Hi guys! Me and my friends are making a mobile game as a school project, and we are competing who gets the most likes on facebook. Can you please help us? Our game is called Soul Odyssey.
The soft launch for the game is going to be soon. It's still early in development, but we are starting statistic analysis to see if people are interested. It's mostly for learning's sake, but I would appreciate if you helped us a little, if you can spare a moment.
https://www.facebook.com/soulodysseythegame

Hello my lovelies, I am back!

And whoo boy has it been BUSY this year! The spring went by in a doozy as I was working on my internship, creating graphics for a mobile game.
I also applied for a college degree in art and media.
And by a sheer miracle I got accepted into the school! Oh boy, it was really hard to get into, too!
This actually created a lot of new challenges, because my previous degree (in graphic design) wasn't supposed to be finished until another half a year, so I had to Hurry it up big time! During the summer I had to finish half a year's worth of school, and simultaneously work on my internship to cover a second part of it!
I managed to graduate from my previous school less than a WEEK before my current school started!

So yes, Since you last saw me, I graduated, and started on a higher study! This fall I have been getting used to my new school, as well as working on my school tasks, but I would love to re-open my commissions!

I would love to think my skills in drawing have increased during the past year ; D

I will be leaving for the summer, so sadly I wont be able to take in commission during the summer.
I will be back by August!'

Thank you so much for commissioning me! I will be glad to work with you again after the summer! : D

Would people be interested in adoptables?

I wonder if I should sketch up some cute adoptable characters for you. I could sketch some up as my 3k pageview special, and maybe sell them off dirt cheap. like 5-10 € ???
Would you be interested?
And what species would you like?

give me your honest opinion on if you would want one! I am eager to know your opinions : )

I have been wanting to draw something to activate my lazy ass. I cannot promise that I will draw everyone who comments on this journal (but I darn well shall try! Just watch me!), but I would be glad to make t̶h̶r̶e̶e̶ ̶o̶r̶ ̶s̶o̶ DRAW ALL THE THINGS drawings of r̶a̶n̶d̶o̶m̶ EVERYONE lucky participants who comment on this. Please limit yourself to one entry per person.
Oooh, I am already getting a lot of participants! I know this is a lot to draw, but I can darn well try to do them ALL! ALL HAIL FREE ART!

To participate just post a comment of your reference sheet and what you would like me to draw. You picture will be more likely to be picked if the idea is interesting, but considering how never-heard-of artist I am, I do not expect much, and am totally willing to do "Wing it" commissions, if you so desire. Multiple characters are OK, but remember to use this privilege moderately. So it is OK to ask a picture with your character and her friend(s) (with ref sheets), but try not to create too huge of a crowd (let's say the limit is 3 characters, negotiable).
If you do not have a reference sheet and you would still want a commission / reference sheet, just try and describe your character to your best ability.

There is no defined time how long you may participate on this free art project, so I will either edit the journal as closed, or wait for the comments to die down.
I will draw the pictures on my own phase, so lucky ones may get a picture really soon, even if the the journal is still seeking for entries.
The chosen ones will be picked from the comments, and their icon will be added on the bottom of the journal as a "guaranteed person to get their art".
If your icon doesn't show on this journal entry, do not fret, because there is still a chance that I will grow bored AGAIN later on, which means that I might open extra slots for free art.

So feel free to take part in this chance of free art. You can ask for pretty much everything from icons to huge artworks with all the goodies, from safe for work to not so safe for work. Remember, asking is ALWAYS OK. I will tell you if your request is over my limits and you are allowed to change your entry so that you will still be part of this happenstance.

Remember, that once you get your artwork, it is FREE for you to do ANYTHING you want with it. Post it on your page (with a note showing I drew it), use it as your icon/whatever, do whatever you want with it. it is yours. Have fun!

People who got their art:

Remamian: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17755080/
CH3MIC4LC4T: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17761359/
DracheVonSchwarz: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17765791/
RaveWolf1995: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17776922/
Phuseos: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17781606/
Radio-Parrot: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17790157/
quiet_codes: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17792078/
LukeSpiritPaw: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17800027/
quarterbunny: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17803007/
HiruWolfstein: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17810862/
Serpenna: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17818660/
Dragonhybrid140: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17829726/
XxRedSagexX:: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17957219/
molotov-mocktail: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18002384/
zevarius: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18014725/
recon1o6: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18025686/
cacklepop: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18925632/

People who are in line for art:

 doripapaya
 MarthaGreyDragoness
 seikoo
 KateTheMarten
 rynik
 Gattsu
 expandranon
 kurothehuskywolf
 thronezwei
 peachywolf
 melody_lion
 germanor123
 justicekyo
 mustang
 wolfsum

Basics

Name: Kati
Nickname: Kazhiru
Location: Finland
Age: 22 (22.1.1993)
Height: ~165cm
Zodiac sign: aquarius
Pets: 2 Cockatiels. My dog is at my parents atm.
Favorite thing about yourself: My cat smile and eyes.
Worst habit: I suck at contacting people.
Fun fact: Swerve and Rumble are my favorite transformers.

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Female
Sexual preference: Men. Although I do not see gender as an issue.
Romantic preference: I am demisexual.
"Kinsey Scale" score: I... Failed the test. It couldn't scale me. What? But if I had to score myself then... One? Maybe two?
Relationship status: Single.
Myers/Briggs type: ESFP
Hogwarts house: I'd like hufflepuff, but I'd probably be in griffindor none the less.

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl.
First thought in the morning: "I have had enough nightmares for this night. I could get up" "Am I sure I want to get up already?"
Last thought before falling asleep at night: "I love you spiderman." to my life sized spiderman doll / waifu. Or the last scenario of my chosen topic. My bed is my "happy place" and imagining myself in an imaginary world (lately as a Transformers character in some TF timeline), seeing how I would fit in there being my "happy thought." Also visiting my transformers waifu in my head really brightens me up. That is seriously my only good part of the day.

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: I have graduated with profession, but I am currently in rehab from mental illness (depression, anxiety)
What do you do well: I am good at english. And reading. To be honest, if you ever met a person whose "stat points" were completely even, with no GOOD or BAD skills, that would be me. A completely even character.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Hopefully dead. I have absolutely no thoughts about the future and the whole concept SCARES me and I would rather not think about it. I honestly CANNOT see anything positive in there.

Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: sometimes, moderately. I drink very RARELY, but am not against it..
Smoke: Yes. It is my one escape from reality and people. Aside from sleeping of course.
Do Drugs: No. I really don't feel like it. why bother?
Exercise: Not really. I swim occasionally.
Have a go-to comfort food: sun dried meat LIDL sells. That one specific brand. I love MEAT.
Have a nervous habit: I do not really have nervous habits. I have habits, yes, but nothing that is triggered from nervousness.

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): my smile.
In Others: the way their body bends. Like the arch of their back, the way they move, the way they walk. It is weird, but I find certain positions REALLY attractive. I really don't have an eye for looks. I simply don't find looks attractive. I mean, some are fine, some are okay, but I honestly cannot say I am attracted to a person because the way they look. I honestly cannot look at a picture and imagine pleasuring myself to their LOOKS. I really need that emotional bond first. I can't even IMAGINE having any kind of sexual attraction to a person I don't know. I can't even imagine having attraction to my ASSOCIATES. Only the people REALLY close to me start to make me feel comfortable around them enough for me to want to live FOR them and finally start to fall in love with their personality and character. I could kill for my best friend, and I am ready to love them to bits if only they'll let me. I would be happy with that.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I am very adaptive. I can fit in to ANY situation.
Food: Meat. Pork and beef. Proper red meats!
Drink: cola or strawberry juice.
Animal: Birds.
Color: Blue.
Artist/Band/Group: Mindless self indulgence. two steps from hell. etc
Author/Poet: I could start an endless conversation about fanfics. I LOVE reading them. And I do that A LOT. I can't possibly choose just one.
Actor/Actress: don't care.
Blogger: I follow people on tumblr. those big names in Transformers fandom know who they are. (too many for me to be bothered to list).

Where are you staying?
At the main hotel

Means of transportation?
Aeroplane to Germany then taxi from airport to drop us off at the hotel

Sharing a room with:
Zestece

What is your gender?
Female

Relationship Status:
Single

How old are you?
22

How tall are you?
~165 cm

Which languages do you speak?
Finnish and English.

Where will you be most of the time during the day?
Out smoking or at the sales tables. AUCTION TO THE WIN.

Who will you be with?
alone mostly, unless I meet familiar faces.

Do you do free art?
Sure, Just get me a sketch book.

Do you do trades?
Sure

Do you do commissions?
you got the coin, I got the time.

What suit(s) will you have?
My Kazhiru bird suit.

Can I dance with you?
I am born with two left feet and I am socially awkward, so if you wont mind me awkwardly trying to not touch you while I waddle then yeah.

Can I touch you?
If I can see your approach for physical contact ( so I can harden myself for it before you actually touch) on a neutral place then yes.

Can I talk to you?
Why yes! I love meeting new people, no matter how awkward I am.

Can I hug you?
I will do those weak hugs, but they still count.

Can I take photos of you/with you?
Totally.

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Bring it.

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Yes. Well, I drink moderately, but I smoke yes.

Can I give you lots of money?
shower me in it.

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Just give me a warning first.

Can we hang out?
definitely.

Are you nice?
Super. I get along with everyone.

Other cons you may go to?
Probably not.

Attending any events?
whatever seems interesting and which my social quota meets.

How can I find you at the con?
By randomly trying to keep an eye on me. FA is easy to use for contact. I think I will check it every now and then.

