Here recently both & got me back into FFXIV. Sadly though i had to make a whole new account for stupid reasons on my part. Anyways I'm on Hyperion and just hit 50, starting to gear up and unlock more content and was wondering if anyone else played and if they were on the same server if they would like to add me? :3 the name on there is Fen Moonsong.

With the new expansion coming out in two days I'd figure I'd check and see if any of my followers play and would like to add me to their battle.net. I play both factions but main the Horde. Got 6 90s and a handful of lowbies so hit me up for anything :3

Fen#1506 is my battle tag :D

This is something I've been thinking about for a very long time now. I dont feel the connection to Kar like i used to and had thought about just changing his design up a bit. That did not work out as well as i had hoped. Something felt off, just no connection was made. So After much time and thought I decided to set about making a new sona all together. I have one in mind and currently  -kronexfire- is currently working on it as well as a similar character for himself. Does this mean that I will be getting rid of Kar as a whole? No. I've decided to keep him as alternative character but he will not be my main fursona.
What then, you might be wondering is my new fursona going to be? Well over the last two years I've been playing WoW and fell in love with their race known as the Pandaren-Hell nearly all of my characters are Pandaren. They are a anthropomorphic panda like race, Large in stature with short legs. They're primarily chubby and believe that the size of ones belly determines the amount of strength that one posses which i found epic. X3 But yes he will be based around my main character, a Pandaren Monk named Tenzo. Whether i leave his name as that or change it or add a "pandaren" themed last name is still up in the air.

here is an image of what a pandaren is for those who dont know
http://fc05.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2.....im-d4se4pw.jpg

Seriously who comes up with these? Like No Shave November was pretty cool and all but this? Seriously? I mean I'm totally not doing it. For one I've done failed two we're 7 days into the month and just now see ppl going "OMG ITS NO FAP FEBUARY BITCHES!!! MY NUT IN MARCH IS GOING TO BE SO FUCKING HUGE YOU HAVE NO IDEA" Yeah fuck that. -3- If i didnt fap for a month my balls would probably either fall off from being so full or explode all together. Wasnt able to for two weeks from having the flu and now am practically in heat...I dont want to imagine after a full month. *goes off to a corner and faps*

Go here and enter now!! D:<
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5271795/

has anyone actually gotten five stars on these damn things. I've been doing the puzzles since I'm best at them and they arent as frustrating as the other two. But Has anyone actually gotten all five stars? Most I've gotten was 3. Which I'm ok with but still the Unlimited puzzle is kind of intense...sounds weird saying that but still.

 Caerulus is giving away a shiny Ditto in a Raffle and if you dont get the ditto then you get either a kalos or a kanto starter! So i mean why not enter your gonna win either way :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:36648529

Just got Pokemon X and  -kronexfire- has Y currently only using one 3DS for both of us but he's getting one next week. My friend code is 5413-1329-2108 so post yours and I'll add you ^^

will be at the bus station in the next city over at 2:45 pm EST so Imma going to start getting ready and leave out of here at 1pm est so we can be there at 2 to wait on him. I'm so excited and nervous and so much other stuff I'm about to burst!

So this Friday my roommate holly is going to get  -kronexfire-'s ticket to move in! He'll be here the 17th! I cant fucking wait X3 I'm so excited and so happy. May or may not be on much those following days due to...well...quality catching up time and what not <///< You get the picture.

