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Posted 9 years agoYarfers, everyone!
It's been a pretty long time since I've posted up stuff. Mostly because I have been busy with a whole bunch of stuff; dance lessons, Kyudo, work, keeping my sanity going, etc. But just trying to say that I'm still alive and all. And mostly trying to go around trying to make the most out of life.
It's been a roller coaster ride, mostly. Job change, trying to find out my purpose in life, and generally trying to be comfortable being myself. And then there's me trying to really work on my dancing because that was what I got my fursuit for, so.. I'm still working hard to try to be able to perform, or even compete in a fursuit dance competition someday.
Well.. not much else to really say about it. I'll try to post stuff more, or something!
~yarfers
It's been a pretty long time since I've posted up stuff. Mostly because I have been busy with a whole bunch of stuff; dance lessons, Kyudo, work, keeping my sanity going, etc. But just trying to say that I'm still alive and all. And mostly trying to go around trying to make the most out of life.
It's been a roller coaster ride, mostly. Job change, trying to find out my purpose in life, and generally trying to be comfortable being myself. And then there's me trying to really work on my dancing because that was what I got my fursuit for, so.. I'm still working hard to try to be able to perform, or even compete in a fursuit dance competition someday.
Well.. not much else to really say about it. I'll try to post stuff more, or something!
~yarfers
A self reflective journal
Posted 11 years agoIt's really interesting that in a short span of time, what life suddenly gives you in form of lesson, and revelation.
And the outing I had today was a result of that. It has kind of led me to think about the past that I held onto, and why it has led me to be somewhat reclusive within my local fandom, and why it made me become the person I am today. I shall take this opportunity to sort of revisit my past, and confront it.
The things I used to do for the local community had been with intent of seeing the community bond together, and become a second family. But at the same time, my mind was also getting clouded with selfish thoughts, ones that wished for recognition for the things that I did, and sacrifices I had to make for a community that didn't seem to appreciate it. Eventually, after a long, hard internal struggle with myself, I decided to test friendships by removing myself from the community, under the guise of focusing on my own life, while actually being very bitter, jaded, and upset at the community.
I blamed it for hurting me, using my intents, without really realizing that the things that I have said sounded very self-righteous, selfish, and to some part egotistical. No amount of apology will be able to set right the hurt that I've done, and I don't truly expect those who have been hurt by the things I have said, or the actions that I have done to accept me as a friend. In fact, I expect people to dislike, hate or turn a cold shoulder to me, as it should be. If that is the way that I should be reminded of the stupid things I've done in the past, I accept it. And I'm typing this journal out not to cull favor or ask for remorse, because I accept that I am a person with flaws, and that as a younger individual, I have said and done things that I now look back, and realize that what is happening now is due to my past catching onto me. I take this opportunity to apologize to those who I have offended, and that I do not blame you at all, if you still wish to turn a cold shoulder to me, as that is what I deserve, and I accept that outcome.
That said, this journal is not about mulling over the past, but reflecting on it. Friendships come and go, and it's part of life. As said previously, no amount of apology will set things right, but I look forward to the future without hesitation, and accept the present as it is the result of my past. What carries on now is my will to push on into the future without regrets, and if it requires me to look onward in firmness and resolution, then I shall do so. But I will do so now by stating that I am, a person with flaws. I know I can never be perfect to those who seek my friendship, and that there will be those who will shun me for my flaws. But I accept it willingly, because I am not perfect.
I don't want to hide behind any fancy facades or any kind of self-righteous bullshit I used to pull, and state upfront that I am messed up as a person, and have no right to judge people based on their actions. If their actions toward me is unfavorable, then so be it. I will attempt to tame my wild impulsive side, and push myself to learn from being judgemental, and try learn to control my emotions. I may not succeed, but I will try. Or rather, I am already trying. But I can't do that without first accepting the fact that I have flaws.
Which is why I took the opportunity to write here as this is where I should put this journal up to remind myself of the lesson I have learnt. From this day onwards, I will no longer post up on Facebook or Twitter, because those mediums have served as a temptation for me to post up my first impulsive thoughts, which are often judgemental and often offensive. I think I have burdened people who have followed me long enough with my judgemental and self-righteous thoughts, and I should spare people of the stuff that goes on in my head.
So, to the past that I had never been able to let go, it is time for me to say farewell. By revisiting it today, and closing the chapter of my past, I will now attempt to better the present, so that my future will be clearer, better, and hopefully brighter.
And to the lessons of the past, thank you. But now, it is time for me to move on and attempt to becoming a better person, for the people I can still care for and be a friend for.
~yarfers
And the outing I had today was a result of that. It has kind of led me to think about the past that I held onto, and why it has led me to be somewhat reclusive within my local fandom, and why it made me become the person I am today. I shall take this opportunity to sort of revisit my past, and confront it.
The things I used to do for the local community had been with intent of seeing the community bond together, and become a second family. But at the same time, my mind was also getting clouded with selfish thoughts, ones that wished for recognition for the things that I did, and sacrifices I had to make for a community that didn't seem to appreciate it. Eventually, after a long, hard internal struggle with myself, I decided to test friendships by removing myself from the community, under the guise of focusing on my own life, while actually being very bitter, jaded, and upset at the community.
I blamed it for hurting me, using my intents, without really realizing that the things that I have said sounded very self-righteous, selfish, and to some part egotistical. No amount of apology will be able to set right the hurt that I've done, and I don't truly expect those who have been hurt by the things I have said, or the actions that I have done to accept me as a friend. In fact, I expect people to dislike, hate or turn a cold shoulder to me, as it should be. If that is the way that I should be reminded of the stupid things I've done in the past, I accept it. And I'm typing this journal out not to cull favor or ask for remorse, because I accept that I am a person with flaws, and that as a younger individual, I have said and done things that I now look back, and realize that what is happening now is due to my past catching onto me. I take this opportunity to apologize to those who I have offended, and that I do not blame you at all, if you still wish to turn a cold shoulder to me, as that is what I deserve, and I accept that outcome.
That said, this journal is not about mulling over the past, but reflecting on it. Friendships come and go, and it's part of life. As said previously, no amount of apology will set things right, but I look forward to the future without hesitation, and accept the present as it is the result of my past. What carries on now is my will to push on into the future without regrets, and if it requires me to look onward in firmness and resolution, then I shall do so. But I will do so now by stating that I am, a person with flaws. I know I can never be perfect to those who seek my friendship, and that there will be those who will shun me for my flaws. But I accept it willingly, because I am not perfect.
I don't want to hide behind any fancy facades or any kind of self-righteous bullshit I used to pull, and state upfront that I am messed up as a person, and have no right to judge people based on their actions. If their actions toward me is unfavorable, then so be it. I will attempt to tame my wild impulsive side, and push myself to learn from being judgemental, and try learn to control my emotions. I may not succeed, but I will try. Or rather, I am already trying. But I can't do that without first accepting the fact that I have flaws.