Can we go out for a dinner?
totally.

Are you buying art?
maybe. not sure yet.

What do I have to watch out for, when I am meeting you?
I am anxious and depressed, so excuse my awkward allergy towards people.

What is the best way to contact you?
FA most likely.

May I kidnap you to my room?
Mind my anxiety! I like chilling, and I will come if invited, but don't just steal me. I might freak.

Will you tell me your room-number and can I surprise visit you?
Totes no. My roommate is the lord!

I have a personal question for the convention. May I ask you that?
Ask away.

I hope this convention will be a blast again! See you all soon!

Commission info is updated, and I want to remind you that YES, commissions ARE open!
Feel free to jump on in!

https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/kazhiru/

► Name ➔ Kati
► Birth Place ➔ Finland
► Where Do I live ➔ Oulu
► Hair Color ➔ brown, or dyed light blue with black/dark blue
► Eye Color ➔ blue
► Birthday ➔ 4 January
► Gender ➔ female
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Right
► Happy? ➔ Lol no.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE


► Are you in love ➔ No
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ Nope
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ No
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ No?
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ No
► Do you usually spend Valentine’s Day alone? ➔ Yes
► Short or long-term relationships? ➔ Long

TEN CHOICES

► Love or lust ➔ Love
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ Lemonade
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Dogs
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A few best friends.
► Television or internet ➔ Internet.
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Coke
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night
► Day or night ➔ Night
► Text or Call ➔ text
► Make-up or au naturel? ➔ Natural

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

► Been caught sneaking out? ➔ yes
► Fallen down/up the stairs? ➔ I guess
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ No
► Prank called a store? ➔ No
► Skipped school? ➔ Yes
► Wanted to disappear? ➔ Yes
► Spent all your money? ➔ Duh
► Met a celebrity? ➔ Yes
► Been really ill? ➔ yes
► Gotten high? ➔ No

TEN PREFERENCES

► Smile or eyes ➔ Eyes


► Light or dark hair ➔ Either
► Shorter or taller ➔ Taller
► Intelligence or attraction ➔ Intelligence
► Hook-up or relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor or rich and serious ➔ Funny!
► Mac or PC? ➔ PC
► Chapstick or lipstick? ➔ chapstick
► City or country? ➔ doesn't matter
► Driving or walking? ➔ Driving

LASTS


► Last phone call? ➔ Morso
► Last song you listened to? ➔ some mix on youtube.
► Last thing you ate? ➔ rice with chicken tikka masala
► Last thing you drank? ➔ Cola
► Last place you were? ➔ home
► Last kiss? ➔ about two months back
► Last picture taken? ➔ when I put a ring on it with spiderman.
► Last outfit? ➔ t-shirt and lazy pants
► Last purchase? ➔ Food products. and a walking cane.

I am open for 3 slots of commissions, free (donations encouraged, not required), chosen absolutely randomly from the people participating.
One slot per person!

To participate, Fill out this nifty little form! The raffle will be active until I mark it closed in the title. Did not make it? Post your info anyways! There is still a change you might get free art. I get bored quite often. (sharing is caring, btw! Not necessary to advertise)

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Reference picture, or a description of your character:
Icon/full art work/ reference sheet, pin up, what will it be?:
What would you like me to draw with your character, please give me some idea of what you would like:

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FOR PEOPLE WHO WANT TO MAKE A NEW CHARACTER FROM SCRATCH/ARE IN NEED OF A REF SHEET:
NO additional characters for reference sheet. Only that one character, pictured from different angles.
If you do not have a reference sheet already, and want me to do one, please describe your character well. I would like to get it right with as little trouble as possible.
Be prepared to answer at least these questions: Male or female? Species? Anatomy quirks: droopy ears, a tail that changes from the species norm, etc? markings/patterns? main colors? Eye color? Hair? If yes, what style of hair, and color? Any distinguishable features: scars, piercings, tattoos? Body build?
Basically, try to come up with as much info as you can.
If you want your first character, and know nothing else except the animal, then I will wing it, but I will not adjust it for later ideas, so please be exact. If you only know that you want a generic tiger female with big boobs and a scar over one eye, then that's what you'll get. But do not come complaining if the stripes are the generic kind, the eyes are wrong color, and it's too feminine (as an example).

FOR PEOPLE WHO KNOW WHAT YOU WANT:
I will not draw explicit porn, kinks or gore. tasteful nudity and not too kinky sexual situations (Like blow jobs, hand jobs, etc vanilla sex scenes) are fine. I will Inform you if I am not comfortable with the subject, and you are given the chance to change what you want.
You can have maximum of two characters in your full artwork (ref for both) if you choose so. Reference sheets can only have one character (drawn from different angles.) For icon you can have maximum of two different icons (a couple's icon is possible).

These arts, once done, are for your purposes fully. Once they are done, they are *YOURS* And you may do whatever you want with them. Post them on your gallery, post them ANYWHERE you want, do whatever you want with them, as long as you give me credit. So be happy with your free art, and don't feel ashamed to show them around proudly!

I think I have laid enough base rules. Generally I just want something to do in my boredom, so hit me with your best shot and give me something to draw.

Slot 1:  SonggoIshtar

Slot 2:  EidenTheFox

Slot 3:  shycolour

Don't be afraid to tip, if you are satisfied with your picture. Tips make me happy : 3
I accept  tips
Paypal: kazhiru[at]hotmail.com

So ready to do commissions in exchange to steam games ;_;
I need borderlands. I hope it gets to daily.

Twilight Sparkle:

[] You have a huge collection of books.
[x] You value your alone time.
[x] You have trouble making friends.
[] You are very intelligent.
[] You write letters regularly.
[] You find a lesson in everything.
[] You have trouble doing things “the old-fashioned way.”
[x] You’ve recently moved to a new town.
[] You’re rather sarcastic.
[] You’re often accused of being a know-it-all.
Total: 3

Pinkie Pie:

[] You’re the black sheep of the family.
[] You’re majorly hyper.
[] You love to siiiing!
[] You’re known for throwing great parties!
[] You’re great at baking.
[x] People sometimes don’t get your jokes.
[] You’re a prankster.
[] You’re a super-intense personality.
[x] You have strange pets.
[x] You are known to go to extremes.
Total: 2

Applejack:

[] You’re very stubborn.
[] You find great joy in working.
[x] You prefer the country to the city.
[x] You speak with an accent.
[] You HATE cheating.
[] You have freckles.
[x] You prefer casual wear rather than flashy things.
[] You wear your hair in a ponytail.
[] You have a large family.
[] You have trouble lying.
Total: 3

Rainbow Dash:

[] You love winning.
[] You like sports.
[x] You have a funky hair color.
[x] You have fangirl tendencies.
[] You have no problem speaking your mind.
[x] You will give up anything for your friends.
[ ] You like being recognized for good things.
[x] You have no problem being ‘one of the guys’.
[x] You act now, think later.
[x] You’re very brave.
Total: 6

Rarity:

[] You love being the center of attention.
[] You have a cat.
[] You sew well.
[] It’s well-known that you’re somewhat vain.
[] You love the excitement of the city!
[x] You will overwork yourself to do something nice for your friends.
[] You wear makeup.[Whenever I have time to put it on x_x]
[] You’re prone to whining.
[] You have expensive tastes.
[] You enjoy ‘girl-time.’
Total: 1

Fluttershy:

[] You hate being the center of attention.
[] You struggle with sharing your mind.
[x] You love animals and help them however you can.
[] You’re graceful.
[] You’re very quiet or soft-spoken.
[x] You have a secret mean-streak.
[] You’ve been told you could model.
[] You’re the eldest of your friends.
[] You like wearing your hair loose and long.
[x] You’re very nurturing
Total: 3

I'm surprised by getting rainbow dash. I'm like the lazy, fat coursing who hates sports.

RULE 1. You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
Now, here's what you're supposed to do... And please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your journal, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 5-10 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

What are rules
Stolen from Ponacho on dA
Sorry if i missed one
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1. Asked someone to marry you?
innocent

2. Kissed one of your friends?
guilty

3. Danced on a table in a bar?
innocent

4. Ever told a lie?
guilty

5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have?
Innocent

6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
Guilty

7. Kissed a picture?
guilty

8. Slept in until 5 PM?
guilty

9. Fallen asleep at work/school?
guilty

10. Held a snake?
innocent

11. Been suspended from school?
Innocent

12. Worked at a fast food chain/restaurant?
Innocent

13. Stolen something?
guilty

14. Been fired from a job?
Innocent

15. Done something you regret?
guilty

16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose?
guilty

17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
guilty

18. Kissed in the rain?
innocent

19. Sat on a roof top?
guilty

20. Kissed someone you shouldn't?
innocent

21. Sang in the shower?
innocent

22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Innocent

23. Shaved your head?
Innocent

24. Slept naked?
innocent

25. Had a boxing membership?
innocent

26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
innocent

27. Been in a band?
innocent

28. Shot a gun?
innocent

29. Donated Blood
innocent

30. Eaten alligator meat?
innocent

31. Eaten cheesecake?
guilty

32. Still love someone you shouldn't?
innocent

33. Have/had a tattoo?
guilty

34. Liked someone, but will never tell who?
innocent

35. Been too honest?
innocent

36. Ruined a surprise?
innocent

37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you can't walk afterwards?
guilty

38. Erased someone in your friends list?
innocent

39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if you're a guy) or man's clothes (if you're a girl)?
Innocent

40. Joined a pageant?
innocent

41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said?
guilty

42. Still have communication w/ your ex?
innocent

43. Cheated on someone?
innocent

44. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
innocent

45. A total stranger treated you by paying your fare?
innocent

46. Get totally angry that you cried so hard?
guilty

47. Tried to stay away from someone for their own good?
Innocent

48. Thought about suicide?
guilty

49. Thought about murder?
guilty

50. How about Mass Murder?
guilty

51. Rode in a stranger's vehicle?
Guilty

52. Stalked someone?
innocent

53. Had a girlfriend/boyfriend
Guilty

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-of my neck. my neck. my neck hurts, it--

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
my monitor

Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
eating ribs

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
barricade. although it was on netflix

Without looking, guess what time it is
15 something

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
15.31 (3.31pm)

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
I have a transe electro list playing, but if that doesn't vount... I can occasionally hear my birds doing their bird stuff.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I went to raid second hand stores with my mom.