There is some art that I've gotten, mostly from my wonderful mate that I've yet to upload. I uploaded the one of my pokesona last night just not the rest. Also. I've been giving some thought on changing Kar's appearance. Y'know instead of him being just all white throw in some markings or fur patterns or someshit...anybody got any good ideas? I'm open for suggestions o3o

Yeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh still up -o- Feeling drained and hurting all over but cant sleep and havent been able to for two nights so far... wish i knew where i hid my melatonin so i could probably pass out... I swear when  -kronexfire- moves in with me he's going to have to keep me from hiding things cause they will never be found AGAIN >:U

So my friend James gave me a surprise today after i traded in my psp and three games. Was going to try and get Persona 4 Arena but didnt have enough so he got me Legend of Zelda 3DS, Pokemon Black Version 2, and Kingdom Hearts 3D Dream Drop Distance!! :D I like...dont know which one to play first o3o

Yup so now my Hiatus is Officially over. I've moved in with some friends back in my hometown. Even met some new friends who moved in after moving here from Michigan. In all there are a total of Six People living here with Three Dogs and Three Cats in a Three bedroom Apartment. I don't have a room of my own but I'm happy with the pull out couch lol

Also yesterday i went to apply for a job to work for Amazon.com in a warehouse and got a start date at the end of the walk-in interview. I was so fucking happy. I'm going to be making around 10 an hour working Fri-Mon 10 hour shifts with 18.75 an hour overtime. :3 And when i got back home we had our net turned on and its so fast X3 I've missed youtube and netflix lol

Also been Playing Morenatsu since yesterday afternoon and have been loving it. Though I am having to reinstall it everytime i use it cause the applocal is on the fritz and just doesnt want to work for me but my saved data is all good :3 Oh and speaking of games. We have two ps3s two Xbox 360's a game cube and a PS2 and of course my PSP and a TON of Games. I went on an Assassin's Creed Binge a few weeks ago and beat all the games in just a few weeks. lol Can't fucking wait for Halloween so that i can get Assassin's Creed 3 X3

Also I've got a friend who is going to be building me a $3000 Gaming Computer for just $700 when i get the money up from my new job. Right now I'm having to use my friends laptop so I'll be happy once i can get it. Also we're all planning on pitching in and each month getting everyone a vehicle so we can get and forth to work so that means I will be getting my License soon.

Also sorry for the long update guys >.<;;

I will be going on hiatus untill i can get my life back together and back on track...I know I've left you guys out on alot but this is something that i need to do. I love you all and hope to be back soon.

Ok so yeah...last night was my friend/roommate's Bachelorette party. Me her two sisters, one of her sisters friends, and her mom were all supposed to go out to a gay bar that was having their Foam night that night. Well the mom was bitching about it because she didn't want to get all soapy and wet if she wanted to dance and didn't want to drive thirty minutes <.< in all honesty it was that she didn't want to go to a gay bar... So we ended up going to two different bars.

Bar # 1 - OK Don't know the name of this bar cause i couldn't even fucking read it off the sign...But yeah Go in and all that's playing is Obnoxious Rap music and there is nothing but Loud Ass Hole-ish thug guys everywhere shouting and threatening to stab one another for looking at them wrong. We all get drinks. I had a long island ice tea...that didn't have any cola in it. it was just straight liquor...which was OK till about half way then it was just nasty. Did have two shots of one of the bar's special shooters that was called Purple Seduction. Tasted like grape kool-aid with a ton of alcohol lol was actually quite good. Also i kept seeing this guy that was tending the bar that had like a white blonde Mohawk and piercings and tats constantly staring at me. But when we went up to the bar to pay for our drinks i noticed it was actually a chick and was like oh my god I was getting checked out by a dyke! THE FUCK IS THIS?! lol Seriously though she made a hot dude <.< Anyways we left for another bar.

Bar # 2 - Ok so after leaving that bar they decided they wanted to go to one called Cowgirls...i was dreading as soon as i heard the name. Once we got there...yeah,,,Big biker Redneck bar...The eldest sister offered to buy me another long island ice tea this time she would make sure it was made right and this one was actually good. The atmosphere was a bit better besides the constant country music. They even had a live band that played some pretty good songs. We drank and they danced a bit while i took pics(I'm sorry i dont dance...) and we even got the lead singer to come up to our table and give my friend a strip tease while he sang...i think he noticed i was staring cause he started going to everyone else and then me which made a few ppl go wtf lol but damn..dude was hot so i didnt give a shit even if i was practically frozen to the spot for fear of the rednecks populating the place bashing me on the way to the car <.< Anyways the eldest sister ended up getting totally shit faced and ended up making out with her friend and three guys before we dragged her out. We left and came back home and i went straight to bed since it was 3 am and i had to be up at 6 to help move someone's stuff.