Which is why I took the opportunity to write here as this is where I should put this journal up to remind myself of the lesson I have learnt. From this day onwards, I will no longer post up on Facebook or Twitter, because those mediums have served as a temptation for me to post up my first impulsive thoughts, which are often judgemental and often offensive. I think I have burdened people who have followed me long enough with my judgemental and self-righteous thoughts, and I should spare people of the stuff that goes on in my head.
So, to the past that I had never been able to let go, it is time for me to say farewell. By revisiting it today, and closing the chapter of my past, I will now attempt to better the present, so that my future will be clearer, better, and hopefully brighter.
And to the lessons of the past, thank you. But now, it is time for me to move on and attempt to becoming a better person, for the people I can still care for and be a friend for.
~yarfers
Should I reopen for commissions/trades? And certain updates.
Posted 11 years agoYarfers, peeps!
I think I'm finally starting to get used to work life, and hence, I am wondering if I should once again start to open up for commissions and/or trades?
It will still take me a while before I can draw at a consistent rate, but I guess I can try as long as I have inspiration and something to draw of.
And now onto updates.
As said, I'm finally getting used to work life in the animation studio I work in presently, but eversince Confurgence, let's just say that my desire to be more active in the community has been triggered, so now I am having some plans: going for dance lessons, start to commission for a partial fursuit to be able to dance and participate(Hopefully!) in dance competitions, and maybe do some performances with the rope dart as well.
The performer within me has always wanted to get a chance to be able to do something, even though I do break into nervous sweat at the thought of being in front of so many, and fearful of mistakes, but.. I want to be able to overcome that, someday. Dance it all, have fun, and let everyone else feel what I feel, and wish to express.
Confurgence has really left a wonderful imprint on me, and on my heart. I love melbourne for it's people, it's comfortable climate, and the great food. It just makes me wish I wasn't really born in Singapore sometimes, but I wanna at least leave an impression for furs around that Singaporean furs are also furs with talents, skills, and that we wanna do our part for the society. It's where I was born, and I for one would want to tell the world that it's where I come from. It may not be the best location to live in, but it is.. well, home. sort of.
Until I find a new home, that is.
~Kai Auroline
I think I'm finally starting to get used to work life, and hence, I am wondering if I should once again start to open up for commissions and/or trades?
It will still take me a while before I can draw at a consistent rate, but I guess I can try as long as I have inspiration and something to draw of.
And now onto updates.
As said, I'm finally getting used to work life in the animation studio I work in presently, but eversince Confurgence, let's just say that my desire to be more active in the community has been triggered, so now I am having some plans: going for dance lessons, start to commission for a partial fursuit to be able to dance and participate(Hopefully!) in dance competitions, and maybe do some performances with the rope dart as well.
The performer within me has always wanted to get a chance to be able to do something, even though I do break into nervous sweat at the thought of being in front of so many, and fearful of mistakes, but.. I want to be able to overcome that, someday. Dance it all, have fun, and let everyone else feel what I feel, and wish to express.
Confurgence has really left a wonderful imprint on me, and on my heart. I love melbourne for it's people, it's comfortable climate, and the great food. It just makes me wish I wasn't really born in Singapore sometimes, but I wanna at least leave an impression for furs around that Singaporean furs are also furs with talents, skills, and that we wanna do our part for the society. It's where I was born, and I for one would want to tell the world that it's where I come from. It may not be the best location to live in, but it is.. well, home. sort of.
Until I find a new home, that is.
~Kai Auroline
Confurgence 2014 part III
Posted 11 years agoYarfers!
So.. Last night, we really partied hard at Confurgence, and lemme tell you, IT WAS CRAZY. My goodness.. I've never had so much fun in a long time. It's also funny how I really enjoyed the last day of the con, and it's also when I've met most of my new fur friends.
Now, I'm at the airport of Melbourne, leaving with a slightly heavy heart, but at the same time I feel much more positive about furry life. One thing I liked about the furries from western countries is the fact that they feel so much more like an actual extended family rather than just using furry as an excuse to yiff and all. I mean yiff is nice, but it's not everything.
And dancing on the floor yesterday with some of my friends just reminded me how much I miss dancing, and how isolated I felt since Singapore had almost no furs who danced. But it's led me to a conclusion that perhaps, in my own small way, I would still wanna represent Singapore, but maybe as a fursuit dancer or performer.
And the guests of honor, in particular Dark Natasha and Sardyuon-san continue to be strong points of inspiration for me. It was fantastic to meet them both in person, and it will continue to live on in my memory of the things I will wanna achieve so that I can meet them and tell them that I've done it, and it's all thanks to them.
So with a heavier heart now, thank you, staff of Confurgence.
Thank you, my new found friends, for giving me a stronger reason to continue in the fandom. I miss you guys already, and am tearing so badly, but I will hope to see you guys again.
-wuffers and love
So.. Last night, we really partied hard at Confurgence, and lemme tell you, IT WAS CRAZY. My goodness.. I've never had so much fun in a long time. It's also funny how I really enjoyed the last day of the con, and it's also when I've met most of my new fur friends.
Now, I'm at the airport of Melbourne, leaving with a slightly heavy heart, but at the same time I feel much more positive about furry life. One thing I liked about the furries from western countries is the fact that they feel so much more like an actual extended family rather than just using furry as an excuse to yiff and all. I mean yiff is nice, but it's not everything.
And dancing on the floor yesterday with some of my friends just reminded me how much I miss dancing, and how isolated I felt since Singapore had almost no furs who danced. But it's led me to a conclusion that perhaps, in my own small way, I would still wanna represent Singapore, but maybe as a fursuit dancer or performer.
And the guests of honor, in particular Dark Natasha and Sardyuon-san continue to be strong points of inspiration for me. It was fantastic to meet them both in person, and it will continue to live on in my memory of the things I will wanna achieve so that I can meet them and tell them that I've done it, and it's all thanks to them.
So with a heavier heart now, thank you, staff of Confurgence.
Thank you, my new found friends, for giving me a stronger reason to continue in the fandom. I miss you guys already, and am tearing so badly, but I will hope to see you guys again.
-wuffers and love
Confurgence 2014 part II
Posted 11 years agoYarfers!
So far everything is going ok. I sadly find myself more and more attracted to the idea of owning a fursuit of my own to participate in the fursuit dance competitions, but well.. That's not the main idea.
I've gotten to meet some pretty established artists over here including the duo of Blotch and Dark Natasha. My gosh, being able to get a sketch commission from Dark Natasha was amazing, and a huge inspiration on my part too. Kinda realized that it would be nicer at the con if I had known some furs who are going for it too, but I guess a future con plan would be in store, and maybe next time I would probably hit the forums or something.