Did you dream last night?
yes

Do you remember your dreams?
yes. I was in some special place with marleena. I had an ugly fursuit (in addition to the one I really have) and we were in this wierd place, kind of like a graveyard, and it was crawling with horrible insects. I also remembering going out from there to have sauna with my parents at the hotel they were staying. on the way me and marleena found a person selling puppies.

When did you last laugh?
laughed, like, from real amusement etc, not just fakes laughter? hmm... I honestly can't remember. but if my "fill the voice laughter" is counted then it was when I was sorting through my box of important shit with orzel.

Do you remember why / at what?
I kept papers from the are before christ, so naturally I found it amusing how out of date my important shit box was.

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Deathnore poster, hanna is not a boys name poster, a random wolf furry poster, and a small picture of a cockatiel griffon.

Seen anything weird lately?
not really.

What do you think of this quiz?
I like how random the guestions are. they are somethign new, not just your name, date of birth and eye color or such shit.

What is the last film you saw?
barricade

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?
I am content here. I don't really wish to move anywhere, because I don't want to learn any new languages (finnish, english and some sweden is enough for me) at the moment, and I would probably get fed with american/england customs so...

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
a proper house. like, not just an apartment, and actual house.

Tell me something about you that most people don't know.
hmm... what would that be... the only thing I know that no-one but my therapist knows is this very intimate, traumatizing experience as a child... but I am not ready to share it. But most people do not know I have trauma in the first place, so you'll just have to do with that small tidbit of information.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I would make people more open minded.

Do you like to dance?
not really.

Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes. probably not of own accord, but if I ever find the perfect man/whatever, I am ready to follow my heart to the end or time.

Does your name make any interesting anagrams?
I don't think so. "A tag as kink." says the generator.

Who made the last incoming call on your phone?
Mom

What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
Transformers movies.

Last time you swam in a pool?
hmm... It was... spring... of 2013... at kaleva's swimming pool. I think. Or did my mom take me to sanifani? anyways, it has been long. I tend to swim in lakes, ocean, rivers and such more often than actual pools.

Type of music you like most?
Rock or house electro

Type of music you dislike most?
country

Are you listening to music right now?
yes.

What color is your bedroom carpet?
I will check. multicolored. My grandma made it. it has blue, green, brown and red stripes.

If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
I would build a sauna.

What was the last thing you bought?
I bought? Chinese. I also got my dog a new collar and some of those bio degradable poop bags.

Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?
yes

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
yes

Do you have a garden?
no

Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
probably not.

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?
"no. god no... Nooooooo... Please, god NOOOOOOO"

If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?
I do not prefer anyone over the other. I do not follow celebrities, so ... whoever?

Who sent the last text message you received?
after checking, I have noticed that it was my mom. a week back, informing that she had reserved me a time for a haircut.

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Verkkokauppa.com

What time is bed time?
all the time

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
no

How many tattoos do you have?
two. a set of wings, and some footprints of a bird and a dog

If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?
Well, I have.

What did you do for your last birthday?
I do not remember anything about my last birthday. I am not even sure if I celebrated it. I guess it might of have been at my parents cabin with marleena and janika. but I don't remember, so pardon me if I remember wrong.

Do you carry a donor card?
no. I wouldn't oppose to it, I just have not seemed it necessary yet.

Who was the last person you ate dinner with?
good guestion. Marleena? But it has to have been a month or so back.

Is the glass half empty or half full?
half full

What's the farthest-away place you've been?
thailand

When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
I must have been a forever. I feel like my grandma might have cooked something with her own batch, but I really cannot remember. It has been half a lifetime ago.

Have you ever won a trophy?
Not a trophy, but medals.

Are you a good cook?
not particularly no. I can't cook, but I can make food.

Do you know how to pump your own gas?
Yes.

If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?
probably one of my friends.

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?
no.

Do you touch-type?
yes

What's under your bed?
A spare planked that fell over there two months back.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
no.

Think fast, what do you like right now?
sleep

Where were you on Valentine's day?
At kipinä group... I remember carrying... a ring.

What time do you get up?
late

What was the name of your first pet?
Salazar. and sebastion. I got them at a same time. Batman does not count, he was a apple snail.

Who is the second to last person to call you?
It is a service number... probably the firm I rent my apartment from.

Is there anything going on this weekend?
I have a house warming party.

How are you feeling right now?
tired

What do you think about the most?
in general? probably porn

What time do you get up in the morning?
I wake up around 7-9 to take my dog for a piss. then I get back to sleep. I usually wake around noon, or 3pm.

If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?
I would probably call my mom the soonest I know of such a thing happening.

Who would you tell first?
mom

What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?
hmm... wolverine two?

Do you sing in the shower?
no

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
This has been asked already.

What do you do most when you are bored?
read porn, draw, or play stepmania

What do you do for a living?
currently nothing. I attend therapy.

Do you love your job?
It's... a job like any else. once I get to working that is. I would probably prefer to work at a workshop fixing electronics.

What did you want to be when you grew up?
I never knew.

If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?
stay at home mom? I don't deal well with kids, but I prefer sitting on the sofa rather than working.

Which came first the chicken or the egg?
chicken

How many keys on your key ring?
please don't make me check. fine. I will check. 5. one is near useless. It's for a padlock I carry in my bag. I have my car keys in a separate ring holder. two keys.

Where would you retire to?
retiring home. Or I would seek a place to die.

What kind of car do you drive?
a shit box that cost me a hundred. I don't even remember what model it is... It might be audi?

What are your best physical features?
my eyes.

What are your best characteristics?
I'm very friendly and easy to get along with.

If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?
my bed. I really do not like traveling that much. I mean, I like the travel part, I just hate staying at a tourist trap.

What kind of books do you like to read?
porn. fanfiction. I rarely read real books. fantasy if you insist.

Where would you want to retire to?
you asked this already.

What is your favorite time of the day?
late night

Where did you grow up?
at country.

How far away from your birthplace do you live now?
100 km

What are you reading now?
I have some fanfics on tab.

Are you a morning person or a night owl?
night own definitely

Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
I can. but with help.

Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?
my eybrows are not too movable kind. but I guess?

Do you have pets?
yes

How many rings before you answer the phone?
as soon as possible.

What is your best childhood memory?
hmm... I always liked traveling on a ship.

What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?
electrician, electronics repairman, a hotel cleaner.

Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?
not really.

What is most important in life?
happiness and content.

What Inspires You?
I do not know.

1. Name: Kati
2. Nickname(s): Kazhiru
3. Birthday: 22.1.93
4. That makes you: 21
5. Where were you born: hospital I guess xD
6. Location right now: home
7. Shoe size: 39
8. How many piercings?: 8
9. Tattoos?: Wings and paw and bird feet prints
10. When you wake up you're: tired as fuck, and yelling my dog to shut the fuck up and hold it for a min.
11. When your about to sleep you're: tired as fuck. And probably reading fanfiction until I can't go on anymore.
12. Zodiac sign: aquarius
13. Chinese sign: monkey
14. Righty or Lefty: righty
15. Innie or Outie: innie
16. School: plz no. I have completed automation assembler and electrician schooling.

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: Fin
18. Hair colour: normally brown. Colored dark blue/black and a light blue streak.
20. Weight: Normally 94kg. Now 116 because antidepressants make me fat as fuck
21. Height: 165
22. Braces? as a kid I had them, but not anymore. not for a long time.
23. Glasses? yes

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? nope
25. If so, who? no
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? no
27. Who has a crush on you? no?
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? NO!
29. Who was your first kiss: I was drunk off my rockers. Can't remember it tho'....
30. Who was your last kiss: Olli. Probably. All those kid plays/parent kisses do not count.
31. Are you a virgin? lol hell no.
32. Ever had a threesome before? yes
33. NQ- Every been swarmed by ladybugs?: maybe? We have some in the summers. I remember holding them as a child.
34. Have you ever been in love? sadly, yes.
35. Broken any hearts? No.
36. Got your heart broken? so fucking badly. Still hasn't healed.
37. Ever liked a friend? yes
38. What happened? drunk kissing, threesome, but no relationship tho'.

Section Four: Past Relationships

39. How many relationships have you been in? 3
40. How many were serious enough to count: I count them all? But 1 was over the others.
41. Who were those serious ones: Olli, ahmed and ville.
42. NQ- Who used to be your best friend: Samu. I guess he still holds the candle. Kiia, janika and marleena are also close to my friend.
43. What made them different: Marleena's cousing is a cunt (she's cool nowadays tho'). Janika lives far, and I'm so fucking jealous over Kiia I barely can look her in the eye.
44. What happened: Kiia still is friends with my ex. I want her all for myself.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: Ville
46. Worst boy/girlfriend:. Ville
47. Ever been kissed: are you fucking dumb? Yes.
48. Who do you want back: for kisses? cuddles.
49. Who do you regret: Ville.
50. Why?: why indeed. If I could somehow erase him from my mind, I would be so happy.

