So I just noticed about half my gallery has gone missing and I don't have any of those pictures saved anywhere else as they were saved on my laptop that died awhile back. So if you happen to have anything of mine saved or are someone I commissioned, please send me a copy. Will give out my skype or email if needed.

Well we have been without a bed for a year and sleeping on the floor for a year and I don't ask for a donation of any kind, but we need a bed or just a mattress. We can't afford one and there is no telling when I will get a job. So if anyone in the Orlando or Winter Park area has an extra mattress they can part with, we would love to take it off your hands, we will have to figure out a way to transport it as we don't have a vehicle. If you can't help or might know someone who can, please let me know or even just spread the word.

 Alledrian is taking commissions, they are reasonably priced. I don't reach out and ask people for money, but we desperately need some help. Our funds have dwindled to nothing. Bills are paid but we can't afford food at all and we are down to half a box of noodles and some butter, so yeah, its bleak and I don't know when I will get money to help and his funds are in limbo since his new bank is a dip.

I will even open up story commissions, three at a time. Just five dollars a piece, we can discuss details via IM or Notes.

I've never been treated so horribly in my life by my own mother. Had to borrow money to help out since there was a major whoops with rent payment. I informed her we would pay her back around the 6th with as much as we could, but I told her it wouldnt be much as we have to pay the next amount for rent on the 1st.

Today rolls along as we are working on wiring the first payment to her and Im barraged by the biggest bitch storm in history all because she misunderstood me and assumed we'd pay EVERYTHING back on the 6th. I was berated in text messages, berated over the phone and now she will probably come after me on Facebook. She has also called Alledrian repeatedly.

I was scheduled to go home for Xmas this year and now Im thinking about skipping out and just staying here in Florida. I really dont know what to do. We can't afford to pay it all back in one go, but she doesn't want to take payments. I am sure my step dad will now get involved and he can be worse than her. Past selling my pc, xbox and tv, I don't really know what to do, how to please someone who can't be pleased.

I have learned one valuable lesson today. Never borrow money from family, shit will hit the fan.

So we move about two weeks ago to a nicer apartment and we are settling in nicely. Holidays are coming up along with out 5th Anniversary, Anyways, Alledrian is taking commissions, should go check him out, I will post a link to his journal. Help out if you can, we need it.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2917866/  alledrian

Nothing. Yesterday we were told we could not move in due to the carpets, but that we could move in Saturday. Today as we are waiting on my friend to arrive and help us move we receive a call from the new complex telling us we have been declined and now we cannot move in at all. REALLY? FUCKING REALLY?! A week ago we had it, we were going to move into a nicer, clear complex, safer as well and now we can't move at all AND on top of it all the information as to why, as they said, CANNOT BE DISCLOSED. Thank you for fucking us over. THANK YOU AND GOOD FUCKING DAY.

Tomorrow we move!

Tomorrow  Alledrian and I move out of our tiny studio apartment into a nicer apartment. I am looking forward to moving in, just not the move itself and the unpacking and the waiting for everything to be turned on, tomorrow is gonna be miserable. But! On the brighter side, no more nasty tiny apartment in a nasty complex. So happy to be out of this place. Anyways, back to packing!

Another year has passed and I am now 25 years old, yay.

People are probably wondering where the story is. Well I had to put it on the back burner due to college. All of this month was my first Writing core class and it involved writing scripts, stories, poems, actually shooting a short film and a plethora of other things. After spending all that time writing. Last thing I wanted to do was come home and write some more.

I will eventually get to the story, just please be patient.

Down below is the updated list. All major positions have been filled. Though i could use a few more patrons to appear in story!~ Work on Chapter 1 will begin soon.


CLUB FLEX
-gym-
General Manager:  ty_desoto
Asst. General Manager:  Rajara
Personal Trainer:  herculesrazor
Personal Trainer:  dragon-star
Personal Trainer:  uspats
Personal Trainer:  Colin
Laborer/Technician:  BlairMcKain
Laborer/Technician:  BruBearBrown

-club-
General Manager:  nikogor
Bouncer:  achak
Bouncer:  Draq
Bartender:  Kusho
DJ:  freezycastform
Dancer:  RiyoBunny
Dancer:  VGM22

-misc-
Patron:  Slyther
Patron:
Patron;
Patron:

Just got back from my trip home to see family, despite missing them, I am happy to be home. Also I apologize for the delay on the update for the Club Flex story. In the next few days, after some rest and catching up on online courses, I will post an update with all the slots that have been filled, if enough have been filled I will start on the first couple chapters.

So I have been kicking around the idea of starting a story based on a ongoing RP and what I have done in SL. I use to own a place called Club Flex, a hangout for muscle furs and scalies, it was a club and gym, just like in the roleplay. So now, I am wanting to make it into a story and I am looking for those who are interested. For employee spots or as a patron who appears in the story. Below I will list positions needed and what has been taken and by who. This is primarily male, there will be a few female characters that appear, but that is about it. So if you're looking for straight sexual scenes, there might be one and one only. Also if you're a patron or employee, you have the option to maybe appear in a sexual scene, with who? You'd have to talk to someone else in the list and get their permission, unless you know, you're both mates or whatever hehe. Just because you opt in for one, does not mean you will get one.