Whoever's reading, what would you do before a con? Would you meet people up online and find out what is going on? Or would you just jump in and say hi?
I'm really happy too with confurgence's theme this year. Who doesn't like Egyptian? I've yet to see the variety show, and skipping the fursuit parade since I've been doing a whole lot of walking in Melbourne. But I'm most certainly looking forward to the dance party. Went to the DJ panel and heard they played really awesome stuff.
Until then, I'll continue to update my journals.. So hopefully the mood of the con continues to be as good as it is for now.
~wuffers
So far everything is going ok. I sadly find myself more and more attracted to the idea of owning a fursuit of my own to participate in the fursuit dance competitions, but well.. That's not the main idea.
I've gotten to meet some pretty established artists over here including the duo of Blotch and Dark Natasha. My gosh, being able to get a sketch commission from Dark Natasha was amazing, and a huge inspiration on my part too. Kinda realized that it would be nicer at the con if I had known some furs who are going for it too, but I guess a future con plan would be in store, and maybe next time I would probably hit the forums or something.
Whoever's reading, what would you do before a con? Would you meet people up online and find out what is going on? Or would you just jump in and say hi?
I'm really happy too with confurgence's theme this year. Who doesn't like Egyptian? I've yet to see the variety show, and skipping the fursuit parade since I've been doing a whole lot of walking in Melbourne. But I'm most certainly looking forward to the dance party. Went to the DJ panel and heard they played really awesome stuff.
Until then, I'll continue to update my journals.. So hopefully the mood of the con continues to be as good as it is for now.
~wuffers
Confurgence 2014!
Posted 11 years agoYarf from Victoria, Melbourne!!
Been here since beginning of the week, and gotta say it's a pretty nice place so far. I wish I could elaborate more but I don't particularly enjoy typing out my thoughts on phone..
Am here with my darling boyfriend, and a really good friend of mine, and slowly awaiting the events of Confurgence. This will be my first furcon outside of Singapore, and a long awaited trip which requires a plane flight.
I'll probably put another update up as soon as I return. But hopefully, things will be fine here..!
~wuffers!
Been here since beginning of the week, and gotta say it's a pretty nice place so far. I wish I could elaborate more but I don't particularly enjoy typing out my thoughts on phone..
Am here with my darling boyfriend, and a really good friend of mine, and slowly awaiting the events of Confurgence. This will be my first furcon outside of Singapore, and a long awaited trip which requires a plane flight.
I'll probably put another update up as soon as I return. But hopefully, things will be fine here..!
~wuffers!
Pretty bloody busy, and some things to get off my chest.
Posted 12 years agohey all who read my journal but otherwise don't, but if you should read, welcome to a rare journal post that I put up on FA.
Firstly, I've got to say that I'm so bogged down with RL stuffs and focusing on my 3D animation reel that all drawing works have to stop, while i focus on this. There is a possible chance of me actually getting a proper job for animating in June, and until that day comes, I have to focus on getting my demo reel up before then for submission. I apologize for the lack of updates and works.
Secondly, someone's boyfriend apparently told my friend that he wants to leave him. Regarding relationships, they rise and fall, no question about it. But what makes me feel like this is really bloody pathetic is that, my friend's been helping him out when he got stuck. He even helped to raise some money for the fella while he was picking himself up from scam that he got himself into, and recently I heard the guy wants to leave the relationship because the distance was making it hurt for him.
Well I have my own bunch of opinions on it. It's fucking pathetic, for one. The second is that they've met IRL, and they actually enjoyed each others' presence, but because of the wall of distance, he's giving up? After all my friend's done for him? As I said before, relationships rise and fall. I actually respected this guy before because of how my friend kept telling me what a wonderful guy he is, and that he loves him to bits.
As of now, my respect for this guy, until otherwise, has been smashed to ground zero. I have absolutely no respect for you, because of your inability to try and make things work, and simply giving up because "it hurts".
Of course it fucking hurts, goddammit. I'm in a bloody long distance relationship myself, and I face the pains myself, as well, and so does my boyfriend. But we still kept it going and try to make things work even though it really hurts. But just because it hurts doesn't mean I just give up on whatever commitment and effort that's been put into the relationship. It's a waste, it's a lousy and pathetic way to end a good relationship, and it shows me what the person inside truly is like.
~~Ranting wuffers~~
Firstly, I've got to say that I'm so bogged down with RL stuffs and focusing on my 3D animation reel that all drawing works have to stop, while i focus on this. There is a possible chance of me actually getting a proper job for animating in June, and until that day comes, I have to focus on getting my demo reel up before then for submission. I apologize for the lack of updates and works.
Secondly, someone's boyfriend apparently told my friend that he wants to leave him. Regarding relationships, they rise and fall, no question about it. But what makes me feel like this is really bloody pathetic is that, my friend's been helping him out when he got stuck. He even helped to raise some money for the fella while he was picking himself up from scam that he got himself into, and recently I heard the guy wants to leave the relationship because the distance was making it hurt for him.
Well I have my own bunch of opinions on it. It's fucking pathetic, for one. The second is that they've met IRL, and they actually enjoyed each others' presence, but because of the wall of distance, he's giving up? After all my friend's done for him? As I said before, relationships rise and fall. I actually respected this guy before because of how my friend kept telling me what a wonderful guy he is, and that he loves him to bits.
As of now, my respect for this guy, until otherwise, has been smashed to ground zero. I have absolutely no respect for you, because of your inability to try and make things work, and simply giving up because "it hurts".
Of course it fucking hurts, goddammit. I'm in a bloody long distance relationship myself, and I face the pains myself, as well, and so does my boyfriend. But we still kept it going and try to make things work even though it really hurts. But just because it hurts doesn't mean I just give up on whatever commitment and effort that's been put into the relationship. It's a waste, it's a lousy and pathetic way to end a good relationship, and it shows me what the person inside truly is like.
~~Ranting wuffers~~
Short hiatus, and request status.
Posted 13 years agoHey fuzzies,
These few days, I think I'm gonna be a little busier than usual, so there might be a slow down of the drawings I can do and actually work on, because even though I'm interning at a place that encourages creativity, i don't really think it's nice to sketch NSFW stuff, so for the time being.
Meantime, I have 2 people to thank for requesting art from me. Rest assured that I am working on them both, and that I will be liasing with you guys continually until it is deemed complete.
As for future requests/commissions, I think I shall close that for the time being after these 2 are done. While I do enjoy the ability to draw for others, it is limited due to my skill and availability so temporarily, until I have settled down in my internship, these 2 lucky furs will be given their requests. :)
And of course, I will state again on my journal whether I'm open for commissions/requests!
~yarfers from Kai Auroline
These few days, I think I'm gonna be a little busier than usual, so there might be a slow down of the drawings I can do and actually work on, because even though I'm interning at a place that encourages creativity, i don't really think it's nice to sketch NSFW stuff, so for the time being.