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: salsa tequila?
52. Movie: warm bodies
53. Food: macaroni and creamy ham sauce.
54. Drink: cola
55. Store: lidl
56. Television show: transformers.
57. Holiday: as long as it's a day off from whatever, I am cool.
58. Book: Harry Potter first book?
59. Ice cream: liquorice
60. Sweets: chocolates
61. Crisps: cheetos
62. Type of music: house electro
63. Artist: demicouer
64. Word: kyrpä
65. Time of day: night
66. Dressing: cute dresses or loose pants/ camo gear.
67. Alcoholic drink: pisangi with orange juice.
68. Colour(s): blue
69. Piece of clothing: an indoor jacket
70. Character: spiderman
71. Smell: my apartments stairway smells nice. it reminds me of a similar smell from my cghildhood.
72. Shampoo: something either for greasy hair, or something to give volume
73. Soap: any
74. Smiley: :3
75. Board game: arkham horror
76. Sport: no. none. maybe baseball
77. Number: 5
78. Quote: "Fuck all the shit"
79. Animal: cockatiel
80. Actor: I honestly do not care. I am not a fan of any actor.
82. Vegetable: cucumber
83. Fruit: orange
84. Place to be: home
85. Thing in your room: spiderman
86. Gum: spearmint
87. Shape: no preference.
88. Country: finland
89. Mall: ideapark
90. Car: anything with 4 wheels. a pick up truck?
91. Boy's name: Valdemart
92. Girl's name: Taru
93. Family member: My awesome mom <3
94. Restaurant: any which serves pasta(noodles
95. Movie place: finnkino
96. Person to go to the movies with: anyone really.
97. Noise: background music
98. Brand of shoe: as if I care.
99. Brand of clothing: lol I don't care.
100. Body part of a chicken: leg
101. Swear word: saatana
102. Month: january
103. Possession: spidey :>
104. Team: NO!
105. Season: fall.
106. Radio station: ylex
107. Magazine: nah.
108. Favourite grade: vocational college
109. Least favourite grade: junior high school
110. Teacher: my college physics teacher
111. Least favourite teacher: my college electronics teacher.
112. Subject: art
113. Subject to talk about: native language?

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: Erja
115. Who's your dad?: Raimo
116. Any step-parents?: nope
117. Any brothers?: Joni
118. Any Sisters?: Kirsi
120. Coolest: my mom.
121. Loudest: me
122. Best relative: Janne.
123. Worse relative: my sister
124. Do you get along with your parents? yes. lots of love!
125. With your siblings? no
126. Does anyone understand you? my mom
127. Do you have any pets?: yes. cockatiels and a dog
128. If so, what kind and name? cockatiels tippa and vladimir, dog named taru-
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?: I have enough.

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school? not really. kinda? I am planning on signing out from it.
132. Did you drop out?: no. I just don't feel that I can continue with my current mental state
133. Your current GPA: junior high 8,4/10 vocational college 2,4/3 college something between 3 and 4 from max of 5
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: buy
135. ABC's?: I know them
136. Favorite class: art probably
137. Play any sports at school?: no
138. Are you popular? hell no
139. Favourite memory: hmm... my school history does nor really have happy memories. I enjoyed visiting the school nurse or the student counsellor. The only place I could escape bullying.
140. Most humiliating moment: Crying publicly like a child and asking "why is it so hard to breath" when I was told that people would rather kill themselves than be on the same class than I. Man, I have lots of these.
141. Most funniest moment: hmm... gee... OH! I remember being in vocational college in a class where I was the only girl. I watched the boys form a "train".
142. Most scared moment: when I tried to hide from one touchy feely person. My personal space is VERY important to me. I cannot take forced touch.

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: adorable
146. Dog: need to pee
147. Christina Aguilera: no
148. Ricky Martin: NO!
149. 50 cent: NOOOOOOO!
150. Poop: don't touch me.
151. Beach: hot. but water is AMAZING love swimming
152. Desert: dry
153. Water: wet
154. Osama: srsly?
155. Love: hate
156. Your little brother: I have none
157. Butt: megatron
158. Clowns: funny
159. Wonder: woman
16o. Brown: shit
161. Banana: yellow
162. Sex: yes please
163. Parents: I owe you my everything
164. Homosexuals: porn
165. God: satan

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: no
167. Heaven: yes
168. Devil: no
169. Hell: yes
170: Boogy man: no
171. Closet Monsters: no
172. Fortune tellings: maybe
173. Magic: I wish
174. Love at first sight: I refuse to feel that. I suppress and stunt all emotions.
175. Ghosts: yes
176. Voo-doo dolls: I wish
177. Reincarnation: maybe
178. Yourself: no


Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: yes
180. Do drugs: no
181. Drink alcohol: rarely. like, VERY rarely
182. Cuss: a lot
183. Sing in the shower: never
184. Like school: I like it. It gives me something to do. It's kind of like a hobby
185. Want to get married: someday, yes
186. Type with all of your fingers: yes
187. Think you're attractive:no
188. Drink and drive:no
189. Snore:don't think so?
190. Sleep walk: no
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: not particularly. I am indifferent.

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: no
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: not everywhere. Just the toilet. and successfully at that.
194. Told that person how you felt: I told my ex things.
195. Been arrested: I have not been held over by police. I once did a small drive around the parking lot in a police car tho'.
196. Gone to jail or juve: no
197. Skateboarded: I tried with a long board when I was a kid.
198. Skinny dipped: as a child
199. Rock climbed: maybe. my memory is hazy
200. Killed someone: in my dreams and deepest fantasies
201. Watched porn: I am more of a reader type.
202. Gone on a road trip: yes
203. Went out of the country: yes
204. Talked back to an adult: often. although I generally respect everyone older than me. I usually prefer to respect and listen to them, even if they are full of shit.
205. Broken a law: yes
206. Got pulled over: no
208: Cried to get out of trouble: not in that sense I guess? I rarely get in to real "trouble" I get in to "situations"
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: my friends don't seem to cry that often. Especially not in my presence. I would let them do it tho', if I in any way could help them, I would.
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: no
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: no
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: Taru is a walking dumpster.
213. Moon someone: no
214. Shop-lifted: yes
215. Worked at McDonald's: no
216. Eaten a dog: no
217. Give money to a homeless person: yes
218. Glued your hand to yourself: sometimes I glue my fingers together. But I always manage to pry them off.
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
220. Had a one night stand: yes
221. Smoked: yes
222. Done drugs: no
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: yes. Sadly, this is exactly what happened. If I in any way could have prevented this, I would have done all it takes.
224. Slap someone for being stupid: no. I want people to respect my personal space, so in favor I respect theirs.
225. Had cyber sex: not really.
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: very often
227. Caught someone doing something: something is kind of loose term. so yes. people do something all the time.
228. Played a game that removes clothing: yes
229. Cried during a movie: often
230. Cried over someone: sometimes. especially lost friends, or the ones I rarely see.
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: often
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: sometimes yes.
233. Ran away from home: I did it often as a kid. I always went to my grandmother tho'.
234. Cheated on a test: yes


Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: yes
236. Sky dive: yes
237. Swim with dolphins: sounds boring but why not
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: never
239. Try to be the opposite sex: yes
240. Lie to the police: yes
241. Run from the police: probably not. I don't run.
242. Lie to your parents: yes
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: never
244. Be an exotic dancer: with my figure? lol you seem to have some... interesting standards there.
245. NQ- Kill the president: if it's päivi räsänen or soini, I might.

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: not really
247. Loud: yes
248. Nice: yes
249: Outgoing: not really. I prefer to be home where it's safe.
250: Quiet: sometimes yes. especially if I am at a stressful situation.
251. Mean: almost never.
252. Emotional: yes
253. Sensitive: yes
254. Gay: for you baby, anything
255. Strong:.yes
256. Weak: not really
257. Caring: very
258. Dangerous: if I want to be
259. Crazy: definitely
260. Spontaneous: totally
261. Funny:I like to think so
262. Sweet: yes
263. Sharing: yes
264. Responsible: yes
265. Trustworthy:yes
266. Open-minded:yes
267. Creative:yes
268. Cute:.I might be? I do not really know how people see me as.
269. Slick: not really
270. Smart: I wish. I feel dumb more often than not
271. Dumb: yes
272. Evil: not really
273. Ghetto: no
274. Classy: nah
275. Photogenic: no
276. Dependable: yes
277. Greedy: no.
278. Ugly: I think I might be more likely to fit in the ugly category than pretty category.
279. Messy: normally no, but now that I'm depressed? yes.
280. Neat: I maintain general neatness.
281. Perverted: yes
282. Silly: yes
283. A B****: no
284. A Good Listener: I can be if needed. But I am more of a talker.
285. A Fighter: no
286. A Party Animal: no
287. A Game Freak: yes
288. A Computer Freak: not really,

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: some lazy shit who sometimes fixes something.
290. Dream house: I want a house with a yard.
291. Husband/Wife: please
292. Kids: yes
293. Names: taru satu saaga valdemart
294. Pets: dogs cockatiels
295. Car: I have this shitbox which radio got stolen last week.
296. Age you would want to get married: anytime is fine. If it happens I am willing to take what I can get.
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Good guestion. we will see.
298. Honeymoon:not necessary

Section Fifteen: Your friends

299. Best friend: samu
300. Known the longest: samu
301. Craziest: kiia
302. Loudest: marleena?
303. Shyest: janika
304. Best hair: marleena
305. Best eyes: kiia
306. Best body: janika
307. Most Athletic: janika
308. Hot-Tempered: kiia
309. Most impatient: marleena?
310. Shortest: I really don't know. erm... janika?
311. Tallest: samu
312. Skinniest: samu
313. Best singer: kiia
314. Funniest: marleena
315. Can always make you laugh: they all can. I am easy to make laugh. kiia or marleena.
316. Wish you talked to more: kiia
317. Wish you saw more: kiia
318. Who drives you insane after a while: I am good with dealing with people. I could endure any of them untill eternity.
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: any of them.
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
321. Whose always been there when you need them: samu
322. Who is like your family: samu
323. How many friends do you have?: couldn't you guess? 4. But that is saying it kind of loosely. I speak with samu online. I meet janika about 4 times a year. Kiia even less now that I moved away from her. Marleena visits when she feels like it.
324. How many are really close? to me, even if I don't see them much, they are all special.

