I’m open to the idea of selling some of my characters. If the price is right. This is my toyhouse https://toyhou.se/katthkitkat/characters
Not all my characters are in there. Just look around. See someone, say something. Again. If the price is right, it’s right. Just let me know.

I learned today that there is a person pretending to be me over on discord in an attempt to steal peoples money. I have two discord accounts. One has been abandoned. My active one, the one I communicate through is katthekitkat_25. I have no other name. This is the only discord/name I will contact you under. So far I have had multiple people come to me, informing me of this person. From here on out I will contact you first via this FA account and taking steps to stay more vigilant of fraud. There are things I want to say but I’m scared the person will see and update to fit that. Can’t have nothing nice nowadays.

It was the day I turned 29 weeks pregnant. I woke up with some discomfort but chopped it up to me being dehydrated. I had work that night so I needed to sleep for the day. Trying to sleep it away, I ended up just tossing and turning. The pain would come and go. The pain wasn’t bad. It was similar to period cramps and it wasn’t even that bad! By that afternoon it increased. But I still wasn’t that concerned. Until there was blood when I went to the bathroom. At that point it was like two hours till I had to leave and go to work. So me and my husband instead decided to go the hospital. We thought I would get an excuse and stay home, and he was going to get some fire ass snacks for work and show up late. WRONG! From the time we got to the hospital to the time I saw a doctor was approximately 15 minutes. The doctor took one minute or less to exam me, look at me shocked, and tell me that I am having the baby right now. My tiny exam room filled with 10 plus people so fast, my poor husband pressed against the wall. My clothes, jewelry, ripped off me. I’m naked signing papers and being told what is going on. Told this and that. Sign this and that. They did an ultra sound to determine what kind of surgery I would be having. The baby was turned sideways and his arm had already began to drop down in my vagina. I had a nurse tell me that I was priority number one and that baby could die. Then before I knew it, I was being rushed into the operating room. Then they did everything but threw me on the ground and kicked me. I had to lay on my side and curl into a ball while they shoved a needle/catheter into my spine. That was the worst pain of my life. I felt them go left and right, moving it everywhere and all the while I had to tell them where I felt the pain. My hips felt like they was exploding, my spine felt like it was being ripped out of me. I felt like the pain was going to kill me. And that’s coming from me, a person who has the pain tolerance of I don’t know what. I can handle pain very well!! But this? I was screaming in agony and my husband was in the hallway where he could hear me. He said it was horrible listening to me scream and not being able to help. But then, they hit their mark and from the neck down I was essentially paralyzed, dead, numb. Whatever you want to call it. I couldn’t even feel myself breath. I couldn’t even speak over a tiny whisper. Fast forward, they let my husband in and later on he told me how he saw my guts in a bowl. Anyway. When they pulled the baby out, I heard him cry. He sounded like a mouse. He had the tiniest little cry. Born 3lbs and 5oz. They ended up having to cut me from hip to hip and then up and down. The healing process was horrible. Walking, standing, moving was all agony. My husband carried me. He did so much for me. He washed me after using the bathroom, bathed me, dressed me. He did everything. And I am so grateful to have him. I never had to ask him, he just knew and did it. He’s my rock. My safety. My peace. My everything. I’m still numb around the scar. It’s weird. Because I’m numb from my bellybutton down to the top of my mound. Any way. The baby stayed in the NICU for almost three months before coming home. My strong little baby! He’s so tough and sweet! But yeah. There is a lot more little details and such, but then I think this post will be too long!

It has been a good long while! A lot has happened. If anyone had tried to get in touch with me, it’s because I locked myself out of my old discord account. Deleted all of my twitter accounts. In general just silently removed myself from the internet. Not only that, I threw away all my art stuff. Computer, tablets, books, everything. I haven’t drawn in two years except the odd doodle here and there on scrap paper just to be thrown away. I blame my job a lot for killing my spark. But my husband and friends have been begging me to draw again, especially after having the baby! So here I am, doodling again. Just doodling. I still work the same job, but hopefully I get changed to a more desirable position! I’m sorry for disappearing like that. Especially to my friends online who got no warning. Took me getting married and having a baby to find myself again lol. I swear! Life is crazy.