Meantime, I have 2 people to thank for requesting art from me. Rest assured that I am working on them both, and that I will be liasing with you guys continually until it is deemed complete.
As for future requests/commissions, I think I shall close that for the time being after these 2 are done. While I do enjoy the ability to draw for others, it is limited due to my skill and availability so temporarily, until I have settled down in my internship, these 2 lucky furs will be given their requests. :)
And of course, I will state again on my journal whether I'm open for commissions/requests!
~yarfers from Kai Auroline
Commissions
Posted 13 years agoHi guys,
I will be opening up for commissions and for the time being, I will be listing my commissions as price negotiable because I would rather let you, my clients, tell me what you think before I give a counter offer. Please be reasonable, because I will be as fair as I possibly can, and will try to match my works to what you want. I can't do colors so well at the moment, but I'll do my best.
So, just drop me a PM or something, and show me some reference pictures of your character, and the pose that you would want him/her to be in. And of course, payment will be through paypal. I will give you guys the information and try to work things out! =)
Just to make things a little easier for myself though, I will be offering my services in slots.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
For now it'll be 5, but once i start to get the hang of things, I will of course increase the number of slots.
~yarfers
I will be opening up for commissions and for the time being, I will be listing my commissions as price negotiable because I would rather let you, my clients, tell me what you think before I give a counter offer. Please be reasonable, because I will be as fair as I possibly can, and will try to match my works to what you want. I can't do colors so well at the moment, but I'll do my best.
So, just drop me a PM or something, and show me some reference pictures of your character, and the pose that you would want him/her to be in. And of course, payment will be through paypal. I will give you guys the information and try to work things out! =)
Just to make things a little easier for myself though, I will be offering my services in slots.
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
For now it'll be 5, but once i start to get the hang of things, I will of course increase the number of slots.
~yarfers
Playstation network account, and a PS Vita!
Posted 13 years agoFinally after coming back from Malaysia, and having tried my friend's PS Vita, I decided that I'll get my paws on one..Which I did!
And now I hope for more friends to be on PSN so that if i happen to be online, would be nice to chat with them, hopefully that I'm not too preoccupied with playing Unchartered for the time being.
And the PSN nick name is Kai_Auroline. Do drop me a message! =)
And now I hope for more friends to be on PSN so that if i happen to be online, would be nice to chat with them, hopefully that I'm not too preoccupied with playing Unchartered for the time being.
And the PSN nick name is Kai_Auroline. Do drop me a message! =)
Commissions..?
Posted 14 years agoHey all,
I'm thinking of starting into commissions, but i'm still rather new in the scene, and not too sure if i'm really ready to accept commissions..Any advice?
Cause I was thinking of doing pencil sketches without shading(unless requested), so..should I try doing some commissions?
~yarfers
I'm thinking of starting into commissions, but i'm still rather new in the scene, and not too sure if i'm really ready to accept commissions..Any advice?
Cause I was thinking of doing pencil sketches without shading(unless requested), so..should I try doing some commissions?
~yarfers
Back to FA
Posted 14 years agoHey all..
As you can see, i've finally gotten some time to actually put up some of my works online..Its been a gruelling few weeks but well..i'm gonna try and upload my drawings while i can using photos taken from my iPhone.
That said, i apologize if the pictures may seem kinda blurry, and some may go into scraps..but do give some feedback on what i can improve...At the same time, please don't blast me off into space, cause i know i'm still relatively so-so when it comes to drawing, and i know where i stand.
Thanks and see ya!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
As you can see, i've finally gotten some time to actually put up some of my works online..Its been a gruelling few weeks but well..i'm gonna try and upload my drawings while i can using photos taken from my iPhone.
That said, i apologize if the pictures may seem kinda blurry, and some may go into scraps..but do give some feedback on what i can improve...At the same time, please don't blast me off into space, cause i know i'm still relatively so-so when it comes to drawing, and i know where i stand.
Thanks and see ya!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
Work work work
Posted 15 years agoHey again fuzzies,
Its been another long week, and i've been really busy up to my neck lately with lots of school work, tons of major assignments coming up and thus coining another fur to call it "Crunch Week". I totally agree with his reason for it being Crunch Week, since its like..all the major assignments are due around this time, so it feels kind of stressful and a slight bit demoralizing, since its like..tons of work required, and its high quality work.
5 sketches a week doesn't help either, and coming up with drawings for a 2D design magazine, with me needing to do oil pastel drawings...it really doesn't help in the slightest bit that i am not familiar with oil pastels..Then i still have my part time job of doing research, and another huge long critical review on a book, where i have to find for legitimate sources too for or against the material.
Well..on the bright side, i've gotten into the top 15 finalists for Speechcraft competition. Its amazing how i've come thus far, and i only hope to strive and get better, hopefully win..But even if i don't, its an experience that i really appreciate. As of now..I just thank God for the fact that most of the major homeworks are dealt with already, especially the ones due soon..
But here's hoping they won't do a laydown of so many assignments in one single go again.. T_T
~whining wuffers from Kai Auroline
Its been another long week, and i've been really busy up to my neck lately with lots of school work, tons of major assignments coming up and thus coining another fur to call it "Crunch Week". I totally agree with his reason for it being Crunch Week, since its like..all the major assignments are due around this time, so it feels kind of stressful and a slight bit demoralizing, since its like..tons of work required, and its high quality work.
5 sketches a week doesn't help either, and coming up with drawings for a 2D design magazine, with me needing to do oil pastel drawings...it really doesn't help in the slightest bit that i am not familiar with oil pastels..Then i still have my part time job of doing research, and another huge long critical review on a book, where i have to find for legitimate sources too for or against the material.
Well..on the bright side, i've gotten into the top 15 finalists for Speechcraft competition. Its amazing how i've come thus far, and i only hope to strive and get better, hopefully win..But even if i don't, its an experience that i really appreciate. As of now..I just thank God for the fact that most of the major homeworks are dealt with already, especially the ones due soon..
But here's hoping they won't do a laydown of so many assignments in one single go again.. T_T
~whining wuffers from Kai Auroline
Education question marks..
Posted 15 years agoRight now i have a rather small dilemna..Zeph has recently introduced an institute to me and suggested that i quit my poly to stop myself from learning un-necessary and un-related subjects and just go straight into specialization within this institute. Its called CG Protege.
http://www.cgprotege.com/
I was just at a talk given by a representative who told me that i might want to consider what Zeph had told me but expressed views that my parents may not be going to accept this, which is current case..My mom usually gives very sane and very believable advice, and after hearing her out, i felt that whatever she said made sense, but...at the same time, I'm just..a little concerned...
I don't really want to rely too much on my parents to get my education, and i'm even believing that this may be the furthest i can go within this life in terms of full time education. I really want to advance further in life, but I also don't want to burden my parents down. They have their concerns which i don't really have much knowledge on, such as government subsidies and all..Furthermore, my mom always has a "better safe than sorry" personality, which i totally agree with.
