Well well

This semester slowly comes to an end.

Thank Satan for that

This week will be hell but after it I'm nearly done for three weeks, and then school starts to kick in big again.
Please forgive me my seldom updates in the last weeks I was barely able to draw anything at all but I tried my best.

My plans for the coming weekend are:
Finishing some older works
Doing a few smaller pictures
Finally drawing some zombieporn for Kingrat^^
Begin work on Groteskia
Begin work on current art trades (You know who you are, stand up and wave xD)


I hate it that the day only has 24 hours...

Sayonara
Katra

Nailbunny kinda ruined the big surprise by having a similar but better idea, so here is mine:

GROTESKIA (working title)

Artyn is an average office slave working for the local brain's uck© agency when his miserable life is all of a sudden impaled by a ghoulish moose's antlers. He survives, alas in coma and awakes as his inner emo child in a nightmarish (aka funny and disturbing as hell) world of doom (not really a world of doom..it's just...damn I love to add "of doom" to everything...sounds cool huh?).

The reader will be offered with the epic struggle of Artyn's inner child (he hasn't told me his name yet, not very talkative boy) with this uncommon place, and the mind-boggling terror of the Omni Elchig Apparatrix....[insert sinister laughter]


You will soon be introduced to my new world with a short preview comic about a teenager who works at the Fleischpalast® (german for meat palace), a fast food chain in Groteskia.

If you have any questions please pleaze ask^^
Been working on this for years now I hope some of you like it.

I recently found a great artist who just joined fur affinity named traum


 traum


I immediately fell in love with his style and if you like some of my darker pics you will definitely love his work!

Please take a look and enjoy ^-^

Good Bye 200666


Strange, but I think I will really miss 200666...I will miss adding two extra sixes to every date, especially in school...I mean, really, 200777 looks stupid. What's that supposed to be? The sacred year of white metal?


So what was 200666 like?
- For me and all germans a year of suffering under the grotesque reign of Ms. Angela Merkel and her hordes of epileptic monkeys.
Here's a picture of her:
[img]http://img476.imageshack.us/img476/.....10/blahna6.jpg [/img]
I hope the dog doesn't sue me for being compared with Merkel...

- War! Yay, western world's #1 export

- Death of Milosevic and execution of Saddam "Obey my moustache!!" Hussein. I can't wait till the execution of George W. Bush is broadcasted^^

- blah...Don't know anything else...TV killed my brain...I'm happy that I still know what I did 5 minutes ago...everytime I try to sound smart I act like I'm retarded...

What else is left to say?
Met some nice people([buttkissmode]that includes you![/buttkissmode]), been to some great concerts, finally evolved in drawing, blah...I really want to write something but I don't want to...

Let's bring this to an end:
Happy Nu Year 200777
get drunk get layed have fun

what was your year 200666 like?

Man that was horrible xD

Like every year it was kinda entertaining how my grandparents try to celebrate christmas like we were a big happy family...
watching people, that hate each other, grin at each other...hilarious...at the same time it's really sad that I had to spend Christmess with my family AGAIN...so that's why the suicide rate rises every year on christmas? Family?
I Had to know it...

Aww I need some blood now...guess I will watch Braindead and Silent Hill again and play some Quake. At least the presents were ok this year

Halloween again...yeah...cool

the weather is fine, there are a lot of kids around that I could scare the hell out, the only fun day to happen in the last weeks...hm...but something feels wrong...terribly wrong....oh yes I remember: I'm at home, staring on my monitor, writing a journal, listening people say "Bye then I'm going to a halloween party with my best friend..." to me...I'm waiting for your winter depressions to come, so that I can jump around with a big smile on my face asking you "Isn't the snow beautiful?" whatever...

so what:
One of the good things when you are solo is that you have muuuch time to spend with yourself...


BTW I apologize that I didn't make any Halloween related pix as I have promised. I just was pretty down the last few weeks...



Happy Hollowween

The last few days were quite fine. Many things went right. I was a bit happier with my artworks than I was before and even Friday 13th didn't bother me. Nothing happened.

But life's going up and down constantly.
My girlfriend left me last night ,and today I again witnessed how the friendship with my best friend, that has lasted 10 years now, is slowly falling apart.
I know exactly why I'm afraid of happiness. Usually something bad happens soon...


Life is wonderful

Hi Folks

The last weeks, days, maybe months I was quite frustated with my stuff. No matter what I tried it looked either stupid or took a massive amount of time.

I was fed up, I was frustrated, I was desperate.