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: toast with chocolate spread
326. Thing you drank: cola
327. Thing you wore: loose fitting pants and a t-shirt
328. Thing you did: I read fanfics
329. Place you went: bed
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: ears, back and a half sleeve, collar.
331. Person you saw: Orzel.
332. Person you hugged: orzel
333. Person you kissed: my dog. Wait, you asked for a person. hmm... mikko? I haven't kissed anyone in a year.
334. NQ- Person you beat to a juicy pulp: the jackass who stole my radio.
335. Person you talked to online: samu/orzel
336. Person you talked to on the phone: mom
337. Song you heard: I have some house electro list on. I can remember something about "fucking, drinking, I'm not thinking"
338. Show you saw: I have been watching a lot of horror movies lately.
339. Time you fought with your parents: it has been long ago.
340. Time you fought with a friend: I don't really fight with them.
341. Words you said: "Fucking, drinking, I'm not thinking" or "TARU!"

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: nothing
344. What are you drinking:nothing
345. What are you thinking:nothing
346. What are you wearing: pants and a t-shirt
347. What are you doing: this meme.
349. Hair: living it's own life
350. Mood: nonchalant
351. Listening to: electro house mix
352. Talking to anyone: no
353. Watching anything: the screen

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: no
355. Are you a carnivore:yes
356. Are you heterosexual:yes (mostly)
357. Do you like penguins: not particularly
358. Do you write poetry: no
359. Do you see stupid people: all the time, i mean, yes
360. You + Me: no
361. Do you like the Osbournes: no?
362. Can you see flying pigs: no
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Spiderman. if it counts, then yes.
364. Are you from Afghanistan: no
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: yes
366. Are you a zombie: yes
367. Am i annoying you: no
368. Do you bite your nails: yes
369. Can you cross your eyes: yes
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: no
371. Have you touched someone's private part: yes

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: winter
373. Spring or Autumn: autumn
374. Shakira or Britney: britney
375. MTV or VH1: mtv (what is vh1?)
376. Black or White: black
377. Yellow or Pink: pink
378. Football or Basketball: basketball
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: phone
380. Pen or Pencil: pen
381. Cold or Hot: hot
382. Tattoos or Piercings: either
383. Inside or Outside: inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: coke
386. Tape or Glue: tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: mc donalds?

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: whatever
389. About boy bands:whatever
390. About suicide: yes please
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: please no
392. About teen pregnancy: whatever
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: grave
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: samu
395. About gay men: yes please

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: I... might? We had to do one at school. it might still be up. I never use it.
397.Current weather right now: it's night time. cold.
398. Current time: 1:02 am
399. Any shout outs: no
400. Last thoughts: is it over already?

1. What is you middle name?

Marika

2. How old are you?

21

3. What is your birthday?

22 jan

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Aquarius or monkey in chinese

5. What is your favorite color?

Blue

6. What's your lucky number?

5

7. Do you have any pets?

Dog and 2 cockatiels

8. Where are you from?

Finland

9. How tall are you?

164?

10. What shoe size are you?

39

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

10-20. I don't know. I just am too tired to throw out the broken ones...

12. What was your last dream about?

gee... It was a bit unsettling to me. not that it was scary, but because my ex friends were in it, and they were acting all normal and shit, yet I was aware what backstabbing bitches they really are.

13. What talents do you have?

My mom says I can draw. I like to think I am good at writing...

14. Are you psychic in any way?

I wish I was. I am as oblivious as a coma patient about what is happening around me.

15. Favorite song?

salsa tequila? idk really

16. Favorite movie?

Warm bodies I must say. Although, I like many.

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

a low maintenance boyfriend.

18. Do you want children?

Eventually, yes.

19. Do you want a church wedding?

I want my wedding to be special. Church is traditional. I want to feel like the center of attention on my most special day, which I hope will be my wedding. I want to have that one day. And I want it to be glorious. I want to remember it for the rest of my life.

20. Are you religious?

No. I really couldn't say that I am. I respect your religion, but religion really means nothing to me.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

Why yes. I broke both of my legs. Was admitted for a week. I also visit quite often because of my depression. I have been hospitalized for it several times.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

I am an ex kleptomaniac. I have been 4 years on the dry, and I hope to keep it that way. I have only been caught once, and that was enough for me.

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

I met Ben syskowitch once. I guess that counts...

24. Baths or showers?

Bath. I want to lay in water and enjoy the foam and everything. It's a rare delicacy, so I enjoy the shit out of it when I have the chance.

25. What color socks are you wearing?

I'm barefoot.

26. Have you ever been famous?

As if. In real life I am quite infamous. Although, some people might recognize my name as an author.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Nah. I see no joy in that.

28. What type of music do you like?

Rock, house electro... this and that.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

I am quite sure I have... as a kid tho'. So I cannot really say.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

4. I always need two for myself. I feel that spiderman deserves at least equal treatment.

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my back, or on my side with hands crossing my chest, or I cuddle spiderman.

32. How big is your house?

61 square meters. I fucking love it.

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

I rarely eat breakfast. I might not eat at all. So... whatever?

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

I wouldn't be here if i had

35. Have you ever tried archery?

It sounds fun, but no.

36. Favorite clean word?

Surface, reverie, facade or pisara

37. Favorite swear word?

Kyrpä

38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?

Three days?

39. Do you have any scars?

So fucking many. My legs have operation scars on the ankles, booth sides. About 5cm on the inner side, and 10cm on the outer side. I have a scar on my brow where the hair wont grow, I have scar on my knee, and many on my hands from fighting with my sister and from dragging myself along asphalt, my thighs have scars from cutting. my leg has many tiny scars from mosquito bites/scratches whatever because I can't stop picking at them.

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

I once had. but she wasn't really "secret" she loved my writing so much she would call me with tango? dango? What it was. she emailed me, and she was overall a sweet girl.

41. Are you a good liar?

Yes. I am ridiculously good, in my opinion. Although I do not lie often, but when I do, I can always bend the most favorable outcome out. I prefer to be honest all the time. I see no gain in lying to the people close to me.

42. Are you a good judge of character?

I do not judge people. I can seriously say that I do not make first impressions, even with rumors, I cannot bring myself to judge people. So even if the person infront of me was a murderer, I would treat him like anyone else unless I see him murder someone in front of my eyes. And usually even that wont shake me. I accept people and their quirks. I never complain. Unless the person is somehow mean to me directly.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

I suck at that. I can do somewhat of an accent, but I'm no good at it.

44. Do you have a strong accent?

You could say so. I am always reminded about my origin because I am said to have a strong accent. People know where I am from without me telling them. Also, my english has a very noticeable finnish accept, even if I pronounce them correctly. It's the way I weight the words that does it, I guess.

45. What is your favorite accent?

My own. I also like australian and some brittish accents.

46. What is your personality type?

I am this funny and laid back chick who is kind of fun to be around, but who you still do not really want to friend.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

Hmm. My dress i use when attending fine parties. Yes. My mom bought me a dress for my confirmation party. I still have it, and wear it for fine parties.

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Innie. I don't like out doors. Unless I am invited by a friend. Then I am totally cool about it.

50. Left or right handed?

Right

51. Are you scared of spiders?

Only the big ones. Mostly no. Because I can fight my fear, and I am always the one to do something about it.

52. Favorite food?

Macaroni and ham slice sauce

53. Favorite foreign food?

Chinese

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

Well. I am in between, but mostly clean. I keep my apartment and myself in clean state, but I am not nitpicky about it

55. Most used phrased?

Ihan kyrpä, vittu, saatana, haista paska. tää oli perseestä. olipa pettymys.

56. Most used word?

Vittu

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

5 mins

58. Do you have much of an ego?

Nope

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Suck

60. Do you talk to yourself?

I do. Often

61. Do you sing to yourself?

Rarely, unless i am under psychosis or other such compromised situation.

62. Are you a good singer?

Hell no.

63. Biggest Fear?

Being alone

64. Are you a gossip?

Nope

65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?

Dunno. I just cannot pinpoint one movie that would stand out.

66. Do you like long or short hair?

Short

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Can you name the provinces of finland?

You americans make me want to slap my face and cry over lost humanity

68. Favorite school subject?

Art. Although I did not choose it in my curriculum.

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Introvert. I like meeting people and hanging around them, but most of the day I prefer being by myself at the comfort of my home. I cannot stand too much socializing. My depression has completely alienated me from people, and I felt so lonely so long, that now I accept it as a way of life. I have finally learned to not seek for people.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

Yes. I have license to go to 30 meters underwater, and I own the gear. I do it with my dad at times.