So now..I'm really quite undecided, but i'll just continue working my best at the polytechnic first. Its in some way still too early to tell what i should do.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
http://www.cgprotege.com/
I was just at a talk given by a representative who told me that i might want to consider what Zeph had told me but expressed views that my parents may not be going to accept this, which is current case..My mom usually gives very sane and very believable advice, and after hearing her out, i felt that whatever she said made sense, but...at the same time, I'm just..a little concerned...
I don't really want to rely too much on my parents to get my education, and i'm even believing that this may be the furthest i can go within this life in terms of full time education. I really want to advance further in life, but I also don't want to burden my parents down. They have their concerns which i don't really have much knowledge on, such as government subsidies and all..Furthermore, my mom always has a "better safe than sorry" personality, which i totally agree with.
So now..I'm really quite undecided, but i'll just continue working my best at the polytechnic first. Its in some way still too early to tell what i should do.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
Updates
Posted 15 years agoHey fuzzies,
Its been yet another long time since i've updated. Let's see...
1) Well its been a kinda rough month so far.I've been busy with both school work and temp school job. Its been many assignments lately, and even i'm finding it hard to breathe with the amount of assignments i'm having. I still have to produce 5 sketches a week, and this week's theme is Fruits.
Quite an awesome theme since its full of irregular shapes, and not a single bit of proper circular shapes. Its quite surprising how fast i draw a pear compared to drawing a yoyo. I suppose I draw irregular shapes better since furry drawings could've been considered as irregular shapes..or bodies in that note.
2) Just today i've gone to a Pixar Exhibition!! It was rather enriching,and although i do not have photos direct to the confines of the exhibit, i do however have some rather rough and awful quick sketches done of some of Pixar animation characters, like Nemo, Eve, so on so forth. It was quite wonderful seeing some of their exhibits like sketches, clay models, 3D storyboarding, art pieces, and even static 3D art which were shown in a theatre kind of way.
3) So far else, I've participated into Speechcraft competition...quite proud to say i've managed to get into Semi-finals~!!! This means..I'll be getting some training and tips from some of the better speakers from Toastmasters, and perhaps..I can get into finals? Well...regardless whether I do or not...Its been an ear opening experience. I wished i could stay to watch and listen some of the other speakers that day,but well...work comes first.
4) And of course in attempt of trying to pursue further opportunities, i've signed up for an audition to join the People's Association Dance group. I'm not sure if i can get in, but i suppose its worth a try. Better trying than not.
5) Oh and i've got a small flickr account..Feel free to check in on the digital photos i've taken so far.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/49781729@N08/
To summarize, things have been quiet on my end in terms of social life, but otherwise..I'm working as hard and proficiently as I can toward my goal. I can only hope that things will get better, as i carry on these 3 years in Ngee Ann Poly. I really like my class, and always thought they were one of the most respecting, and awesome bunch i've been with. Sure its just been a good 6 weeks we've known each other, but I think..they're cool, i'm cool...Everyone's happy.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
Its been yet another long time since i've updated. Let's see...
1) Well its been a kinda rough month so far.I've been busy with both school work and temp school job. Its been many assignments lately, and even i'm finding it hard to breathe with the amount of assignments i'm having. I still have to produce 5 sketches a week, and this week's theme is Fruits.
Quite an awesome theme since its full of irregular shapes, and not a single bit of proper circular shapes. Its quite surprising how fast i draw a pear compared to drawing a yoyo. I suppose I draw irregular shapes better since furry drawings could've been considered as irregular shapes..or bodies in that note.
2) Just today i've gone to a Pixar Exhibition!! It was rather enriching,and although i do not have photos direct to the confines of the exhibit, i do however have some rather rough and awful quick sketches done of some of Pixar animation characters, like Nemo, Eve, so on so forth. It was quite wonderful seeing some of their exhibits like sketches, clay models, 3D storyboarding, art pieces, and even static 3D art which were shown in a theatre kind of way.
3) So far else, I've participated into Speechcraft competition...quite proud to say i've managed to get into Semi-finals~!!! This means..I'll be getting some training and tips from some of the better speakers from Toastmasters, and perhaps..I can get into finals? Well...regardless whether I do or not...Its been an ear opening experience. I wished i could stay to watch and listen some of the other speakers that day,but well...work comes first.
4) And of course in attempt of trying to pursue further opportunities, i've signed up for an audition to join the People's Association Dance group. I'm not sure if i can get in, but i suppose its worth a try. Better trying than not.
5) Oh and i've got a small flickr account..Feel free to check in on the digital photos i've taken so far.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/49781729@N08/
To summarize, things have been quiet on my end in terms of social life, but otherwise..I'm working as hard and proficiently as I can toward my goal. I can only hope that things will get better, as i carry on these 3 years in Ngee Ann Poly. I really like my class, and always thought they were one of the most respecting, and awesome bunch i've been with. Sure its just been a good 6 weeks we've known each other, but I think..they're cool, i'm cool...Everyone's happy.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
Life has to go on...
Posted 15 years agoAnd it goes on with deepened resolution, for me.
After a bit more news of knowing what's happened..I grieve to find out things that i didn't really want to find out.
But as of now..I still have to trudge onwards.Life still..Has to move on.
~sad wuffers from Kai Auroline
After a bit more news of knowing what's happened..I grieve to find out things that i didn't really want to find out.
But as of now..I still have to trudge onwards.Life still..Has to move on.
~sad wuffers from Kai Auroline
wake up and smell the roses!
Posted 15 years agoWell guys..the weekend was quite ok and somepart fun...but i'm starting to actually wish it was longer!
As for updates..gotta admit that there's not really much updates..I've already finished my 5 sketches for weekly homework,and now considering doing one more sketch for my mom.Its a bit late i know,but i still want to honor her in some way for being that awesome mom that she had been for my entire life.If its not for her support and everything,I'd not be the folf that i would be today.
Otherwise..i think my standard for drawing furries has dipped somewhat..I haven't drawn furry characters in like FOREVER,except for head busts drawings..I'm starting to think that either i should try and push myself to draw more, or i should try concentrating on my whole school work in general. >_<
Assignments are still pretty manageable,and i didn't realize just how fast i type a report..or at least a good 75% of it...a rough 30 - 50 minutes of fast and furious typing! XD
And i'm so in need of savings!Macbook took so much of them, and i used up a good amount of it having a little bit of fun with school camp mates back then(which i horribly regret having spent so much...),so now...i feel kinda broke..Not entirely am but just that..i've gotten so used to see 3K in my bank account,but its gone now. T_T
Thanks Apple,for eating 8 months of work salary. T_T and having no bloody subsidies... ;_;
well whatever..I'm getting used to my macbook at the moment so its ok.So far so good,everything seems chipper.Hope it stays that way!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
As for updates..gotta admit that there's not really much updates..I've already finished my 5 sketches for weekly homework,and now considering doing one more sketch for my mom.Its a bit late i know,but i still want to honor her in some way for being that awesome mom that she had been for my entire life.If its not for her support and everything,I'd not be the folf that i would be today.
