Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

1. I'm sorry i've been out of touch, and I know it's not an excuse but i've been
really confused lately and it's been pretty hard to deal with. I know you of all people will understand
and I really hope you don't take it personally because I love you man
2. I wish I had Assassin's creed 3 too, can I come over to yours and play it?
3. I am too lucky, if you only knew you wouldn't be giving me this good a grade
4. You're a shitty personal tutor but that's okay because it's not going to stop me
5. Please make me an employee at your company, I've loved your games from childhood
6. Please make me a member of your pirate crew, you embody everything I love in people
7. I love you mom!
8. Stop leaving shit in the sink. come on it's not hard to clean up :P
9. You're more than a snugs dispenser and I like it
10. Wish we could meet up again someday soon

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There she blows

So I don't update my FA as often as I should D8
Sue me BD

I'm finally getting some time this weekend, and I think i'll use it to finish off a sketch I did for Chandrahen on her birthday C:

It's my first time so harsh criticisms will be followed up by ham sandwiches being thrown at you.

Kcin out

spending the day practicing my drawing with  Chandraken and it's been fun :D

now potentially drawing fanart for someone x3

- Kcin

Happy Caturday everyone!

Nyan

I'm working on a design for my new site =D
as Chan works on her revision next to me.

Would love some feedback when it's all finished^^

so admittedly I don't use my journals for much, but I'm willing to make an exception this time.

Chandraken/Lune you are one gorgeous feline.
you're smart like a sexy leopard waiting for it's prey. you're loveable like a cold beer on a hot summer's day. you're as cute as ten disney movies combined together (including their soundtracks). you're so much fun to be around sometimes I end up pissing myself in laughter (mostly at your antics XD) and you're amazing to me whenever I need you to be.
Seeing your smile makes me really happy. which is surprising actually! (I reckon it's the way you bare your teeth.. hehe)

I know I dun goofed and badly too. so i'm sorry.

You mean a cartload of puppies to me and well I just wanted you to know. you are way more than I even dreamt of in the girlfriend department and i'm just a douche who doesn't know how good he has it.

good times, puppy dogs and rainbows shall be bestowed.

Determination!

I has it :D

/journal spam

*journal spam*

SPEAKING OF WHICH. Strawberry cream Oreos are the best freaking study aid ever.

some sage advice i've picked up over the last few days.

1.) Life is way too short to be worrying all the time. I am terrible at this, but just not thinking for a second allows me to focus on everything else going on (and that's where life is at) seeing things for how they actually are.
2.) Wishing doesn't change anything. you have to work or train towards whatever you want because it's not just going to happen.

my new rules to life. *_*

*studies*

I stole this from  Chandraken (who in turn stole it from someone else) because I was bored.

ONWARDS!

LAYER ONE : THE OUTSIDE
- Name: Nicholas
- Eye Color: Sexy Brown
- Hair Style/Color: Wavy, black and messy.
- Height: 6"0
- Clothing style: Shorts, flip flops and a tee in the summer also vests. Jeans t-shirt and a jacket/jumper in the winter. I like button shirts a lot now.
- Best physical feature: my smile =D

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE
- Your fears: any kind of buzzing insect, losing my vision, not accomplishing anything.
- Your guilty pleasure: reading game manuals because they have extra info on my favorite characters :D
- Your biggest pet peeve: people who hurt others to feel good about themselves.
- Your ambitions for the future: become a game designer! and to make a ton of money over the next big thing (still working on this one though). cuddle with someone close to me while we chat about random things

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS
- Your first thoughts waking up: I can't believe I went to bed so late last night. Man I'm beat.
- What you think about most: that's a secret.
- What you think about before bed: Tommorow's gonna be awesome
- You think your best quality is: I can make people laugh, and I like it.

LAYER FOUR: WHAT'S BETTER?
- Single or group dates: Single
- To be loved or respected: I think if you respect yourself then you'll be loved and others will respect you. So both
- Beauty or brains: I say brains. and to me brainy people have their sexyness amplified by their intellect. it's pretty hard to resist.
- Dogs or cats: Cats. but i'll probably end up having both.

