This is friend, she is cool and makes good arts, yup yup

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Another year I suppose, turning 25 today, time goes by pretty quick huh
Anywho, here’s to another full of good vibes and such, hopefully

Turning 23 today, been an interesting year so far to say the least, but am happy to have the friends I have, and though I don't say it much, I very much appreciate all the watches, comments, and faves you all leave; so yeah, hope you are all having a wonderful day ^^

Happy New Year to y’aaaaaall, here’s hoping all of you have a wonderful 2023!

Am a little bit older today, kind of an important age I guess from what I hear, so yeah, am an older Dregg :P

So, today marks one year since I’ve been in FA as Kalian, and a lot has changed since I first joined, most of which I probably wouldn’t have even imagined back when I first joined. For starters, I’ve met a lot of really nice people, some of which I talk to often, others which I don’t talk as much as I’d like, and even one that is very special to me and I love very very much. Looking back, I feel like I got to meet and befriend most of those people out of pure luck and coincidences, considering I’m not exactly the most talkative person, and sometimes I keep thinking I don’t really belong around here. There’s been too many times where I’ve felt disconnected from the people I’m with, and though I seem happy I’m a lot of times just struggling to keep up with everyone. That being said, I still think I’m happier than I’ve ever been before these days, and I really care greatly for the friends I’ve come to meet in my time here, and look forward to talking to them, even when I don’t really have much to say.

Another thing that’s changed a lot is how I felt towards my own character. To be perfectly honest, at first I was incredibly nervous about Kalian. Even though I really like the design and he definitely has a big meaning to him for me, I was really afraid that everyone would just find him weird or boring or just “another edgy oc” even though he means so much more to me. I guess it could be said that those fears were most of the reason as to why I don’t really have much art until these last few months, just didn’t really have the confidence to commission most people, and had difficulty or just couldn’t even muster the courage to ask for art with people I knew. Nowadays, I’m a lot more confident with Kalian, and I’d like to say that I immensely appreciate all the people who fave, comment, shout and watch the stuff around my page and that it means a lot to me. Admittedly, there’s still a few fears here and there about how people feel about my character, though I can definitely say that I’m very confident with Kalian now and how he represents me.

I’m not really sure why I felt the need to write something like this, just figured I should do something since it’s been a year. Hopefully my weird summary-rant-expression thingy is somewhat coherent and readable. As for the future, I’m definitely looking forward to a lot of things. Like my birthday coming up next month on the 7th, where I’ll finally get to 21 years. I also definitely want to start opening up a bit more and talking more to people, to which I feel like I’ve definitely done a lot of progress already. Getting more art is another thing I really want to do, whether it’s just commissioning different artists or getting something together with good friends. Most of all I look forward to finally seeing my dear at some point in the future, hopefully this year. So, yeah, things have changed a bunch, but at least nowadays I have a lot to look forward to and plan for. Not sure how to end these, soooooo, hope everyone has a good day~