Otherwise..i think my standard for drawing furries has dipped somewhat..I haven't drawn furry characters in like FOREVER,except for head busts drawings..I'm starting to think that either i should try and push myself to draw more, or i should try concentrating on my whole school work in general. >_<
Assignments are still pretty manageable,and i didn't realize just how fast i type a report..or at least a good 75% of it...a rough 30 - 50 minutes of fast and furious typing! XD
And i'm so in need of savings!Macbook took so much of them, and i used up a good amount of it having a little bit of fun with school camp mates back then(which i horribly regret having spent so much...),so now...i feel kinda broke..Not entirely am but just that..i've gotten so used to see 3K in my bank account,but its gone now. T_T
Thanks Apple,for eating 8 months of work salary. T_T and having no bloody subsidies... ;_;
well whatever..I'm getting used to my macbook at the moment so its ok.So far so good,everything seems chipper.Hope it stays that way!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
the results are out and....
Posted 15 years agoI didn't make it.
heh, i did think that the choreo was hard, and i totally messed up my freestyling.
Oh well...I guess i can only turn to taking lessons from outside then..O school,here i come..Hopefully.
~disappointed wuffers from Kai Auroline
heh, i did think that the choreo was hard, and i totally messed up my freestyling.
Oh well...I guess i can only turn to taking lessons from outside then..O school,here i come..Hopefully.
~disappointed wuffers from Kai Auroline
NRA audition...
Posted 15 years agoOkie guys...
i finally got the chance to experience NRA for a good hour or 2 so just to sum up my experience...
It was a pretty good experience, and it also got me realizing how out of shape i was. >_<
Not saying i'm fat or anything,but the choreography was pretty tiring,practised it non-stop for a good 45 minutes.
Very taxing on my body, i was panting and sweating it out, and i think i've at least lost a few hundred grams just from this workout alone.
Then the final moment of audition.It was a bit scary since the whole crew was seated there, ready to watch us do our stuff and probably to give them a chuckle or two. Well, I did whatever i could for my part, and i made mistakes during the whole audition..But at least i can say,it was quite liberating to perform in front of an audience..I did the best i could, and i think i can't really say that i have regrets.I practised, freestyle danced albeit a little blankly and tiredly, but hey...If i don't make it, there's always O school.
But some good news at least was that..my class did an AWESOME job for the variety show, and i was having so much fun while dancing..and we came in first place for it!!!!
\o/
I've never felt this accomplished in aiding a group of people to winning a competition,particularly one that's dance..Granted we all did our part, we added a few wow factors in the choreography which was 0/5 difficulty,and hey...we actually cinched the first prize! =3
To my classmates in 1M04, thanks for making this experience a blast for me.It was awesome, and i had great fun doing it!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
i finally got the chance to experience NRA for a good hour or 2 so just to sum up my experience...
It was a pretty good experience, and it also got me realizing how out of shape i was. >_<
Not saying i'm fat or anything,but the choreography was pretty tiring,practised it non-stop for a good 45 minutes.
Very taxing on my body, i was panting and sweating it out, and i think i've at least lost a few hundred grams just from this workout alone.
Then the final moment of audition.It was a bit scary since the whole crew was seated there, ready to watch us do our stuff and probably to give them a chuckle or two. Well, I did whatever i could for my part, and i made mistakes during the whole audition..But at least i can say,it was quite liberating to perform in front of an audience..I did the best i could, and i think i can't really say that i have regrets.I practised, freestyle danced albeit a little blankly and tiredly, but hey...If i don't make it, there's always O school.
But some good news at least was that..my class did an AWESOME job for the variety show, and i was having so much fun while dancing..and we came in first place for it!!!!
\o/
I've never felt this accomplished in aiding a group of people to winning a competition,particularly one that's dance..Granted we all did our part, we added a few wow factors in the choreography which was 0/5 difficulty,and hey...we actually cinched the first prize! =3
To my classmates in 1M04, thanks for making this experience a blast for me.It was awesome, and i had great fun doing it!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
"And so the day comes closer..."
Posted 15 years agoArgh..i feel so nervous about Thursday!
That's the day when i'm gonna do my audition for this dance club i signed up in..and everyday i bring it up,i keep hearing people saying how hard it was to get in and everything.. *rage*
Although i really know its not really the end of the world to NOT join or just be unable to keep up with the trendy teens these days..I however always find prospect of practise after school something i could get used to..That and its always applicable to just go to a community centre and just learn hip hop..
I'm guessing i'm just making a mountain out of a mole hole,but I'm really that worried about not making the audition.Its my only CCA that i signed up for,which now i'm starting to regret..cause that'd mean for a single first year,i'd be going without a CCA.
And that would suck big time.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
That's the day when i'm gonna do my audition for this dance club i signed up in..and everyday i bring it up,i keep hearing people saying how hard it was to get in and everything.. *rage*
Although i really know its not really the end of the world to NOT join or just be unable to keep up with the trendy teens these days..I however always find prospect of practise after school something i could get used to..That and its always applicable to just go to a community centre and just learn hip hop..
I'm guessing i'm just making a mountain out of a mole hole,but I'm really that worried about not making the audition.Its my only CCA that i signed up for,which now i'm starting to regret..cause that'd mean for a single first year,i'd be going without a CCA.
And that would suck big time.
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
LJ account!
Posted 15 years agoHey guys...got myself an LJ account...
if you wanna keep track on my more personal blogs,pls refer to...
http://kai-auroline.livejournal.com/
Cheers all!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
if you wanna keep track on my more personal blogs,pls refer to...
http://kai-auroline.livejournal.com/
Cheers all!
~wuffers from Kai Auroline
"My thoughts for now."
Posted 15 years agoAnd presenting some impressively big thoughts for now.
..................
"Look at me still talking when there's science to do,
When i look out there it makes me glad i'm not you,
I've experiments to run,there is research to be done,
for the people who are still alive.
And believe me i am,still alive.
I'm doing science and i'm, still alive.
I feel ***fantastic*** and i am, still alive.
While you're dying i'll be, still alive.
And when you're dead i will be, still alive.
Still alive,Still alive!"
...................
Yeah right,i'm not a god,so i'll be dead when i die. XD
~~~EDITS~~~
OH and guys...I'm no longer miss Whitewolf.
It'll be mrs Auroline(or mr,whichever you prefer. =D)
~~~EDITS~~~
~random wuffers from Kai Auroline
..................
"Look at me still talking when there's science to do,
When i look out there it makes me glad i'm not you,
I've experiments to run,there is research to be done,
for the people who are still alive.