Understand that this story is not just about kinky sex, there is a story, there will be drama, bar fights, etc. Also as a little gift, employees will be pictured in a group pic once I get the funds or find someone who is willing to do it for free or in exchange for a part in the story, whatever is suitable hehe. Without any further waste of time, down below is a list of positions, there are not many so replying does not mean you get in, I will look over everyone carefully.


CLUB FLEX
-gym-
General Manager: OPEN
Receptionist: OPEN
Personal Trainer:  HerculesRazor
Personal Trainer: OPEN
Personal Trainer: OPEN
Laborer/Technician (fixes and moves things): OPEN

-club-
General Manager:  Nikogor
Bouncer:  achak
Bouncer: OPEN
Bartender: OPEN
DJ: OPEN
Dancer: OPEN
Dancer: OPEN

-misc-
Patron;
Patron:
Patron;
Patron:

On a side note, any person scenes will more than likely receive a commissioned drawing as well :D This story is to help me with creative writing juices, since Im going to school for that and also get me out there for story commissions in the future. So you're helping me and you're getting something in return! A picture and being in a story.

NOTE: IF INTERESTED, COMMENT IN THE JOURNAL AND IF YOU HAVE AN INSTANT MESSANGER, ADD ME TO IT, IF ACCEPTED IT WOULD BE EASIER FOR ME TO CONTACT YOU VIA IM'S FOR QUESTIONS!!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2266708/ She is doing a raffle for an icon, should check it out, her artwork is amazing :D thought I watched her before <.<

Its been some time since Ive posted on what Ive been doing, but here is an update. Im still enjoying Florida, spending alot of my time with my mate. On a big note however, I was recently accepted in Herzing University and in March I will begin an accelerated program geared toward RadTech, I get to do x-rays and mess with radiation! Yeeeey. Im excited in this next step in my life, this means in 20 months I will be nationally certified to work at imaging centers, clinics, hospitals and private practices! And when the time comes, I will be taking the next step to being a Radiologist.

Today I turned 24, another year older, but as for being wiser...I did get a headache today, maybe its a sign. As for my time so far in Florida, things are going very well, Im enjoying every moment with  alledrian. Its been an interesting adjustment for me and him, we are both use to not having someone around, Adjusting to the neat constant warm weather was easier than I thought, unlike Kentuckys constant wonky weather. Looking forward for my second week here.

So tomorrow is the big day, I leave for Florida for two weeks, I will be there with my mate  alledrian during that time. I am also going to be looking for a job while down there so I can stay permanently. I hope all goes well while Im down there, gonna be there for my birthday too, so this is a little b-day gift to myself. Wish me luck and I will have plenty of photos and stories to share when its all said and done

I normally dont do journals about my personal life, but since this is positive, here it goes:

About four days ago I told my mom that I'm gay, told her about my loving mate I thought she would have flipped or cried. She didn't, frankly she was actually excited AND relieved. Surprise! You always hear about a son or daughter coming out about being homosexual and their family acting negatively about it, thats why I have waited so long to say, I knew when I was 10 that I am gay, I just didn't click like other guys were at my age. So 13 years of hiding it, its all out there. I feel so much happier that I could tell my mother and she accepts me for who I am, just have to tell the rest of my family over time.

She even wants to bring down for a week in the summer, which we are planning on doing. I can't wait. So much stress is gone now. Now if I can lose this weight, Id be on the right track lol.

Anyways, I wanna know who have come out to their family and how they took it, if its not to personal.

23 years old. Gray hairs here I come!

Well seven days from now I will be 23 D: Old Kata is old. Dunno what I will exactly be doing this year for my birthday, hopefully something more exciting than last year. If all goes according to plan I will be out of state, but we all know how plans work out. Something happens, also!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/971852/

Check this out please :3

Finally getting some journals on this new account.

ANYWAYS

I need some help, Im wanting to move to New Jersey to be with . He doesn't live on his own yet, so I cant just move in with him. OfficeMax has another store near his town, which I could transfer too, but Id rather get a higher paying job, so I can support Alledrian until he can get going to. The other big issue is getting all my belongings there, Uhaul's that you pull, I cant do because I drive a sports car and Im not driving a gas guzzler Uhaul, Id be broke before getting to NJ. I do have a friend who might be able to help me, if he can Im set there.

So the last issue is a place to stay until Im on my feet. Could be a month, could be six months before I can move into my own place. If you know anyone in Southern New Jersey or near Pennsville who needs a room mate or might be looking for one soon, please let me know!

Im desperate to get out of this dead town and state.