So all in all it wasnt the night i had invisioned...but i still had some fun even if i was scared for my life half the time. <.<

And a gay bar at that. lol My friend brandy is having her Bachelorette Party at a gay bar in Cookeville and were heading up here in an hour or so. And apparently tonight is their "Foam Night" which they only have once a year so were going to be seeing plenty of Studs in Suds if you catch my drift lol But yeah I'm nervous cause I've never been to a bar before even though I'm 22...<.<

I MUST SEE THISSSS!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lc_J.....ature=youtu.be

Alot of stuff is going on with me irl at the moment. I felt as if i had be knocked into a pit with no escape...then i was given some foot holds and now i feel like those very foot holds are crumbling under me. My life has been torn down and I've lost my place in the world. Not sure of what to say or what to feel or what to think anymore or who or what to believe. I'm trying my best to keep my head up and stay positive but little things just keep pushing me back down further into the pit. After Wednesday don't expect to see or hear from me for awhile. I need to do some soul searching and rebuild myself for me if i want to make it out of this pit. I just hope that the mouth of this pit doesn't become blocked, leaving me alone.

Ok so since i cant remember the pass to my other account I've decided to just upload all my commission/gift art to this account since i rarely upload anything anymore.

 -kronexfire- is offering sketchmissions and has only 3 slots left open! He does really good stuff and is in need of commissions so head on over to his page and hit him up. Here is a link to his journal. :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3247579/

Yeah...so apparantly my cousin is on meth and attacked my mom...well she is moving out and took her comp, the only good one in the house, and the net with her. After tonight i wont be on for a month at least...but i have a new cell number and texting to any network so if you want the number message me.

Well...what to say?

For starters I'm sorry for not posting anything in ages or even being online all that much here lately.
Me and Justin are doing fine. Except for the fact that I'm having to stay at my mothers again till we can get our own place(Douche bag jew landlord and all). Oh! He has an account on here now( ) and is writing and posting stories and everything. He is still newish to the fandom so break him in gently lol Really though he is writing pretty well for someone new to the fandom and i think you guys should really check his stuff out. Lets see what else....I know there are some rumors flying around about me and and if you want to know the truth(cause i dont think it should be posted for all to see cause its really not everyone in the fandom's business) then pm me.

Also...and i know this is going to sound stupid but my account i have on my page now for my commissioned and gift art...well I cant remember the pass to it anymore. I've been meaning to make another but have just been too lazy lol I do plan on it here soon though i do promise you all that. Lets see...oh my tax return was shit so i wont be able to get my own computer...but i am getting unemployment so maybe i can save up....dunno...hopefully. I just know i need my own. My mom's computer is worse than a fucking pocket calculator and my cousin rarely lets me use her lap top. And speaking of my family is still a bunch of cluster fucks as always...yay me. -_- So no comp...little money. I do plan on going up to Pennsylvania sometime soon though. I need to get away....bad. I feel so stifled at my moms. Like i get up and i dont live...i just exist...if that makes any sense lol

Oh and before i forget!! Justin, Myself, and his mother started a business up a few months back. Making Candles, Lotions, Bath Salts, Body Scrubs, In-scents, Shampoo, Shower Gel, Soaps, Fragrance Tarts(and warmers), and a whole bunch of different stuff. We have tons of scents. Even one that i swear to god smells like fucking Pixie Sticks! Here is the link. Check it out. It would REALLY help us out. :3 http://silvermoongift.weebly.com/

I know i enjoyed it lol This is just more proof that all of these "End Of The World" Stories are all more bullshit.

Go here for details!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2340984/