packs private servers. But amount of kids.. well.. not so great around and others who wine over being grief and telling people like.. "this server sucks with no admins" well that because they're not so smart to me and I always make sure in when I'm server I live away from spawn out way far away, and Im almost making sure my friends also move away from spawn as well. Because we can be smart, and mostly we don't invite players to join our home. On Art works on fanbase, on some animation videos of minecraft, seeing hot minecraft girls blocks animation cring me sometimes with amount of twerks, and there not much cringy drawings but just adding hot girls but as minecraft blocks do dances, twerking, or other being baes on male chareacters are just.. well.. not right o me.. I couldn't bring more thoughts over minecratt fandom. But still.. I still loved minecraft other than being with fanbase.

9. Steven Universe
I kinda didn't didn't see this coming after I heard drama on DeviantART over users anger each other over drawings characters of Steven Universe over fan fiction fusion, recolors, and.. making OCs are just recolors. Not much words to say as I hear anger and bulling users over they're work, as for fan fictions writing, and fusion thrid party characters, kinda.. get me not to look adn speically seeing fusion with FNAF characters... Geez... Sorry.. but I'm sticking seeings drawings with my friends who does fusiin drawings of they're own OC and even they do on my own OCs.

8. Anime fans / Weebos
Mostly on males users, going wanting over sexualized female characters with larger butts and boobs have they're dream come true can be cringy and speaily those who want to be dress in female cosplays in real life cring me alot. I know there alot of hentai fetishes, foot, vore and other such more. And it's pretty much made it to 8th because what I feel anime fans isn't too worst around.

7. Beliebers (Justin Bieber fandom)
Let's be honest.. I wish those Beliebers fan girls just sees why Justin Bieber is the worst, few time in highschool when I was a high schooler, I heard anger on one of fan girl as I act like everything was nothing, but all I hear saying Justin Bieber is better than some other dudes. I quite don't want to bug them, and they're still not smartest when they cry over Justin bieber send to Jail, and why would you cry over him because he been to drug race? As I dislike saying this, Justin Bieber isn't worthy and I personally disliked him alot amount his actions that he done around, through peeing on bucket, leaving pet monkey, wanting Anna frank should be his belieber, and more trouble that he been through. like.. god damnet you girls. Other than watching girls loving Justin bieber from they're actions, they did far worst as I saw it once on news. One fan girl able to hack Drake Bell's instergram account was it? and leak out password to other fangirls to try to ruin Drake bell over Justin bieber hate. Geez.. that is why I put this on the list, Beliebers makes me uncomfortable alot more.

6. Furries
I know, and I may did back stab furries, amount of sexualized characters (Mostly Men furries with big muscles), crazy fetishes kinks that many furries have, there also some young kids online who wanted to be gay furries wanted to fake they're ages in order to join fandom like furaffinity and have bunch of RPs. I really dslike seeing those RP accounts like pokemon, digimon as over sexualized, and naming them selves just colors or just simple names like just Foxy, Wolfie and so much simple names, I know you guys sees me as a part furry, I'm keeping the furry drawings away from DeviantART as I want to keep it balance, because one biggest reason and I'll tell you in later part of the list.

5. Bronies
many of them are unexpected fandom all thanks to 4chan just to point out, and this is similar through Steven Universe, and part Furries & Anime fans / Weebos, that I feel. Acting Werid like child predator would be a WORST that makes bad Reputation for the brony fandom. And of course more amount of recolors characters, and ALOT of porn rule 34 pics and this will ruin little girls' childhood with pony love, Which it made it to 5th place to my list. I'm sorry Bronies..

4. The bro Army
Ok.. please don't attack me as I don't even want to share comments on pewds' videos or any soical topic about pewdiepie. What I feel about the bro amry, are the far worst childish and even they keep comment like.. "Oh I miss the old pewds" and other keep calling objects Mr Chair, or yelling Barrer, and other such, and pewds stop doing those and that one have end it as he got his reason talk about and I don't need to talk about it because it's complicated to explain. I seen amount of hate videos about pewdiepie, if you share a hate about pewds, you'll get some hateful spam from his bro army would insult you and wish you to be dead. That's far more toxic than ever. I feel bad to one kid and i seen this kid on pewdiepie's video as Pewdiepie been trying to defend one kid who he always call the kid Melcon as different nickname in order to keep his real life identity safe. Reason why pewds was defending the kids because his bro army went pretty insane with bulling Melcon in harsh way and Melcon became the top hateful youtuber on youtube. Dang internet is harsh these days, and this really hurts him alot more. And that is why I don't even want to be negtive on pewds around when there Bro army around me. Just no way..

3. Sonic fandom
Popular best character around gaming well known as I do liked sonic but not much, but as for Fandom... went.. amount of disappoinment along being as being part of furries, having disgusting fan arts was worst than porn, and being over dramaic christians? I don't even get it and sonic don't have to be christians to me.. I face palm alot when i see werid pics of sonic, and I perfer real drawings other than strange ones.. I got few good friends who are fan of sonic and they're not like them at all, and I care for them.