71. What makes you nervous?

Having to leave my house for any reason.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

No

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

No

74. Are you ticklish?

Not much. I am not tickled often, but I couldn't say that I am particularly ticklish.

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

No. Why would one do that?

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

I was when i was a cleaner for a hotel. I worked summers there, and I instantly took reigns because I was the most experienced one. I usually prefer to follow, but if no leader steps up, I will do it. I can and will lead if necessary. but I prefer not to.

77. Have you ever drank underage?

Yes. But not until I got drunk or anything. I only drank if my parents saw it fit. Like a sip of wine on my mom's birthday or something similiar.

78. Have you ever done drugs?

Nope. Yet.

79. Who was your first real crush?

I don't do crushes. My depression alienates me from people so much that I am unable to build attachment on strangers. I know it will bite me in the ass eventually, so I prefer not to get too emotional with anyone.

80. How many piercings do you have?

Atm 8. 4 on each ear. I used to have my brow pierced, but not anymore. I would like to have snake bites. But I am not sure if I can deal with the nubs on my mouth. I might toy with them too much. My tongue is split.

81. Can you roll your Rs?"

I think so?

82. How fast can you type?

Not too fast, but I ... moderately?

83. How fast can you run?

Not fast at all. I am fat and lazy. I hate running. Especially now that it is actually a chore, it's painful and very hazardous. My legs are kept together with iron. Remember, I broke them in summer 2014.

84. What color is your hair?

Dark blue or black with blue on the bangs on my forehead. Naturally brown.

85. What color is your eyes?

Blue

86. What are you allergic to?

Nothing. Although my stomach can't process ice tea.

87. Do you keep a journal?

No. I should tho'.

88. What do your parents do?

Work. Mom is a cashier at a market, dad is a handyman at a iron processing plant. He can fix anything.

89. Do you like your age?

My age? I am good. People my age? Immature.

90. What makes you angry?

People

91. Do you like your own name?

It is plausible. I wish I was a boy tho'. So I could carry my family heritage name. Valdemart. I don't like my middle name at all, my front name is okay I guess, although I would prefer some other. My surname is boring, and misleading.

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

Taru, satu, saaga, mari. Although, I prefer to pick a name once the baby is in my arms.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

Boy

94. What are you strengths?

I rock stepmania. I am also an amazing speaker

95. What are your weaknesses?

I have no connections, i am mentally unstable, lonely, deppressed and completely unattached.

96. How did you get your name?

I think my parents just pulled it from the hat. Idk

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

Lol no. Farmers to the core

98. Do you have any scars?

So many. Did you not ask this? number 39 yes.

99. Color of your bedspread?

Blue or white

100. Color of your room?

White with brown. My room at my parents is blue

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

Lol nope to rules 3 and 4

OC picked: Kazhiru of course :3 (I really don't do OC:s and well... kazhiru is me)

1. What is your name?
Kazhiru

2. Do you know why you were named that?
Well, It was a matter of getting an internet alias. I wanted it to sound like My real first name with a small flair of an exotic letter. Kachi would be Kati spelled in japanese, and since I don't do japanese, I forced that Z in there.

3. Single or taken?
Single. Although very open.

4. Have any abilities or powers?
Lol no. I wish tho'... darn do I wish to have some powers... anything would be good.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Actually, I am the epitome of mary sue ATM... I just see my furry persona as an extend to my own very self, so deal with it. I do write stories, but in those I would rather break off my pinky finger than rely on such a ... ugh... despicable thing as OCs... I hate them to the very core.

6. What's your eye color?
Blue.

7. How about hair color?
Dark blue with light blue on the bangs.

8. Have you any family members?
I do. I have parents who I adore, and little sister and older brother who I really do not keep contact with. I am completely indifferent to my sisters.

9. Oh? How about pets?
I have two cockatiels, and a sausage *cough* I mean a dog. Yes.

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
Ugh. I hate so many things... just assume that I hate it, whatever it is that is in your mind.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Read, write and art. I am not much of a hobby type.

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
I am not an aggressive or hostile type. My therapist says that I do not own a "Fight or flee" instinct. I have been told to possess a "Flee or have a complete mental breakdown during which I shut off to the world and become absolutely unresponsive." For the love of me, no matter what shit I face, I cannot protect myself against it.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Oh how I wish... I might snap someday. I am not stable...

14. What kind of animal are you?
Bird. A little bit of a mix of breeds, but still a bird. Flightless although.

15. Name your worst habits.
I life a bachelorette life. And that boosted with my depression, I have become quite.... lazy... to deal with human everyday needs.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Megatron is my spirit animal. No really, I don't. Wait. My mom is a hero tho'.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Bi-curious? Although I would say I am straight, but I wouldn't oppose female company.

18. Do you go to school?
I did. I have a career. I was supposed to keep studying it, but my mental state barely allows me to wake up during the day anymore. So not anymore, no.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
I would be honored. Although I have no faith in that actually happening.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Some like my writing. I would say I have people who admire that.

21. What are you most afraid of?
being alone.

22. What do you usually wear?
pants and a T-shirt. I used to wear prettier clothes, but I see no use on it anymore since I don't see people that often anymore. I go weeks between human contact. I see no purpose in dressing up.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Food is merely a sustenance. I eat whatever. if I remember.

24. Am I annoying you?
No. You are the first social company I have had in several weeks. I find this quite... satisfactory.

25. Well, it's still not over!
I am relieved to hear that. I clung to all the contact I can get.

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Low class I guess. I live off of benefits, I see therapist weekly and... I don't work or leave my house for anything if by any means possible.

27. How many friends do you have?
Ah... I have Morso. she visits me ... monthly. Also JK who I see... Couple of times a year. And SS who I chat on the internet. He has moved too far to meet. That there is my social life.

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
I don't like pie. In my country they taste horrible. I don't like sweet cakes....

30. Favorite drink?
Cola or energy drink.

31. What's your favorite place?
My bed. I spent most of my time in it. My computer is close second.

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
Nah. It would be nice to have someone tho'. I doubt they could handle me, but my therapist encourages me to keep my hopes up. I disagree though. Why hope when you know you are only going to get crushed?

33. That was a stupid question.
Nothing is stupid my dear.

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I love swimming. I do not care where it happens.

35. What's your type?
Men who are manly. If I wanted to date a girl, I would do so.

36. Any fetishes?
My ultimate fetish is to the mystery of one's identity. I get turned on if one's face is hidden. Masks. Whatever. Yes. Although I do keep an open mind to others. I can try what they like just as well.

37. Seme or uke?
uke. Although I dislike this kind of slotting of people's character. I think that they both can switch around however they like. That is sexy. I need protection and a firm hand and mind to keep me in check. If he chains me in the bed, all the better.

38. Camping or indoors?
Indoors. I hate socialising. I hate outdoors. I hate shopping. Please don't force me to leave the comfort of my home. I need this. It's safe.

39. Tag People!
As if. I told you how unsociable I am. I have no-one to tag. But it was nice talking to you. I hope to see you again sometime.

Hello my lovely Furs!
I am on the mood for drawing, and would love to have some new characters to work on.
So I am doing this raffle to get a bit help with what to draw.

Entering is simple, post your reference sheet in the comments, and if you want something specific tell me about it in a few words. Otherwise I will wing it with my artistic liberties.

The raffle winner will be chosen on random, and the raffle ends in 6 hours, at midnight my time. I want to get to drawing soon :D
If you did not win, dont't fret. There might be a chance for you when I am bored again. Which I probably will.

So good luck, and have fun :D

Appearance:
[x]= You have blue/green eyes.
[x]= You blush a lot.
[x] = You giggle.
[ ] = You're quiet.
[x] = You say random silly things.
[x] = You have a 'baby face. (IDK REALLY)
[ ] = You wear a more "down to earth" style of clothing.
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too 'showy'.
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall.

TOTAL SO FAR: 7

Innocence:

[ ] = Just thinking of romantic things makes you blush.
[ ] = Your idea of a date is really romantic.
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal.
[x] = You like to cuddle. (depends but yeah. :meow:)
[ ] = You look away during kissing scenes.
[ ] = You hate movies with bloody violence.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

Colors:
[x] = You like the color pink/light blue.
[ ] = You tend to wear bright colors.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious.
[ ] = You'd consider yourself shy.
[ ] = You like happy upbeat music.
[ ] = You like "Cutesy" music.

TOTAL SO FAR: 11

What YOU think is cute:
[ ] = You like babies a lot.
[ ] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww".

TOTAL SO FAR: 11


Trust:
[x] = You know when somebody lies.
[ ] = You had to use a calculator to know the percent on this meme.
[ ] = One of your friends told you to make this.
[ ] = You just realized this was made for girls.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

Multiply how many you got by 4!
48%

This is seriously going to get personal, you ready?
I have nothing to hide.

If you were caught cheating, would you fess up?
Yes. But I am a person who once in relationship loses all interest in other possible suitors. And I am openminded enough to just ASK my darn husband what he would think if we tried threesome *wink wink*

The last time you felt honestly broken?
physically? Since I broke my legs this summer. Mentally? Every fucking day. I fight with depression.

Are you craving something?
I am low on food (and money) atm, so most likely yes.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
hmmm.... superpowers?

Would you rather have ten kids, or none?
Good guestion. I know I want A kid or two. but TEN of them? nah, not worth it. It's rather 0 than 10. I can always get pets.

What do you hear right now?
Computer humming.

Is your bed against more than one of your walls?
no. I finally moved in to an apartment WITH A BEDROOM!?!?!? ASDFGH SO COOL! So I can freely put it in the middle of the fucking room oh hell yez!