I wanted to finish older works, do some non furry stuff, do some Halloween related pix. It all failed, but all of a sudden...

new motivation!! O.O

I picked up an unfinished picture ( you can see the sketch for it here: "playing the organ" ) and started to work on it. I spent half of the day on perfecting what I had done before, and thinking of new stuff, and it worked great.
You will get the finished pic Asap.
I decided to take some ideas from it and make a really big portrait of me (maybe A2 size), and after listening to "Anti-Zombie" by one of my most favorite bands "Die �rzte" I had the idea of a zombie and halloween themed pic that will be done Asap, too.

Doesn't sound too bad, huh?

Sayonara
Katra

Hi

since school has started again two weeks ago, and I was thrown back into the flaming pits of the bavarian educational system, one single thought crossed my mind, over and over:

This.....Sucks!?

Why do I do this to me? As if I could ever use anything I learn in real life -.-
Maybe it's the bad example of my brother that keeps me alive. He dropped out of school 6 years ago and has formed into a fat, unemployed, lazy piece of shit. Sounds harsh? Compared to the things he did and said to me not, but that's a different story.

To sum up my situation:

Apart from some bad teachers there's a whole bunch of morons in my class that simply like to annoy me, the only thing they are good at.
Feels like Kindergarten when an 18 year old boy considers it funny to say everything that's written on the back of your T-Shirt "Gaaaaaames Convention!!!!!" "Son of a GUUUUN!!!!" (with the voice of patrick the sea star).
not difficult to ignore this but they infiltrated art lessons, the only subject I really like o______O
My personal space where I could do whatever I want without being bothered. *cries*

---

It was quite a weird day today. The 12th grade had to clean up our school's garden for whatever reason...maybe our chinese slaves were ill or dead. However I had to clean a small lake of mud that was rotting around for years. This stench.....methane gas...me and my fellow slaves were just waiting for someone to puke or get unconscious. Hoped this moment would turn into something like musical chairs with health risks. Unfortunately this didn't happen and these suckers are still alive...crap

next: Sports
I like sports really, I'm very much into martial arts (Kendo and Iaido), but in school it is pure torture. You always got the freaks, braincooked by amphetamines, only their egos are bigger than their faked smiles, that completely own the rest (people like me) in every game, get all the good marks, leaving the minor ones to the scum, and look like they are 40 or 50 :]

All this would not be too bad if I had friends or buddies at school to talk to and laugh with. Fortunately my best friend Rebecca is still with me, but in the lessons where we are not together, I suddenly realize how alone I am...

Nobody can stand me or my sense of humour actually. Maybe I'm just too weird, quirky, strange, whatever for normal people...well, I sometimes answer questions with movie or song quotes or just break into hysterical laughter for no apparent reason (at least no reasons I understand) and yell weird stuff 'cause I simply felt like it, or imitate Invader Zim^^
but nobody laughs with me...If I got a cent for every view that says "Oh my god?!" xD

Hope I didn't bother you with my problems, it's just that I'm pissed..-.-
If you share my opinion or have made similar experiences, please comment.

Sayonara
Katra

Wow,
50 Watches *__*

I wish to thank all the ones here that are watching me and/or having favourited some of my artworks.

I really appreciate that ^_^

I also thank the ones I am watching (or watching back) for being the inspiring artists they are.

Thank you all

Hi everybody

As you can see at my "Ronin Cat" my new pencils work fine.
I'm currently working on a few pics, and hope to finish them soon.

Of course you will be the first to see

BTW I didn't forget to write the comment about this year's Games Convention - it's just delayed.
It transformed into a longer comment about Gaming Culture and how Gamers have been discovered as a target audience by big conglomerates. I don't mean to bitch around about the GC, I like lots of that stuff, I'm just more and more confused.
I grew up in a world where you had to be ashamed of playing computer- and consolegames...Confusing to see parents and grandparents walking around at the GC. The market is huge, but I fear that the space inhabited by games, that are different from others, will be systematically erased soon.
More to come soon when I have translated my thoughts into english^^

Katra on Tour!!!

Tomorrow will be the second public day of the Games Convention in Leipzig and if everything goes well I will be there^^

I'm back tomorrow evening with some information about the GC and maybe with some photos, if I don't forget my cam^^

I hope it is interesting...considering the boredom I suffered last year.
At least I'm 18 now and have access to all areas.

Bye

Katra

08.19.0666

Well, hello^^

I never wrote a journal to be honest, especially not in english, which is not my mothertongue, so this is just a try.
I will try to keep up this journal and hardly try to write something interesting, but this is my first day here, so no interesting topics^^

Sayonara
Katra