And believe me i am,still alive.
I'm doing science and i'm, still alive.
I feel ***fantastic*** and i am, still alive.
While you're dying i'll be, still alive.
And when you're dead i will be, still alive.
Still alive,Still alive!"
...................
Yeah right,i'm not a god,so i'll be dead when i die. XD
~~~EDITS~~~
OH and guys...I'm no longer miss Whitewolf.
It'll be mrs Auroline(or mr,whichever you prefer. =D)
~~~EDITS~~~
~random wuffers from Kai Auroline
Seme or Uke?Kai Edition!
Posted 15 years agoStole this from 
alphinecentury
Here goes:
[x] You like to be content in everything. (I wish i was free and happy-go-lucky..it makes people round me feel more relaxed.)
[ ] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say. (I would automatically know what to say,because i'm already mated..That and if its a person i don't really like,i'd be less than inclined to get with them on a personal status.)
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music. (I love listening to such music..gives me the imagination to feel carefree and happy,again,for others around. =3)
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. (Oh of course~...my mate keeps me from indulging though.. T_T)
[x] You like making others blush. (When i'm in the mood.Looking at others blush makes them look cute,sometimes. =3)
[x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand. (yes i do.My bolster has been sleeping with me for as long as i remember.It makes my mate jealous. :P)
[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex. (I'm more tactful around them,but never nervous.Girls can be good fun to talk with. =3)
[x] You like romantic-funny anime. (Shoujo manga~~~)
[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. (erm if L is who i think it is,no..goth is cool,but a bit passe for me.)
[ ] You have listened “an café”. (dunno who that is.)
[ ] You like listening to it. (ditto last response. :P)
[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”. (nope..i've not even heard of it.)
[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy. (I don't like saying the word f***,and i do trip from time to time.That and i'm quite forgetful. >_>)
[x] You smile at kitties. (cute animals never fail to brighten my day. =3)
[x] You usually say –kawaii-. (for situations above,when i see cute animals,or something pretty cute. =3)
[x] You like plushies. (i have ones by my bed..do they count? )
[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue. (Sky blue is afterall one of my favorite colors~)
[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (i don't really hate people,just because they are idiots..but i do have something called being indifferent and just going on with what's around me. =3)
[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. (i've ever got lost around once or twice..usually when people call me down,and i have no idea where the place is.)
[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more. (in my previous line of job?yeah...but i do send texts to wrong numbers too. :P)
[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending. (When i was young,all Disney movies had such beautiful endings.)
[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (I think so.I usually have quite a good amount of femme stuff.)
[x] You call your pets with cute names. (If i had a dog,i'd name him Nee Nee~)
[x] You believe that yaoi is the best. (I don't really say its the best but for me,that's my lifestyle,so..if i don't support my own lifestyle,would be kinda silly would it. :P)
[x] You're easy to trick/convince. (i can't recall how many times i've fallen for some silly tricks..people,stop playing tricks on me..its mean. T_T)
[x] Some men scare you. (as long as its a huge muscled man..yeah,that's pretty scary.)
[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it. (not seen it,actually.)
[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers. (i do have pink/red clothing,but none with flower patterns.)
[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space. (Kinda like that line in Fireflies, "i try to make myself believe...that planet earth turns slowly~")
[x] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. (yes..Sometimes i say it without even knowing.)
[ ] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (I hate having an argument that goes no where,so i usually become passive instead of defensive.)
[x] You like j-pop. (God i love J-pop so much..!)
[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. (yes i have..Disney movies are a good example.)
[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa. (never seen those animes.)
[x] You smile with no reason. (Sometimes,out of a random moment.People ask why,i can't really answer. XD)
[x] You usually are very positive. (I try. =3)
[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it. (or at least go to the window just to see it.they're beautiful. =3)
[ ] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.(not really..I only don't understand what my dad says sometimes.but they do speak english,and i have good understanding of it,so...yeah.)
Greater than 30= Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme
My Result: 25 = Uke
Ok...so i'm normal. :P
alphinecenturyHere goes:
[x] You like to be content in everything. (I wish i was free and happy-go-lucky..it makes people round me feel more relaxed.)
[ ] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say. (I would automatically know what to say,because i'm already mated..That and if its a person i don't really like,i'd be less than inclined to get with them on a personal status.)
[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music. (I love listening to such music..gives me the imagination to feel carefree and happy,again,for others around. =3)
[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. (Oh of course~...my mate keeps me from indulging though.. T_T)
[x] You like making others blush. (When i'm in the mood.Looking at others blush makes them look cute,sometimes. =3)
[x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand. (yes i do.My bolster has been sleeping with me for as long as i remember.It makes my mate jealous. :P)
[ ] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex. (I'm more tactful around them,but never nervous.Girls can be good fun to talk with. =3)
[x] You like romantic-funny anime. (Shoujo manga~~~)
[ ] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. (erm if L is who i think it is,no..goth is cool,but a bit passe for me.)
[ ] You have listened “an café”. (dunno who that is.)
[ ] You like listening to it. (ditto last response. :P)
[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”. (nope..i've not even heard of it.)
[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy. (I don't like saying the word f***,and i do trip from time to time.That and i'm quite forgetful. >_>)
[x] You smile at kitties. (cute animals never fail to brighten my day. =3)
[x] You usually say –kawaii-. (for situations above,when i see cute animals,or something pretty cute. =3)
[x] You like plushies. (i have ones by my bed..do they count? )
[x] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue. (Sky blue is afterall one of my favorite colors~)
[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. (i don't really hate people,just because they are idiots..but i do have something called being indifferent and just going on with what's around me. =3)
[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. (i've ever got lost around once or twice..usually when people call me down,and i have no idea where the place is.)
[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more. (in my previous line of job?yeah...but i do send texts to wrong numbers too. :P)
[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending. (When i was young,all Disney movies had such beautiful endings.)
[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. (I think so.I usually have quite a good amount of femme stuff.)
[x] You call your pets with cute names. (If i had a dog,i'd name him Nee Nee~)
[x] You believe that yaoi is the best. (I don't really say its the best but for me,that's my lifestyle,so..if i don't support my own lifestyle,would be kinda silly would it. :P)
[x] You're easy to trick/convince. (i can't recall how many times i've fallen for some silly tricks..people,stop playing tricks on me..its mean. T_T)
[x] Some men scare you. (as long as its a huge muscled man..yeah,that's pretty scary.)
[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it. (not seen it,actually.)
[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers. (i do have pink/red clothing,but none with flower patterns.)
[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space. (Kinda like that line in Fireflies, "i try to make myself believe...that planet earth turns slowly~")
[x] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. (yes..Sometimes i say it without even knowing.)
[ ] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive. (I hate having an argument that goes no where,so i usually become passive instead of defensive.)