What’s on your mind right now?
I am so fucking bored right now.

Are you there for your friends?
Definitely. But sadly that goes one way.

Last person to see you cry?
My mom maybe?

What do you do when you get nervous?
Tap my feet, fiddle my fingers and try to look at absolutely nothing.

Be honest, do you like people in general?
oooh, a toughie. Hmm... I have personal experience enough to teach me that most people are absolutely horrible spawns of satan. but I really, really grave for company.... Although nowadays my ability to intake human contact has been notably decreased... To be honest, my opinion is "Everyone is an asshole untill proven not so" so yeah. I hate people. I only tolerate my friends.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
I have no fucking idea. That poor bastard who wishes to be in relationship with me... No really, I am the miss personality I guarantee, but I am fat, ugly and annoying as fuck. but maybe there is someone to see past that. When? Well, I gotta get the "sane" approval from my docs, get my shit together... Maybe after another 10 years and more? I would love children, don't get me wrong, I am not just the #1 suitor to carry your babies.

Does anyone completely understand you?
No.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
I am an easy smiler. I could smile with no reason what so ever.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
Yasha did...

Would you be happier if life had a rewind button?
I don't really know. Because none of my problems are self caused. So even if I did rewind time, the bad people would still find me. and hurt me. and cheat on me. and call me names.

Do you tell your mum or dad everything?
absolutely. I love my parents. If it weren't for my mom, I would be six feed under right now. I have chickened out from killing myself in thoughts of my mom, and once my mom physically tore the knife off my hands. So yes. She fucking deserves some goddamn respect.

Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
No. I really couldn't care less. Although, it makes the men semen taste bad.

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon by someone?
Very likely. I have a magnet that pulls all the assholes to me.

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Mikko and Janne. although it was never a "relationship" with either of them. Friends with benefits?

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
I tend to be in the present. Sometimes past, but NEVER future.

How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
A LOT. Normally around 12 hours. But since my depression, it's not unlikely of me to sleep 19 hours a day.

Are you easy to get along with?
Absolutely. I make no first impressions and I don't stereotype people. I know how to merge in to any company. I am full on friend material.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
no. She's cool.

What was the last drink that you put in your mouth?
cola? mixed berries juice?

What size bed do you have?
120cm wide.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
I always start the shower first. Feel it until it is warm/hot and then get in. I hate cold showers.

Do you like the rain?
nah, not really. It's cold.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Lol no.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
I guess smoking. But god am I thankful I did. You may not understand it, but the decision to start smoking was the best decision I have ever done in life! I have a reason to wake up in the morning: I need a smoke. Oh, you are a smoker? Mind if I join you? May I offer a cigarette as a act of kindness? Oh, I am so lonely, but I see we have something in common, mind if I share a seat? Oh, I know we are locked in the asylum, and you are crazy, but hey! You can't touch me! I smuggle in all the smokes! Oh it's so wonderful to have people with similar problems as a support, I am so glad I met you in the smoking spot. I am so glad that smoking allows me a reason to meet you, even if I lack any better reason to! I LOVE the sociability of smoking!

Would people refer to you as a goodie goodie, bad news, or neither?
goodie goodie. wait.... Bad news? I am funny, but I am also talkative and annoying. I have a feeling that EVERYONE hates me behind my back. I may feel like all is good, but I don't think I am wanted company... At least I have never heard someone say "Oh gosh, this party just got so much better since you came around! Oh did I miss you! You are the man!"
I don't think that anyone has ever invited me to anywhere. I have just tagged along. So I guess I am this bad news leech who just tries to push in. Well, at least I am super polite, drama free mother bird.

Who were you last in the car with, besides family?
Morso.

What’s the last movie you saw in theaters and with who?
Wolverine 2 with Mikko.

Have you ever been hurt by someone you never thought would hurt you?
YES! So fucking bad! I am STILL in therapy because of that mother fucker. Please die.

Your parents are out of town. Would you throw a massive party?
probably not. I don't have friends enough for a party... Although, if I published invitation to a huge house with many beds at a fur forum, I bet at least SOMEONE would eventually show up.

Would you rather spend a Friday night at a concert or a crazy party?
Ugh neither. I am not a social butterfly. My depression just went all "Oh not that shit." on me.

Do you care too much about your appearance?
Zero. Well okay, I shave, make sure my hair is clean, I make sure I AM clean. But I honestly do not stress about my looks. I put on some clothes, and I do what I have to do. Jesus, if I survived ALIVE today, then it's already a good day. I give no shits about what I wear. I simply don't have energy to worry about that too!

Are you a jealous person?
Nah.

Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
nope.

Do you miss anyone?
Yes. I am always lonely.

Last person who made you cry?
mom. I was explaining to her how I feel while depressed. She listened. I cried. My mom is an angel.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Sleeping. Mostly. I might watch netflix or play some skyrim tho'.

Is there anyone you want to come see you?
anyone is fine.

Do you like cotton candy?
yeah.

Who was the last person you had a serious conversation with?
Morso.

Do you have siblings?
Two. Little sister and an older step brother ( lol first time I called him "step" brother").

Have you ever fallen asleep on someone?
yes.

How has the past week been for you?
Very uneventful.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
I filled a meme. I drew some. I watched netflix.

What is your current mood?
very blank. Slightly heavy. bored.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Lol I haven't talked to anybody!

Will this week be a good one?
probably not.

Anything happen to you within the past month that made you really happy?
Eurofurence?

Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
lol no.

Do you have any plans for the weekend?
absolutely not.

Last Person That

Slept in your bed besides you? I sleep with Spiderman EVERY NIGHT! : D (I have a man sized spiderman doll). I slept (SRSLY, no funny business. just sleeping) with Morso when she was visiting, and my folks hogged up my sofa.
Saw you cry? hmmm... lemme think.... I cry a lot, but often not with people around.... my mom?
You went to the movies with? oh gosh, that was so LONG ago.... I think Mikko took me to see the wolverine...
You went out to dinner with? With Morso.
You talked on the phone to? Morso
Made you laugh? probably Morso.


Would You Rather

Pierce your nose or your tongue? My tongue is split. So I guess that?
Be serious or be funny? Arty party, funny all around.
Drink whole or skimmed milk? skimmed.
Die in a fire or drowning? Fire.
Spend time with your parents or enemies? PARENTS : D I love my folks.

Are You?

Simple or complicated? I am as simple as they go.
Straight, gay or bisexual? Straight.
Tall or short? short-ish. (I guess normal, but dude I hang out with a lot of tall people.)
Right handed or left handed? Right.
A lover of music or a lover of books? books... Fanfiction?


Do You Prefer

Flowers or sweets? FUCKING FLOWERS, HELL YES!
Grey or black? Black.
Color photos or black-and-white photos? color I guess...
Sunrise or sunset? sunset.
M&Ms or Skittles? Like I care.
Staying up late or waking up early? STAYING UP LATE! I would rather bite off my finger than wake up before noon.
Sun or moon? moon is so pretty... and it doesn't hurt your eyes.
Winter or Autumn? Autumn, because all the pretty leaves!
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? Best friends of course.
Rainy or sunny? sunny. Rain is cold.
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? either. Although vanilla could be easily tuned up.
Vodka or Jack? I don't really drink. But when I do it's ciders, long drinks or pisangi ambona(?). So probably vodka so I can mix it up with juice. or cola... or whatever.


About You

What time is it? 6:17 am. I am still awake.
Name? Kazhiru. Oh real name? Kati.
Nicknames? Kaz. Kazhiru.
When is your birthday? 22. of January.
What do you want? new computer chair. Or new stereos for my computer.
How many kids do you want? At least one boy. If it requires multiple attempts, then so be it. If it is boy on the first try, then I have achieved my goal.
What would you name a girl? Satu, Taru, Saaga, Mari or Suvi.
What would you name a boy? The second name is going to be Valdemart as goes in the family. I will let my husband name it whatever.
Do you want to get married? yes. Knowing that someone loves me that much would be an honor.
What kind of music do you like? Rock, house electro.... A bit of this and that.


Unique

Nervous habits? I don't get nervous too easily. But I tap my feet a lot. If I get an anxiety attack, I phase.
Are you double-jointed? I guess I am. I am ridiculously flexible for a fat ass I am. I can touch my palms on the ground when standing. I can do perfect bridge. I can bend the last knuckle only from my fingers if I wish to do so.
Can you roll your tongue? Yes.
Can you raise one eyebrow? Not really. My face does not cooperate with me.
Can you cross your eyes? yes.


Random

Which shoe goes on first? Right
On average, how much money do you carry with you? The card. I often have ZERO change.
What jewelry do you wear? earrings.
Do you twirl or cut spaghetti? thwirl
Have you ever eaten Spam? quite a bit actually. I love the fact that they last FOREVEEEER.
Favorite ice cream? liquorice or strawberry cheesecake.
How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? none. Too expensive, too useless.
Can you cook? I cannot cook, but I can make food.


Last

Alcoholic beverage? cider.
Car ride? LOVE THEM! I took a taxi to the airport and back.
Song played? I don't care. by that mechanic giraffe band thingy.
Person you saw? Morso.
Time you cried? Oh, I watched netflix today. Cried during step dogs, wiener nationals and turbo.
Fought? I don't really fight... (I did in my dreams though.)