2. Five nights at Freddy's fandom / animatronicers
I want to Point out that I congrats Scott who made this game success and I find him amazing and great person. And today he point out, all fandoms got toxic among each other and yes many through undertale, sonic, steven, pony, furries, and no matter what fandoms, there always be kids costing trouble. So yeah Scott share his thoughts and I agree with him. So yeah on FNAF, same trouble, fan fictions failures, reimagtion fan fictions, rule 34, and.. ALOT and ALOT of spin off games! as many of them are poorly sad but some like Treasure island, spongebob, Candy's, Wario's and other more was ok and amazing well done. But still.. FANF fandom made it to this spot, and I know it's amazing popular but the fanbase.. half worst around.. And I still respect it get's it's own hunted house for las Vegas hallween event and it already happen now.. So congrats scott!

1. Undertale
Of course undertale almost same as from FNAF but this time it's way dumber than ever.. and not only just them believing Ness from earthbound was really Sans the skeleton was true to them and it WAS JUST A THEORY AND NOT A FACT! the worst part when there someone about to get this game and will try it and announce that he or she going to play it if he's or she about bit popular enough, and finally suddenly the fandom just force wanting force him or her with spoiler talk to the person who is new to the series and if you watch youtubers who are new to this on the comments on early episodes, they pretty much insults, beg, yelling in comments by saying "your doing this wrong" and that's not how you TREAT your new fellow undertale fandom as they end up quit the game and never play it again because spoilers that's runining the fun for new undertale fandom, and that's not even a real determination what they're doing, that's very genocide to be. The real determination that people who are new to this have freely to do anything with they're own choice, like playing life is strange, teltale games the walking dead, and other such like them. those games got story driven, and when spoiling story driven games makes no interest and it's like spoiler amazing movie that you always wanted to watch, and that is why it's NOT right to be bossy on by telling what to do with spoilers, it ruin everything. Take as sample as Markipler did played this game only 2 part of videos before and sadly quits and all because undertale fandom spoiling him along with negative comments on him, you can still watch him his stream videos as he's playing undertale just now, I think of it, and that is why Undertale fandom become number one to the list all because treating new fans in a bossy genocide spoiler.

That's all and I really dislike acting Negative on few parts on fandoms. But I got something one special bonus and plot twist! this is top 11 worst fandom, and so here it comes.

S. The Anti fandom
Why it's a on the list? it because.. amount of "I HATE ____" got me sicken and I seen amount of icons with cross red mark and alot of hateful fandoms around the internet. I really.. don't care, I don't care if you hate them or want me to hate that, or that or even The new ghostbuster reboot movie and YES I did liked the ghostbuster 2016 movie and there so many hate over this movie and F**K off those who said "Oh women ruined the movie". That's really kills my mood, and I felt i'm only person who loved the worst reboot. other than talking of those, one thing that threated me from what happen on hotel over smoke attack on furry con dance. I really feels unsettle what happen those who hate fandoms like the furry fandom. I really.. feel I don't want to be around furry cons that much, and this scares me.

Anyway that's all I share my personal top 10 worst fandoms and again.. it's all my opinions, and not fact at all. Don't take it seriously please.

Thank you for reading my journal, and have a nice day!

So being busy and working on college is good as always to me since I need to count on math class that I want to finish in order to get to my career in the future but now days... I feel like my friends have me out as unfriended and some events I miss and my most favorite is Charizard day as I didn't knew there a group pic going on, much I love to be feature so much but.. I do not want to beg them to put me there because that would be very rude to them.. and I do not want to be that type a person who beg for freebie drawings, for the best I rather let them enjoy with out me..

It's not they're fault, It's kinda like my fault, and I do not want to make drama about this what I been.

So today on this week, I failed on math test section 1 first time but not only first time I failed math class first and second math class I'm force to drop out since I don't want my record to have it. so the third math class that I'm in, I really want to finish math class in right grade so I can meet art class alot more that I'm dream for.

I also really.. don't want any more drama bug me as it hunted me while working on math class, study on math lab and even having math test as well, and I feel... well.. things have trick me and lead me into big drama that I don't want to be into and of course there was one user who used to be on FA as he already got banned do of being under age and I can't even tell he's still making drama about me in privately among with other users, and wish everything be alright going on with staying positive as always. There chocolate kid out there wanting to get back to FA again, as I wish he be more positive as I'm hopping he'll become young adult and become mature and so he'll get back to FA again..

Finally have no drawn more drawings but sketches as I never been touch working on SAI as I rarely work on sai as I want to end drawing on my 3DS. I sometime work drawings on college's cafe, and art class on 3DS and papers and I'm looking for a way to add a scanner so it'll be perfect view on my drawings from papers, I am not sure how to install it yet..

so that's all what I been through and I really.. don't want all of you guys feel bad or thinking it's getting far with drama and i don't want any both of them get too far.

For the best not to worries on me as how much I'm facing, I feel don't know where to trust on some people, where I have good time in group, when I have free time, where I want to keep in balance where I poke someone for chat, and.. needing more free time on drawings as I wanted to work more..

that is all.. and thank you for reading and please don't think in negatives in your mind..

thank you..