[x] You like j-pop. (God i love J-pop so much..!)
[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. (yes i have..Disney movies are a good example.)
[ ] You watched gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched strawberry panic and you felt like Nagisa. (never seen those animes.)
[x] You smile with no reason. (Sometimes,out of a random moment.People ask why,i can't really answer. XD)
[x] You usually are very positive. (I try. =3)
[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it. (or at least go to the window just to see it.they're beautiful. =3)
[ ] You usually don’t understand what your parents say.(not really..I only don't understand what my dad says sometimes.but they do speak english,and i have good understanding of it,so...yeah.)
Greater than 30= Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme
My Result: 25 = Uke
Ok...so i'm normal. :P
SL funs and lows
Posted 15 years agoHeya guys,
its been a while since i typed a journal.Been secluding myself into Second Life.
Well so far i can say its pretty fun and interesting so far.Gotten to meet a few new furs,and went out to the night clubs and all,even getting to have an SL job of a dancer at one of the nightclubs.
Though i personally am not sure what kind of image i'm giving to the people down there to be honest.I go all out and get all random and crazy,but...i dunno,i'm just having my doubts again that i'm being likeable rather than annoying.
Just popping in a little to give you all a little yarf to let you guys know i'm still alive,although elsewhere in the virtual world..Hope everyone's doing good,and honestly..
Both can't wait for school to get myself off SL more,and wish it wouldn't be so soon so i can be on it more.Hard decision since i get to do stuff i normally can't do IRL on SL.
~wuffers from Kai Whitewolf
its been a while since i typed a journal.Been secluding myself into Second Life.
Well so far i can say its pretty fun and interesting so far.Gotten to meet a few new furs,and went out to the night clubs and all,even getting to have an SL job of a dancer at one of the nightclubs.
Though i personally am not sure what kind of image i'm giving to the people down there to be honest.I go all out and get all random and crazy,but...i dunno,i'm just having my doubts again that i'm being likeable rather than annoying.
Just popping in a little to give you all a little yarf to let you guys know i'm still alive,although elsewhere in the virtual world..Hope everyone's doing good,and honestly..
Both can't wait for school to get myself off SL more,and wish it wouldn't be so soon so i can be on it more.Hard decision since i get to do stuff i normally can't do IRL on SL.
~wuffers from Kai Whitewolf
relationship meme
Posted 15 years agoStolen from Kyuu!
1. Who eats more?
Unfortunately that would be me. *blushes*
2. Who said “I love you” first?
Me,i think. :P
3. Who is the morning person?
Once again its me. *giggle*
4. Who sings better?
erm..me? :P
5. Who’s older?
My mate's the older one. =3
6. Who’s smarter?
I'll prefer to say my mate is smarter,since he's a university grad. =3
7. Whose temper is worse?
Both of us have quite short tempers,but i think i have a worser one.
8. Who does the laundry?
erm my mate..BUT i'm learning!
9. Who does the dishes?
Usually him again,but i can also do them.
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
my mate usually sleeps on left side,me on right side. =3
11. Whose feet are bigger?
erm...haven't compared,i think same.
12. Whose hair is longer?
me! *giggle*
13. Who’s better with the computer?
definitely my mate.I only know how to play games on it. :P
14. Do you have pets?
erm...does each other count? :P
15. Who pays the bills?
At the moment,no one yet..but i'm sure we'll get that fixed soon.
16. Who cooks dinner?
Usually we eat out,but one day..I want to cook dinner for him.
17. Who drives when you are together?
My mate has petrol in his blood,so..he drives.i dare not,not yet anyways. :P
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Usually my mate,but i do chip in and pay on our behalf sometimes.
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
ermm..me,i guess..we can be quite stubborn,but usually i'm more stubborn. >_<
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
Both of us do,usually,if we're in the wrong,we're the first one to admit it to the other.
21. Whose family do you see more?
erm..mine. :P
22. Who named your pet?
None yet,but most likely i'll be naming it something cute. :P
23. Who kissed who first?
hmm..that's a tough question,but i think its him kissing me first. *blushes*
24. Who asked who out?
erm...again a tough question,but usually it'd be me.
25. What did you do on your first date?
Our first actual date was meeting some M'sian furs for the first time,way back. :P
26. Who’s more sensitive?
Me who is too sensitive. >_<
27. Who’s taller?
Usually we don't compare,but i think we're same height.
28. Who has more friends?
I prefer to believe my mate has more friends. =3
29. Who has more siblings?
Should be me,i think.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
no one holds a true rein in our relationship..that's why its beautiful. =3
~wuffers from Kai Whitewolf
1. Who eats more?
Unfortunately that would be me. *blushes*
2. Who said “I love you” first?
Me,i think. :P
3. Who is the morning person?
Once again its me. *giggle*
4. Who sings better?
erm..me? :P
5. Who’s older?
My mate's the older one. =3
6. Who’s smarter?
I'll prefer to say my mate is smarter,since he's a university grad. =3
7. Whose temper is worse?
Both of us have quite short tempers,but i think i have a worser one.
8. Who does the laundry?
erm my mate..BUT i'm learning!
9. Who does the dishes?
Usually him again,but i can also do them.
10. Who sleeps on what side of the bed?
my mate usually sleeps on left side,me on right side. =3
11. Whose feet are bigger?
erm...haven't compared,i think same.
12. Whose hair is longer?
me! *giggle*
13. Who’s better with the computer?
definitely my mate.I only know how to play games on it. :P
14. Do you have pets?
erm...does each other count? :P
15. Who pays the bills?
At the moment,no one yet..but i'm sure we'll get that fixed soon.
16. Who cooks dinner?
Usually we eat out,but one day..I want to cook dinner for him.
17. Who drives when you are together?
My mate has petrol in his blood,so..he drives.i dare not,not yet anyways. :P
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner?
Usually my mate,but i do chip in and pay on our behalf sometimes.
19. Who’s the most stubborn?
ermm..me,i guess..we can be quite stubborn,but usually i'm more stubborn. >_<
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong?
Both of us do,usually,if we're in the wrong,we're the first one to admit it to the other.
21. Whose family do you see more?
erm..mine. :P
22. Who named your pet?
None yet,but most likely i'll be naming it something cute. :P
23. Who kissed who first?
hmm..that's a tough question,but i think its him kissing me first. *blushes*
24. Who asked who out?
erm...again a tough question,but usually it'd be me.
25. What did you do on your first date?
Our first actual date was meeting some M'sian furs for the first time,way back. :P
26. Who’s more sensitive?
Me who is too sensitive. >_<
27. Who’s taller?
Usually we don't compare,but i think we're same height.
28. Who has more friends?
I prefer to believe my mate has more friends. =3
29. Who has more siblings?
Should be me,i think.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship?
no one holds a true rein in our relationship..that's why its beautiful. =3
~wuffers from Kai Whitewolf