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
- Lie: try my best not to.
- Believe in yourself: Yeah. What's it to you? xD
- Believe in love: love believes in me unfortunately
- Want someone: Already got someone ^^

LAYER SIX: EVER?
- Been on stage: yeah! 4 times now rocking on my guitar.
- Done drugs: weed with my stupid fat best friend, alchohol in copius amounts and caffeine.
- Changed who you were to fit in: Went through an emo phase, then decided it was gay so I went back to how I was. still trying to find out who I am but it's a learning experience.

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES
- Favorite color: BLUE especially the deep blue of a clear sky. and the kind of shady transparant blue of a clean ocean. Red on people and especially me, it's a freaking good colour for clothes. black purple and white =D so a lot really
- Favorite animal: Wolves I guess, I reaaaaally like it when I see animals in the wild like squirrels and rabbits (not boars, please don't charge my ass)
- Favorite movie: Star Wars
- Favorite game: Final Fantasy 7. i'm playing arkham asylum and it's awesome.

LAYER EIGHT: AGE
- Day your next birthday you will be: A monday! such power I shall have in this week.
- How old will you be: 20
- Age you lost your virginity: 4
- Does age matter: as long as they aren't too old, and can still relate to the things I find cool, why not?
WATCH SHALLOW HAL GUYS

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL
- Best personality: A girl whose interesting, caring and not annoying and isn't afraid to be who they want to be. and who likes me for the quirky shit I get up to. a girl like that could really grow on me
- Best eye color: Blue eyes or hazel.. I think it draws me in
- Best hair color: brown or fair
- Best thing to do with a partner: playing games and lolling about stuff. Just having a blast really

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE
- I love: success through intelligence and hard work (walking cliche right?)
- I feel: strong
- I hide: in a box :D
- I miss: playing games with my cousin as a kid
- I wish: to be strong and keep others strong too.

LAYER ELEVEN: I TAG
- anyone who wants to be tagged I guess .. :P

tl;dr, I talk about myself

If ten million fireflies, lit up the world as I fell asleep.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r9DyeXa71EE

Check out these two korean girls, they are awesome.

SO IM BACK IN BLAAACK. Weekend was an absolute blast. It's the beginning of a new semester and I aim to make the fricken most of it.

There's this awesome app I downloaded for my blackberry called. greattrainer? basically you keep your phone in your pocket when you run and it tracks you on this online calender. I aim to have every single day filled in on mine :D

I WANNA BE.. THE VERY BEST

It's my cousins birthday! Let the drinking and partying commence!

So yeah. Out to lunch for the weekend catch y'all later!

Hakuna matata! What a wonderful phrase..

No but seriously it is good advice. everyone should chill out and be happy =D

I'm gonna see how many times I can use it today.

This should also make it clear how much I fucking love disney films.

Just to say to you world.

I am tired of constantly worrying about your thoughts on me. Tired of judging myself based off how you think or feel. I'm sick of this bad feeling I get that makes me want to stay in bed and do nothing all day. I'm sick of being the guy who just goes along with shit he doesn't believe in.
That's not me anymore. My life is mine. not yours or anyone elses.

Now more importantly:

To me. You don't know how they feel, or how they'll react. or if they'll hate you. You should just live as hard as you can and to those who hate you.. they can go fuck themselves.
Be comfy being yourself 'cause I know you're well liked by loads of people.. your family friends and even someone really special.
Also treat your real friends like real friends. You've been a dick and you need to make it up to them the way friends do.

*Breathes out* that felt really good.

Hi guys!

 chandraken here.

Just to let you all know Nick has decided to scratch his pubes repeatedly in my bed.

THERE ARE POOBES EVERYWHAR

^ kcin Jeez what a fagtrain. I can't believe im going out with hurrr.
DAMN FURRIES

Anyways just chilling with Chandicken ^3^ who suffers from an incurable case of furpies

furpaderp
(this could catch on no?)

10X for all the welcome's guys and gals! Drawing something extra special now but I don't know when it will be completed :D

stay tuned

(Kei-sin)I am a newly recruited legend enlisted in the furry ranks to provide peace and relief to the furliffic masses. I'm not exactly furry but I'm sure it's only a matter of time before i'm assimilated into your furry war machine. I have a girlfriend who draws much better and is almost as clever as me, so i'm happy.
Anyway check back here for some interesting pieces of super art, spawned from my head loins ^_^

Kcin (It's my name backwards, isn't that clevaar?)