I would just like to draw some panties... Now that I have the rape face done.
I just need some ideas for a nice panty shot pic....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kazhiru
2. Kaz
3. Kati/Kate

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Kazhiru
2. Lollingdreamer
3. LostInAReverie

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Watched familyguy
2. Imagined how awesome it would be to date death from family guy
3. I guess I drew a rape face.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My cat smile
2. my eyes
3. I kinda like my face and sense of humor

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I'm so talkative like oh my gosh
2. I'm also fat. very fat. Like FAAAAT.
3. I have no life.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. A Fin.
2. erm... lemme think... First hand experience in serious depression and bullying, which have helped me to understand that every person is an asshole until proven otherwise.
3. thanks to this I am adaptable as fuck. I have no idea to list for my origins, but I guess these things "shape" me so that's all you are gonna get.

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Squirrels.
2. loneliness. In all sense of the term.
3. I am not really an easily scared person... so... as the last thing... losing my friends?

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. A bath robe. dressing gown, whatever this is called, a rope you wear after shower.
2. My glasses
3. seriously nothing else. I am literally naked over here. I had a blanket a while back?

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. computer
2. tablet
3. TV (Or my bed and a blanket. Gosh I love sleeping)

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Keys
2. wallet
3. tablet

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Imagine dragons
2. Hollywood Undead
3. those house electro mixes on youtube.

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Sleep. Dream. Sleeping is WAY better than reality. Sleep all the time! I sometimes wish I didn't need to be awake at all!
2. Netflix
3. Maybe game some? Skyrim maybe? (I wish hanging out with friends was an option, but I really don't have friends to count on, so I have to make do with WHAT I HAVE)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. We are by hollywood undead
2. imagine dragons - bleeding out
3. dada life - kick out the epic mother fucker (OR salsa tequila by anders nilsen ... Or teflon brothers - kesä 86 OR dementia by sanni)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Maybe write a book?
2. love something. It has been two years since I was able to love, I kinda miss it. God am I happy to have my man sized spiderman doll.
3. SFW version: find a hobby or ANY reason to leave my house even for one day. NSFW version: Or if unable: Buy strap on and fuck spiderman doll.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Excising
2. Failing at suicide while I had the chance
3. Seriously, if I did not love my parents as much as I do, I would LOVE to be dead. As much as I love my parents, It PAINS me to not be able to die. I simply HATE having to force myself through every day, knowing that there is ABSOLUTELY nothing for me out there. I might just sleep until all eternity. I regret waking up in the mornings.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Low maintanance
2. honesty and open mindedness
3. knowing that someone cares. (basically a friend (which I don't really have atm) with the benefits of sex)

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. I promised my mom not to seek death. I still hope it happens, I just don't SEEK it. I think this is huge.
2. my art and writings. I sill TRY to do something usefull. I don't work, I'm constantly on sick leave and I consume more medication than is sane. I think that the fact that I TRY is huge.
3. I may have given up on myself, but I haven't really given up on the world yet. I don't seek friendship, but I still wish it happens sometime. I guess it would be nice to have a reason to exist is all. (If you still don't get it, I mean that I see no reason to live for myself. currently I live for my mom. I need SOMETHING to live for, something which is not myself.)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. Spiderman is my best friend and boyfriend.
2. I fucking love sleeping.
3. in a day, I eat less than 1,1 grams of meds.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX:
1. The way they move and carry themselves.
2. Eyes and hair (because I cannot seem to be able to remember much else)
3. the smell. I am VERY scent coordinated.

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE SAME/OPPOSITE SEX:
1. open mindedness and ease to accept things, especially the ability to make do what they have, and not bitch about some silly things. Good example: If you refuse to listen to justin bieber, I see you as a total asshole who is too full of himself to calm one's tits the fuck down. Instead of pitching and moaning, I want you to understand that "OH yeah. It's the fucking RADIO. it plays shit. I might just as well ENDURE THIS CRAP MUSIC instead of Pitching about it like the world is about to end because of a FUCKING SONG IN THE RADIO?!"
2. Love. Or caring. A smile is a huge thing to me. I am horribly emotionally scarred strained and absolutely lack the trust aspect. But I am able to understand that all those things are things that I can learn to deal with. I don't need a person who is hell bend on loving me. I just need to know there is someone to catch me if I fall.
3. To be funny. I hate people who are too serious, and who make their mind before they even try. Seriously, if you have NEVER eaten something, you CANNOT know if you like it or not! I want the person to be able to TRY THINGS, even if they think they most probably will hate it. I still need to know that they would try it, so that they can have a proper reason to say no.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Maintain a proper life. As in waking up in the morning, going to school/work/whatever on a regular basis, eat and then prepare for a second. Seriously, I can do one or two things out of "wake up in time" "eat" "Do something productive" "relax" "stress" "sleep" "socialize" etc. I am lucky if I eat and sleep as it is.
2. Leaving my house for more than an hour. I need a REASON to do things. And currently I do not have reason for anything else than going to store once a month.
3. My current capacity for socializing is VERY LOW. I remember 5 years back when I could see friends every day and enjoy every minute of it. Currently I can squeeze 2 hours of happy juice out of me, and after that I need a week off.

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. FRIENDS! Oh my god I feel like crying just thinking about how crap my life has become.
2. LOVE. I just... earn for it. I remember what it was like to have friends and a boyfriend. I could literally kill for that.
3. happiness. I cannot believe I was once able to go for weeks and months without feeling sad at all! Now I cannot go for an hour without feeling like crying.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A get away from jail free card for euthanasia.
2. I wish I could lose my mind. I don't care if I had the devil on me. At least he would speak to me.
3. a smile would be nice.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. I was bullied through school, and even after it. Every day I remember the shit I have heard. I have heard multiple people telling me to kill myself. I have had people snap at me for how I weight or look. I have been called a rapist and a child/animal abuser. I have heard it all. I have learned to live with that shit. I am still unable to say no to this treatment, but at least I now understand that shit is going to happen. for me most of all. and people SUCK. I learned to accept that. I know how to survive life without a single friend.
2. I broke up from my boyfriend. Or he broke up with me. After a week of me being homelessness he was already together with my best friend, and my other best friend was head over heels over him. AS we broke up, I lost nearly all my friends. Trust no-one. The ones you love the most are the ones who will also hurt you the most. I lost my friends and home in the same day. I don't hear of my friends anymore. One told me already that she wishes not to hear of me anymore. Apparently my EX's dick is worth more that a friendship with me. This has taught me VERY LOW self esteem. Seriously, just knowing that a person TOLERATES me is a huge deal for me. I know not to expect anything from ANYONE.
3. I was, and still am, very depressed. Tried to kill myself. Went to the insane asylum twice, and I have went through every single treatment possible for depression. I still wish to die more than I wish to live. Seriously, this shit is not even worth it anymore. I have learned to let go.

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading
2. Drawing
3. Writing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep
2. Maybe play skyrim?
3. Watch family guy from netflix.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. A coffee machine fixer. (A warranty repair shop worker)
2. those people they have at the asylums and hospitals to tell "how shit their life is but how they made it through it"
3. I have zero hopes for future life. At the moment it's difficult to grasp the concept of being ALIVE after 5 years, much less what am I planning to do then. maybe I could make a job out of carving my own gasket and headstone.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. england
2. sweden
3. My bed.

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Spiderman
2. Deadpool
3. Death

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. A bucket list, eh? Will all my belongings to my parents. I want Spiderman to be buried with me. (there is a high chance I will haunt Spiderman, so please, do not try to give spiderman to a new home.
2. Kill all the people who have wronged me.
3. Haunt the shit out of them at the very least.

Name: - Kati
Nickname: Kazhiru
Location: Oulu Finland
Age: 21
Height: about 165cm
Zodiac sign: aquarius
Any pets: 2 cockatiels and a dog
Favorite thing about yourself: my blue small eyes and the perfect cat smile :3
Worst habit: Way too talkative
Fun fact: I write a lot. Fanfics mostly, but two books have been published with some of my short stories.

-Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: female
Sexual preference: men. Although I could be with a girl too. I am curious.
Romantic preference: same as the previous I guess.
"Kinsey Scale" score: I had to do this to know what it was. 2.
Relationship status: Single
Myers/Briggs type: ESFP
Hogwarts house: Griffindor or hufflepuff.

-Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": night owl
Bath or shower: which ever is available. Maybe bath.
First thought in the morning: I should get up. No.
Last thought before falling asleep at night: I love you spiderman.

-School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: I have a spot for me in college. I would rather work, but am on a loooong sick leave.
What do you do well: dealing with people.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: hopefully fixing coffee machines.

-Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: Rarely
Smoke: yes
Do Drugs: No
Exercise: no
Have a go-to comfort food: No
Have a nervous habit: tap my feet?

-What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): Eyes and smile
In Others: low maintanance. Hair.
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): i fit every situation
Food: pasta
Drink: cola or energy drink
Animal: birds
Artist/Band/Group: i dont really do favorites
Author/Poet: no
TV Show: netflix
Actor/Actress: plz no
Blogger: otp plz

I finished the renapony commission for wulffin84/brony84. I also did my sona for him, so that equals two dolls for him, and they are both made and shipped. Payment pending.

I have now received an order from Flami for a panda and red panda dolls. I am currently waiting for reference pictures, and then I will start crocheting. Yet to start with the making of the 2 dolls. Payment pending.

A Trade with isispy  isispy Is pending. Reference sheet has been received of her sona, currently next in line, and I will start during this weekend. Trade for an art piece. Trade pending.

Flami will recieve his dolls at a convention where we will both meet. Isispy will get it when we meet face to face /the friends we are). And Brony84 gor this by mail.
In country (finland) snailmail of two dolls costs 10,40 € So one doll would be around.... ~6€?